Chapter 380: Reluctant

During the Qingming Festival, it rained a lot.

The school holiday on Qingming Festival is also a day to sweep the tomb.

Although there is a custom of sweeping the tomb without women, Qin Guanglin didn't care at all, his daughter-in-law couldn't bring it to his father?

drove the family to Beishan Cemetery, didn't bring anything to eat as usual, why not pick a few bouquets of flowers at the flower shop next to them, turn left and right behind Qin Guanglin, come to the remote tomb, clean up the dead branches and leaves around, and then put incense.

"Dad, I'm coming to see you again."

Qin Guanglin looked at the photo on the tombstone and felt a little emotional.

"In a blink of an eye, I'm about the same age as you, tsk...... Alas, the process that must be passed, I don't know if you looked at me at that time and I was in the same mood as I am now. ”

"Your granddaughter is four years old, she can run and jump, she is healthy, she is very good, you don't have to worry about anything, my daughter-in-law has it, and my daughter has it, it is considered complete, and if you wait for two years to avoid it, it will be truly complete, you have to bless me......"

Why don't you poke him lightly with an umbrella, and talk nonsense about everything.

"My daughter-in-law, what's the matter, I have a fate to meet thousands of miles away, and marrying her is also the blessing of our ancestors of the old Qin family, my mother likes her...... I also like it too, haha, the habit of living in the house you burned last time was not, this time I brought you a car, Maybach, much better than the broken car I drove......"

The light rain did not affect the blazing fireworks in the brazier at all, and the flames jumped and jumped, reflecting the light and shadow on Qin Guanglin's face, and he whispered about the recent events, since he became a father, he understood that it was not easy for his father.

"Dad, I don't want to be like you, I want to watch Anya grow up, watch her get married, watch her grow step by step, and accompany her through the ...... I have experienced"

As the time to say anything approached, a little panic rose inexplicably in his heart.

As long as there is a little accident, those who have, are having, and those who have not experienced, whether laughing or sad, are all gone.

If it's gone, it's really gone.

He wasn't afraid of leaving too early, but he was afraid that he would be alone with his daughter.

……

Chen Rui is also at Beishan Cemetery.

It's just that in the other corner, holding an umbrella, bending down to put the starry sky in front of the tombstone.

On the stele is a girl smiling like a flower, with a beautiful melon seed face, the corners of her eyebrows are curved, and the photo has faded a little, looking a little old.

After staring at her for a long time, Chen Rui had a soft smile on his face, wiped his body and sat aside, ignoring the grass wet by the drizzle, put his hand on his knees, looked at the sky and pursed his lips.

"I'm going to be forty." He sighed, "You're still twenty-nine." ”

"You'll have to call me uncle."

The fine raindrops hit the surface of the umbrella, and after accumulating more, they slowly dripped down the edge along the arc.

Chen Rui, who is nearly forty years old, has a touch of white sideburns, sitting on the side of the tombstone, showing a temperament that is different from the energetic appearance in the past, and has a sense of twilight.

He straightened his back, exhaled hard, and touched the picture on the tablet with his finger sideways.

"It's really hard to really do things...... You are lucky not to see the dark side of the industry. ”

"You and I used to be too naΓ―ve."

"I thought that after Sun Wen survived that incident, we would soar into the sky...... Indeed, the prospects are very broad, and Qin Guanglin and I ...... As I mentioned to you that time, the two of us have done a good job of the company in just a few years, and the development has been accelerating. ”

"But now that I think about it, in fact, it doesn't matter if it's fast or not, as long as it doesn't reach a certain level, it's fine."

Chen Rui smiled, with emotion, "Now that I understand, to be honest, it's a little late, I should have secretly accumulated strength in the first place, and I shouldn't have been so high-profile - although I will always be noticed, at least there is a time to prepare, so that I won't be pressed and beaten by others and almost squeeze out of this industry." ”

"Shopping malls are like battlefields, I understand now, not only are there no channels, but our people have been poached, search rankings have been suppressed, and even websites have been hacked several times...... It is not an easy task to make high-quality products with heart. ”

"But fortunately, there is a group of ...... partners"

The photo on the stele listened to him quietly, the rain fluctuated, Chen Rui didn't move, just sat there, his pants were wet, he just took out his mobile phone, put it in his jacket pocket, leaned on the side of the tombstone to hold the umbrella high, and hid under the small umbrella with the stele.

"I really envy that kid, really, very envious." Chen Rui looked at the rain curtain and shook his head, "Alas...... It's a pity that envy is useless. ”

"A happy family is sad, I have already seen through it, blessings are good, in fact, there is no need to bless, blessings are the same, as long as there are no accidents with people like him, they can definitely be harmonious and beautiful, do you know why?"

He asked with a smile, pausing, as if waiting for an answer, and there was no response except the sound of the drizzling rain.

"I guess you don't know, we had a meal together and had some wine when he left his job...... Beer, I won't drink too much, I originally wanted to keep it, it was, whether to resign or not has little impact, there is so little overtime, and he can also take it home to do it when he needs to work overtime occasionally, without spending time in the company, isn't it good to get more directors of the company? ”

"That's what I asked, do you know how he answered? …… He said that he remembered his original intention, the original intention of making money - to make so much money, just for the good life of his wife and children, for the happiness of his family, and for the happiness of his wife, and the same purpose is to resign. ”

Chen Rui sighed deeply and wiped the raindrops splashed on the tombstone with his sleeve.

"I miss you so much."

"I can also give up the company and go home with you."

"I'm so envious......"

The voice grew quieter, and he leaned his head against the monument, looking at the sky, his face lonely.

After a long time, the rain gradually decreased, he struggled to stand up, stumbled under his feet, stood firm with his support to the monument, and smiled at the photo, "Reluctant to me?" ”

"I'll see you next time."

"Wife."