How did Zhu Ran change from a rich daughter who didn't touch the spring water with her fingers to the current Zu'an girl who can't even compete with the three aunts and eight aunts?

Things have to start from more than a year ago......

Zhu Ran has a good friend named Ji Ancheng.

They grew up together and were inseparable.

However, suddenly one day, Ji Ancheng fainted......

Just in front of Zhu Ran's eyes, he suddenly fainted and fell to the ground, unconscious!

"An Cheng...... Ji Ancheng ...... Ji Ancheng! ”

No matter how Zhu Ran shouted, he couldn't wake up.

Zhu Ran blamed herself, if she hadn't dragged Ji Ancheng out to go shopping that day, Ji Ancheng would not have fainted suddenly.

The ambulance rushed to Ji Ancheng's side and took Ji Ancheng to the nearest hospital for emergency treatment.

Zhu Ran, who accompanied him, cried so much that he felt guilty......

Zhu Ran also learned later that Ji Ancheng had already been diagnosed with brain cancer.

However, Ji Ancheng didn't say anything, didn't tell Zhu Ran anything.

Zhu Ran told him to go shopping, he could have refused, but he didn't......

Ji Ancheng always accompanied Zhu Ran like a nobody.

He wants to use the last bit of life left to enjoy life and spend his youth.

Ji An hid it from everyone because he didn't want others to worry about him, he just wanted to see everyone's smiling faces, not bitter gourd faces.

Of course, Zhu Ran didn't know, in fact, in Ji Ancheng's heart, he was ready to leave the world for a long time......

Ji Ancheng just like that, suddenly left.

Zhu Ran only felt that his world had fallen into darkness.

Without the sun, her world would have no brilliance, no dawn of hope.

Even the dream she used to talk about in front of Ji Ancheng and her dream of becoming an excellent astronomer has become irrelevant.

After Ji Ancheng left, Zhu Ran fell into deep self-blame.

Don't talk to her about any dreams, she's not worthy......

After the college entrance examination, Zhu Ran's test results came out, and he was the champion of the Southern Provincial Institute of Technology.

At that time, the family was very happy for her.

After ten years of hard study, students are waiting for the day when the exam results will be released.

Zhu Ran's outstanding performance and the title of the gold list finally lived up to her hard work and dedication.

However, in terms of academics, Zhu Ran, who is gifted and researched, actually gave up his dream, rejected the olive branch extended by a well-known foreign university, and decided to take a leave of absence from his studies at home......

After Ji Ancheng left, Zhu Ran locked himself in the room and did not go out of the door for many days.

She blames herself alone in her room and falls into dark memories of guilt and autism.

She suffered from depression, her mental state was not good, and her whole person changed her sexuality and became another, the opposite of Zhu Ran.

After Ji An left, Zhu Ran made many crazy moves.

She hurt herself, but she didn't feel any pain.

She watched the wound on her fingertips bleed, and she actually felt relieved in her heart.

Perhaps, this is how she confessed to Ji An to atone for her sins.

God knows, if there was a chance to save Ji Ancheng at that time, Zhu Ran would really be willing to do anything.

Even if it is for her to pay for her life......

But unfortunately, Ji Ancheng's illness has long been incurable.

Everyone knows that Ji Ancheng's death has nothing to do with Zhu Ran.

Even if it was that day, it wasn't Zhu Ran who asked Ji Ancheng to go out.

Sooner or later, Ji Ancheng will run out of oil.

But the kind Zhu Ran still felt guilty in his heart and blamed himself.

For the rest of her life, she will live in the shadow of Ji Ancheng's departure.

Because Ji Ancheng is the friend she cares about the most since she was a child......