"Is this the final result of forcibly bearing the power of God in a human body?"

After Huang Taiyi left, the squad leader did not continue to hide herself, even if she knew what was hidden, her tone was still as flat as ever.

Si Ming and Mephistopheles didn't tell her everything, and used words like "will awaken the memories of their past lives" and so on.

The squad leader didn't fully believe it, so he stayed lurking at a certain distance, and used a bug to hear the conversation with Mephistopheles when Si Ming returned and was about to leave.

Only then did I realize that I was just a virtual personality that was created.

The average person may collapse immediately.

But the squad leader is the squad leader.

Even if it's a virtual personality, it's still a squad leader.

"Probably, I don't have any real feelings, because I woke up on my own, and I can't give any advice, but I think she shouldn't be the same."

Mephistopheles' "she" refers to the virtual personality's command.

She seemed to have known about it a long time ago, and she had kept it in her heart, enduring the pain, pretending that nothing had happened, not ...... Maybe both sides are patient, and the same is true of the ontology, people yearn for mutual understanding, but that may not be happiness. ”

Half of the squad leader's sigh was pity for Si Ming, and the remaining half was emotion.

There is not the slightest share associated with herself.

"Sister squad leader is very strong, what are you thinking? Isn't it always here to say hello? ”

Mephistopheles knew the squad leader wouldn't show up for no reason.

"Actually, it's just an accident, I originally came back to confirm some things, I didn't expect to hear this, but there is no difference in essence, after I go back, let Huang Taiyi's classmates look for me, don't disappear silently, I went back."

The squad leader nodded slightly to say goodbye and left again.

A few minutes passed.

Even she didn't pay attention to herself, her voice trembled, hey, obviously the mobile phone can also send messages, and she has to say something for me to convey to the big brother, what a clumsy cover-up...... Forget it, it has nothing to do with me anyway, let the big brother have a headache alone. ”

Mephistopheles simply closed her eyes to catch up on sleep.

She knows that there are many things she can't do, and she shouldn't be upset by this, and her young appearance and mysterious attachment to the setting of special effects often make ordinary people ignore her true spiritual world.

The old trains of this season have only one or two departures a day, and they are almost always empty.

In fact, even in the season when there are more customers, the overall number of visitors is not very good, and the glory that only existed in the past is bound to dissipate under the wheel of time.

Some even joke that there is little to see except for the lovelorn.

That's pretty much it, the three kinds of people who are in love, who are looking for themselves, and who are interested in history and humanities, plus a group of weirdos who are interested in trains, don't add up much.

Today, there is only one lonely.

It's definitely a broken love, yes.

The girl who was silent, as if she had lost her life, had never moved since she got on the bus, and her luggage was only a little bit.

It's really miserable, I must have met a scumbag, why are there so many scumbags?

Drivers who are already old will inevitably feel some emotion about the current world.

Si Ming's heart was empty.

The speed of the car is very slow, and there is nothing to call it a view outside the window, and even if there is, I am not in the mood to watch it.

I'm about to disappear.

The reason is that the body can't withstand the awakened ontology - this has been known for a long time.

When the ontology brought information to the emperor in the form of a return in the dream, he had a soul-like communication with the ontology.

No amount of crying is too much, but now Si Ming doesn't feel so sad.

It can be said that when the body has just awakened, he should have disappeared silently, but he didn't, which is equivalent to continuing a period of life, and that period of life should be said to be relatively happy.

But everything has limits.

I am just a soul that has been shaped, and there can be no second ending.

At that time, the ontology was desperately apologizing to himself.

In fact, she only needs one thought, and she will disappear silently, and there is no need to bow her head and apologize.

It's so flustered that it's a little ridiculous, but it doesn't make people laugh.

That's why I understand.

If Huang Taiyi likes that kind of person, he can't replace him no matter what, no matter how similar there are.

Give it up.

Next, they will face an unimaginable decisive battle, I am afraid it will be more difficult than themselves, and there is no way to continue to accompany them.

Especially the body.

Because of the conflict caused by coexistence with the main body, the part of the soul has been broken by wear and tear, and perhaps as soon as you close your eyes, everything is over.

Until then, it's better to find a quiet place.

Won't be discovered, meet your own final moments.

The end?

I don't know how long it took, but the train stopped, and Si Ming walked to the open door.

Strange place.

What can be called a view is a huge lighthouse, which has a long history but is now a mere sight.

I don't know why I just wanted to come here, but it is said that the ocean and sky are wider than anywhere else.

It's not that I've never seen the sky or the sea, but when I hear that the same scenery can be very different depending on the mood.

What kind of mood are you feeling?

Maybe it's "calm".

With the only suitcase in his hand, Si Ming confirmed the location of the lighthouse.

It's just that I never thought that it would be so deserted that there was not even a single figure, and there was a lack of necessary cleaning and care, almost a dilapidated and withered building standing on a bare barren mountain.

It doesn't matter, it's the same with your tattered self, there's not much difference.

The wind suddenly became a little colder, which was a bit unusual for the season.

Si Ming stretched out his hand and brushed his blown front hair slightly, even if he was like this, he still didn't want to end up in a sloppy appearance.

"Whew...... Whew......"

At this moment, a rapid gasp suddenly came to mind behind me.

The suitcase, which was not heavy, fell to the ground with a thud.

She knew that if she turned back at this time, she didn't know what kind of expression would appear on her face, so she was forcibly patient.

I want to hold back.

But tears continued to flow down his cheeks.

"You've forgotten something."

The emperor raised the long sword in his hand, and he ran all the way after the train, not tired, but his heart was almost exhausted.

"That kind of thing...... That...... What's the point......"

Si Ming's tense emotions finally collapsed, what disappeared quietly, what looked for a place of death, all of which made no sense now.

I just want to cry happily in the arms of Huang Taiyi.

"I'm sorry...... If I had realized earlier......"

Huang Taiyi took the initiative to hug Si Ming, and gently stroked her hair like a delicate glass sculpture.

It's probably too late to regret it now, no, there's nothing to regret.

Because now they are doing what they want to do – two people to meet that moment together.

It was almost evening, and the junction of the sea and the sky was already dyed red by the glow.

The sound of seagulls from time to time seemed to remind Huang Taiyi that the world is not silent.

"Na...... Ancestors? ”

Si Ming had stopped crying a long time ago, and was now quietly snuggling up to Huang Taiyi's side.

"Huh?"

"Did the ancestors really like me?"

Even such a question can be said without any scruples, and it will not be shy because of it.

yes, is there any?

This question has been bothering the emperor for a long time, but now there is an answer.

"I'm sorry, I've thought about it for a long time, and I don't really know how to organize words, I'm sure I like you, but...... It's you who coincide with the previous shadow......"

Answer, that's it.

Huang Taiyi spoke very slowly, not wanting to cause any misunderstanding, nor wanting to express any mistakes.

Maybe it's a cruel answer.

"Whew...... What kind of person was the real 'me' of the ancestors? ”

"He's a stupid, hopeless kind."

"Huh?"

I didn't expect to hear such an answer, and I didn't even need to think about it.

"Although it makes people angry every day, that person will still take on what he should bear after all, and sometimes he will be incorrigibly kind, in short, words other than stupid or mentally retarded are not appropriate...... But...... She sometimes feels like she's always looking for something missing...... It's my gut ......"

Memories of the past flow through the screening room of Huang Taiyi's brain in a chaotic order.

Some are painful, others will make people smile.

"Just and...... The ancestors are the same......"

"That's right, maybe it's not really love, but each other's hearts are empty, and they both want to find a way to fill it, so they naturally get closer and closer, and they are attracted, human beings are also stupid creatures, and I am no exception."

Obviously complaining, Huang Taiyi's face was always full of smiles.

"Poof......

Even Si Ming, who had been listening obediently, suddenly laughed.

"Right? That kind of guy...... Ah......h

Huang Taiyi just wanted to make a gesture, but his cheeks were imprinted with warm lip prints.

He was overwhelmed.

The wind blowing from the distant sea has traveled thousands of kilometers and injected the grass that was obediently lying on the ground with the power of life.

On the bench where the temperature still remains, only the stunned expression of the emperor remained.

The wind seemed to blow away a goodbye, but it was more likely to be an unrealistic illusion.

"I ...... Why here? ”

Huang Taiyi stood up suddenly, the scene of the battle in the other dimension seemed to be still in front of him, and he still remembered that Si Ming found the van, and after a taunt, he ran away with all his might, and hit Mephistopheles.

Some things are gone forever and will not come back.

"I got the wrong coordinates when I came out, let's go back."

A familiar figure with a lollipop in his mouth and his hands behind his back behind a bench.

"You...... Crying? ”

Huang Taiyi found traces of tears in Si Ming's eye sockets.

"The wind is too strong, it makes my eyes uncomfortable, let's go, Xiaomei is still waiting.

As always, Si Ming stretched out his hand.

"Well, you have to explain it well, and the next battle is a decisive battle."

Huang Taiyi and Si Ming left the lighthouse hand in hand.

Seem...... It's warmer than usual.