Luo Bai, who thought that she would be cared for like other children, finally experienced a lot of death, even the dog that grew up with her was gone, she cried and was sad, but nothing helped.

Luo Bai reluctantly pulled out a smile and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

She began to get up and pack her luggage, change of clothes, a set of water cream to wipe her face, eyebrow pencils, lipstick, and keys, ID cards, sausages, etc., she checked both sides, and took out the things that she would need to use again tomorrow morning, and then lay down again.

The sky was cloudy, the golden color of the sky had not yet been revealed, there were already many hawkers on the street, and Luo Bai, who had taken his luggage, left the rental house with a nervous mood.

She needed to walk to the streets of the street and take a taxi to the station before she could go home.

"Delicious artichoke fork, fried jelly."

"Hu spicy soup, meatball Hu spicy soup."

"Steamed buns, steaming buns that have just come out of the cage."

……

All kinds of food and food cries continued, Luo Bai's stomach was empty, she hesitated for a moment, and finally came to a small stall selling spicy soup.

"Boss, let's have a big bowl of spicy soup and two yuan fried buns." Luo Bai smelled the fragrance wafting in the air, and said to the woman in her twenties wearing a light blue apron in front of the Hu spicy soup stall.

"Okay, you sit here and wait a while."

Luo Bai pulled out the bench and sat down at the table, waiting for the food.

The sticky Hu spicy strips contain tofu skin cut into strips, beef diced into small cubes, and meatballs made from some vegetables, with three or five drops of bright red chili oil dripping on top.

Luo Bai picked up the chopsticks and stirred well, picked up the spoon on the plate on the side, and put it in the Hu spicy soup bowl. Left and right picked up a spoon and scooped a spoonful into the mouth, only to feel spicy and numb, with a unique flavor.

She picked up the chopsticks with her right hand, picked up a fried bun, dipped it in a small saucer, Luo Bai ate a batch of fragrant dishes, her mouth was full of oil, she quickly picked up the paper towel on the table, pulled out a section, and wiped the oil on the corner of her mouth.

……

Luo Bai was satisfied with this meal, she smiled happily, and her eyes were bent into a pair of crescents.

I haven't eaten breakfast outside for a long time, if I didn't go back today, I wouldn't be able to eat this delicious fried bun, after eating, Luo Bai also packed two yuan fried buns and took them away.

Later, she went to the shop on the street that sold the delicious duck neck and bought twenty sauce-flavored duck racks, and then Luo Bai left satisfied, and went to the stop sign to wait for the bus.

……

The long-distance bus was speeding on the road, the scenery outside the window was also rapidly receding, the blue of the sky was becoming clearer and clearer, and even the mountains in the distance were becoming clearer and clearer, and she was almost home.

At this time, some unknown emotions emerged in her heart, and she did not get off at the entrance of the village, but chose to get off in advance.

This dense bamboo is a rare sight in the village today.

Luo Bai recalled that when she was a child, she had built a house with her friends in the bamboo forest, played house, and also took her dog to school together, and every time she arrived at the school gate, she always had to drive the dog home.

At that time, the sky was bluer, the water was clearer, and the river could use a bamboo basket to catch small fish and shrimp in the summer, and it was a rare delicacy to take home and wash them......

She no longer has a home, and even the people she used to hate have disappeared one by one.

Luo Bai couldn't tell whether she was happy, but sad, in short, she felt blocked in her heart.

She took out the plastic bag in her bag and spread it on the ground, sat on it, and took out the fried buns and duck racks in her bag, and ate them with relish, about half an hour or so, she was full of food and drink, packed up the garbage and took all the belongings, and left the bamboo forest.

Approaching the village, the emotions that she had no longer felt uncomfortable for a while surged out again.

……

"Uncle Li, I'm back." Luo Bai. He yelled at the door.

I saw a middle-aged man with gray hair and a tall and thin figure walking out of the room.

"Ah Bai, you're back. It's been a long time since we've seen each other! The tall and thin middle-aged man said with emotion.

"yes, I haven't seen you in a long time." Luo Bai smiled awkwardly.

"Since you're back, I'll tell you there. Then go back and rest first! Then we'll talk about that later. ”

"Okay."

Luo Bai had no choice but to go home, given the experience of going home last time, she still went to the hut honestly after returning home this time.

That night, Luo Bai boarded the game assistant and left a message for Luo Luo to go home. In the end, it went offline.

After that, in the end, they discussed how much it would cost to hold the funeral, and how much Ruobai himself would pay for it. They had no other reason to simply organize the funeral.

With the loess covering the coffin, the person who once made Luo Bai painful started to say his final goodbye to the people in this world.

Luo Bai couldn't say how he felt about her now, he just didn't feel sadness or joy, but he often missed the soft-haired dog.

She can't forget the earthquake when she was a child, and the dog tried to open the door with one paw at a time, waking up their family to open the scene of the earthquake, if everything has a soul and an afterlife, she hopes that she will have a good life and will not suffer from the persecution of ugly human beings again.

In fact, she always knew that the dogs that were taken away were basically killed and sold as dog meat, but she still often looked forward to the fact that the dogs were still alive and well in other places she didn't know, but they couldn't see it.

For the next two days, Luo Bai nested in a dark grocery room and lay dead for two days.

If she said she didn't hate those people was fake, what could she do? Killing people for dogs?

It must not be able to bear to be so kind, not to mention that those people are still her blood relatives, the deceased died, and the undeceased, how could she behave unfilially?

Luo Bai hated that she was too young, she couldn't do anything, she couldn't change anything, there was a lot of warmth in this world, but nothing belonged to her?

She had a very sweet dream that night.

In the dream, she was still the same little girl back then, with a warm home.

Dad would come home from work and bring her those red berries, which looked like strawberries, and eat them sweetly, and at that time, they were very poor, and a dime of spicy strips could be eaten for an afternoon.

At that time, they were very poor and rich, they could follow their friends to fish for dried shrimp in the summer, take them home and wash them, pour a little oil and fry them fragrantly, at that time they were very loving, a chicken leg was reluctant for all people, everyone only touched it, and wanted the other two to eat more.

At that time it seemed like she didn't have anything, in fact she had everything, now she seems to have everything, she can buy whatever she wants, in fact she has nothing!