[265] There are no dreams on the road to career
"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?" Lin Xuan was a little strange, this was the first time Jiang Qianyu had mentioned to him about playing professionally.
"Sister Luo Yu asked me to ask if you have any thoughts about going professional."
After Jiang Qianyu swallowed a piece of fragrant glutinous yellow chestnut that he had just clipped, he continued, "There seems to be something wrong with the sky team, the state is not very good, and the national competition is about to begin, and then we will have to decide the only promotion place this year." β
She sandwiched another piece of chicken, and then added: "In the first two years, the sky team was in such a good state, whether it was when the lspl was still there, or just after the reform to LDL, it was basically crushed, but as soon as it reached the finals, there was a problem, and it was blocked out of the LPL seven times in a row, and now even the regional competition has ups and downs, so maybe Sister Luo Yu is also more anxious." β
"What's there to worry about."
Lin Xuan said casually while eating, "How can the two of them add an asset of more than 10 billion, it's not easy to raise a club, and there is also a fish and dragon team."
"sky has been down for too long, it has been several years since Chen Muyu retired, he has faded out of sight for too long, and he has failed to hit the LPL door so many times in a row, and even the enthusiasm of many iron fans has been consumed, and sooner or later it will be forgotten."
Xiao Nizi looked like she had done a lot of homework and knew a lot, "What's more, now that the bidding for an LPL quota has reached nine figures, if you can advance through LDL, you will definitely be able to save a lot of money." β
Lin Xuan was not in a hurry to answer, but looked at him with some amusement: "Where did you know this, Su Luoyu told you?" β
Jiang Qianyu sandwiched a piece of pork belly, and only continued to speak after eating, "No, Sister Luo Yu rarely tells me this." β
Lin Xuan sighed, this is a master, it will not give people any sense of utilitarianism and purpose, but the desired effect is all there, but since it is not Su Luoyu who said it, it is obviously Xiao Nizi who understands it herself.
That's why I still care about myself.
"Have you ever wanted to play professionally?" Seeing that he only smiled but didn't speak, Xiao Nizi glanced at him with some dissatisfaction.
Lin Xuan raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "If you want me to go, I'll go." β
Jiang Qianyu said "heh", ignored him, lowered his head and continued to eat, as if it had nothing to do with me whether you went or not.
Lin Xuan stopped selling Guan Zi and said, "I haven't decided whether to go yet." β
The meaning of this is that there is an idea and possibility of going to a career, and Xiao Nizi, who has nothing to do with me or not, immediately raised her head.
Lin Xuan lost a smile on his face, lowered his head to eat, and sighed softly in his heart, "I really didn't think about it again...... Well, I didn't think about going professional while I was in college, but ......"
I didn't say anything more.
After the chaos of time and space, a rebirth was born, and there were panics, uneasiness, and even fear during the three months in the hospital, but after slowly believing in this fact and treating the memories of his past life as a "Su Hui", Lin Xuan had indeed melted into this world.
He likes his current family and his current self.
At first, I felt for Jiang Qianyu, and I firmly didn't have any thoughts of giving up, except for the misunderstanding in the hospital, there was also this reason.
When she's there, he feels grounded.
Even when he was still in the hospital, when he hadn't adjusted his mentality, sometimes he couldn't help but think of the scene when he just woke up in the afternoon, maybe because the slap was too painful, maybe because she was too beautiful, or because of the feel......
Well, it's a bit of a color to say that, but it's true...... It's worth savoring.
Probably it will divert attention, and when he recalls it, all kinds of uneasiness and panic will be dispelled, inexplicably reassuring, and then inexplicably, as if he has become his anchor in this familiar and unfamiliar world, which can end the flustered sense of drift in his heart.
Of course, during the hospitalization, Lin Xuan already knew that she was his sister in this life, although she was not related by blood, she was still a sister after all.
So he didn't plan to do anything more.
However, in the subsequent contact, it was soon discovered that this sister who had been estranged in the past was cute and considerate under the cold appearance.
The so-called good fighters have no great achievements.
Just like Bian Que said about the three brothers, although it may not be true, but the words are very reasonable, Bian Que, who has the lowest medical skills, is only good at saving people after they are terminally ill, so he is the most famous, and the eldest brother with the highest medical skills, "the doctor is not sick", he was cured before the person became ill, and ordinary people don't understand it at all, so he has no fame.
Jiang Qianyu is not very old, but on the one hand, he was born smart, and on the other hand, he has the education of his stepmother, so he is very early, especially in dealing with others.
This can be seen from her popularity and popularity in school, not only among boys, she is closest to Zhao Han and Jiang Yuqing, but the relationship is far more than these.
Dealing with people with real emotional intelligence will only make you feel sincere and that this person is good, not that you will feel "this person is smart".
That is, the so-called great wisdom and foolishness.
After all, precocious wisdom is a minority, and most people still need experience to cultivate and exercise emotional intelligence, and at this age, it is obvious that many people do not have that kind of emotional intelligence and insight.
With so many admirers and suitors, Lin Xuan could almost assert that no one could find the most precious and attractive part of her.
It starts with the heartbeat and returns to the peace of mind.
Those people are still in the beginning stage, and he has already come to the end, standing on the top of the mountain and looking at the foot of the mountain, he will naturally have a downward mentality.
So after finding that this little girl was even better and more tempting than he thought at the beginning, he finally couldn't help but stretch out his claws as he became more and more difficult to control, and then went farther and farther on this road.
Rather than being cheap, I don't know which bastard is better than cheap labor.
But this advantage is not so easy to take advantage of, the resistance is much greater than anyone else, and it can even be said that whether it is Lin Xuan in the previous life or Lin Xuan in this life, there is no shortage of girls.
No matter who you chase, you won't want to chase her so hard.
If you didn't really identify her, there was really no need to go down this path.
The biggest external resistance comes from parents, and when parents who are supposed to be supporting become resistance, everything becomes more complicated than ever.
He has the soul and memory of his previous life, and it is impossible for him to be naΓ―ve and innocent enough to convince his parents only by relying on feelings, after all, this is a restructured family, and his stepmother is also a very smart and rational woman.
Although he has always been very good to him, he treats him as his own.
But after all, it is not biological.
Once the matter between him and Jiang Qianyu is exposed, what kind of impact and changes will it bring to this family, Lin Xuan has no way to accurately estimate it at the moment, so he can only prepare for the worst.
Only by being financially independent can we have a straight soul.
chose to start broadcasting separately in order to achieve economic and career independence.
However, even if the e-sports industry develops better and goes further in this life, the pattern and shackles of live broadcast are still there after all, and if he has already started live broadcasting, some obsessions and ideas from his previous life will sprout out uncontrollably.
That's where he fell.
If it was before the cornfield incident, Lin Xuan could say a lot to Jiang Qianyu, but in this situation, she was undecided, and she could even say that she was still trying to break off this abnormal relationship with him, so naturally she couldn't tell her this.
But after all, he is a human being in two lives, if it is just for Lin Xuan to give up college for the sake of his "dream" and go to a career, it is not realistic at all, unless he can be given a higher and farther direction to go.
This distance and height must be greater than the height that he can achieve in his studies and live broadcast.
People are only qualified to talk about dreams if they are not overwhelmed by life.
Because when you are overwhelmed by life, all decisions are forced by life, and there is no qualification for choice.
In other words, at this time in Lin Xuan, it was her in the dream.
And not that glittering and stiff championship trophy.
Even if he went to play professionally in his previous life, he was forced by life, and among all the future paths, playing professionally is the best choice.
So I went to fight.
What a dream.