It's past eight o'clock in the evening.

There was no snow in the river city, the cold moonlight sprinkled on the streets, the lights were lit in every house, and laughter was heard from time to time.

A cheerful atmosphere for the New Year.

Qin Guanglin, who hadn't slept well all night and drove another day to Hecheng, sat in the car with a tired face, the window was open, he quietly looked at the night outside the window, and didn't go up immediately.

The night breeze was blowing, and the fingers on the steering wheel were tapping lightly.

As a teacher, what is she afraid of?

Teaching every day, writing, buying groceries and cooking after work, watching a movie together and shopping together.

What is she anxious about?

Qin Guanglin glanced sideways at the black bag on the co-pilot, and thoughts rolled and tangled in his heart.

He was afraid that he would not tell the truth.

You have to think about how to say it — or...... Pull her straight to the hospital?

The more he thought back to the calm and indifferent in the past, the chill in his heart rose slightly.

Those who are depressed and seek death are always those who are silent, and it is better if they say it loudly.

The more pretended to be nothing, the more painful it will be.

The bits and pieces when the two were together kept coming to mind, and Qin Guanglin was in a trance.

Tuk tuk.

Tuk-tuk.

The glass on the other side was knocked.

Why don't you stand outside the car in a thick down jacket and peek in.

"Why are you here?!"

The car door opened, her face was full of surprise and surprise, her eyes were wide open, she looked at Qin Guanglin with a slight raised eyebrow, leaned over and drilled into the car, "I was thinking about you, come and kiss ......"

The words paused.

Qin Guanglin looked down along the line of sight, her hand was pressing on the plastic bag containing the medicine bottle, and the two plates of pills had been scattered.

“……”

“……”

Seeing that the smile on his face disappeared, Qin Guanglin panicked inexplicably, lowered his head and stumbled twice, and said, "That...... How did you get down? ”

This feeling of peeping into people's privacy is really uncomfortable.

Maybe...... It would be better for him to slowly guide her to confess little by little, instead of having a sudden showdown like now, as if telling her: I already know about you, and now I am here to ask you for clarification.

No one wants to be sick, this is not something that can be controlled, so since she chooses to hide it, she doesn't want him to know that she has a problem, and she wants to solve it secretly by herself.

Now he directly lifted the veil and made her confess in broad daylight - he felt that this was also a kind of hurt.

Seeing that he lowered his head and didn't speak, Qin Guanglin was about to continue to speak, but when he saw her shrink, he got into the car, closed the door with his hand, and then stuffed the medicine on the seat and threw it into the back seat, looking at the wide open window next to him.

"I'm cold, close the window."

"Oh."

"I wanted to close the curtains and prepare to lie down, but when I saw this car by the window, it felt like you, so I came down and took a look."

Why didn't he say casually, didn't ask him how he came over, his hands were entangled and rubbed slightly for a moment, and he pursed his lips and said, "Don't you kiss me?" I haven't seen ...... in so many days."

Qin Guanglin had been carefully observing the way she spoke, trying to find out what was wrong, and when he heard this, his heart was inexplicably relieved, and he hesitated to lean over.

Everything he thought about when he didn't meet seemed to be an illusion, and now that he saw her real person, he subconsciously wanted to overturn his previous guess, how could such a gentle teacher He rely on medicine to maintain his life every day?

Would a person who is anxious and afraid of insomnia look like this?

He couldn't make up his mind,

Long.

Lip splitting.

Qin Guanglin and He Mo looked at each other silently, neither of them spoke, they both wanted to find something from the other party's face.

"Is that why you're here?"

In the end, why not break the silence first, and point to the bag she threw in the back seat.

“…… Not exactly. ”

"Huh?"

"I miss you."

"I knew it." Why didn't he smile lightly, looked at him and lowered his head again, his fingers pinched the corners of his clothes and gently buttoned them, and he didn't hear Qin Guanglin speak for a while, so he had to swallow slowly: "Those medicines...... Well...... It was indeed the ...... I ate."

drove all day without saying hello to her, which showed that Qin Guanglin already knew what kind of medicine it was, and concealing it would only deepen the suspicion in his heart, which would then cause more problems, so it was better to confess directly.

And now it's fine, even if she says it, it's nothing—she hasn't eaten it for a long time, and she's been so obsessed with the days when two people are together that she's almost forgotten it in the corner, if it weren't suddenly turned out......

"Insomnia?" Qin Guanglin asked.

"Hmm...... Be. ”

"Serious?"

"Sort of, but it's all right now, you watch me sleep every night, don't you?" Why don't you smile at him, and your eyes fall to the back seat again, "The main reason is that I was under a lot of pressure before graduating from school...... I was still a little anxious, but after I graduated and moved out, I slowly got fine, and now there is no problem at all, and those medicines can be thrown away. ”

Qin Guanglin breathed a sigh of relief when he heard her words, but he was not completely relieved, he was under a lot of pressure before graduation...... This reason is a bit far-fetched.

Those months were when they were just beginning, if they were under pressure, how could they have a relationship so smoothly and keep teasing him?

Is this a way to decompress?

It's kind of outrageous.

"Is that really the case? Why haven't you told me? …… I think you have something to hide from me, and you have never been in a hurry about work, and a book has been published in the middle of this......"

"Don't think about it, I'm anxious in my heart, how can I let you see it - I don't want you to worry too much." Why didn't he interrupt, not wanting to dwell too much on this matter, he changed his mouth and changed the topic: "Where are you staying tonight?" ”

"Let's go to the hotel to see if there is any availability, and buy some gifts during the day tomorrow and then come to the door......" Qin Guanglin saw why he shrank back, and then remembered that the window had been open just now, and the temperature in the car was not much different from the outside, so he quickly started the car and turned on the air conditioner.

"Hmm...... I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow afternoon for a check-up. ”

"Huh?"

"Otherwise, I don't feel at ease...... Forget it, I'll go to the city hospital when I go back to Los Angeles, and I'm not worried about your hospital here in River City. ”

"No, I'm fine......"

"No, you have to go." Qin Guanglin took the bag in the back seat, took out a few plates of medicine from it, and asked, "I heard that this is very addictive, are you not addicted?" And this medicine, others sell it for a few pills, how do you buy so much? ”

"Don't be verbose, take it, I'll throw it away."

Why don't you grab the bag and open the door and get out of the car, walk two steps along the road to the trash can and throw it away, then stomp back with small broken steps, pull the neck and say: "Let's go, go to the hotel to see if there is a room, if not, you have to continue to share the bed with my dad...... I don't say hello before I come, so it's okay if you give me a call......"

As she spoke, she suddenly paused, and looked at Qin Guanglin suspiciously, "If I didn't see your car, are you going to sit here all night?" ”

"No...... How could it be, I was about to call you to come down. ”

Qin Guanglin still felt that it was not right, how could such a serious matter be said by her to be a small problem in just a few words?

"The last time you ate that...... When are sleeping pills? ”

"Probably before going to Ugly Mountain."

Ugly Mountain ...... It's been more than half a year, Qin Guanglin thought about it for a while, nodded and didn't say anything more, and started the car and slowly drove in the direction of the hotel.