The closer to the production period, the more nervous Qin Guanglin became.

It felt like I was about to become a father...... Well, it's really going to be a dad.

What's more, because of pregnancy, I have to get up several times every night, and every time there is a slight movement, Qin Guanglin will wake up with her, help her get out of bed and put on her slippers, and then follow her to the door of the bathroom and wait quietly.

The slippers have already been replaced with thick-soled cotton slippers to ensure that the bottom will not slip, and the bathroom will also be mopped with dry mops every time after taking a shower - this child can not tolerate the slightest accident, the children of ordinary families are treasures, and their children have extraordinary significance.

If something goes wrong, even if it doesn't collapse, it will be regretted in the bottom of your heart for the rest of your life, becoming an incurable heart disease.

"Are you going to have a paternity?"

"If you don't mind, I want to accompany."

Qin Guanglin didn't worry that she was alone inside, while she waited outside.

Paternity was not popular at first, but as the demand increased, many hospitals increased their services, but in recent years, for various reasons, some hospitals have chosen to cancel this program.

On the one hand, the husband is prone to shadows, and on the other hand, the pregnant woman is emotionally unstable, and if someone accompanies the birth, she may be encouraged, or she may become more squeamish and vulnerable, and the woman who could have had a natural birth is affected to switch to caesarean section, which varies from person to person.

He believes that he will not become more squeamish because he is around, on the contrary, he can only feel at ease if he is by his side, needless to say that he also knows, just as he has to look at him to feel at ease.

In the most painful time, there must always be someone to rely on, not to fight alone.

"Aren't you afraid of leaving a psychological shadow?" Why ask.

"Did I accompany me last time? Is there a shadow? Qin Guanglin didn't bother to think about it, and asked her the answer directly.

If you didn't accompany you last time, you must accompany it this time; If you accompanied last time and there was no shadow, this time you have to accompany even more; If there was a shadow left last time...... Then close your eyes and accompany you.

Anyway, if he agreed, he would have to go in and be by the bedside - unless he didn't want him to see her worst side, he would respect him's choice.

Regarding the advantages and disadvantages of paternity, Qin Guanglin has already understood it very thoroughly, not only paternity, everything from waiting for childbirth to confinement in the future, he has read countless examples and information in his spare time, and he understands it clearly, it can be said that he has taken everything into account, and only looks at the choice.

Sure enough, why not shook his head and said, "Not last time, I didn't want you to see my ugliest side, so I didn't let you in." ”

"But I don't want to wait outside, even though I haven't experienced it, it's definitely very uncomfortable."

Qin Guanglin only had to think about the scene where he stood outside the delivery room and looked at the light on the door, rubbing his hands and stomping his feet in a hurry, and he felt unbearable.

After a pause, he continued: "I heard that some fast ones only take a few dozen minutes, and slow ones take several hours...... Can you bear to keep me waiting outside for hours? ”

"I wasn't that slow last time."

"You weren't overnourished last time."

“…… Alright, you can come in with me then. Why not smile and touch his face, "I have already thought about it, this time you have to accompany me." ”

Everything, nothing can not be shared, happiness is also, and so is embarrassment.

The two of them are indistinguishable from each other.

……

New Year's Day is a solar calendar year, and in previous years, we would have a meal, but this year because of why not wait for childbirth, it is very simple, and it is no different from weekdays.

In the afternoon, Qin's mother came over, took a change of clothes, and lived in the room that had been prepared for her a long time ago, and from this time on, she was ready to take care of her daughter-in-law until the end of the confinement.

The two children are parents for the first time, and they have no experience - Qin's mother thinks so, she has been worried about where Qin Guanglin is not taking good care of her, and after moving over, she has settled down a lot when she sees Qin Guanglin's skillful appearance of eating and walking, and she has checked everywhere in the house, and the sharp objects that should be put away have already been packed up and hidden, and the corners of the table and the walls are also glued with thick sponges, which are more careful than her, who has been a mother.

"There are still about ten days left in the due date, right? Do you want to go to the hospital first? ”

Qin's mother gave birth at home at that time, and she didn't know much about the current hospital delivery process, so she hesitated and asked Qin Guanglin and the others.

"Don't worry, the doctor said everything is normal, wait for the two days before you give birth."

Qin Guanglin had also considered this before, and felt that it was better to take care of it in the hospital than at home, so he didn't listen to what he said, so he gave up his plan after pulling the doctor to ask, and explained to Qin's mother: "The hospital ward is cleaner than ours, but those corridors and toilets are not necessarily, and there is that ...... That puts pressure on pregnant women, as well as eating or something, work and rest...... A familiar environment at home is better for pregnant women. ”

"Oh...... Also. ”

"You don't have to worry about that, have a baby...... Neither of us is panicking, and you don't have to panic, everything is properly arranged. Qin Guanglin helped him knead his somewhat swollen calves and patted his chest to reassure.

When it comes to being a father, if it is not necessary, he doesn't want other people to participate, even if it is the older generation, but his mother is kind and can't refuse, so he can only try to do everything himself.

It's not easy to pull him up, and now that he has children of his own, he doesn't want to bother the old man anymore.

Qin's mother has been thinking about being a grandmother for a long time, and her daughter-in-law's childbirth is no matter whether it is reasonable or reasonable, she should help take care of one or two, and she can't stand by and watch, not to mention that she is also happy to participate, so the family of only three people - three and a half to be precise, makes He feel the feeling of the stars holding the moon.

Clothes to reach out for food to open their mouths, except when they were young, they can also enjoy this period of pregnancy.

Since New Year's Day, Qin Guanglin has begun to live like a year, paying attention to He Hao's fetal movements every day, leaning down close to her stomach to listen to the movement when there is nothing to do, why not be a little nervous but was washed away a lot by his reaction, and relax and quietly wait for the day of labor.

Qin's mother has always been familiar with this new home, the kitchen, the egg beater, the juicer, the bottle warmer...... These are quite fresh, she lived with Qin Guanglin in the old house before and never tinkered with these things, she didn't care so much about the quality of life, but now she can't help but feel relieved to see their exquisite life, one generation is better than the next, this is the wish of every parent.

On the seventh, He's father rushed to Los Angeles, only told He and his family in advance that he wanted to come over, asked about the due date, didn't say when he would come, and let the two know after getting off the train, Qin Guanglin hurriedly drove to pick him up, and discussed it with He Hao on the way, and temporarily placed him in the hotel next to the street - there was only the master bedroom of the two of them at home, as well as Qin's mother's room, plus the small room prepared for his daughter, the small room naturally couldn't let the old man move in first, and he couldn't sleep on the small bed, so he could only live in the hotel temporarily.

Staying until the 10th, why not start labor pains at two o'clock in the afternoon, Qin Guanglin did not delay for a moment, carried the delivery bag, checked the documents, medical insurance card, and cash, and sat in the car with Qin's mother, He Dad sat in the co-pilot, and the family went straight to the hospital.

"How does it feel? Is it going to give birth? ”

While waiting for the traffic light on the road, his palms were already soaked with sweat, and he clenched the steering wheel tightly and looked at the two women in the back seat through the rearview mirror.

"It's just labor pain, not so ......fast" Why didn't he feel inexplicably calm at this time, holding Qin's mother's hand tightly, feeling the pain in his body.

The child is ready to come.

Qin's mother felt her grip, her palms were also full of sweat stains, she looked more nervous than anything, her heart tightened suddenly, and a layer of fine sweat oozed from her forehead in winter, why didn't the sweat hurt out, her sweat was nervous.

"Don't panic, I'll be at the hospital soon."

Dad He looked calm, but his hands constantly rubbing his trouser legs still revealed his inner unpeace.

I always felt that my daughter was still young, she was still a little girl, and even if she was married, she was still the little daughter who called her father, but in a flash, she was going to be someone else's mother.

"Guanglin is here, don't be afraid, it's coming soon......" He didn't know what to say, so he could only comfort softly.

It's not the father who is here, but Guang Lin, who can tell who is the most important thing for his daughter now.

"Yes, I'm here."

Qin Guanglin nodded vigorously, his eyes were firmly fixed on the front, and while paying attention to the road conditions, he drove the car fast and steadily, and went straight to the hospital.

It was in the afternoon, there was not much traffic on the road, there was no traffic jam, the family rushed to the maternity hospital smoothly, after parking the car, the two elders hugged each other, Qin Guanglin took the first step, trotted all the way to the emergency department to register.

By the time the doctor diagnoses it, it's already red.

……

"It's normal to have pain, don't worry, it's all about pain...... You go to the hospital first. ”

After the diagnosis, the doctor comforted Qin Guanglin and sent him to go through the formalities.

"Those who don't hurt will have to be disemboweled, you relax,...... Everyone's physique is different, more than ten hours to a day or two, go ahead, first hospitalization for observation. ”

is still the middle-aged female doctor who has been in charge of helping with prenatal checkups from the early stages of pregnancy, watching them all the way from just conception to labor, she is already familiar with them, and seeing Qin Guanglin's impatient appearance, she said a few more words.

"Thank you! Thank you! I'll go right away! ”

Qin Guanglin has always been trotting, trotting to register, trotting to go through formalities, and trotting to get hot water for drinking.

"It's almost over, the doctor said everything is normal, the pain is normal, bear with it...... If it hurts too much, you bite me, and I have a lot of meat on my hands......"

"I know." Why don't you push his hand away weakly, "Take away your stinky hooves, they stink." ”

"Yes, yes, it stinks!"

"I want to drink water."

"Give."

"Hot ......"

"Wait, I'll pour it for you."

Qin Guanglin, who will be thirty years old in a month, is nervous like a child at this moment, squeezing two cups to pour hot water around, puffing out his cheeks and blowing hard.

……

The labor pain lasted for eighteen hours, and Qin Guanglin remembered it clearly, he was with him for eighteen hours.

Eighteen hours later, the interval between labor pains gradually became regular, why not be sent to the waiting room, he could not enter, could only walk back and forth in the corridor, look up from time to time, take a deep breath, go to the bathroom to wipe his face and come back and wait.

"Let's have some dinner, I only drank some porridge from yesterday to today, don't go hungry."

Dad He handed it to Qin Guanglin with the packed fast food, and both Dad He and Mother Qin went to rest that day and night, only Qin Guanglin couldn't persuade him, and he couldn't eat the porridge before he took it over and helped him drink it clean.

Qin Guanglin subconsciously wanted to refuse, glanced at the door in the direction of the delivery room, but still opened it in his hand, and began to eat in a big gulp.

"Am I overly nervous?" He had food in his mouth and smiled embarrassedly.

Others are nervous, but there is no one like him, who has not yet started to give birth, but he has already panicked like this when he enters the waiting room in labor pains.

"It's okay, I understand." Dad He nodded, "It's the first time...... will be nervous, that is, you react a little bigger, relax, so many children are born every day, and nothing happens. ”

[Yan Mo Xuan www.xmxks.xyz] "Well, relax, relax. ”

Qin Guanglin gulped down his meal and replied vaguely.

Although he knew that everything was normal, he just couldn't suppress the inexplicable panic in his heart, not the panic about the childbirth itself, but the sudden worry in his heart the moment he stepped into the hospital.

It's not an ordinary pregnant woman, and now all of this is the result of the two of them.

She escaped time, going back ten years to relive everything, trying to make amends for the accident a few years later.

He's just an ordinary person, he doesn't know if there are gods and Buddhas, whether there is reincarnation, everything is unknowable, and he can't stay calm anymore when his mind is in a mess.

Qin Guanglin swallowed the food in his mouth, wiped his mouth with his sleeve, took out the faded talisman that had faded in Zhongnan from his wallet, held it tightly in his hand, and put it to his mouth and touched it lightly.

I don't know if there is a price to do everything, if so, he is willing to bear everything for him.

Pray for the blessing of the gods and Buddhas.

It is now more than eight o'clock in the evening, why not wait for the second stage of labor in the waiting room, in the corridor separated by a wall, Qin Guanglin looked at the dark night sky outside, closed his eyes and prayed.

……

At four o'clock in the morning of the next day, after eight hours of tormented waiting, waiting for the delivery room to go in and out, Qin Guanglin, who had been disappointed for I don't know how many times, and became more and more anxious in his heart, finally got the news that he could not enter the delivery room.

"I'm going to accompany her, I said okay, I've already paid the fee!" Qin Guanglin, who wanted to go in and take a look, was stopped at the door, and hurriedly looked for his paternity certificate from his bag, a thin receipt, but it was the thing he urgently needed at the moment.

"Don't worry, I know that you have to go in to accompany the mother, but not yet, wait until you open your three fingers." The nurse had long been accustomed to seeing all kinds of fathers-to-be, and she was not impatient at all, and patiently explained to him, "This is the rule, wait a while, and I will call you." ”

"Still waiting?!"

Qin Guanglin tiptoed and tried to look inside, but he couldn't see anything, so he had to take a deep breath and try to calm his mood.

"How long?"

"Everyone is different, this time depends on the individual's physique, patience and so on."

"Thank you."

At four o'clock in the morning in winter, it was still pitch black outside, there were only a few sparse stars in the sky, Dad He couldn't stand sleepy, sitting on a chair in the corridor with his head pricked one by one, Qin's mother went to the bathroom to wash her face, and came out with droplets of water dripping on her chin, pinching and rubbing her hands tightly, waiting for her grandson to be born.

The neat family stays here, it is not rare in the hospital, it is not uncommon, there is no one to accompany it, there are more than a dozen people waiting together, all kinds of situations are staged in this small corridor every day, only when you really stand here, each time you wait for hours, you can experience the kind of difficulty.

More than an hour later, Qin Guanglin squatted in the corridor, facing the door of the delivery room, his eyes stared at the crack of the door without blinking, when he was thinking wildly, the door finally moved, he subconsciously got up, and turned a little numb leg to meet him, but saw the doctor come out with a tired face with a list and a pen, turned around and closed the door, and looked up and shouted What about the family.

Qin Guanglin's heart suddenly burst out, and a very bad premonition erupted from the bottom of his heart.

"Paula-sama!"

This voice frightened Dad He, rolled down from the chair, Qin's mother shook her hands, and suddenly raised her head, and the rest of the strangers who had not slept in the corridor also looked sideways.

In the 21st century, is there still such a thing as protecting the big and the small?

The doctor froze in place, looked down at the list in his hand, and muttered, "Uh...... This is a painless injection, you have paid the fee before, and you need to sign it. ”

“……”

“……”

“……”

Qin's mother was weak, slumped on the bench, looked at Qin Guanglin's back with complicated eyes, and couldn't wait to cover his face with shoe prints of more than thirty yards.

Dad He stood up on the ground, a little crying and laughing, this son-in-law was far worse than he was then.

Qin Guanglin also knew that he was embarrassed, his almost stagnant heart slowly came back to life, and at this time he was beating violently, a layer of cold sweat oozed from his back, and he was a little cold, he smiled at the doctor embarrassedly, took the pen and solemnly signed his name.

Before he could ask, the kind doctor had already taken the list back into his hand, glanced at it casually to make sure, and said, "You are the one who accompanied the delivery, right?" It's time to go in. ”

"Thank you, doctor!"

Qin Guanglin's bloodshot eyes flashed with a look of surprise, he took a deep breath, made a series of preparations such as wearing sterile gowns according to the doctor's instructions, and went to find his wife who was working the delivery bed with apprehension.

When he entered the waiting room, he still had the strength to laugh with him, and he was lying there with a pale face, looking sideways at him, his lips chapped and his hair sticking to his face, trying to hook the corners of his mouth.

"You're here."

The voice was soft, Qin Guanglin helped her push the messy hair aside, and clenched her hand distressedly, "Well, I'm here." ”

"That's good."