I'll forget about you.

Certain.

I have loved you, this is the grandest escape to the light in my gray youth.

The streets are dark, the street lights that have fallen into disrepair flicker on and off, the sky is a rich black, and the clouds are silently brewing a storm.

Every footstep echoed in the empty alley, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, vague and uncertain.

"Huh? It's almost there, this should be it, right? The young man's clear voice sounded suddenly, and it could capture people's hearts in an instant.

Especially for you.

Almost subconsciously, you start running. Inferior rubber makes a screeching sound when stepping on the ground, and you feel like the heel of your heel is bleeding out again because the shoe doesn't fit.

"Don't ...... Don't ......"

The dilapidated small buildings stumbled in the field of vision, the big trees on the side of the road were growing with teeth and claws, and the strange laughter seemed to be heard in the ears.

"Hey, you guys...... Ah, what are you doing?! The boy exclaimed, interspersed with muffled grunts.

"How is it a man?" Another voice interjected.

"Hit the wrong person?" One of them spoke weakly.

"Whoever cares, it's definitely a gang." The slightly older boy said viciously.

You chuckled in your heart, and you didn't know where you got the courage, so you ran over and pushed the older boy away: "Hey, how do you bully people?" ”

"Di, I'll just say it's a gang, the brothers who stepped on the horse copied the guy for me, and she returned it, and dared to push me." The young man scolded and rolled up his sleeves to make a gesture to come.

Huang Shaotian was already stunned by this scene, he just heard that there was a game master around here who was going to meet him, but a group of people rushed out halfway and punched and kicked him, so who was this thin little girl standing in front of him now?

It looks familiar.

Suddenly, a familiar figure crossed his mind, and Huang Shaotian finally remembered that this girl was in the same class as himself, but she never spoke in the class - except for the fact that she won the first place every time the teacher named her - she was immersed in the ocean of knowledge all day long.

The body reacted one step ahead of the brain, and Huang Shaotian gritted his teeth and blocked the girl: "Hey! Even girls beat you and you're still not men, if you have any hatred or resentment, it's good to come to me! ”

The result of saying this is...... The other two of them fight together.

Although Huang Shaotian is well-developed and his physical fitness is barely reasonable, after all, he has never fought since he was a child, and he is simply in a passive state, and he is not even as good as you......

After a lot of experience of being beaten, you already know the best time to resist, not to mention that there is also the guilt of Huang Shaotian supporting you, and the movements are much faster than usual.

But after all, there are differences between men and women, and there are many people on the other side, and after a while, the two of you will be defeated one after another, and the older boy will kick you in the stomach and kick you upside down.

The stomach is over the wall, the internal organs seem to have shifted their positions, the smell of blood fills the entire mouth, you breathe hard, and you can't help coughing heavily.

I wanted to lie on the ground and couldn't get up, but I thought that Huang Shaotian had suffered a lot from you, so you had to grit your teeth and half-prop yourself up.

The cold object on your right side catches your attention, and you look down, and sure enough, you spot a thick steel bar.

Getting up from the ground, you bend over and drag the steel bars with both hands: "You, you should ...... I don't want to be hit by this thing. ”

As you spoke, you slammed the steel bars on the ground with a dull crashing sound.

"Boss, what should I do?" The young man next to him couldn't help but panic a little when he saw that it was a real guy and asked.

"Hey, go back first, and bring the guy back tomorrow." Seeing that your expression did not seem to be fake, the older boy decided to retreat without hesitation.

Almost as soon as they leave, you sit on the ground, panting.

Huang Shaotian struggled to get up and ran in front of you, squatted down and asked worriedly, "Classmate, are you okay?" ”

In fact, he didn't need to ask this sentence at all, he clearly saw that the girl's face was bruised and purple, and the skin was scratched in many places, and it looked miserable.

The wide school uniform covered her overly thin body, and she looked even more thin. Under the faint light of the street lamp, her face was pale and almost bloodless, but her eyes were rich black, black...... It's like the sky.

"Classmate, I'll take you to the hospital with me, I'm sorry to hurt you today." Huang Shaotian saw that the girl didn't talk, thinking that he was frightened by the scene just now and hadn't eased up, so he hurriedly wrapped her hand and wanted to help the person up.

How did he know that the girl suddenly seemed to be burned by something, and shook his hand away, and the force was so great that he pushed his whole person to the wall, and when he came back to his senses, there was no trace of the girl in his field of vision.

"Classmates? Where have you been, classmate? He patted his chest and called out with his hands to his lips.

The only thing that answered him was the sound of the wind pouring into the alley.

When the footsteps are completely gone, you come out of the darkness with a complicated face.

Staring at the direction Huang Shaotian left for a long time, you dragged your body and continued to walk forward.

When you walk to the only room with a light on for miles, you swallow your saliva and knock on the door.

The moment the door opened, his body began to tremble uncontrollably.

While the light shines on your face, it also brings falling slaps and fists.

"Do you dare to come back? What time is it?! Why, do you want to be like your cheap hoof mother, run out and don't want Lao Tzu? Don't even think about it! ”

The man is obviously drunk again, and his hands are even more ruthless, you feel that the whole person is spinning in the world, uncomfortable want to vomit, and painfully want to cry.

But you don't, you just look up at him, there is no resentment in your eyes, only sympathy.

Two years ago, the business failed, your family went bankrupt, your mother disappeared the day after the bankruptcy, and the man who was originally high-spirited and loved you seemed to be a completely different person, drinking and punching and kicking you every day.

You're used to it.

When the man finally gets tired, you drag your heavy body back to the room, lock the door, and curl up together.

"Classmate, your hands!" Huang Shaotian's voice rang together with the class bell, he looked at the large bruises on the girl's arm, he was very guilty, he pulled up the girl without hesitation, and said as he walked: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault that I caused you last night, go with me to the infirmary, you need to bandage it." ”

However, halfway through, she found that there was huge resistance behind her, and the girl's face was flushed, struggling to go back.

"Ah, it's okay, class leader, wait a minute, help us talk to the teacher, thank you!" After speaking, Huang Shaotian ignored the girl's struggle and forcibly dragged someone to the infirmary.

"Oh, you don't have to worry, you definitely won't be scolded by the teacher if you have such good grades, and why did you leave suddenly last night, I'm still going to take you to treat the wound together, it's really those boys who even beat the girls, you don't have to be afraid, I will escort you home in the future, don't worry." Huang Shaotian thought that the girl might still have palpitations, and comforted him with broken thoughts along the way.

You open your mouth: "Those people are here to beat me." ”

However, at this moment, the class bell rang, which completely coincided with your voice, Huang Shaotian obviously didn't hear it, and looked at you suspiciously: "What?" ”

The hand that fell to your side clenched and let go, and you finally shook your head and didn't say anything.

The doctor in the infirmary brought you a lot of anti-inflammatory drugs and gently instructed you how much to use each day, and you sat on the edge of the bed clutching your school uniform and keeping your head down.

Huang Shaotian patted his chest: "Oh, doctor, don't worry, I have written it down, and I will definitely take care of her, and the money will be recorded in my name." ”

You look down, tears rolling in your eyes.

I'm sorry, forgive me for not having the courage.

It's so dirty, and it's trying to touch you.

Huang Shaotian found that his "life-saving benefactor" was very strange, which was manifested in the fact that every time he sent her home, he could only send her to the intersection, and he was unwilling to let him send the rest of the way.

For this, the little girl, who has always been gentle and introverted, can even be angry with him with red eyes.

He was helpless, but he was afraid that she would be bullied by a group of thugs again, so he had to wait until the lights in her house were on every time before going back.

The study in the third year of high school is already intense, and because you and Huang Shaotian are too close, the head teacher has hinted more than once that you should not fall in love.

You can only smile wryly at that.

Calf love?

This word is too distant and unrealistic for you, you like Huang Shaotian Yes, but you also have self-knowledge.

He just...... It's only because of some misunderstandings that he is so good to you, and the leader of this misunderstanding is you, if he knows the truth, let alone a life-saver in the future, I'm afraid it's too late to hide from you.

You kicked the pebbles on the rooftop, looked at another busy world outside the school gate, and a look of envy appeared in your eyes.

"Pretty girl, where do you want to go to school?" Huang Shaotian looked at you from the side, smiling like a warm sun.

No, it's brighter than the sun.

Such a person should not be with a person like himself who is stuck in a quagmire and cannot save himself and struggle, as long as he touches his gaze, it feels like a purgatory torture.

But you're still masochistic and want to get closer to him...... A little closer.

This world is really strange, dirty people crawl out of the abyssal quagmire, clean people are so pure that people dare not touch them.

"I don't know, maybe it's going to be a far, far away place."

I will no longer see you, nor will I inquire about any news of you.

I'll forget you, definitely.

Huang Shaotian felt that when the little girl said this, her expression was a little strange. He couldn't tell where the blame was, but he always felt as if the little girl was going to fly away in the wind and never come back.

Thinking about it like this, he always felt a little uncomfortable.

The seed that has not yet broken through the ground in my heart has experienced a harsh winter and died alone.

"I'm probably going to go to the team, you know I like to play games, and I managed to convince my parents to say yes." He unconsciously moved closer to the little girl, looking into the distance, his eyes full of expectations for the future.

"You can go to a key university with such good grades, if you can't play games and become famous, won't you regret it?" The little girl pondered for a moment, and said to him the longest in a long time.

Huang Shaotian shook his head firmly.

He has loved something for so many years and will not regret it.

"Then good luck, I'm sure you will." A smile appeared on the little girl's face, very shallow and faint, fleeting.

Huang Shaotian heard his heart beating like a drum, and suppressed the wind whistling in his ears.

You look so good when you smile.

He didn't say that after all.

The seeds in the darkness finally ushered in a spring rain, slowly accumulating strength and growing tenaciously.

"I'll let you go to an Internet café, the bigger you get, the less you learn! If you can't get into college, I'll kill you on the spot! ”

The man's roar is like that of an angry lion, and the force in his hand is heavier and heavier each time, falling on you and making you dizzy.

In the confusion, you look at his scarlet eyes and hideous face, suddenly there is a ringing in your ears, and the falling fist seems to become a slow-motion special effect that often appears on TV, and you slowly reach out and push him.

The force is very small, but it makes the man take a step back, and he never thought that he touched the glass wine bottle under his feet, he didn't step on it steadily, his whole person fell backwards in slow motion in your field of vision, and you can even clearly see that his head hit the coffee table behind him and bounced a few times, and the blood mist exploded.

"Dad!" You hurriedly got up and tried to catch him, but you saw that his eyes were closed, and no matter how much you called, he never opened his eyes.

You trembled with fright, took out your old mobile phone and dialed 120, and said the address of your home in a trance, and then lost consciousness.

Two years later, a hotel in the city of G.

Huang Shaotian had just experienced a competition with his teammates, and he wanted to treat himself, so he came to the most famous hotel chain in the country.

"Captain, the assassin on the other side seems to be a little fierce, I feel that I don't have much to promise than Yang Cong, I think it's a good seedling, should we consider pulling in and having a look?"

Huang Shaotian said this while walking, and he didn't notice that there was a figure standing in place next to him, and he just bumped into the other party with a turn of his face.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Girl? After Huang Shaotian saw the person he hit clearly, he looked confused.

"What, you know?" Seeing that the two had been silent, Yu Wenzhou asked.

"Ah......h

"High school classmates." The girl suddenly took over.

As soon as Huang Shaotian wanted to say something, he saw a pair of hands blocking the girl's waist from behind, this person he had also seen, the big boss of this chain hotel.

The man smiled gently: "Since my girlfriend and I are high school classmates, then this meal should be invited, but I am embarrassed that there are still some things to deal with, so I can't catch up with a few of them and disturb them." ”

After speaking, in Huang Shaotian's stunned, he pulled the girl away.

"Thank you." You look at the person in front of you and say.

The man waved his hand: "It's okay, I'm just curious, do you like that?" ”

"......" you are silent.

"Okay, let's stop making fun of you, let's go to work."

"Hmm." You nodded and stepped out.

Later, the hospital called to tell you that your father only had a slight concussion at that time, and you were relieved that you had already embarked on the road of "escape" at that time, and went around for a long time, and finally came to G City.

Wish I could be closer to him.

"Shaotian, why are you still thinking about what happened just now? You don't like people, do you? ”

"I'm just surprised to go and say something."

Hearing this, you are stunned.

That's right, how can he possibly like you?

Happens.

I don't like you anymore.

You smile and go in the other direction.