For Cheng Chuxia, God seemed to give her a little trick that caught her off guard. On the one hand, he destroyed her peaceful and warm home, and on the other hand, he brought Han Rui to her side.

On the night he ran away from home, Cheng Chuxia suddenly felt that he had grown up overnight.

After releasing her emotions, she couldn't imagine that she was so calm when she returned home.

The living room was full of families, grandpa, mom and dad, they were waiting for her to come back. Now that she's back, they suddenly don't know what to say to her.

Some people often have fantasized about some particularly happy moments, assuming that all this in front of them changes what kind of scene it is? What kind of mentality will you have to face it? Cheng Chuxia is such a person.

She once fantasized about how she would feel and what the scene would be if one day, her loving parents chose to separate.

It was only after experiencing it for myself that I found that all the assumptions were not valid, and the real blow struck, and there was no preparation at all.

She didn't say a word, silently walked back to her room.

Cheng Dongheng wanted to follow up and explain, but as soon as he got up from the sofa, he was pushed back into the chair by his father, "Do you still think the things you do are more glamorous?" Don't go, Xia Xia won't listen to you. ”

"I'll take a look." Charlene got up and walked into the room.

knocked on the door, there was no response inside, and after half a minute, Cheng Chuxia's voice came from inside, "The door is not locked, come in." ”

Xia Lin opened the door and went in, closed the door casually, and when she saw Cheng Chuxia, she didn't explain anything, just sat down next to her, and said slowly, "Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I didn't give you a complete home." ”

For Charlene, there is nothing wrong with her identity as a mother and wife, and the only thing that makes her unable to let go is the harm to Cheng Chuxia.

Cheng Chuxia found a comfortable position in her arms and leaned over, and said calmly, "Don't be sorry, I know that you have worked very hard during this time, in addition to being busy with work, you have to try your best to hide from me from me." ”

Charlene wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Cheng Chuxia first, "Mom, do you still love Dad?" ”

Love? When Cheng Dongheng confessed everything to her, she also asked herself such a question.

"Xia Xia, sometimes marriage can't be measured only by love or not, two people come together because of love, but marriage still has responsibilities, it is two people who live together, these years, the life of firewood, rice, oil and salt, where is there any emotion left, there is also family affection."

Charlene touched Cheng Chuxia's long hair, "Then don't blame your father, we have no relationship for a long time, I decided to let him go." ”

Zhang Ailing wrote at the beginning of "Red Rose and White Rose": "Maybe every man has had two women like this, at least two. married a red rose, and over time, the red one changed to a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still "the bright moonlight in front of the bed"; When I married a white rose, the white one was a grain of white rice on my clothes, but the red one was a cinnabar mole on my heart. ”

Love to the feelings that you are accustomed to, from special to mediocre, Cheng Chuxia also understood the reason why she chose to let go.

After a whole day, Cheng Chuxia figured out that if her original intention of wanting to maintain this happy home was to hope that everyone could be happy, then now the result of this ending is the same, instead of maintaining such a sad relationship, it is better to let go and let everyone be happy.

Cheng Dongheng loves her, and so does Charlene, that's enough.

"It is said that the feelings of daughters are like mothers, you say, will I be like you in the future, turning my days into firewood, rice, oil and salt, and love into family affection?"

Hearing her question, Charlene smiled, "You are much better than your mother, I was not as powerful as you are now when I was a child, you, you will definitely find the person who is good to you wholeheartedly." ”

Cheng Chuxia suddenly remembered Han Rui and what he said to her by the lake: My wish is you, Cheng Chuxia......

So what is she in his heart? Is it the cinnabar mole that imprints the heart, or is it that mediocrity?

It wasn't until her mother was sure she was okay to leave the room that she couldn't come up with a reason.

On the last day of the New Year's Day holiday, during the evening self-study, Cheng Chuxia's heart was inexplicably nervous at the thought of seeing Han Rui again, not knowing what tone to use to meet him, and afraid that he would ask her for a definite answer.

What should come will always come, and no matter how much Ren Cheng grinds before going out in the early summer, he still can't change the fact that he has to face.

The class bell rang, Cheng Chuxia slowly appeared at the door of the classroom, Lao Xie was only a few steps away from her, seeing that Cheng Chuxia was not abnormal, Lao Xie did not mention the events of that day again.

"Cheng Chuxia, you came just in time, you can send the homework book on the podium."

Cheng Chuxia was afraid of meeting Han Rui's gaze, and her eyes didn't dare to look at her, but Lao Xie asked her to send her homework, isn't this usually Han Rui's job? It's okay now, the possibility of not having Han Rui's homework book in it is basically zero, and she can't even think about meeting him.

"What's wrong? What are you doing there? ”

"I didn't ...... Nothing ......."

I had to resign myself to moving the homework book from the podium, and sent the names to the students one by one, every time I passed by Han Rui's seat, I didn't know if my heart was weak or what was going on, obviously Han Rui was still reading the practice questions seriously, but her heart beat faster inexplicably, and her footsteps moved much faster, she just wanted to finish it quickly and not go through this small aisle again.

At the end, there were only the last two homework books left in her hand, one was hers, and the other had two words "Han Rui" on the top.

Cheng Chuxia thought, since she can't hide, then forget it, what's the big deal if she sends a homework, and she hasn't done anything wrong, just act as if nothing happened.

So he walked quickly to Han Rui's seat, and wanted to put the book down and leave, but he didn't expect his hand to tremble, and the book flew directly in front of Han Rui and landed on Zhao Yihao's desktop next to him.

This is good, it alarmed the two people, and Han Rui "finally" raised his head to look at her......

Zhao Yihao picked up the notebook and put it on Han Rui's desk, lowered his voice and teased, "Cheng Chuxia, is this homework book hot or what's going on?" ”

The homework book is not hot, it is the people who are hot!

Still not daring to meet Han Rui's gaze, she glared at Zhao Yihao, "Okay, it's over, I'm leaving." ”

After speaking, he walked away quickly, leaving only Han Rui with a panicked back, Zhao Yihao was puzzled, "Didn't you just say a word about her, what did she blush?" ”

Han Rui put on a slight smile, not knowing whether to remind Zhao Yihao or to let himself retract his thoughts, "Look at the question, I'll take the exam later." ”

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