Prelude - New Life Chapter 20 Let It Be
The early morning sunlight poured through the window into a ward in the campus hospital of Jingnan University of Science and Technology, and a thin, fair-skinned, and lovely long-haired girl sat up on a pillow on the hospital bed.
"Lu Yi, come and eat bean curd and black rice balls while it's hot, it's not delicious when it's cold~" Bailing said.
"Bailing, I'm sorry, I ......" Lu Yi beside the bed wanted to speak and stopped.
"What do you say? Lu Yi? Bai Ling looked at the somewhat young boy in front of him curiously.
"I don't think we're a good fit......" Lu Yi finally mustered up the courage to say.
Bai Ling was stunned for a moment, the lunch box in her hand fell to the floor, and she asked in disbelief, "Why is it not suitable?" Shouldn't this matter be thought through before you confess to me? ”
"No, I mean, we may not know each other very well, I may not be as ...... as you think" Lu Yi looked at Bai Ling and said.
"I understand...... If you find it difficult to adapt all of a sudden, can we start with friends? Bai Ling comforted.
"From the first time I saw you, I was sure that I liked you, but this kind of liking is like liking stars and idols, and now standing in front of you, my heart is full of guilt, because I am too selfish, so the original two parallel lines will have an intersection point......" Lu Yi is still a little haunted by what happened last night, and it is difficult for him to imagine that he hurt another person because of selfishness.
"I don't know, you're too emotional or rational, but don't think about it so much, there's a word called 'go with the flow', and the relationship between us can be ...... naturally" Bai Ling smiled bitterly.
"Go with the flow? In the past, I actually hated going with the flow, and if I had gone with the flow, we wouldn't have anything to do with each other at all...... But I know that I am not a 'suitable' person, so no matter how much we give our feelings, they are destined to be unrewarded. Lu Yi said heavily.
"Lu Yi, what do you mean? Think I'm not worthy of you? Do you not pee in the mirror and look at yourself to see what conditions you have? Bai Ling finally couldn't get angry and revealed himself in his heart.
"I mean, we should stop our feelings here in time and put our energy where we should be invested, just like the 'crocodile rule', and stop the loss in time, it's not bad." Lu Yi explained.
"Lu Yi, you are the first boy to break up with me, I hate you! Woo woo, no one has ever bullied me like this...... I won't let you go! Bai Ling sat on the bed and held his eyes with the palms of his hands, tears still wetting the sheets.
For a moment, Lu Yi was a little distressed, but there is no regret medicine in the world, Bailing is she the person he wants to protect for the rest of his life, he is not sure. Perhaps, he has a hopeless life, and he has long been unable to accommodate the place of others.
"Bailing-san, you can hate me, but don't hurt yourself, if you can...... Please turn the clock back to yesterday, you can pretend that you don't know me, I haven't confessed, and you haven't accepted it, and this night with you should only be non-existent......"
"How do I ...... As if it didn't exist? Do you think I'm going to be thin enough to accept a boy's confession at will? If it weren't for the big star Yuumi saying good things for you in front of so many people, would I promise you? Bai Ling asked again.
"Actually, I don't know Yuumi, and I haven't asked her for help......"
"Well, you're all lying to me! I see, you hurry up and get out, I won't see you again! However, you will regret it eventually! Bai Ling said angrily.
Lu Yi chose to leave, and after closing the door of the ward, there was a faint cry of Bailing whimpering inside. Although I feel uncomfortable, but it is more of a kind of calm and comfortable, with Bailing, both of them will no longer be their original appearance, think about if you have been living in hypocrisy, like a goldfish in a fish tank without oxygen, it is only a matter of time before love is stranded.
However, at this time, Lu Yi would not know that he wanted to break off this ignorance as soon as possible, but he fell into a journey of mutual torture and long-term tug-of-war with the Goddess of Bailing.
After a muddy nightmare along the way, Lu Yi, who returned to the dormitory, didn't care about starvation, so he fell on the bed and fell asleep.
I don't know how long it took, but after noon, a person pushed open the door of the dormitory and came to find Lu Yi.
"Yo! Why did Little Whirlwind come to our dorm? Lu's roommate Ah Hua asked.
"Come and ask my master to come out of the mountain." Zhang Song pointed to the sleeping Lu Yi.
"We, the male god Lu Yi, have already sealed ourselves in the enchantment, and we can only see you when we complete the reincarnation of the filthy earth." Brother Dong in the dormitory quipped.
Dong Ge is the most mature male student in law school, and he has always been different in his life after repeating four years before being admitted to university. At his age, he is either a graduate student, or a graduate student, and he is the only one studying physiological responses.
"The video of Lu Yi's on-site confession has been spread all over the campus, and Lu Yi didn't come back overnight, could it be ......" Jian Fang, who was about to go out to practice martial arts at this time, said with a wicked smile.
"In any case, Lu Yi has won glory for our dormitory, as the dormitory director, I decided to let him treat us to a meal as compensation for leaving the group!" Dong Ge said.
"Yay!" Ah Hua and Jian Fang raised their hands in approval, after all, as the first person in the dormitory to end the fate of a single dog, and the one who chased the recognized goddess of the school flower, he should be drawn blood and cut with a thousand knives.
"What? Who wants to treat them to dinner? As soon as the hungry Lu heard the food, he got up from the bed, but what he saw was Zhang Song, a little whirlwind sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at him.
"It's my master! actually confessed to the success of the goddess Bailing on the stage of the singer contest, but I didn't expect that Master, your sister skills are as outstanding as the game skills! It's a shame I was taken away by the security guards and didn't see this scene! Zhang Song patted his ass and said regretfully.
"Who is your master!" Lu Yi denied.
"Watch your master's video, is it handsome?" Ah Hua directly showed the confession in the mobile phone to Zhang Song. A group of people were coaxing, and no one cared about Lu Yi's opinion. At the same time, the sound of the video came from the phone:
"I'm really crazy, so maybe you'll think my actions are a bit frivolous...... I must admit that I would have been a little more reserved if I could; Please forgive me, it was the night that leaked the secret of my heart......"
"Bailing, I wish you a good result in the competition!"
"Hahaha, the video is so interesting! Zhang Song, you must have watched Lu Yi's successful confession to the goddess, and you want to learn from it, don't you? It seems that our dormitory is going to open a training class for getting rid of orders, and it is estimated that we can earn 100 yuan per class. Dong Ge said with a smile.
"No, I'm ......" Zhang Song suddenly accidentally slid his phone with his hand, and a video of a live interview came out of the screen.
"Goddess Bailing, are you feeling better? Why was the decision to be discharged early? Campus reporter Xiao Ju asked.
"It's so deserted here, the doctor said it's okay, I want to go home and recuperate......"
"Goddess Bailing, there is also good news, in this singer competition, you won the first prize, and the video views of the song singing have exceeded 300,000!"
"Thank you, I don't care if I win or not, I don't care if I'm famous or not...... Maybe the high number of hits is because of the relationship between Yuumi's sister ......"
"There is one last question, maybe most of the students are particularly concerned now, after the confession of last night's singer competition, are you with Lu Yi, male god?" Xiao Ju finally asked the key question.
"Together, we're fine, thank you for your concern!"