Tae Woo's eyes were bloodshot, and he hadn't slept well for a long time.

Every night, as soon as he closed his eyes, he would dream of the severed head of a young man who looked exactly like himself. When he woke up, he would always subconsciously touch his neck, and when he was sure that he was still alive, he was still shocked.

The scene in the dream was so terrible, so bloody, and so real, as if he had experienced it himself.

Sometimes, Tae Heung-woo can't help but be suspicious, always feeling that it's not just a dream. Because the feeling was so real, so real that he had an immersive illusion, and he always felt that the person who had his head cut off was himself.

When he wakes up from his dream and finally adjusts his emotions, he often finds that he has already broken out in a cold sweat.

At this time, Tae Hyun Woo can't help but think of the incident that happened at the concert a year ago, which he will never forget and will always remember.

Tears swirled in his bloodshot eyes, but Tae Hyung-woo couldn't hold back, blinking his dry eyes, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, merging with the warm water spurting out of the shower.

Maybe it's because he's been crying for too long, Tae Hyun-woo feels that his eyes are dry and astringent, and there are bursts of stinging pain from time to time. But what did all this pain mean to him? What is it compared to the injuries he suffered in that disaster a year ago?

It may be that he was too excited, the old injuries on his body were pulled, and his body, which had not fully recovered, trembled uncontrollably. The wound on the back has not healed yet, although it has already scabbed, but it is a wound left after being attacked by the monster, which is difficult to heal, and it is impossible to say what special energy is contained in the claws and weapons of the monster. Of course, it is also possible that there are psychological effects. Anyway, as long as he thought of Wen Kexin and Tianyu Chu Ge, as long as he remembered the incident that happened a year ago, there would be a burst of colic in his chest and back.

Tae Hyun Woo was so hurt that he knelt on his knees, and his facial features became hideous. He propped his hands on the ground, bent over, and lowered his head. Large beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, intertwined with the tears in his eyes and the hot water from the shower, and then ran down the bathroom floor and down the drain.

At this time, he was already in extreme pain. There seemed to be thousands of knives in his chest, and they were stabbing into his skin and peeling off his flesh and blood without mercy...... And there was a dull pain in his back, the wound that had taken more than a dozen stitches and was about to heal, as if it was about to crack, it was hot and hot, and the pain made him frown.

But the pain in his body was nothing compared to the guilt in his heart.

He was so unwilling, so helpless, he didn't know how to save himself and get himself out of the abyss of guilt and pain.

Tae Hyung-woo has always been a disbeliever in fate, and he always feels that a person's life should be controlled by himself, rather than some absurd and uninhibited fate.

But at this moment, he complained to the heavens, feeling that fate was so cruel and unfair to Miss Wen Kexin.

That woman was so beautiful, so kind.

She is willing to stand up for the sake of her audience and start a fight against the monsters, hoping to delay time and let them evacuate to a safe place as soon as possible; She is also willing to confront Tianyu head-on with the ninety-ninth night regardless of the scars on her body; In the end, she sang the forbidden song for them, sacrificing herself to save them.

Although Miss Wen Kexin left this world with a smile, she should not have any regrets if she could die for her beloved Tianyu Chu Ge. But Tai Xinyu still couldn't help but blame himself, he always felt that if it weren't for himself, Wen Kexin might not have died. She is at least half responsible for her death. After all, the person who was saved at the beginning was not only Tianyu Chuge, but also him.

He blamed himself for his weakness and weakness, obviously he didn't have that ability, he was obviously very scared, but he had to be a hero, thinking that he could save people from the hands of monsters; At the same time, he also hates his arrogance. He didn't have that strength at all, he was so scared to death that he had to come out, ridiculously thinking that he could fight against death and protect Wen Kexin and Tianyu.

He was wrong, really wrong, and very wrong.

Not only did he fail to save people, but he also took Wen Kexin's life.

Even if it wasn't his fault, even if he had been delaying for them for a while, even if he knew that whether he showed up or not, there was no way they could both leave unscathed...... But he still can't help but blame himself.

He was so helpless, so unwilling.

His right hand was clenched into a fist, raised high, and then smashed the ground, and the water droplets splashed up and flew into his face and body.

Tae Sun-woo closed his eyes tightly, lowered his head, and slammed his forehead directly on the cold ground.

The heart-wrenching image reappeared, over and over again in his mind, looping like a movie, repeating itself again and again.

He bit his lip unwillingly, and accidentally bit the skin of his mouth, and the blood flowed from the corner of his mouth and was washed away by the running water sprinkled on the top of his head......

Tae Sing-woo repented in his heart over and over again, and scolded himself over and over again, but he still couldn't stop the guilt and uneasiness in his heart.

"Tai Xinyu, you bastard, you can't even protect the people you like, how can you protect the people around you and your grandmother?"

"Miss Wen Kexin, I'm sorry, I couldn't rescue you together, it's all because I'm too weak and self-righteous."

"Miss Tianyu Chu Ge, I'm sorry, I hurt you and made you watch your important people die..... I'm sorry...."

"It's all my fault, it's not your fault at all, it's all my fault, if I were a little stronger, if I were a little more aggressive, maybe Miss Wen Kexin wouldn't have died because of me, and Miss Tianyu wouldn't have been so painful, watching my dear person disappear from front of her eyes......"

It's a pity that Wen Kexin can't hear these words anymore, and the incident a year ago has long since come to an end.

No matter how painful he is, no matter how unwilling he is, he can't change Wen Kexin back, let alone what happened a year ago.

Tai Xinyu couldn't calm down in her heart for a long time, although Wen Kexin was long gone, she had always lived in her heart and never left.

The water from the shower was still flowing out, wetting the body of the young man Tae Woong-woo, who was in the abyss of pain, but was suddenly awakened by a piercing sound.

There was a knock on the door outside the bathroom, mixed with the sound of running water, and it seemed that someone was calling their name outside the door.

A familiar and gentle voice came into his ears, which made Tae Xinyu feel shocked.