Chapter II: Responsibility

Although it was a plan that he had thought about in advance, when he actually said this sentence from his mouth, Levi still felt a huge sense of emptiness in his heart.

It's as if something I've loved for years has suddenly disappeared.

And Wu Hao's hand holding the can also paused, and he looked at Levi with a stunned expression: "Are you kidding?" ”

Wu Hao has a knot.

During the Worlds, he was under a lot of pressure.

It's not just because of the fans' expectations for the team as a whole, but also for him personally.

It's that teammates can put too little pressure on the opponent.

League of Legends is a game, if you look at the S4 season, it is still very common for the team to carry the game with a single thigh.

Including the Korean twin stars with unlimited scenery in S4, the average team output of the Blue Star team adc at that time was as high as 36%!

It can be said that League of Legends at that time still had the possibility of carrying the entire team on its own.

But with the change of versions, the passage of time has gradually made this possibility come to naught.

Now, the S8 season has come to an end.

Wu Hao's output pressure in the World Championship is huge, and he even has a feeling that as long as he doesn't output and develops poorly, he will probably lose this game.

And that's exactly what happened.

Levi's performance at the World Championships was not satisfactory, and Wu Hao noticed this in the post-match review.

This is one of the main reasons for the guilt.

If you think about it carefully, every one of them has a brilliant performance, and there is actually a forced mess in the team!

I don't understand.

In the end, he was left with all the pots on his back.

Even if it is a brother, there is no way to calm down in the face of this situation.

It's just that Wu Hao didn't expect that Levi would be open and honest with him.

The two have been teammates for more than three years.

From the bottom of their hearts, the two treat each other as close friends.

And not the so-called surface brothers.

The matter of the World Championship made Wu Hao have a mustard.

This kind of mustard will not immediately make the friendship between the two fall apart, but there will still be some estrangement after all.

Estrangement will become a fuse, and it is not known what will happen if it continues to evolve.

In fact, it is difficult to unravel this kind of mustard, and it is easy to say.

In the face of people who like to drill the tip of the bull's horns and have a relatively small heart, it is difficult to explain, even if they are open and honest.

Human nature is actually a very complex thing.

It's just that Wu Hao's thinking is relatively simple.

This can be regarded as a benefit from being obsessed with games since childhood.,I haven't had much contact with the outside world.,Straight mind.,There aren't so many twists and turns.。

Sometimes innocence is a disease.

That is, when you are going to question the other party, you are going to question the other party, but the other party takes the initiative to admit your mistake, and in this case, you will feel inexplicable...... It doesn't seem to be the other party's fault, and I also feel guilty?

Wu Hao is almost in this state of mind.

Even if the whole network is scolding him and questioning him, Wu Hao is used to it, if he says two points, what does the world have to do with him?

Does it affect his professional play or does it affect his level of operation?

All he cares about is what the person he gets along with day and night thinks about it.

Li Wei's openness and honesty directly picked his own problems on the bright side, this move made most of the original resentment in Wu Hao's heart dissipate.

At this time, Li Wei proposed to retire, which was tantamount to an earthquake for Wu Hao.

The two worked together for three years, and suddenly one of them was leaving......

"It's not...... It's not that we haven't lost, and if we fight back, everyone has times when they don't play well, and your strength ......"

Wu Hao is 23 years old.

Little Levi is one year old.

But he wasn't as mature as Levi, and his slightly tanned skin was still a little flushed when he was excited.

Squeak.

The sound of the door opening made Wu Hao shut his mouth.

He sat next to Levi, his eyes purring, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Talking? Why Levi, I just heard that you were retiring? ”

Li Tao held a folder in his hand, walked to his desk, and asked seemingly casually.

"That's not right."

"Yes."

Wu Hao and Levi spoke almost at the same time.

"Yes."

When Li Tao cast his gaze over, Li Wei ignored Wu Hao's eyes and spoke directly.

"Oh?"

Li Tao dragged his boss chair over, sat down and crossed Erlang's legs, and faced Li Wei: "What is the reason?" ”

"Strength is declining."

Li Tao thought thoughtfully when he heard this, and then shook his head: "There is no way to conclude this, although you are already older, but to be honest, you have had a similar situation before, but it is just a fluctuation in your state." ”

"Fluctuations in form are normal for a professional player, and it's hard for you to tell if it's a decline in strength or a decline in form, so my opinion is that you just haven't come out of the shadow of the World Championship defeat yet, it's a matter of mentality."

"Yes, I think so too."

Wu Hao chimed in.

Levi was silent.

If it weren't for the diagnosis and the thought of his mother who was paralyzed in bed, Levi would really think that he was just past his prime, but it would be okay to continue to work for another two years.

At least, retiring before the S championship, as someone who has ever touched a trophy up close, he is not reconciled.

But that's ALS.

This is also known as amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.

In layman's terms, it is ALS.

Levi's mother has this condition, and it has been four years since the attack.

Because of this, Levi understands that this disease has genetic factors.

Riluzole tablets are as high as 4,000 pieces per box, but there are only 56 tablets, and at the dosage of two tablets a day, the average family is under some pressure, that is, Li Wei has a lot of savings in his career over the years to maintain the consumption of medicine.

Weakness in the muscles of the limbs, a symptom that Levi experienced on the eve of this year's World Championships.

At first, he didn't think much of it, just thought that the training time was too long and he was tired.

But when it really broke out on the playing field, Levi realized how small human health is in the face of sudden illness.

When he found that he couldn't control his physical condition with the conventional methods he could think of, Levi quickly remembered the condition and was diagnosed by medical treatment abroad after the World Championship.

In the past, Levi would often laugh at Du Niang.

Because there is a small illness and pain, I went to Du Niang to ask, and almost 99% of the authoritative statements suggested that I should go to the hospital for treatment immediately, otherwise it would have an irreversible impact on the body.

This time, Levi will still taunt Du Niang.

Why is it that the onset period is mostly between 30 and 60 years old?

Lao Tzu is only 24 this year!

Choosing to retire is a helpless move.

Since he was a child, don't look at the difficulty of studying, but Levi has always been instilled by his parents with something that people must carry.

Liability.

It was unknown when the illness would occur, and Levi didn't want to pull himself up in the next crucial match, thus undoing all his teammates' long-term efforts.

Retirement is his choice after careful consideration.

It's just that he can't explain these to Li Tao, ALS is relatively rare, it's not a common disease, and it's ...... With his understanding of Li Tao as a person, it is best not to let Li Tao know about this matter.

Seeing that Li Wei didn't speak, Li Tao stared at him for a long time, and suddenly said: "In this way, I have a plan here, I say, you listen, the final decision is up to you, if you still stick to your own principles after listening, then I will represent the club and respect your decision." ”