"You want to take a leave of absence the day after tomorrow?" Master Sun, who inspected the hygiene of the private room on the second floor, turned his back to Huang Xiaobei and said lukewarmly.

Commissioner Huang accompanied the smiling face, his posture was low to an extreme, and he pleaded in a low voice, "Master Sun, I will invite one night, you can rest assured that I will come back the day after tomorrow for a meal, and I will definitely not run, and after I take this leave, I will work hard when I come back, from the eighteenth floor to the twentieth floor of the hotel, I will clean all these floors alone!" What do you think? ”

Master Sun turned around, glanced at Huang Xiaobei, and then nodded, "Yes." ”

What the? What the! What did Master Sun just say?! Yes, is it possible? Mom, yes, it must be! Hahaha, God opens his eyes, God opens his eyes!

Commissioner Huang was almost carried away by this sudden happiness, but when he was about to bow and thank Master Sun, he only heard Master Sun say very plainly: "For people like you who don't have a long memory, I don't want to say anything, little five and little seven, take this kid to see the sea, let him remember yesterday's events well." ”

"I'll just talk about it, Master Sun! Don't want it, I don't want it! ”

Seeing that the fifth master and the seventh master had already walked towards him, Commissioner Huang, who was scared of the farts and urine, escaped from the private room on the second floor with a crawl, and no longer dared to think about asking for leave.

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Sitting back on the toilet on the first floor, Commissioner Huang had an idiotic smile on his face.

"Ale, it seems to have failed, it seems that I can't afford to take a vacation, hehe, it's so good, it seems that after the day after tomorrow, I will either be killed by my uncle or killed by my uncle."

After speaking, Commissioner Huang wiped the old tears from the corners of his eyes, and said, "Why am I so unlucky, I knew that I wouldn't ask Master Sun for leave yesterday." ”

Yes, yesterday Huang Xiaobei also went to ask Master Sun for leave, because the uncle came to the hotel the night before yesterday to sweep Huang, and brought himself a mobile phone, and said a lot to himself, which caused Commissioner Huang's desire to go home very strong.

Others may not feel anything, but for Huang Xiaobei, the appearance of the uncle and the warmth given to him by the uncle, he really wants to grasp it.

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The night the uncle came, Huang Xiaobei didn't fall asleep, he lay on the bed alone, silently thinking about what the uncle said.

"The police assigned me a house, although it is a bit far from here, but you can be regarded as a home?"

"No, I can't watch you brush the plate for a lifetime, come with me!"

Huang Xiaobei rolled over, curled up on the bed, and pointed at the white wall with his fingers.

"Go home, go home, go home."

"I'm not a good fit for someone like me......

Huang Xiaobei turned over again, staring at the bed board above his head, looking a little distracted.

"It always feels a little unrealistic."

Huang Xiaobei, who was lying on the bed, carefully looked back at his twenty-two years of life, and it seemed that tragedy accounted for more than half.

He hasn't seen his mother since he was born, and he hasn't even smelled a thing like maternal love, which everyone should get.

It doesn't matter, just have a dad, although the eye house looks very out of tune, but it is very good to me, so good that I often suspect that he owes me something, and I want to make up for it.

The eyes are gone, and the uncle suddenly appears again, and he is very good to me, and it seems that he wants to make up for something.

Ha, wait, should my life be so tragic, always one person is gone, and the other is trying to make up for it?

There are some things that can't be replaced.

Hehe, in fact, there is nothing that can't be replaced, people like me, life is dull, death is dull, if someone can be good to me, I should be content.

Don't blame me for always being nervous, always imagining the impossible, I know, even if I really give Carl my little brother, the Minister of the Celestial Empire won't be able to take my turn, but just let me think about it, can't it? I just think about it, I think about it!

Isn't it okay to find some joy in life for yourself? Talk to yourself, enjoy yourself...... No way, who told me to just daydream.

How to say it, I remember the days when my father just left, I was really sad and broken, I felt that the sky was going to fall, my life was going to be over, and I couldn't see any hope in life.

Originally, I was never the kind of person who became the center of attention, and I was never the kind of guy who never gave up in a desperate situation.

I don't study very well, and I don't have any special skills, unlike some people, who are good at other things despite their poor learning.

Some people can run fast enough to participate in sports meets, some people learn trash but can play a good guitar, and some people can tell jokes and make people happy, not to mention those who are born to learn to run fast and tell jokes.

I couldn't do anything, I didn't study well, I didn't run that fast, I was just average, I grabbed a lot of things in the class, and I could only tell jokes that others had said, and even that was embarrassing......

Guitar? I've really studied for a year, but at the class party, the sound I played was like playing cotton.

Obviously I practiced very hard, and I played it well the night before, so why .....

The teachers and classmates were smiling happily, and they were very happy to see my embarrassment.

I knew it was a mockery, and I laughed with them, awkwardly.

According to this development, I was actually quite suitable to be a bad student in school back then, smoking and drinking to collect protection money, skipping classes and surfing the Internet to fight in groups, but ....... I don't have the guts.

The status in the class occupies the top of the list that grandpa doesn't love uncle and doesn't love all year round, obviously one second ago I was still having fun with others, and the next second a top student also wanted to play with us, but the number was enough, at this time, I would always take the initiative to quit, saying "Good student, you come, I will study with you." ”

The self-aware gaze makes me a little sad to see.

smiled at this, continued to lean around others with a dead face, and said insincerely, "Sure enough, it's a top student, just play well!" ”

People always like to join in the fun, but this is lively...... It's not fun to put it together.

Coming together, I'm a person.

On the day my dad left, I deleted the contact information of all my classmates and friends, and completely broke it, completely broke it, and stopped sending it to people as a joke.

Sympathize?

Alas, Huang Xiaobei is so pitiful, he wasn't good in the first place, and now his father is dead, what do you think will happen to him in the future? I guess I'm going to go to the construction site to move bricks, right?

It's possible to pick up the rags.

Doesn't he know how to play the guitar, and he can eat when he goes to play cotton for others.

Hahaha, hahaha.

Therefore, it is not unreasonable for me to delete those superficial friends, I am not an excellent person, and if my father dies, everyone else will sympathize with him and comfort him.

What do I get as a poor student? Oh, yes, people aren't that bad, and when I go back to school, I have people who come to comfort me, but most of them choose to turn a blind eye.

It seems that there is nothing to say in the first place, and it is a bit of a waste of time to run to comfort you, and it is not as valuable as the game we use to talk about gossip.

OK, that's all the bad students deserve.

Wait, there should always be some beautiful and unforgettable memories when I was a student, such as first love and the like, do I have it?

It seems that there is.

If I'm not mistaken, it seems that there was a white-looking senior sister who came to confess to me before.

That senior sister is very cute, she walks and jumps, like a little rabbit, and she has a lot of baby fat on her face, and she smiles, and she looks good.

When I was in physical education class, I always felt that there was a gaze on me in the teaching building opposite, when the whole school was running on the playground, she seemed to often stare at me in the queue, and the girlfriends next to her would laugh at her when they saw her so distracted, and the senior sister smiled embarrassedly, and then continued to look at me.

But what am I doing? Pretending not to see, pretending not to know anything, it looks very cold on the surface, but in fact, it is so happy and proud in my heart!

It's just that he doesn't have the guts, or doesn't know how to face her.

Even though everyone confessed to me, but when I happened to see her at school, I still didn't even say a word, and walked straight over, completely unaware of the girl's expectant appearance.

Finally, at night, I lay alone in bed and snickered, wondering if I would see her again in some hallway or playground the next day.

Hehe, it's quite normal, and soon I saw my senior sister walking in front of me with another person's hand.

Probably not intentionally, right? That's a bad thing.

Anyway, who can blame me, do you blame me? Yes, it should be a pity to blame me, because the person next to my senior sister in my mind should be me, and she should hold my hand.

At that time, I was a little angry and wanted to hit someone, but after being stunned, I still returned to the previous coin scattering style, and walked straight over, just like Chu Zifeng now, obviously happy in the eyes of others all day long, smirking non-stop, but in front of her eyes is always that cold look.

She doesn't seem to owe me, does she? She doesn't seem to have done anything to be sorry for me, has she? She looks good-looking, right.....

Why can't you even give a smile? Mom, it's okay to giggle! Don't wait until she thinks I really have no interest in her and turns around and throws herself into the arms of others!

When you walked past her..... She didn't seem to react, and she didn't look stunned as I imagined, and lowered her head a little sadly.

She didn't look at me with the expectant eyes she had before, and she didn't look at me again the whole time.

Holding the man's hand, they happily walked to where they were going.

I sneaked a peek at the passing by, and she was smiling happily.

At that time, you should have given a blessing, "It's good that you can find someone I like, bless you." "That should make a little impression on her, right? It's okay to leave a little bit and let her understand that the person you like is very generous! He has blessed you generously.

Or tell the person, "Be nice to her, even though I haven't said a word to her." ”

But he still didn't say anything, stood in the corridor, turned his head to look at the two backs, lowered his head, staggered back to the classroom, and continued to fantasize alone.

Well, she did it on purpose, deliberately to me off.

Tomorrow will continue to peek at me while running as usual.

This wedding dress doesn't look good, or wear this one for you.

I have to say that it hurts me to never be the focus of one's gaze again.

But I can't help it, this is me, I'm this frustration, I've been frustrated for more than 20 years, and I'm used to it.

The earth never revolves around you alone, and she never likes you alone.

It's just that you, Sabi, feel that the earth can't turn without you, and she can't live without you.

Dude, please see it clearly, please grow up, okay? Please stop daydreaming, it's a shame, those fantasies of yours are really very shameful!

When you were recruited by the Fanzhuo Academy, that was the time when you had the worst fantasies, right?

The pride of heaven, the chosen one of God, but what? It turns out that waste is waste everywhere it goes, and I still had some sense of existence in high school, but it's good that I went to the academy and even lost my sense of existence.

An alien in everyone's eyes, a waste in everyone's eyes, of course, people are college students, and they won't be so childish, not to mention that they are still blood clans, very polite.

With a mask on their face, they talk to you with a mask, talk to you with a mask, and when you get to the attic, they can finally take off their masks and breathe a sigh of relief.

People like me, life is dull, death is dull, the most suitable life for me is actually before, a person honestly cleaned the college, and swept the land for a lifetime.

I really like the life of sweeping the floor in the college alone, eating and drinking, cleaning with a broom every day, and by the way, watching those young and beautiful students walk in front of my eyes, lying alone on the bed in the attic at night, imagining that I can have a relationship with one of them or something.

Family? What kind of home, where there is a home, my home is alone, that's not where I go, it's my home.

A month before I went to study in the UK, I moved out of the old house where I had lived for more than ten years, and now I don't know who lives there.

But the strange thing is that when I heard the uncle's home and saw the uncle appear in front of me, I was actually looking forward to it!

It's not just that I'm afraid of being told by my uncle, right?

Actually, I still want to go back, but I still don't understand why my uncle is so good to me, or is he so good to me as a basically useless person.

There has to be some reason, right? You always want something from me, right?

Why else is it so good?

Thinking of this, Huang Xiaobei's heart, which was not too normal, suddenly beat.

Perhaps, he really just wanted to be nice to me.