Chapter 32: Tang Xiaojiu's fate
Diffuse sunlight shines through the coloured glass-glazed windows of the church.
Tang Xian was not too dirty, he wiped it casually, and sat in a café that no one had frequented for hundreds of years, like a regular customer.
Qing Jiuyu saw Tang Xian's appearance and said with a smile:
"Why are you gossiping? Do you want to hear about my fox scandal? ”
"All the scandals in this world are just a person doing things that are in line with his heart in an inappropriate atmosphere. As for whether it is ridiculous or pathetic, it is not up to the word scandal to decide. Tang Xian said.
"That's an interesting way to put it." Qing Jiuyu was thoughtful.
"The demon fell in love with humans, because in the concept of humans and demons, they can't love each other in the first place.
That's the vibe. Each of us has our own mask, and most of the time, we are like chameleons, being part of the atmosphere.
But there are also times when we take off our masks for the things we desire. Live like an alien in the atmosphere. ”
It's like so many years ago, he let that idiot follow him.
It was considered a scandal by many people, because that was the atmosphere at the time.
Or some of the high-level officials who were killed by Song Que, who were not smiling and impeccable on weekdays, but in private they were doing things like men and prostitutes.
Just because the latter is nature and the former is ambience.
It's just the kindness of the stupid girl that makes this scandal seem pathetic. And the hypocrisy of the top makes the scandal seem ridiculous.
Tang Xian looked at Qing Jiuyu and said:
"One day, your little girl will also grow up, and she will ask about her background and her past."
Tang Xian's expression softened a lot, and he said lightly:
"Qing Jiuyu, some things are just flowing water, it crosses my heart, bringing a little cool sadness, but this sadness finally dissipates like flowing water.
But if you hide it until it freezes into an ice pick in the coldest part of your heart, then you will tell Xiao Jiu again, and the flesh and blood of her heart will be blurred.
Tell me what you know. When she still absolutely believes in me, I will tell her the truth in the softest way possible. ”
Qing Jiuyu was stunned, in fact, when she first met Tang Xian, she felt that Xiao Jiu continued to stay in the fox clan, and there might be danger.
It was also a situation that could not be trusted, and I met Tang Xian.
This is also a very strange thing, probably seeing Tang Xian hiding the dead fox with the petals of the bipolar orchid, thinking that Tang Xian is very gentle in his bones.
Of course, she didn't know that everything was just played by Tang Xian. It's just this scam that finally made her entrust Tang Xiaojiu to Tang Xian.
Qing Jiuyu said with some gratitude:
"You're really nice to Xiao Ni."
"I'm very nice to my friends, it's just a matter of seeing what time is best for expression."
Qing Jiuyu nodded and said with a smile:
"So you're not a glutton."
"Have you ever heard of the Demon Boy of Eden?"
"Nope. But I know that there was once a civilization called the Edens, and that seems to have been a long time ago. ”
"There's a good chance I'm the Devilboy of Eden, but I've lived as a human for as long as I can remember. Until the summer of this year, all my life was spent dealing with people. ”
Qing Jiuyu was stunned, he didn't expect Tang Xian's true identity to be such an ancient race.
Tang Xian paused and said:
"I understand better than you how distorted human nature can be, but I have also seen humans as pure and kind as Xiao Jiu."
Qing Jiuyu didn't refute, with a sadness in her eyes, she finally said slowly:
"Xiao Ni's mother, who used to be my confidant, is an existence that has evolved into a nine-tailed, not born with a nine-tail.
Soon after she completed her evolution, the elders of the clan asked for a name for her through the court, which was Qing Jiuyun. Because of the similarity of the name, I no longer let her be my subordinate, but like a sister with me, we are in charge of the fox clan together.
However, Xiao Yun refused, she still chose to be the queen's bodyguard, she said that she didn't know how to manage the clan at all, and she didn't want to do these things.
But even so, I see it as a successor.
She has a very simple heart, and what she does every day is to patrol the territory of the fox clan. I don't feel bored either.
I taught her how to use crystals, and using the power of crystallization, she was also able to transform into human form.
She liked it more than I did, and I sometimes wondered why we fox ...... It will have an aesthetic close to that of a human.
Xiao Yun's liveliness and kindness have been recognized by many clansmen.
Everyone likes her very much, and I sometimes teach her how to run the fox clan and handle the affairs of the clan, and the elders are happy to see such things.
Because I also plan to do so, in the future, when I am gone, she will be in charge of the fox clan.
At that time, we were still in the woods of the Tianque Plain.
Everything is so beautiful.
Except that she is sometimes very naughty and naughty, and always avoids dealing with the affairs of the clan, maybe Xiaoni's naughtiness is passed on from her mother?
One day Xiao Yun said to me that if she wanted to go to the outside world to see, I didn't stop me. It is already the most powerful creature on the continent, and our race is also her backer.
The outside world was not dangerous to her.
Or rather, she is a dangerous existence in the eyes of all things.
It was also helpful for her to go out and see more, and I made an appointment with her to return.
She also arrived as scheduled.
During this time, she went to the northern realm, and felt the huge and terrifying heartbeat under the Red Lotus Hell.
I also went to the south, and saw many lives that the north had not seen before; It has also left footprints on the edge of the sea of ashes.
If she hadn't met that human, her life would have been complete. ”
Qing Jiuyu's expression was filled with resentment.
Tang Xian had already guessed what had happened. This is where the story turns.
Qing Jiuyu is not going to mention any sweet part of this relationship.
Because this matter has already come to an end. No matter how lingering love Qing Jiuyun had with that human being in this process, it was just a handful of salt sprinkled on the rotten wounds.
"Xiao Yun traveled a lot of places in the form of a human, and finally met a human, naively she thought that she was of the same race as a human.
The human was very good at coaxing her with rhetoric. They quickly fell in love.
It is impossible to imagine that a human and a fox could have children.
In fact, in the later relationship, she also knew the identity of that human being. Knowing that he and he are people of two worlds.
But she hasn't changed her original intention, she still loves that human.
Xiao Yun's idea is ridiculously stupid. If it's a big deal, you won't be a nine-tail, and if it's a big deal, you'll be a human being.
Before Xiao Jiu was born, she said this to me.
She naively thought she could pretend to be human all the time. What a silly girl...... I don't know that the fox clan can't maintain its human appearance during pregnancy.
After the pleasure, she showed her fangs and claws, and her beautiful figure, in the eyes of those who cared, became as terrifying as a monster.
Xiao Yun, an idiot, thinks that humans are the kind of creatures that will get the same reward as long as you give to him.
But the man eventually chose to flee. Maybe he's been sick to this all his life?
As you said, they live in two different atmospheres. It's just that the person with the mask is not Xiao Yun.
Until the end, the man did not take off his mask.
left Xiao Yun behind, and lived alone and became a scandal of my fox clan.
She was pregnant with unclean life in her womb. She couldn't lie at all, and she couldn't lie, and under pressure from the elders, she told her story.
The fox clan is furious, she is the outlier who lives against the atmosphere.
The elders consulted the court, and the wise men of the court gave the elders Tianxing grass.
The elders said that if they were ingested, they would be able to kill the fetus in their womb.
As long as this unclean life is allowed to die, Xiao Yun will no longer be a shame for my fox clan.
But as early as when the man fled in fear, Xiao Yun changed from a woman who longed for love to a mother.
No mother would give up her child.
The elders wanted to enforce it, but Xiao Yun desperately risked breaking with the fox clan to keep the child.
She begged me to let the child live.
I never thought that the guards who had been with me for so many years would be so stupid.
She voluntarily applied to be exiled to the Ice Helmet Mountains in the Northern Regions and never returned, which was one of the punishments of my fox clan, and she only hoped that this child would be able to return to the fox clan in the future.
She had never begged me for anything, and it was the first time I had seen such a strong desire in the eyes of this silly sister.
I just said in my heart, through my efforts, I may not be able to change the opinion of my people.
But as long as Xiao Yun's children grow up and wait until her children take over the fox clan in the future, no one will remember those humiliating histories.
And her mother was also able to come back from the Ice Helmet Mountains openly.
So I promised Xiao Yun and persuaded the elders to let Xiao Yun keep the child, but as punishment for the blasphemy of the fox clan, she would be exiled to the Ice Helmet Mountains.
The elders were reluctant, but because of my stubbornness, they had no choice but to agree.
In the months that followed, I stayed in the Ice Helmet Mountains and accompanied Xiao Yun.
I think it would be nice if I just had a little more time.
As long as there is a little more time, any unbearable past will be buried.
But I miscalculated one thing.
No matter how powerful a creature is, after becoming a mother, it will experience a death catastrophe.
Even if we are the Nine-Tails, one of the most powerful creatures in this world, we will become incomparably weak at the moment of childbirth.
The great vitality and restoration power that the Creator has given us seems to have been removed suddenly.
Or is this the process of succession?
On the day of Xiao Ni's birth. Xiao Yun's breath of life has never been weaker, and it is still decreasing.
Her time has come.
I have experienced many deaths with my people, but I have never said goodbye to another person who conceived her at the birth of a life.
Xiao Ni gave birth.
I thought I would hate this life, but when I saw her so young, I seemed to understand the reason why I had been in this cold place with Xiao Yun for a few months.
Xiao Yun, who was dying, finally had light in her eyes when she saw Xiao Ni.
I remember what happened at that time for the rest of my life.
Xiao Yun probably knew that she didn't live long, so she fought her last breath and turned into a human again.
She was still as beautiful as she was, like a flower that was about to wither.
It is unbelievable that Xiao Ni has also changed at this time.
The baby's cry once made me think it was a dream.
But I really saw that the child, who was supposed to not even have a soul crystal, could transform into a human.
She is so lovely, she will definitely be as beautiful as her mother in the future.
I can't understand what this is all about.
Perhaps...... Did she hear her mother's heart? Because Xiao Yun tries to turn into a human during pregnancy every day.
But she never succeeded.
Until the last moment of her life, Xiao Yun finally became what she wanted.
Xiao Ni kept crying, and she couldn't stop crying. It's like knowing that your mother is going to die.
What Xiao Yun said to me still often appears in my dreams.
She had only the last breath left, and she said to me:
'Sister, if we ...... with humans It is really a mortal enemy, so why do the gods give us the same appearance as them?
Could it be that we need to protect them? You must think I'm stupid, right?
But I really ...... I really don't regret liking that guy. I don't blame him either.
It's just that in the future, I hope my daughter can change this fate.
Hope she's ...... You don't have to live in an era that is hated by humans. ’”
Qing Jiuyu's eyes were obviously filled with strong hatred, but there were tears in his eyes.
The story is over.
When Tang Xian saw this bewitching woman for the first time, he completely hid his charming smile, with an unrelieved sadness on his face.
Qing Jiuyu looked at Tang Xian and said coldly:
"My kindred, I don't regret my death, but what about the human? When Xiao Yun died, maybe he was talking sweet words next to another woman? Or is it to show off to humans how he humiliates us fox people? ”
Qing Jiuyu, who has always been good at covering up her emotions with charm, every time she recalls this past, she can't suppress her anger, she grabbed Tang Xian's collar and asked:
"My people will never like Xiao Jiu because of human beings, and you human beings have never stopped occupying the world we inhabit. You tell me, how can I forgive humanity? ”
Tang Xian took out a tissue and gently wiped away Qing Jiuyu's tears.
He still looked plain and said:
"I can't change your mind, it's just that Xiao Jiu's mother hoped that the two races would be friendly before she died. This wish is difficult to achieve.
It's hard to change the atmosphere. She is indeed a very stupid and stupid woman.
But Xiao Jiu was born with such an unrealistic wish. Children will always carry their mother's wishes.
In the future, Xiao Jiu will be the leader of the fox clan, and I may also have a lot of say in the human race. Although I say this, I am a little arrogant, but I think Xiao Jiu met me, or was it the great arrangement of fate? Maybe ...... in the future She was able to change that vibe. ”
Tang Xian said seriously:
"I'm not necessarily human, and I don't want to change your or the fox's view of humans—
But as long as I'm alive, I won't let Xiao Jiu experience any betrayal. ”
Qing Jiuyu looked at Tang Xian in a daze.
"It doesn't convince me."
"I didn't try to convince you, but you might as well stay in this world for a while and try to believe that Dong Dye is their friend."
Tang Xian stood up and walked towards the outside of the café.
The sky was a little more gloomy, and Tang Xian said:
"Let's go, let's go to the next place."