Lin Xuan ate half of the dumplings just now, then raised his head and smiled, "I...... I might go to Hangzhou, and I feel like it's pretty good over there. ”

Xu Qingru was stunned for a moment, and then squeezed out some smiles, "Xida is indeed very good." ”

Lin Xuan said with a smile: "Xizi Lake, Qiantang River, Leifeng Tower, Longjing Tea...... I went to it, I feel pretty good, Western University itself is also a famous school, try it first, whether you can be admitted, maybe you will be brushed off. ”

Xu Qingru held a dumpling dipped in condiments, and stopped making a sound for a while, Lin Xuan casually said something about what he had seen and heard in Hangzhou, Xu Qingru listened quietly, and when he finished speaking, he was silent for a few seconds before he lowered his head and said softly: "Is there anything else?" ”

Is there anything else with this? "Naturally, I didn't ask him how he was doing.

Even if it is a couple, it is not a few for their own future in the college entrance examination, four years away from the world, they can separate the couple, cut off the love, and say that love loses to distance after all, but they are just looking for a fig leaf for themselves to be lonely, and they are all excuses.

Lovers eventually become married.

It's about affection, not estrus.

Long-distance relationships are full of positive results, and they are alone in four years of college and even in society, and they would rather lack or wait for another person, and there are no longer a few people who grit their teeth and survive.

There is no one who cannot survive.

Xu Qingru didn't feel that she had to find someone to fall in love with when she got to college, if Lin Xuan decided to go to Hangzhou for the sake of her future, she felt that she could wait, and she could also live well in school alone.

Four years of hard work for a lifetime together, no matter how you calculate it, it is not a loss.

But if Lin Xuan plans to do so and wants to continue to develop, it is reasonable, and there will definitely be explanations or promises in the future...... As long as he said, even a subtle, not very explicit hint, she felt like she could wait for him.

After all, it's a long way to go, isn't it?

However, no.

He didn't say a word.

In the past half a month, those who have suffered from gains and losses, those who have a premonition, and those who do not want to admit it, have been denied on the phone call just now and turned into great joy and beauty, and the shadow that occasionally looms in serious thinking or sleep is unprecedentedly clear at this moment, with a cold and disheartening coolness, enveloping her whole person.

There was a kind of blankness that made it hard to breathe.

After asking those three words, he held the chopsticks in his right hand, and he couldn't even pretend to dip the dumplings in the condiments, hovering in the air, his slender white fingers held the smooth bamboo chopsticks with a slightly frosted feeling, and he couldn't help but exert himself.

Lin Xuan sighed lightly, "That's probably it, in fact, I haven't had a very clear plan for my future, take one step at a time, make the decision now, and the future will naturally be clear." ”

Xu Qingru didn't know how long he had been silent, he only heard a soft "oh" from himself.

Lin Xuan didn't know what to say for a while, and was thinking about whether to say a few words of relief, when he saw Xu Qingru raise his face with a smile, look at him for two seconds, bow his head again, pick up the dumplings and put them on the white porcelain plate, take a small bite, chew it twice, and then raise his head again, and said with a slight smile: "Why don't you speak?" ”

Lin Xuan laughed dryly, and found that she still overestimated herself, or said that she was a little low, when she kept all her emotional fluctuations in her heart, it was difficult for others to see her true thoughts, but when she wanted to express it, or to pick out some things, she couldn't pretend anymore.

In the end, he could only sigh softly, "I don't know what to say." ”

Xu Qingru lowered his head and said softly: "Me too." ”

Lin Xuan ate silently, in fact, he felt that he couldn't eat anymore, but he didn't know what he could do without eating.

Xu Qingru glanced up at him, his eyes were slightly dark, but he still smiled silently, "From talking about nothing to talking about each other...... Is that right? ”

Lin Xuan didn't answer, he ate the contents of his mouth, and then smiled: "Do you know Lin Huiyin?" ”

Xu Qingru said softly, "I also know that your sister likes her the most." ”

Lin Xuan said: "Actually, I didn't know much originally, but then I didn't understand it because of shallowness, I think it's incredible, the Republic of China will meet, China has not seen great changes for thousands of years, not to mention those heroes who are dominant, there are many literati and talented women who are famous in later generations, Liang Qichao, Lu Xun, Wang Guowei, Hu Shi, Shen Congwen, Bingxin, Lin Huiyin, Lu Xiaoman, Lu Bicheng, Xiao Hong, Zhang Ailing, Yang Jiang...... There are those who are both talented and beautiful, and there are many controversial conduct. ”

"Those who know Lin Huiyin, regard her as a generation of strange women, those who don't understand, maybe even someone will scold the ancestor of the green tea, when I first heard about her, it was also those romances with speculative fantasies, and I would also think that this woman can make so many talented celebrities worship under the pomegranate skirt, not only talented and beautiful, but also a little green tea, otherwise they are all married to Liang Sicheng, why don't they cut off contact with Xu Zhimo? What's more, Jin Yuelin fell in love with her after she got married. ”

"Later, when I really understood, I knew what the heart of a villain is, but people often like to treat others with themselves, the height determines the horizon, there is a gap between people, and there will naturally be a gap between feelings and feelings, and if you look at and speculate on her with a vulgar eye, you will naturally think about the worst......"

He grinded and chirped for a long time, but he didn't say anything, Xu Qingru didn't say anything, and listened to him quietly.

Lin Xuan coughed, and finally got to the point after a long time, "I personally still appreciate and admire, and can even be said to look forward to the kind of friendship between men and women, just like a warm person like Xu Zhimo, after Lin Huiyin got married, didn't he also guard the boundaries of a friend?" Of course, in today's era, it is said that the girlfriend gym Lao Wang is busy with his waist, and this kind of relationship is definitely not something that ordinary people can have and control, and there are very high requirements for conduct and cultivation......"

When he said this, he felt that Xu Qingru's cleverness should have understood what he meant, and he said dryly for a long time, to be honest, he was not embarrassed, so he stopped talking and looked at Xu Qingru.

Xu Qingru raised his head after a while, and his smile was far-fetched: "Are you praising me?" ”

Lin Xuan was about to answer, but she lowered her head again and said slowly: "Mr. Lin is a strange woman, I am just a very ordinary and ordinary girl, it is difficult to look at it, let alone compare." ”

Lin Xuan was speechless.

Xu Qingru lowered his head for a long time, then raised his face again, slightly apologetic, and smiled softly, "I'm sorry, I know you have good intentions, you shouldn't talk like this." ”

Lin Xuan shook his head and said, "The person who should say sorry is right." ”

Xu Qingru put down the chopsticks and asked, "Have you eaten well?" ”

Lin Xuan nodded, then got up to pay the bill, and said, "I'll send you back." ”

Xu Qingru didn't make a sound, and when he got out of the dumpling restaurant, he saw that the river was green, the willows were hanging down, the fiery red sun was hanging obliquely in the western sky, his clear eyes looked at the sunset, and he pursed his lips hard.

Something surging, warm, almost irrepressibly rushes out and floods the world in view.

She pursed her lips and bracled her eyelashes with her will to keep them from blinking.

It's like an embankment blocking the rolling waves, trying to keep the world from being submerged.

Feel like a hero saving the world at this moment.

Strong, brave...... Lonely again.