Chapter 4: Sudden Decisions
"I don't know, I don't think he's in the right mood." Several people said on the barrage.
"No, we were chatting in the WeChat group just now, I don't think there's anything abnormal about this kid......," Lin Jinghui explained.
"Forget it, let's review it......" The audience began to suggest in unison, and they didn't think much about it, thinking that instead of wasting time dwelling on this matter, it was better to review the exciting battle just now.
"Brothers, look at this wave of ......" Lin Jinghui has already begun to talk endlessly to everyone to start reviewing the game just now.
The big guy listened attentively, and from time to time some people also expressed their opinions when analyzing team battles when Lin Jinghui was in the time.
There are a lot of "hindsight" who pick bones in the eggs, and it seems that they follow their ideas to fight team battles, and the world champion has to be his own country.
But this can't be helped, as an anchor, you have to have the ability to "filter" some words, if you call it more serious, then it will fall into the hands of these ill-intentioned people. They wish they had your handle and smeared you.
"Brothers, brothers, something happened!" Here, Lin Jinghui had just finished the review, and he wanted to drink saliva and take a break before he was ready to shut down the broadcast, but the barrage suddenly exploded again.
"Du Shao said that he was going to stop broadcasting for a while!" Du Shao is the affectionate name of Du Zonglin by fans and audiences
"Huh?" Many people have expressed doubts about this statement. How could it be, without warning, Du Zonglin announced that he would stop broadcasting?
"It's true, he just posted a post in the bar, and the tone was like a permanent shutdown." So says the insider.
At this moment, the live broadcast room was completely upside down.
The big guys all went to the post mentioned by this insider to find out, thinking that if he spread rumors, he must be scolded for being bloody.
Compared with these anxious audience masters, Lin Jinghui in front of the camera screen seems much calmer.
After all, he is different from these fans across the screen, after all, he is also Du Zonglin's private friend, so he naturally knows Du Zonglin better than them.
In daily privacy, Du Zonglin has said many times that if he is such a tepid anchor, he will not go to school as an anchor.
But when he said this, Du Zonglin was still a downright little anchor who couldn't get over 10,000 in popularity for several months. and now the popularity of the daily average is around hundreds of thousands, how can it be the same day.
Lin Jinghui thinks that this is just Du Zonglin playing childlike sex again, playing with them, and it will be fine after a while when he understands it.
In his opinion, Du Zonglin just didn't rest every day for several months, and he was a little tired, and he didn't really tell them that he wanted to leave the live broadcast world.
At this time, many viewers gathered in Lin Jinghui's live broadcast room after reading the post.
"Lao Huang, why are you still here? Check out the post! ”
Those Du Zonglin's fans seemed very anxious, although they and Du Zonglin had been together for 108,000 miles in reality, it could be said that they were two groups of people who couldn't be beaten by eight poles.
But waiting on time in his live broadcast room every day has unconsciously become their habit. Just like three meals a day, watching Du Zonglin's live broadcast has become an indispensable and important part of their daily life.
At the thought that they might never see him again, everyone's hearts always felt empty, even if it was the so-called "black powder" on weekdays.
But when they were as anxious as ants on a hot pot and were anxious, they saw that Huang Xiaocai, who usually got along with Du Zonglin as a "good brother", was not in a hurry at all, and the big guy couldn't help but feel a little emotional. There are even many people who typed the words "surface brothers" on the barrage.
For a while, the barrage in the live broadcast room was divided into two factions. On the one hand, there are fans who maintain Lin Jinghui, and on the other hand, fans who help play "surface brothers" on the barrage.
Seeing that the two groups of people were about to quarrel, Lin Jinghui, who originally thought it was nothing, couldn't sit still at this time.
If you don't meddle in this matter, it may be too much trouble to manage. He had to follow what those fans said and click on the post.
Dear Brothers,
First of all, it's a pleasure to meet you. In my long and short live broadcast career, I am very grateful for your company for so many days and nights. Because of the live broadcast, we met each other (although you can see me, but I can't see you), and we have supported each other to go so far. These days, we've had laughs and we've had unpleasant experiences, and all of this has made me feel like you're all friends in real life. Seriously, being in front of the screen every day in front of you in the live broadcast room has become a part of my life. If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have chosen to open the League of Legends game. But as it is, please forgive me for making a decision that could hurt you. Yes, I think it's time to try a new life and make some new friends.
I'm still young, nineteen years old, and that's the time to be vigorous in real life. Three years ago, I was introduced to this game by a friend, and that's when I fell in love with it. I practice hard every day and fight hard to rank, in order to one day become a game master "above 10,000 people". Luckily, I was able to go from a rookie to a top 10 player in the national server in just three months. My friends at the time also advised me that maybe you should try to become a pro. But at the age of sixteen, I was too young to be full of anxiety and anxiety about the future. Honestly, I never imagined that I would one day make a living out of it, let alone become a professional player. I love this game, so I'm worried about whether I'm going to lose my fun with it because of the mechanical "training". At that time, I resolutely rejected my friends for this reason. During that period, many scouts from major professional teams approached me, but I was rejected. That's when I decided to become a streamer and share my joy in the game with all kinds of viewers in front of the screen who come from all over the world and have very different personalities. That's it, three years have passed.
Frankly, I've been through a lot in the last three years. The first time I faced the uncertainty of my future, the first time I faced the temptation of money and fame, the first time I was nervous about strangers, the first time I doubted myself, etc., all of these things seemed painful but at the same time made me grow a lot. It can be said that without these, I would not have the courage to talk in front of you every day. It's not easy to be an anchor, it's not easy for every anchor. The consequence of speaking non-stop in front of people for six to eight hours is that I don't even want to say another word to anyone after the broadcast is turned off, and I just want to rest. This terrible experience made me look forward to it, but the thought of all of you who would be waiting in my live broadcast room on time every day gave me the motivation for the next day. Maybe some people will stand up and question this, after all, you are an anchor, you get a salary, and live broadcast is your job and your responsibility. Yes, it is. But if the motivation to support an anchor to live broadcast for three years is just that growing number, then this is too ridiculous. To be honest, if it was just for the salary, I would have chosen to become a pro instead of a streamer in the first place, because by doing so, I would have been able to get paid and experience the thrill of honor.
Just now, when I was fifteen years old, my cousin, who was introduced to the game under my guidance, had already received an offer from a professional club and was about to go to the professional arena. To be honest, what I saw in him was full of myself back then. Don't admit defeat, have momentum, and do everything you can to win. That's what you have to be a pro. I am sure that he will achieve great results in the near future. But it was because of my cousin that I finally made this decision.
Brothers, it's time to say goodbye. At that time, I was still hesitating between my career and being an anchor, but I consulted my father what to do. He told me: "You have to make your own decisions about your own future, and no one else can help you." But the only thing Dad can tell you is that no matter which path you choose, you can't regret it, and there's no reason to regret it. Because, that's the best decision you can make at the time. "To be honest, if I had followed my father's words, I would have chosen to be a pro instead of a streamer. In fact, in the past three years, people have continued to ask me to play professionally, but I have been rejected for various reasons. The reason is very simple, it is because my father blessed me with "I can't regret it, and I have no reason to regret it." So, I've stuck with it until now. But as I've gotten older, I've found myself thinking more and longer about every decision I make. After careful consideration and weighing the pros and cons of many parties, I decided to say goodbye to my live streaming career for the time being and go to college to enrich myself. Yes, you heard it right, the reason why I asked you to take a leave of absence this year is because of the college entrance examination. Over the years, I have not let go of my studies while being an anchor. This year, I was lucky enough to be admitted to a university.
Maybe in the near future, I will come back as a college student to broadcast live to you. Maybe I'll become alumni with some of you, and maybe I'll be able to fulfill my career dreams...... Maybe I'll never come back...... Maybe...... Maybe...... No more maybe......