During this meeting, Liu Chuan's grandmother talked to Liu Chuan about medical parole.

She told Liu Chuan that before her visit, lawyer Tuo Wang asked the lawyer who had defended Liu Chuan to learn about the situation. After analysis, lawyer Wang told his grandmother that Liu Chuan committed the crime of negligence, but the crime was still established, and the sentence was not too heavy, and it was basically impossible to overturn the case or reduce the sentence through appeal. However, Liu Chuan was originally working in the prison, and he should be very familiar with the "county officials" and "current managers" of the prison, so it is better to have a trust relationship and let them let Liu Chuan be released on medical parole. Of course, to accomplish this, it is better to give some benefits to the people concerned. As for how much benefit it is, lawyer Wang said that he was not familiar with the price and promised to ask, but his grandmother said that even if it was 120,000 yuan, where would the money come from. Lawyer Wang said that it is up to you to figure it out by yourself.

Grandma couldn't think of a way, she couldn't make ends meet with the money for medical treatment and food. Although a few days ago, Section Chief Jing of the Dongzhao Public Security Bureau came to Beijing to do business and came to see her again, told her the story of Liu Chuan's cooperation with the Public Security Bureau to solve the case, and brought her a hardship subsidy of 3,000 yuan specially approved by the Dongzhao Public Security Bureau, but it turned out that Lawyer Wang helped her negotiate the apartment she rented out, and the court later decided to take it back, and the tenant who could not move in the end still had to fight a lawsuit with her grandmother. Grandma called the head of her former unit for life and medical treatment, but her original unit had already merged with other units, but fortunately, they were still responsible, and sent someone to visit her at home, saying that they could help her find a nursing home with certain medical conditions to live in. If her pension is not enough to pay for the cost of the nursing home, whether she will find a way or the unit will subsidize it separately, and then she will talk about it later. Xiao Ke was also present when her grandmother's unit came to talk about it, and Xiao Ke immediately said that if her grandmother moved to a nursing home, she could refund the rent that Liu Chuan had already paid to her grandmother to subsidize the cost of the nursing home. Anyway, grandma will definitely not be able to come up with the money to carry out Liu Chuan's medical parole again. So when she came to the prison to meet her, she asked Liu Chuan to think of a way for herself. Grandma said, isn't your section chief Zhong in charge of you now, hasn't he always been good to you, can you ask him for help? Grandma also asked Xiao Ke beforehand, and Xiao Ke said that the law on medical parole clearly stipulates that only prisoners who have been ill for a long time, suffer from infectious diseases, or are unable to take care of themselves due to illness, and who will not pose a danger to society if they are released can be granted medical parole. So grandma asked Liu Chuan to ask Lao Zhong how sick he was, so he could be released on medical parole.

She probably thought that Liu Chuan and Lao Zhong still had the same intimate relationship between superiors and subordinates, and they could talk about everything and everything.

Of course, it was impossible for Liu Chuan to go to Lao Zhong to inquire about this, but this matter was obviously the reason why he was depressed.

In the few days when Liu Chuan was transferred back to the squadron from the supermarket, every day, whether he was self-studying, attending classes, or going out to work, he always had a thoughtful look on his face, and he always lost everything he did. Once he was sent to help move the library of the prison administration department, and when he went down the steps with a stack of books as high as his chest, he ran into Pang Jiandong in their sub-prison area going up the steps, maybe the books were too heavy, Liu Chuan actually didn't stop to give way, after the two passed by, Pang Jiandong hesitated, but still stopped Liu Chuan.

This is the first time Pang Jiandong has had a one-on-one conversation with Liu Chuan, he is not Liu Chuan's responsible policeman, and he usually tries to avoid contact with Liu Chuan alone when he is on duty, and he has also heard the cadres and policemen in the prison education sub-prison area say that Liu Chuan has a withdrawn personality and is difficult to manage, so he generally does not directly conflict with Liu Chuan. He was not afraid of him, maybe because of Ji Wenzhu's matter, he had some concerns in his thoughts, afraid that it would damage the majesty of the correctional personnel if he said it lightly, and Liu Chuan would not be able to think that he was taking revenge.

But this time, there were only the two of them on the steps, and the two met in a narrow way. Pang Jiandong couldn't help it, and after passing shoulders, he stopped Liu Chuan. Liu Chuan is at the bottom, and Pang Jiandong is at the top, separated by four or five steps. He saw that Liu Chuan opened his mouth and probably wanted to call him, but he didn't say it, so Pang Jiandong called him first:

"Liu Chuan."

"Here." Only then did Liu Chuan answer.

Pang Jiandong tried his best to keep his voice softened, trying his best to avoid the slightest suspicion of retaliation: "Liu Chuan, where are you moving books?" ”

Liu Chuan held the stack of books that reached his chin and tilted his head to look at him with difficulty: "Report, we are helping the prison administration department move books." ”

Pang Jiandong said: "The code of conduct for the reform of criminals ...... Have you forgotten a little bit again? ”

Liu Chuan was speechless.

Pang Jiandong reminded: "What does Article 55 of the Code of Conduct say? ”

Liu Chuan recited: "...... Article 55: When traveling in the same direction as correctional personnel, they must not rub shoulders with correctional personnel. When encountering on a narrow road, you should automatically stop, pull over to give way, put down the tools you are holding, and wait for the correctional officer to walk five meters before starting. ”

Pang Jiandong said: "Did you do it just now? ”

Liu Chuan finally couldn't hold the stack of books, pouted and put them down, and when he wanted to put them on the steps, the books fell down and scattered down the steps.

Liu Chuan didn't pick up the books, he stood on the steps, gasping and said, "Report, I didn't see you at first." ”

"Didn't see that?" Pang Jiandong was unhappy, Liu Chuan obviously saw him, and he met him the moment he passed by. He looked at Liu Chuan solemnly, even, a little sternly, but fortunately, Liu Chuan hurriedly added:

"Later, I saw it and forgot to do it."

Pang Jiandong's face relaxed slightly, and he bent down to help Liu Chuan pick up the books that fell under the steps. said: "The key to learning the norms is to follow the norms; The key to following the norms is to form a habit. I hope you will work these three words. ”

Liu Chuan said: "Yes." ”

Pang Jiandong helped Liu Chuan restack the book, and also helped him hold it and let him pick it up again. Then, Pang Jiandong clapped his hands and left Liu Chuan and walked towards the library of the prison administration department. He felt that the words he said to Liu Chuan just now were very good. It is not only a serious education, but also a convincing reason, and it especially avoids a domineering tone. He didn't observe Liu Chuan's expression much, whether he was convinced or dissatisfied, but he could feel that this time Liu Chuan was indeed in accordance with the provisions of Article 55 of the "Norms", after he left five meters...... Even, it was nearly ten meters before he started slowly and walked down the steps.

On this night, at about two o'clock, the night shift police in the third district saw Liu Chuan, who was in the fourth shift, suddenly got up and rang the bell by the door of the prison number on the TV screen in the monitoring room. The police on duty opened the electric cell door of the fourth shift in the monitoring room, and through the monitoring screen of the tube tunnel and the bathroom, he saw Liu Chuan's body swaying, walking slowly, and entering the bathroom to relieve himself under the supervision of the night shift chores. As soon as he came out, he squatted down against the wall. The handyman bent down to ask him something, and he shook his head and didn't know what to answer. The police on duty hurriedly walked out of the monitoring room, opened the iron door of the cylinder, and walked into the cylinder. When he approached Liu Chuan, Liu Chuan stood up strongly, and then the police found that Liu Chuan's face was red, his eyes were blank, and his breathing seemed to be a little short. The policeman asked: Liu Chuan, what's wrong with you? Liu Chuan's voice was hoarse and replied: It's a little uncomfortable. The police went up and touched his forehead, and his forehead was hot.

The people's police immediately made a report to the chief duty officer of the prison district, and the chief duty officer of the prison district immediately sent a police officer on duty to take Liu Chuan to the prison hospital. Liu Chuan went to the prison hospital to test his body temperature, and his body temperature was as high as 39 degrees, but he had no symptoms of cold or diarrhea, and he couldn't see any inflammation for a while. So the doctor on duty immediately opened a hospital bed for Liu Chuan so that he could leave it for a detailed examination tomorrow.

The next morning, the doctor drew blood for Liu Chuan, did a heart and lung examination, and took fever-reducing medicine. By noon, the body temperature had subsided, and the doctor let Liu Chuan stay in the hospital for another day for observation, but found nothing, no abnormalities in chest X-ray, blood test, or lymphatic examination. The heart rate that was too high during the fever also dropped, so the doctor could only scratch his scalp and ask the first prison district to take Liu Chuan back first.

On the afternoon of the day Liu Chuan returned to the prison area, he also went to the workshop to fold pages. Folding is the making of envelopes or handbags, which is a job that does not look heavy but is very tiresome to do. Although Liu Chuan did not have a fever when he worked in the afternoon, his physical strength was obviously weak, and he sweated profusely after a while. Unexpectedly, before the dinner in the evening, Liu Chuan burned again, and Liang Dong, the squad leader of the fourth class, called the hygienist, and the hygienist invited the captain of the patrol cylinder, and the captain of the patrol opened a medical note, and then sent Liu Chuan to the hospital again.

The hospital did another examination, but did not find out the cause.

The next day, the Tianjian Hospital sent a car and police to take Liu Chuan to the Binhe Hospital under the Prison Bureau, where he conducted a comprehensive examination in the morning. Within a week of observation in the prison area, Liu Chuan had two more unnamed high fevers, each of which lasted for one day, and both of them went away for no reason.

After Liu Chuan's fever subsided for the last time, he returned from the sick prison area to the third prison area, Zhong Tianshui discussed it with the third prison area, and decided: 1. Do not arrange for Liu Chuan to work for the time being, and try to arrange some light work such as cleaning and cleaning in the prison area. 2. Every morning, noon, and evening, the health officer of the sub-prison area will measure Liu Chuan's body temperature and observe his condition. 3. Please pay attention to the monitoring of the officers and police on duty in each shift.

Pay attention to what to monitor, didn't say.

Everyone knows it.

For two days in a row, Liu Chuan was fine, sweeping the floor in the tube every day, taking out the garbage, and wiping four boxes or something. The four boxes are uniformly required by the prison bureau to be hung in the tube, and there are police interview boxes, psychological counseling interview boxes, prison chief interview boxes and report boxes. In addition to reporting inmates' violations of discipline and exposing remaining crimes, the report box can also report violations of discipline by the police in accordance with the reform measures implemented by the Prison Bureau to make prison affairs public. In the past, prisons have always adopted the method of regularly issuing people's police evaluation forms and allowing prisoners and relatives of prisoners to fill in anonymously to supervise the fair enforcement of the law by the people's police.

According to the observation of the police in the sub-prison area, after Liu Chuan returned from the prison area for sick prisoners, he was not sick for two consecutive days, ate and slept normally, and washed his own clothes in addition to doing some light work. At noon on the third day, before eating, the squad leader of the fourth shift reported to the chores on duty on the tube road that Liu Chuan was unwell again, and the chores hurriedly reported to the captain, and the captain asked the hygienist to go to the fourth shift to test the body temperature, and the result of the test was 39 degrees.

It turned out to be sent to the hospital again.

As a result, the next morning, the hospital took a test of the table, and the body temperature returned to normal. After a day of observation in the hospital, the third district sent someone to pick him up.

This thing is a bit strange. Zhong Tianshui once again consulted with Feng Ruilong, the head of the sub-prison district, and asked that the role of the prisoners' mutual supervision team be brought into play, not only to take care of Liu Chuan's body, but also to supervise each other to prevent self-harm and fraud.

Zhong Tianshui said it so clearly this time, Feng Ruilong didn't dare to take it lightly, and talked to several prisoners in Liu Chuan's mutual prison group, but failed to collect valuable clues. He had no choice but to pick a prisoner and stay in the prison to take care of Liu Chuan every day. To put it bluntly, it is also spying on Liu Chuan. The prisoner he picked was Liu Chuan's squad leader, named Liang Dong, who was sentenced to 15 years in prison for embezzlement, and has been imprisoned for eight years. Feng Ruilong specially found Liang Dong, who had the best performance in transformation, to take care of Liu Chuan, and personally talked to him and assigned tasks. Liang Dong is in his forties, a steady person, and the prisoners who commit economic crimes generally have a high IQ.

After Liang Dong was ordered to take care of Liu Chuan, he carried out this task conscientiously, guarding Liu Chuan from morning to night, never leaving left and right for a moment. Even overnight, Liu Chuan turned over, he sat up to take a look, and he followed Liu Chuan to the toilet. Liu Chuan squatted in the pit, he was standing next to him, Liu Chuan said don't look at me, I can't pull it out if you look at me. Liang Dong said: It's okay, you pull slowly. Liu Chuan frowned and said: You're fine, I'm fine, I can't pull it out! Liang Dong is not in a hurry or annoyed: Then I have to take care of you, in case you suddenly have a fever and fall, I will help you. Liu Chuan couldn't take away this gummy candy-like shadow, so he had to stand up after hastily pulling.

After Liang Dong "took up his post", for five consecutive days, Liu Chuan did not have a fever again. Several times he claimed to be dizzy and said that he was not feeling strong, but when he tried his watch, his body temperature was normal. Regardless of whether Liu Chuan was dizzy or not, whether he was energetic or not, the sub-prison area still asked the hygienist to test Liu Chuan three times a day, and the results were normal every time.

The sixth day was Sunday, and in the evening, after watching the news broadcast, the prisoners of the fourth class went to the water room to wash, and the hygienist came to test Liu Chuan's table again. At this time, a prisoner from Class 6 came to call Liang Dong, and they were rehearsing the program of the poetry recital for the new students. When Liang Dong saw that the hygienist was there, he left the cell and walked outside the door to have an artistic discussion with the inmates of Class 6. When the hygienist was waiting for Liu Chuan to test the table, he casually flipped through a copy of the "New Life Newspaper" on the table, and when the hygienist looked at it, Liu Chuan's body temperature rose to 38.8 degrees.

The hygienist panicked and hurried out to call the captain. Liang Dong also panicked, knowing that he was derelict in his duties, and he was so anxious to touch Liu Chuan's forehead when he entered the house. The captain came, and the captain on duty that night happened to be Pang Jiandong, as soon as Pang Jiandong walked to the door, Liang Dong came out trembling and whispered: Report that the captain Liu Chuan has a fever again, but it doesn't seem to be hot to touch his head. Pang Jiandong walked into the prison number, stood in front of Liu Chuan, and didn't speak for a long time. Liu Chuan also stood up, and the prisoners who came back from washing saw Pang Jiandong's face stiff, and they all carefully and lightly put the basin and looked at Liu Chuan. Pang Jian** stretched out his hand to touch Liu Chuan's forehead, but Liu Chuan tilted his head to dodge, causing Pang Jiandong's outstretched hand to freeze in mid-air, and it took a long time to put it down.

Pang Jiandong didn't get angry, he turned his head and asked the hygienist for a thermometer, looked at the light, and said, "Thirty-eight degrees eight." After speaking, he glanced at Liu Chuan, then waved his arm and shook off the 38.8 scale one by one. He handed the thermometer to Liu Chuan and said, "Try again, I'll watch you try!" ”

Liu Chuan didn't answer, he glared at Pang Jiandong hostilely. The prisoners around them were silent.

Pang Jiandong put his face on the plate and said again: "Liu Chuan, aren't you feverish?" I'll see if your fever is high or low now. ”

Pang Jiandong didn't finish speaking, he shoved the thermometer into Liu Chuan's hand, including Pang Jiandong, no one thought that Liu Chuan would suddenly be angry, his face would be flushed, and he would suddenly slam the thermometer to the ground, and everyone in the room heard a "pop", and the sound exploded in everyone's hearts with a sound that was amplified several times, and the glass and mercury fell apart together, exploding without a trace.

Pang Jiandong walked out of the door with a pale face, and five minutes later, including Pang Jiandong, the three correctional guards walked into the prison together, and couldn't help but say, handcuffed Liu Chuan out of the tube, and escorted him to the office of the correctional cadre. Half an hour later, Liu Chuan was escorted out of the prison building and again escorted to the "northwest corner" where he was placed in confinement.

After Liu Chuan was handcuffed to the correctional office in the third district of prison, and before he was escorted to the introspection team, Pang Jiandong conducted an on-site investigation of the fever incident, and the results confirmed that Liu Chuan inserted a thermometer into a hot water cup and deliberately created a "high fever" of 38.8 degrees Celsius when Liang Dong left the prison and the hygienist was reading the newspaper secretly.

From this, it can basically be confirmed that although every time Liu Chuan was admitted to the hospital before, he was used as an interview form by the doctor, and even personally touched the test with his hands, and his body temperature did reach more than 39 degrees, but this symptom must also be deliberately faked. What cannot be confirmed for the time being is what kind of means he used in the past to create such a "real" fever again and again so seamlessly.

In fact, from the time when Liu Chuan had an unknown high fever for the first time and soon retreated for no reason, Zhong Tianshui had already had some suspicions, especially this strange phenomenon was repeated many times later, and it all happened after Liu Chuan's ancestors and grandchildren met and talked about the issue of medical parole, and the cause and effect of the matter was actually clear enough.

A few years ago, there was a prisoner who played more ruthlessly than Liu Chuan, swallowing several sewing needles into his stomach at once, one of which went out of the esophagus and entered the mediastinum, and there was a possibility of puncturing the heart to death at every moment, and then he was sent to Binhe Hospital for thoracotomy and took out those needles to save the person's life.

In addition to the ruthless guy who sacrifices his life and fights bravely, there are also those who dig out their minds and fight their wits. Five years ago, when Zhong Tianshui was still the head of the prison administration section, there was a prisoner in the third prison ward who tied a thin wire to the aluminum and platinum in a small cigarette box, tied one end of the thread to his teeth, and swallowed the aluminum and platinum tied to the other end into his stomach, and then he cried out for stomach pain. When I went to the hospital to do gastric dialysis, I found that there was a bright spot inside, and I did it several times, and I thought there was an injury or tumor inside, but then I compared the images each time, and found that this "wound" or "tumor" was always moving, which aroused suspicion and made it exposed. In contrast, Liu Chuan managed to make himself have a fever a few times, which should be considered a piece of cake.

Liu Chuan deliberately faked his illness, dropped the thermometer, refused to obey discipline, counted mistakes and was punished, and was sentenced to 15 days of confinement. Fifteen consecutive days were spent alone in a prison cell that was only three meters square, no one spoke, no one could wash, the food was simple and boring, and the urine and urine were all in the house, which was naturally extremely difficult. Fifteen days! This sin was also found by Liu Chuan himself.

At that time, we all heard that Liu Chuan began to go on a hunger strike as soon as he arrived at the "northwest corner", and no matter how the police persuaded and educated him, even if the water and rice did not touch, perhaps he had already made up his mind to die at that time. The hunger strike continued until the morning of the third day, when the introspection squadron decided to forcibly nasogastric feeding Liu Chuan. Several police officers took Liu Chuan out of confinement, carried him to the office, handcuffed him to a chair, put a hose in his nose, poured milk and rice soup into it, and poured some vegetable soup into it. It is said that Liu Chuan struggled and shouted desperately, but was held down by several policemen, making his body and head unable to move. In this way, twice a day, after two days of pouring, Liu Chuan softened. Rather than suffer the death penalty like this, he should eat by himself honestly. So, it was time to eat. The police in the confinement area did not fail to train him: I knew why I had to do it now!

Fifteen days later, Liu Chuan's face was pale, his eyes were as big as a lamp, and he staggered out of the "northwest corner". He looked terminally ill, with rough skin, sores on his lips, and even his genitals peeling and scabies, which were itchy and unbearable. Instead of returning to the first ward, he was sent to the prison's training team. The training team, also known as the strict management team, is dedicated to detaining recalcitrant criminals who resist reform. Criminals who enter the strict management team are all managed according to the five-level punishment. The fifth-level punishment is also known as the first-level strict control, which is the most severe level of discipline for inmates.

Liu Chuan had been promoted to a first-class wide tube before he was confined, but this time he was downgraded to five levels in a row, and the green cards on his chest and bedside were replaced with red signs. The scoring permit obtained a few months ago has also been revoked in accordance with the regulations. In addition to the lowering of food standards, all cultural and sports activities such as playing chess and ball have also been cancelled. Freedom of movement is also subject to maximum restrictions, with no access to television programs other than news broadcasts, family visits, increased restrictions on communication, and family phone calls. In addition, shopping is not allowed except for items that are urgently needed for daily life. However, Liu Chuan has no money in his account anyway, and even if he is approved, he can't buy this and that like other people.

From Liu Chuan's detention and confinement to the release of confinement and his delivery to the training team for strict management, Zhong Tianshui and Feng Ruilong did not talk to Liu Chuan, nor did they send other police officers in the prison area to talk to Liu Chuan. Zhong Tianshui said to Feng Ruilong, let him calm down for a while. Don't get used to him, he's such a big person, you have to think about what way to go first, and others can't force it.

Or Zhong Da knows Liu Chuan better, Liu Chuan is gentle and supple on the surface, but he is actually violent and impulsive in his heart, but the impulse is generally maintained for a short time. Just like when I quarreled with Ji Wenzhu before, it was useless to persuade when I quarreled, and after the quarrel, I immediately regretted it, immediately admitted my mistake, and immediately admitted defeat.

According to Zhong Tianshui's analysis, the foundation of Liu Chuan's ideological quality is good, but there is a little defect in his personality, which is not only the reason for his crime, but also the reason for his refusal to admit his guilt, his stubbornness, and his resistance to discipline. When he is extremely emotional and has an extremely antagonistic attitude, he should avoid his sharp edge and wait for him to cool down and be quiet before doing work.

didn't look for Liu Chuan, but Zhong Tianshui went to find Liu Chuan's grandmother. He and Feng Ruilong went to a nursing home on the outskirts of Changping and met Liu Chuan's grandmother, who had just moved over. They originally wanted to have a good talk with Liu Chuan's grandmother, and reason with the old man on the issue of medical parole, as long as the old man thought well, he would naturally cooperate to do Liu Chuan's work. Leading the way with family affection and exercising influence is more effective than using great principles and death regulations to conflict head-on with Liu Chuan. But they didn't expect that Grandma Liu Chuan would suffer from a severe cold as soon as she came, and her mood was also very bad. The nurse at the nursing home didn't let them stay longer, stood in front of the bed and looked at it, greeted them a few times, and the nurse let them out, but nothing came to fruition.

Zhong Tianshui left a thousand yuan for Liu Chuan's grandmother and handed it over to the nursing home. Feng Ruilong saw that Lao Zhong had sent money, and he also took out the more than 300 yuan he was carrying, including all the odds and strips, and left them to the nursing home.

The conditions of that nursing home were not very good, and six elderly people lived in the same house. Zhong Tianshui and Feng Ruilong walked around the courtyard, feeling that the facilities were simple and there was not much greenery, probably the lowest fee in the nursing home.

Liu Chuan trained in the strict management team for three full months, and although he was dull during these three months, he did not make any new mistakes. When autumn was coming, Liu Chuan ended the training camp and returned to the third prison area with the bed.

Liu Chuan returned to the fourth class, and after returning to the requirements of the sub-prison district, he made a statement entitled "Lifting a stone and shooting himself in the foot" at a meeting of inmates in the whole sub-prison area, using his own act of creating a fake illness in a vain attempt to achieve the goal of medical parole, and finally paying a heavy price for it, and educating and warning other inmates. This manuscript was written by Liu Chuan in the strict management team, and he has already read it once in the strict management team, and this time he has read it quite proficiently, and of course, it is also quite tasteless. Zhong Tianshui listened to the meeting of the Third Prison District, and from Liu Chuan's endorsement speech, it was not difficult to hear that his heart was like water, but it was difficult to hear any sincerity of repentance.

I also read this manuscript later, and it was all clichés on the line, and I couldn't see much real thoughts and repentance process, only the means he confessed to create pseudo-diseases, which made people listen to it "refreshing". Liu Chuan confessed that he had heard that eating laundry detergent could cause a fever, so he took the opportunity of washing clothes to take out his Bilang brand laundry detergent from the pantry, and then wrapped a bag of paper and hid it on his body. He is also open-minded, and he is not afraid to eat himself to death again and again.

Later, I learned that the trick of eating laundry detergent was still the evil scripture he took from Shan Juan's mouth in Qin Shui's array.

At the meeting of the sub-prison district that day, after Liu Chuan finished speaking, Feng Ruilong spoke, and finally asked Zhong Tianshui, the head of the prison district, to speak, but Zhong Tianshui did not speak.

A week later, Zhong Tianshui finally found Liu Chuan, and the two talked alone.

The place of the conversation was not arranged in the office of the correctional cadre, but was chosen to be held in the psychological counseling room of the sub-prison area. Compared to the office, the counseling room is full of sunlight and has two single sofas in the sun. In the middle of the sofa there is a wooden coffee table with a pot of simple orchid grass on it. This is the first time Zhong Tianshui has talked to Liu Chuan in more than four months, and he wanted to talk to Liu Chuan at the beginning of his pretending illness, but he was afraid that it would be useless to talk at that time.

Zhong Tianshui asked a policeman to find some tea and made a cup of tea for him and Liu Chuan. He took a sip first, and then said to Liu Chuan: "Drink it, this tea is okay." ”

The police officers talked to the prisoners, but they never invited them to tea, Zhong Tianshui's "politeness" made Liu Chuan a little nervous, at a loss, and said two sentences in a row: "No, I'm not thirsty, I'm not thirsty." But Zhong Tianshui still couldn't stop persuading him to drink: "Drink, drink, didn't you like to drink tea before?" ”

Liu Chuan picked up the cup and took a sip, for the first time in more than a year, he used this smooth white porcelain water cup, the first time he drank such fragrant hot tea, the first time he and Zhong Tianshui sat so flat on the sofa, and the first time he felt that the sun was so bright and gentle.

Zhong Tianshui's voice, in such an atmosphere, in Liu Chuan's feelings, has become exactly the same as in the past. In the past, he was the captain of the repatriation team, and he was one of his men, who often sat tired and relaxed in the sun after a long-distance escort mission, chatting and sipping a cup of freshly brewed hot tea. At that time, Zhong Da was such a voice, such a tone, such a demeanor, kind and homely, but a little chattering.

Now, he used such a nagging tone and asked him: "How is it, how do you feel about the training camp in the past few months?" ”

Liu Chuan bowed his head and said, "Awareness has improved." ”

"What do you realize?"

"There is no good end to the confrontation and transformation."

Zhong Tianshui looked closer to Liu Chuan and said, "Hey, today, the two of us are doing a conversation on psychological counseling, and you treat me as an old clock in the past, an old clock who can talk from the heart." I want to hear what you have to say today. ”

Liu Chuan didn't look up and didn't answer.

Zhong Tianshui asked again: "How did you feel during the fifteen days of confinement?" ”

Liu Chuan still muffled his voice. Zhong Tianshui said: "Do you want to die again?" ”

In Liu Chuan's stomach, he finally responded: "Ah." ”

Zhong Tianshui nodded, and asked again, "Why didn't you die?" ”

Liu Chuan said: "The introspection team won't let me die." ”

Zhong Tianshui asked: "What about the training team, can you find a chance to die in the training team?" ”

Liu Chuan didn't understand what Lao Zhong meant, so he didn't answer again.

Zhong Tianshui said: "You, you have no confidence in life, and no determination in death, right?" ”

Liu Chuan was silent for a while and said, "I don't want to die now." ”

Zhong Tianshui smiled and said, "It's better to die than to live, right?" ”

Liu Chuan said: "It's not interesting to live, that's all I have in my life." ”

Zhong Tianshui said: "What's the matter? You're so young, do you plan to set such a tone for the next few decades? Seeing that Liu Chuan didn't answer, Lao Zhong said lightly: "It's useless if you decide, no one knows what the future will look like, when you just came from the Public Security University, did you think of falling into this field today, no." So you can't predict the future, maybe your future days will be good. Maybe when you go out, you will work somewhere, and you will become a hero again, just like you used to find the 12 million for the country. The line is the champion! ”

Liu Chuan said listlessly: "In our country, people who have been in prison will never become heroes. ”

Zhong Tianshui said: "There are three kinds of heroes, one is a hero in status, one is a hero in ability, and the other is a hero in morality. Only moral heroes are the most worthy of reverence. Any healthy society should not over-promote success in status and over-praise excellence in ability, but should respect moral perfection more. Don't you say? ”

Liu Chuan whispered: "What can you do if it's perfected." ”

Zhong Tianshui smiled: "Yes, if you improve it, it is likely that it will not be good, and it may not necessarily be rich, nor will it necessarily have status, nor will it necessarily improve your situation." But I still think that a person, if I want to regard him as a hero, he is not necessarily a successful person with money, status and ability, but he must be a person with a perfect personality, a person with cultivation, a person who maintains his true colors in the face of honor and success, in the face of failure and disaster, a person who is calm as usual, and a person who should do what he should do. This kind of person is really human! ”

Liu Chuan lowered his head and listened, but did not speak.

Zhong Tianshui said: "Like you, you don't look like a person. When you have money, you're too crazy, you get a bunch of people to go to your entertainment city and eat, drink and dance, you never blink your eyelids when you spend money, and you can grab other people's girlfriends when you say you......"

Liu Chuan suddenly raised his head and boldly interrupted the old bell: "I didn't!" ”

"Listen to me." Zhong Tianshui obviously didn't want to dwell on this matter, he continued, "But what if you are unlucky, your emotions are too abnormal, you are not as good as those uneducated prisoners, you put all your sense of failure on your face, and you live a sad life all day long, making a complete collapse!" Your grandma makes you laugh! Makes you laugh happily! Do you have what it takes? It's only been a year since you came in, you've been in the introspection number twice, and you've been in the training team again, and you haven't gotten the scoring permit for a year, are you really ...... You're really inferior to those uneducated prisoners......"

Liu Chuan raised his head again and boldly interrupted Lao Zhong again: "Just because they are uneducated, they don't care, they should eat, sleep, and sleep, and they have no heart or lungs......"

"You have heart and lungs, and having heart and lungs is your virtue?" Zhong Tianshui hated that the iron was not steel, and he frowned and asked, "You are educated, and if you are educated, you are virtuous?" Tell me, what is culture? ”

Liu Chuan muffled his voice and did not answer.

Lao Zhong raised his tone: "Culture is civilization, education, labor and wisdom, spirit, and the difference between humans and animals!" People and animals are different because people have spirits! Do you have one? ”

Liu Chuan was speechless.

Zhong Tianshui had been chatting and chatting with Liu Chuan today, but he didn't know how he got excited later. Maybe it was Liu Chuan's muffled voice that made him realize that he was too powerful, and he couldn't help but lower his heart and adjust back.

"Liu Chuan, let's not talk about this, I don't want to train you today, let's talk about something happy today. Tell me, what do you think about when your mind is free right now? ”

Liu Chuan was still bored for a long time, and the relaxation brought out by the original hot tea and sunshine probably really blocked Zhong Tianshui's drinking question just now. It took him a long time to whisper perfunctorily: "I don't want anything." ”

"That's impossible, people always have thoughts, always have thoughts, and if you don't want to, then I think you don't want to talk to me. You don't want to talk, do you? ”

Liu Chuan had no choice but to talk: "I want to be free." ”

Zhong Tianshui smiled: "That's too far, people come here, who doesn't want to be free." Not counting this, what else do you want, miss your grandma? ”

Liu Chuan was silent for a moment, and suddenly said, "I miss my girlfriend." ”

Zhong Tianshui was also silent for a moment, and asked slowly, "What do you want from her?" ”

Liu Chuan's eyes suddenly turned red, and he didn't know what he thought of her, he said, "I want to know...... She, does she still love me......"