Chapter 404 I want to hate, but I can't hate
To the northeast of the southern jungle, at the exit deep in the forest, there are two old thatched huts. One of them is where Ye Feng's parents once lived, and now there is a haggard-looking woman - Rui Wen.
Since Ye Feng fled here that day, her spiritual sustenance has also completely collapsed. Originally, she thought that the motivation for her to live was to atone for her sins with her life, but now she realized that her motivation to live had already become a beautiful experience of watching Ye Feng grow day by day.
"Ahem......"
With a few soft coughs, she staggered out of bed, picked up the teacup on the old wooden table and poured water into her chapped lips.
After pouring it for a long time, not a drop of water fell into her mouth, and she remembered that the water had already been drunk by her. Because she has been hiding in the house these days, she lives in a panic, and her memory is getting worse and worse.
The silk was a little messy, Rui Wen walked out of the house with a dull gaze, filled a bucket of water in the well behind the house, swallowed a few mouthfuls, and cleaned the oily stains before slumping on the edge of the well and panting.
"Little Wind...... Sister I'm sorry for you, I'd rather you kill me than you just run away from me. ”
As she spoke, she hid her face and sobbed weakly, her sad emotions overflowing and causing pity.
After sobbing at the well for a while, she got up and walked to the entrance to the forest, where the two wordless tombstones and the runic sword she inserted in the middle stood out.
Smiling self-deprecatingly, her eyes froze, and she instantly pulled out the rune sword.
As the giant sword came out, a breeze rose lightly, lingering around her body, and the sword intent that seemed to be absent had no sense of being fierce, but like a weak girl who was sick.
Looking at the rune sword that had accompanied her for many years in her hand, the past played back in her mind like an old movie from Picheng.
Suddenly, a terrifying scene was born. Wisps of dead spirits emerged from the sword in her hand, and the souls of the dead who had died under her sword seemed to call her to fall with them into the abyss from which they would never recover.
Frightened, her hand subconsciously let go, and the rune sword fell to the ground. Rui Wen held her forehead with her right hand, panting in embarrassment, and her face was pale.
"I'm sorry ......"
The guilt in her heart is overwhelming, and she knows that the murder she committed will not be able to be paid off even if she exhausts her life, but she still wants to do as good as she can for the rest of her life.
But when she remembered the grief-stricken roar and angry eyes of her beloved brother Ye Feng before he left, her heart ached like a knife, and she didn't even have the courage to live.
She really wanted to go back to her brother and do her duty as a good sister. When he was frustrated, she used her gentle voice to help him get through it; When he is confused, use her experience to show him the way......
She wanted to teach him more swordsmanship and the principles of being a human being, but in her opinion he was not mature enough, and he was still a little inseparable from her.
He is the only concern she has left in this world......
But nothing could go back, and she had been avenged for the sins she had committed.
Her most beloved brother has abandoned her forever, what is the point of her living in this world?
Rather than suffer the lives of the souls who died under her sword in her dreams every day, it is better to end it with a hundred of them.
Thinking of this, Rui Wen smiled miserably and knelt in front of the wordless tombstone. Pick up her rune sword again, and land it around her neck, ready to swing it and break it on its own.
"Xiaofeng, if there is an afterlife, I hope we can still rely on each other for our lives......"
As soon as the words fell, the corners of Ruiwen's mouth rose slightly, and she slowly closed her eyes, revealing a look of relief, and slashed down her neck with a sword.
At the moment when the rune sword touched her neck, Rui Wen only felt that her right hand had been shocked, and her hand temporarily lost sensation, and the tingling sensation flowed all over her body.
"Sister, what are you doing!"
The familiar screams brought Rui Wen, who was bent on death, back to reality, and she opened her eyes in disbelief, and Ye Feng's figure came into her eyes.
"Little Wind ......"
Stunned, she rubbed her eyes, thinking it was a hallucination. But when she opened her eyes again, Ye Feng in front of her was still standing there.
Ye Feng hurriedly ran to Ruiwen's side with Ahri in his arms and helped her up. He was extremely dissatisfied with Ruiwen's suicide, and even extremely angry.
He finally can face his heart, no matter what mistake Rui Wen makes, he will not allow her to commit suicide!
"Sister, don't do stupid things in the future!" While wiping the tears from the corners of Ruiwen's eyes, who had not eaten for a long time, Ye Feng helped her back to his parents' house.
Seeing that Rui Wen was still limping under his support, Ye Feng felt even more guilty in his heart. If it weren't for him, how could someone as strong and powerful as his sister be so haggard!
"Little wind, my sword...... Sword ......" Rui Wen felt warm under Ye Feng's support, but she was still thinking about the rune sword that cherished her.
Without waiting for Ye Feng to reply, Ahri jumped to the ground, and after a while, he returned to the house with the rune sword in his mouth, and rubbed Ye Feng's thigh affectionately, as if asking him for credit.
Rubbing Ahri's cute head dotingly, Ye Feng said to Rui Wen who was lying on the bed: "Sister, the sword has been brought back."
"Xiaofeng, kill me with it, my sister knows that you will not forgive me for the rest of your life, and I don't expect you to forgive me, so my sister begs you to understand my life, at least let me die at the hands of my most beloved brother!"
Rui Wen thought that Ye Feng came back this time to completely cut off the relationship with her, which is why she said such heart-piercing words.
Ye Feng didn't expect his sister to say these words, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was normal. After all, the last time he left her like that, it must have made her mistakenly think that he never wanted to see her again.
Staring at Rui Wen's haggard face sincerely and distressedly, Ye Feng said seriously: "Sister, I have thought a lot during this time, and finally decided to forgive you, so sister should stop being stupid, okay?"
"But I killed your parents...... Rui Wen's voice trembled slightly, guilt and self-blame whipped her body and mind.
"Sister, you have given me everything that my parents should give me, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am now, I believe my sister is really repenting and atoning for her sins, so don't mention the previous sins again, okay? Sister, I want you to continue to be my sister and let's start over! ”
"You really don't hate me?" Rui Wen was deeply moved by Ye Feng's words, as if she had grasped the last straw. But she was still not sure, and her mind was full of uneasy speculation about the future.
"I want to hate!" Ye Feng's complexion was hideous at first, but it was soon replaced by a warm smile: "But I can't hate it."
"I want to hate, but I can't?"
Rui Wen muttered what Ye Feng said, and couldn't recover from it for a long time.
"Sister, I hope we can get along as before, okay?" Ye Feng looked sincere, he really hoped that the two of them could be the same as before.
Ye Feng's true feelings moved Rui Wen, who was full of guilt in her heart, and faint tears appeared in the corners of her eyes, sliding helplessly down her cheeks to both sides.
She sat up suddenly, hugged Ye Feng tightly into her arms, and cried like a child, making her younger brother Ye Feng worry for a while.
Seeing that her sister completely released the suppressed emotions in her heart, Ye Feng finally breathed a sigh of relief. But he didn't know that being able to get his forgiveness was something that Rui Wen didn't dare to hope for.
Although he forgave her sins, she could not let go of the many sins she had committed, especially the killing of his parents.
She felt she didn't deserve his forgiveness......
When tonight is over, she will banish herself completely, and spend her life paying for the sins she has committed.
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(End of chapter)
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