Chapter Twenty-Four: The Two Talk at Night

Nishino Nanase came to live in the dormitory today as a temporary idea.,The original plan was to return to Osaka.,At that time, I just thought that Kajun was a little cold to himself.,Want to get more care from Kasa-chun.,So I suddenly said that I wanted to go to the dormitory for one night.。 Of course, the family is not clear. While the instant noodles were on the shelves, Nanase Nishino remembered to text her mother and inform her that she would stay in the dormitory in Tokyo for one night tonight, so please don't worry.

Mom's text message reply made Nanase Nishino a little irritable, always worried about himself, and said not to disturb the fight Jun or something. In order to prove that his relationship with Kajun is very good, and Kajun is very happy about his arrival, Nanase Nishino decided to post a blog, wanting to tell everyone that he and Kasumi are friends, and they are happily eating that poor instant noodles and soaking rice together?

Nanase Nishino Blog, Title: Friendship!

'Good evening! Today, after a long absence, I returned to the dormitory during the dormitory period.,Myself and the room of the frame.。

Today's daytime is dance practice.,Jia Chun was absent for 2 days because of other work.,I thought I would be absent today.,I didn't expect Jia Chun to come in the afternoon! It's only been a few days, and I miss it very much!

Today's dinner is prepared on a pure shelf! However, because Kajun just returned to Tokyo and forgot to buy ingredients, tonight's dinner, Dangdangdang ~ instant noodles + rice + Shichimi seasoning!

There is only one box of instant noodles in the dormitory, and Jia Jun made rice, and distributed the instant noodle soup to Jia Chun, and then Jia Chun soaked the rice in the soup and poured the seven flavors, enjoying it beautifully!

I just talked a lot with Jia Chun, and Jia Chun is a friend who understands me very well, and I am really happy to have a friend like Jia Chun!

I hope you can make good friends too!

What's next?!

What the? Kasumi just said to me, 'If you have any unhappy things lately or want to complain, you can tell me, I'm Nanase's tree hole!' ’

Tree cave mulberry! Please advise me later! ’

After updating the blog content, I also attached a picture of the dinner that the two had just prepared, as well as a photo of the two of them! (Nanase Nishino smiles happily with her eyes closed, her hands fist-like at her chin; Jun Arimura also closed his eyes and did the movement of Nanase Nishino's cheeks) - please readers imagine the situation of the photo on their own.

There is a village frame pure blog, title: official announcement

'Good evening. I just returned to Tokyo today, and Nanase came to stay with me!

It was supposed to treat Nanase well! But what about ~~~ only rice and instant noodles, hahahahaha!!!

I'm just saying it now, and the first person to talk to me was Nanase! Nanase is a treasure girl for me!

Nanase has a negative side.,There's a positive side.,Constantly overcoming what you're not good at.,Nanase has been growing.,Actually, it's a person who doesn't admit defeat like me.,Both gentle and strong Nanase contrast sense favorite!

Next, go on hand in hand, keep leaping forward, come on! ’

Attached picture (there is a picture of Jun Muraka and Nanase Nishino holding palms)

At night, after the two of them washed up, they both leaned on the bed, and Jun Murakata listened, Nanase Nishino said.

"The sixteen-person performance a while ago, did Jia Chun pay attention to it later?" Nishino Nanase doesn't know if Kajun is paying attention, at least since announcing that Kajun doesn't have to participate in the sixteen-person performance, he hasn't seen Kajun appear in practice or in the scene.

"I didn't go to see it, even though I had time at the time, I still didn't go there, everyone was active on the stage, and I could only be offstage, so it would be too lonely. But I've heard that Nanase's votes are very good, and it's really powerful. "Jun Murakashi didn't go to watch the members' performances, as he said, what kind of mentality should he bring to watch it?

"I hate voting and rankings, because it means that there will always be losers who will be eliminated, like a decapitation ceremony." Nanase Nishino said with some disgust.

"I'm the same, but I can also think in a good direction, not as a summary of the previous votes, but as an expectation for the next." There is a village frame pure

"Jia Chun is always like this, he always thinks in a good direction, and the performance of the stage play received a high number of votes, and I originally thought that everything was in a good direction, but the four singles a few weeks later ruthlessly destroyed my self-righteousness. When the position of No. 16 was called, I realized that the efforts in the stage play had nothing to do with the selection. At that time, I actually wanted to get away from everything here. "Nanase Nishino. I will always remember that day when I fled back to Osaka. The first time I cried in front of my mother, the first time I vented such strong emotions, and the first time I completely felt my unwillingness and the cruelty of the world. Uneasiness, hesitation, fear, a series of negative emotions such as this mock oneself fiercely.

"But Nanase still replied to my text messages well, and she has persevered until now." Jun Arimura smiled and took Nanase's hand, Nanase had been talking with his head down just now, playing with his fingers, and pulling out the barbs on his fingers. Jun Murakashi felt very painful when he looked at it, which was a manifestation of Nanase's uneasiness.

"My mother said to me, "Otherwise, I should graduate." Thank you~ At that time, I received a text message from Jia Chun, writing the words 'Are you still alive?' At that time, I thought of the scene of talking to Jia Chun for the first time, and at that time Jia Chun wanted to quit this job, but I temporarily stopped Jia Chun's impulse. The text message that night from Jie Chun was just like me at the beginning, preventing me from nodding. I still have a lot of things to do, and I haven't become friends with Jia Jun yet, and I don't want to run away like a loser like this. I still have a lot of immaturity, and there will be childish times when I want to completely change myself and grow up. "Nanase Nishino.

Nanase Nishino clenched Jun's hand, and he would never give up admitting defeat like this! I have always had an attitude of not fighting with the world, and I fell from the god of good fortune, and for the first time I felt such a sense of frustration, I had to take steps to get back what I had lost. I'm not alone, maybe there will be a lot of uneasiness, I'm not only a friend, but also a ray of light when I'm about to fall into the darkness, grab her, hold her tight, don't want to lose her, if you fall into the darkness, you'll lose it, right?

"Wouldn't it be better if I called Nanase that day?" Jun Muraka asked. That night, I finally chose to send a text message to Nanase, because I was worried that my contact would be rejected by the other party, or that I would accidentally touch Nanase's sad place between words, so I was still timid and chose the safest text message. Now that I hear Nanase mention his text message, wouldn't it be better if I had gone to the phone at that time?

"There is a kind of loneliness, I am hypocritical to say it, but I can't swallow it, no one confides in me, and no one understands the pain in my heart. Flipping through the phone book, but not knowing who to call. Thankfully, I met Jia Chun, and now I have friends to talk to. Nanase Nishino expresses the loneliness in her heart. For things at work, I can't talk to my friends who were ordinary people before, and I just want to complain and spit out my bitterness with my family, flip through the phone book, and really don't know who to call, so that I can rest assured that I can tell about things at work, and I will understand myself and understand myself, now, I have.

"I can understand that, I used to have. It's always a sudden loss at a certain moment, as if the enthusiasm that has been accumulated for a few days is shattered with a 'snap'. "Jun Murakami has experienced a bunch of things, good and bad, happy, sad, sad, and I have also had times when I flipped through the phone book but didn't know who to call.

"I've never heard Jia Chun say anything like that, and it's different from that state of being in a state of no quarrel with the world, I always feel that Jia Chun will silently keep everything in his heart, won't he be very uncomfortable? No grievances? "Nanase Nishino is now enjoying the unscrupulous conversation with Jun Kaga. The positioning of friends is vague and clear, different things will be shared with different friends, if you are pure, although you have just determined the relationship between friends, but what you expect in your heart is not just ordinary friends, relatives and friends?

"Psychologically, people lose their temper mostly only at people who are secure, because within that level of security, you subconsciously know that the other person will not leave you. Probably I'm a person who is extremely insecure~ The only thing I am dissatisfied with in the world is that it always makes more sensible people bear more. "Jun Murakama often examines himself, what kind of person is he?

I am often told that my smile is like a fake, how can people who don't understand it, I have always kept a smile in front of the camera, trying my best not to let myself be expressionless, from a person who doesn't like to laugh very hard to make the expression that everyone wants to see, has been persevering, and has gradually become his own smile. Learning to disguise is a compulsory course for growth, and the road of disguise will accumulate a lot of fatigue, but you will not feel tired anymore, because you have become a part of your own reality.

Love work, never picky about work, in the final analysis, is just a manifestation of my own insecurity. Constantly challenging their own limits, urging their own growth, just want everyone to rest assured of themselves, a bunch of difficult things, will not be easy to say, even if you say it, it will not change.

I don't say anything like that, it's too worrying. The source of stress is, in the final analysis, the inability to self-discipline, just pretending to work hard, and the status quo can't keep up with the inner desires, so I feel anxious and panicked. Yourself, you have learned to walk independently, you can take care of yourself alone, and it would be better if someone could accompany you on this road.

"My shoulders are also welcome to come to me at any time, so if you feel tired, you can rest on my shoulder for a while." Nanase Nishino couldn't know how many stories were hidden in Kajun's heart, and Kasumi chose not to tell it, and he wouldn't ask about it. Everyone has a story that belongs to everyone, and now I can't understand the meaning of what Jia Chun just said, Jia Chun is just like himself, building a thick wall for himself, wanting to protect himself, but also blocking the care of others. That feeling, I have a heart, very painful and troubled, I want to smash the wall that belongs to the frame, I want to become a sense of security that can be recognized by the frame.

"Thank you~" Arimura smiled and gently leaned on Nanase's shoulder.

Nanase's shoulders are a little thin.,When you lean on, you can feel the other party's body tight.,Obviously it's still a person who often exudes weakness.,It's so cute to say this kind of reassuring and touching words at the moment.。 Nanase, sometimes you don't notice that in fact, you have quietly changed your personality and become a better you.