I don't know if it was because the moonlight that night was too charming, or if her serious rescue was too moving.

I only felt that one of my eyes had unconsciously moved in her direction.

No matter how much my heart resisted, it didn't help.

I could only keep telling myself that she was not an empress, she was just another person as she said she was.

But I couldn't show it too obviously, so I could only use a very dull way to avoid her eyes.

I think......

She must have seen through everything.

He even secretly laughed at me behind my back.

But it doesn't matter, I think it's a blessing to be by her side like this.

When I returned to the palace that night, I decided not to return to China.

yes, that's child's play.

I've been planning this for a long time, and since she smiled at me, I don't plan to do it.

But......

Many times, many things are invincible to the will of God.

Maybe it's because of my hasty decision that my heavenly father can't stand it.

I stumbled upon a plague that I encountered while traveling around the world, and it was very powerful.

The infection rate is high and the mortality rate is high.

Even though that small country resisted desperately, it was still wiped out by a plague.

I'm not a person who cares about the common people, if she's just an ordinary person, or even if she's just a princess, I can probably take her away at all costs.

But she is indeed the empress of the whole kingdom.

She couldn't walk......

I can't ask her, because if she knew about it, if she had made the decision to stay, she would have died.

And I can't see her die with my own eyes.

I made her a table of dishes and drugged her dishes.

This plan was originally part of the process I used to restore the country, and at that time, I didn't decide to take the drug, but to kill her directly.

Although her medical skills are far above mine, her martial arts are not necessarily above me, and if she uses the method of sneak attack, it is still very likely to succeed.

However, before that, I had decided to give up on returning to China and drugged her food, just so that she could get a good night's sleep.

I will take her south while she is unconscious.

I thought I was famous for doing all this.

I thought that I could actually give myself an explanation in my heart.

I thought I wouldn't feel heartache or sadness.

But all of this is just what I thought.

When she asked me in a crying tone if I ever liked her, I really wanted to turn around and hug her directly.

And then tell her in her ear that I like her, I like her, I like her......

Even if she used to be the person Xu Su liked, I couldn't control my heart and wanted to like her crazily......

But I can't, because I want her to live well......

A long, long time later, I asked myself if I would have made such a choice if I had known the ending.

The answer is no.

If I had known, she would have come to me desperately.

If I had known, she never cared about the throne, and she didn't have the world in her heart.

I think I'll take her hand and run away from everything as soon as possible.

In this life, we have paid too much for the so-called throne.

Why not live for yourself once?

It's a pity that there are no ifs in this world.

It seems that I can only hope for the next life......

If there is an afterlife, please let me and she both live for ourselves.