Chapter 31: Come on, hurt each other
Ren Tian slept very lightly, she woke up when she heard the footsteps at the door, she sat up slowly, and saw the person standing at the door, there seemed to be a thousand words in her heart, but she didn't know how to speak.
Ji Heng's lips at the door moved, and he walked in directly, sat on the edge of the bed and said, "Can we not break up." The tone in which he said this could be said to be low, Ren Tian never thought that one day the proud Ji Heng would speak in such an almost pleading tone. She was so sad that she almost hugged him and cried, and then said that she was not good and would never be separated from him. But she didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just looked at him as calmly as she could.
Ji Heng looked at her, the light in his eyes gradually dimmed, and finally, the last bright color also disappeared, the expression in his eyes became extremely unfamiliar, and the next second, he stood up and left Ren Tian's room.
Ren Tian, who was sitting on the bed, heard the sound of the door closing, and was so sad that she almost fainted on the spot, she stood up and chased out without wearing shoes, Ji Heng was already gone. For the first time, Ren Tian felt the pain of personally hurting the people closest to her, like a thousand arrows piercing her heart, and she fell to the floor crying.
A few days before they broke up, Ren Tian couldn't help but pay attention to Ji Heng's circle of friends and Weibo dynamics, and the first thing he woke up every day was to remember the fact that they had broken up. At this time, if Ji Heng called her, it was estimated that she would give in immediately, and then eat his head grass. But Ji Heng never called or messaged her again, as if she had suddenly disappeared. The calls she receives every day are to buy a house or buy insurance, and the most outrageous thing is that she was asked to go to the draft once, which made her hair all over her body when she heard the phone ring.
"You cannot live if you have done your own iniquity." Ren Tian remembered this sentence when he was running by the Huangpu River. She took out her mobile phone, and threw it into the river.
The day after she threw away her phone, someone knocked on the door of Ren Tian's house.
Ren Tian didn't comb her hair and wash her face, so sloppy opened the door of the house, she had insomnia yesterday, watched American dramas and didn't go to bed until 5 o'clock in the morning, and then she was in a very bad mood when she heard someone disturbing her.
Standing outside the door was Xie Yi, who was wearing Wu Xiaoyou's favorite pink T-shirt, looking like a sunny boy who had just graduated, seeing Ren Tian's bad appearance, he frowned and said, "Are you autistic?" “
Ren Tian combed his hair with his hand and smiled, and said, "It's a holiday, I didn't sleep until late yesterday." ”
Xie Yi said: "Tomorrow I will go to the United States to talk to the e-sports company there about cooperating with AI software, and you remember to help me look at my home computer every day, especially my private server." You're fine right now anyway. ”
Ren Tian: "What's so nice about the computer?" What the? You're going to the United States?。。 Only... Are you alone? She thought to herself that if they went out to talk about software cooperation, Ji Heng would probably go too.
Thank you and said: "There are also a few people under Mr. Wang, as well as Ji Heng." When he said Ji Heng's name, his eyes deliberately looked at Ren Tian.
Ren Tian was worried, but Xie Yi did not continue the topic, and said: "Just take a picture of the computer interface for me every day, and I want to check the operation of the server." ”
Ren Tian said: "Why are you doing so much with these broken computers, can't you install a camera at home?" ”
Xie Yi seemed to be taken aback by her quick thinking, and was stunned and said, "That's not safe, you just need to take a look at it in the next few days." I'll call someone else when you get back to the team, don't be so lazy, let's go get a haircut and get a grooming, you look like a hibernating bear. ”
When Ren Tian returned home and saw herself in the mirror, she was also shocked, she quickly washed all the clothes piled up at home, and then really went to get a haircut.
When the barber asked her what kind of hairstyle she preferred, she thought for a moment and said, "Shorter, just under the ears." ”
The appearance of her short hair made Ren Tian seem to be back to when she first came to the team, and she looked at herself in the mirror and felt that she had to start over. She went to buy a new mobile phone, new clothes, and when she returned home, she no longer stayed up late, went out for a long run every day, and forced herself to turn off the lights and go to bed at eleven o'clock. After a few days like this, maybe it was the dopamine brought by long-distance running, or maybe it was the energy brought by sufficient sleep, and she felt that her vitality began to slowly return to her body.
Every day, Xie Xiang asked her for photos of the computer in the house, and Ren Tian felt that he was like a mother-in-law to the point of obsessive-compulsive disorder, but he still did it. In her heart, she came into contact with Xie Yi, and it seemed that she also indirectly came into contact with Ji Heng, who was now staying by Xie Yi's side. "Maybe he's put me down in his heart." Ren Tian muttered to herself, feeling that she was really rare in the world, but thinking that she would be able to face Wu Bai and her conscience calmly from now on, she felt that she had done the right thing.
Wu Bai's team has a lot of momentum during this time, and he is the MVP of almost every game. Since that day, he and Ren Tian have never sent a message, and the two of them seem to have broken off because of Ren Tian and Ji Heng's breakup. At this point, Ren Tian felt that Wu Bai was really good, and he must have understood that he didn't want to be entangled with him now, so he consciously stayed away, so that everyone could meet in the future.
Finally came to the day of returning to the team, Ren Tian was very nervous, and didn't know how to face the first ex-boyfriend in her life, what made her happy and disappointed was that Ji Heng stayed in the United States at all and didn't come back, but a newcomer named Leng Feng came to the team, which is said to be a newly recruited AD substitute.
"Brother Heng still needs a substitute? Hasn't he always been in great shape? He's not going to leave. It was Xiao K who asked this, he had vaguely guessed some time ago that there seemed to be a problem between Ji Heng and Ren Tian, and when he said this, his eyes kept glancing at Ren Tian.
"The big boss wants him to do something else after this season, and besides, we should have a substitute AD as well. You remember the last time the final was so passive. Coach Wang said.
Ren Tian was in a low mood, she squeezed and released the mouse in her hand, and found that a layer of sweat actually floated on it.
Coach Wang took advantage of everyone's presence to announce an important news, the training camp of the S match will start in a few days, and this time LPL has prepared a training venue for everyone on the edge of Taihu Lake in Wuxi. At that time, Botao and EVE and the F team that qualified for the bubble tournament will gather there to do pre-match training for the S competition, and in addition, the LPL will select the best players and coaches from each team that was not selected to practice together.
Ren Tian heard it in her head, thinking that she and Ji Heng and Wu Bai would have to meet every day for a month at that time, and she felt that the whole person was not good.
Ji Heng returned to the base the day before he was about to go to the training camp, he had obviously lost weight, his hair was cut short, and although he still looked so handsome, his expression was even more cold than before. When he entered the gate of the base, Ren Tian's face was flushed uncontrollably, and his heart was pounding, thinking about how to talk to him later, but Ji Heng's eyes were very flat when they swept over her. is neither enthusiastic nor deliberately cold, exactly the same as the expressions of Xiao K and Meng Feiyang. He greeted everyone briefly, and hurried upstairs.
Ren Tian's heart is like a shell lying on the beach waiting for the sea water to rush up, waiting and waiting, ready to jump into the sea to show his skills, but the sea water rushed for a long time, and the tide receded before he reached the place where he was lying. It seems that she has already raised a shield in her heart, but when it comes, the other party says that she will not hit you at all, and this sense of loss is difficult for her to accept.
In the evening, she went out to run again as usual, and in the rapid running, she slowly forgot the sad feeling she felt when she met Ji Heng today, and the distance she ran was much farther than usual. When she came back, she saw a nanny car parked at the entrance of the base from a distance, but it was not the team's car, and there was a person standing next to the car, looking like an assistant.
Ren Tian slowly approached, and when she was still some distance away from the car, she saw a girl walking out of the base, followed by a familiar figure next to her. It only took a moment for Ren Tian to recognize who it was, and she dodged behind the tree.
The girl's figure was petite and slender, and when she walked under the street lamp, the light hit her face, which was small and beautiful. Ren Tian recognized her immediately, she was the popular star Li Jing'er, Ji Heng walked behind her, with a warm smile on his face, and Ren Tian's heart was sour.
"Ji Heng, thank you for this, or I really don't know who to find to find a way." The girl's voice is clear and soft, which makes people very comfortable to listen to.
"It's okay, when the time comes, you will be a box office hit, just remember that I also have credit." When Ji Heng's voice speaks to someone he is very familiar with, it becomes low and soft, just like now.
"Okay, see you tomorrow, bye-bye." Li Jing'er smiled and waved at Ji Heng, got in the car and left.
Ji Heng didn't go back to the house immediately, he stood under the street lamp, didn't know what he was thinking, and then lit a cigarette and smoked it. White smoke shrouded his face, and Ren Tian, who was standing in the shadows, couldn't see his expression clearly, only remembering that Ji Heng had never smoked in her memory, and she thought about the scene when the two of them said goodbye under the lamp just now, and her mood became very complicated.
Ji Heng finished smoking a cigarette, but still didn't go back to the house, and Ren Tian was already biting mosquitoes on her legs, she was itching uncomfortably, but she didn't dare to stomp her feet or leave. When he was annoyed, his footsteps sounded, and Ji Heng walked towards him.
Ren Tian was so frightened that she didn't move like a quail, but in fact, the place where she was standing was very dark in the night, and if she didn't look carefully, she wouldn't know that there was anyone there, Ji Heng walked in front of her and walked in the direction she had just returned.
Ren Tian's heartbeat slowed down for a long time, and she thought about the conversation between the two just now, what does it mean to see you tomorrow? Will Li Jing'er come again tomorrow? She walked back to the base in despair, took a shower and never wanted to go downstairs again, so she searched for information about Li Jing'er on the Internet. It turns out that she is also a Shanghainese, very young, and debuted very early, she filmed an online drama last year and became popular, from her debut to the present, her rumored boyfriends are well-known several, but now it is said that she is still single. "It seems that Ji Heng is her next rumored boyfriend." Thinking so, Ren Tian actually fell asleep on the bed with the computer in his arms.
At breakfast the next day, Meng Feiyang quietly pulled her aside and said, "Xiaotian, a female star came to Ji Shuai yesterday, Xiao K, they all said that you broke up, what happened to the two of you?" ”
Ren Tian sighed, and touched Meng Feiyang's head in an old-fashioned manner: "Feiyang, you children don't care about these adults." ”
Meng Feiyang said angrily: "I am one year younger than you... ”
At this time, Ji Heng's cough came from the dining table, Meng Feiyang was frightened, Ren Tian unconsciously withdrew his hand on Meng Feiyang's head, and said, "You don't care about us, focus on preparing for the game, ok?" ”
Meng Feiyang nodded hesitantly, after Ren Tian saw him leave, he sighed in his heart and thought, this matter is really known to the whole team.
The training base adjacent to Taihu Lake has beautiful scenery, and the teams who come to the training camp live in several small villas by the lake. Team EVE was the first of several teams to arrive, and the most outrageous thing is that the female star Li Jing'er also came, and the manager said that she would stay here for a few days to experience the life of a professional esports team and prepare for the upcoming TV series about e-sports.
Ren Tian watched Ji Heng take her into the training room and tell her in detail about the training process and the daily life of the players, his heart was sour and bitter, as if he was drinking concentrated lemon juice.
"This girl is the only female player in the LPL now." Li Jing'er's voice remembered behind Ren Tian, Ren Tian was very unhappy, but he managed the expression on his face, waiting for Ji Heng to introduce him to her.
"Well, but boys and girls are all ordinary members of our team, and the team will not be treated specially." Ji Heng said lightly.
Li Jing'er seemed to want to ask, but he led her to another place.
"Men are really big pigs' trotters." Ren Tian scolded angrily in his heart, and his subordinates did not hesitate to stab the hero who was on the opposite line with her several times.
After Team F came to the base in the afternoon, Junjie was the first to patronize the small villa belonging to EVE, and after chatting with Xiao K there for a while, he ran to Ren Tian's side and said, "Sister Xiaotian, do you want to go to our side to have a look." After speaking, he smiled at Ren Tian, and those eyes seemed to say, "Come on, Wu Bai wants to see you." ”
Ren Tian reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth: "Is there a difference between the two sides?" It's not all the same. ”
Junjie said: "People are different, let's go." As she was talking, Li Jing'er came out of nowhere and said, "Then can you take me over to have a look, the first mid-laner." ”
Ren Tian and Junjie were stunned, Junjie came back to his senses after a second, showed a big bright smile and said, "Jing'er is coming, of course it's welcome." You can move to us if you want. "It seems that the two should have known each other before, but entertainment and e-sports are originally a family, and it is not surprising that the two know each other.
"I'll go check it out, too." Ji Heng's voice came from behind Li Jing'er, his face with a cold smile, staring straight into Junjie's eyes.
Ren Tian thought to himself, you really don't worry about Li Jing'er following Junjie, but as for it. She saw that Junjie's smile seemed to be about to freeze, and hurriedly said, "Why don't you take them there, I'll come over by myself later." ”
After saying this, Ren Tian felt that there seemed to be a cold light shooting towards her from Ji Heng's side, she raised her head in astonishment and looked at it, Ji Heng's eyes were still looking at Junjie calmly, and Li Jing'er was smiling sweetly at herself.
Junjie stared at her with an embarrassed smile on his face, his eyebrows and eyes were full of drama, he dragged Ren Tian's arm without smiling, and his voice was so suppressed that only the two of them could hear it, and said, "Don't go now, I'll call Wu Bai to come to you later." ”
Ren Tian looked at him in surprise, and wanted to swear, her speechless expression gradually formed an upward arc at the corner of her mouth, and said, "Then let's go now." ”
The four of them walked on the path in the base with their own ghosts, Junjie and Ren Tian walked in front, and the other two fell behind, Ren Tian listened to Junjie making all kinds of jokes next to her, and her heart was miserable, she felt that there seemed to be a thorn in her back that kept poking herself, and she couldn't even laugh at a fake smile.
The small villa of the F team is really the same as EVE's, when I saw Junjie walking into the house with Ren Tian, several big boys playing with their mobile phones by the sofa were taken aback, especially Wu Bai, it seems that Junjie should not have passed his anger with him about his visit, his eyes were very complicated and turned between the two, and the somewhat burning gaze fell straight on Ren Tian's face. But the next moment, Li Jing'er, who followed behind, made everyone else in the room scream.
"Wow, Lady Jing." Team F's support eyes glowed with a golden glow like Monkey King, almost flashing from the sofa.
Wu Bai didn't pay much attention to Li Jing'er, but glanced at Ji Heng deeply. The moment the two looked at each other, a small nuclear explosion seemed to have occurred in Ren Tian's heart. Her nervous tongue was knotted, and the ghost said to Wu Bai: "I... Let's go out for a walk. ”
When the two walked out of the door, Ji Heng didn't look at them, his eyes were only staring at Li Jing'er who was held by the stars in the room. Ren Tian is used to it now, the heart is like a vein that has been pricked several times by the infusion, and there is already an early warning of this pain, so it is only a slight tingling, and at this moment of pain, she and Wu Bai walked out with the door.