The picture is the wet and cold of a rainy night.

With a kind of coldness that seems to sink into the bone marrow.

It is the loneliness that Bian Jin has been alone in the mountains for so many years, and has long been precipitated in his heart.

This kind of loneliness has been brewed for a long time, and it has become poisonous.

Bian Jin stood alone in the bedroom, lighting a candle, completely unwelcoming, and his room even looked a bit like a haunted house.

People are closest to death when they are close to it.

And when people are afraid to the extreme, they will appreciate fear.

In such a place where the window is not opened and even a little suffocating, the milk smell on Bian Jin's body and the milk taste on Yaoyao's body blend together, and he can't feel sweet.

Bian Jin looked at the painting, as if his heart was full of coolness.

He didn't want the young lady to see it.

But the young lady still saw it.

There is no color in his world.

Everything about him is lovely, everything is pretended......

Pretending to be very well-behaved.

It's very cute.

Bian Jin's fragile heart seemed to collapse.

He felt like he had a castle inside of him.

When he was in a good mood, the castle was complete, and he felt that he could dominate the world, and he could withstand the wind and rain outside.

But when he was afraid, when he was alone, the castle began to leak.

No matter how he tried to block the wall, no matter where he stayed, the cold rain could fall on him.

Right now.

He felt the castle inside him begin to crumble.

It's just a moment......

The inner world seems to have collapsed.

The black mist outside the castle spread in, and the mist took the shape of a monster.

His past nightmares were hidden inside, and he let out strange screams.

Bian Jin subconsciously covered his ears, his eyes were straight, and he kept shaking his head.

All the while, he disguised himself.

But in the face of what he wants, he is like a humble pet, and even wants to wag his tail and ask for mercy.

In fact, didn't Bian Jin ask his parents if they wanted love?

...... to be lived

So he hates his parents now.

Not only hatred, but also a kind of shame.

When you see them, you will think of how cold they were to yourself at that time, but he will cry, and he will also talk.

"Dad, I'm Bian Jin, don't you go......"

His mother questioned him.

"Bian Jin, if I give birth to a younger brother for you, will you take care of your younger brother? If you don't take care of your brother, then we'll throw you out. ”

Bian Jin cried and knelt and grabbed the corner of his mother's clothes, thinking that he would be able to use his mother's love if he was good.

He cried.

"I'll take care of my brother, I'll take care of my brother."

"Can you wash your brother's diaper over there? Do you know how to cook? Can you do it? ”

Bian Jin cried in a panic.

He had nothing left, so he prayed for a little affection.

Even if it was a charity, he accepted it.

Is it that as long as he is well-behaved, is he obedient, is he able to do anything, will he not be abandoned?

He hugged his mother's trouser leg and cried.

"I can do it! I know how to cook! I can wash my brother's diaper! Mom, I can do it! You don't throw me away...... I can do it, I can learn ......"

Bian Jin remembers that he was crying at that time.

He knew he was humble, and he shouldn't be.

But he really wanted that little bit of love, as if ...... There are people in this world who care about him, there are people who will not abandon him, and there are people who will look at him.

In this world, there is still a little temperature.

However, he was kicked away.

Bian Jin trembled......

Tong Yaoyao looked at Bian Jin like this, pursed her mouth, pulled a small stool from the side, stood on the stool, and held him in her arms.

Bian Jin trembled in her arms.

However, he is also a child who does not cry.