Chapter 67: The Past Is Like Smoke
Bai Aoxue cautiously looked out the window, only to see a tall figure, surprisingly weak under the bright moonlight.
He held the window with one hand, and the person leaned against the relief woodcut windowsill, and his eyes, which were originally scarlet and bloodthirsty, were now as deep as a lake.
Bai Aoxue forcibly endured the overwhelming coming, as if she wanted to devour her pain, and looked at Jun Dire as if nothing had happened, and asked, "What are you doing here?" Jun Wuxian noticed that you were not there, do you know the consequences?!"
Although Bai Aoxue tried her best to endure it, her tone was a little uneven because of the pain.
Jun Dire on the window, looking at Bai Aoxue, who pretended to be calm and endured the pain, actually had an urge to hug her into her arms.
The impulse came so fast that before his head could react, his body acted first.
Jun Dire jumped lightly, as if there was a transparent arch bridge between him and Bai Aoxue, stepped in the void, and quickly came to Bai Aoxue's side.
Before Bai Aoxue could react, he hugged the petite Bai Aoxue into his arms.
I don't know why, he looked at Bai Aoxue's little curled up in the corner of the bed, just such a look, it made him lose his mind, he only felt that such a petite person had to cherish her.
Only by hugging her into his arms will the fear in his heart that Bai Aoxue will leave at any time will dissipate.
Jun Dire hugged Bai Aoxue tightly, as if she was afraid that Bai Aoxue would disappear, feeling her body stiffen for a moment, feeling her tremble from pain.
In his chest, there was unprecedented peace of mind and satisfaction, and he knew that these stability and satisfaction came from the person in his arms.
But Bai Aoxue was stunned because of Jun Dire's series of actions, she didn't expect Jun Dire to be so surprised...
It cannot be denied that she is attached to this embrace that can make her feel warm, and even such a bone-chilling pain is not so important in this embrace.
Such a warm searing seeped into the bone marrow, and I didn't want to leave and didn't want to leave.
Bai Aoxue let herself lean against Jun Dire's chest, feeling the strength of Jun Dire holding her tight, feeling the powerful heartbeat of Jun Dire.
"Knock, knock, knock..." A sound sounded in his ears, endlessly like the life of Jun Dire, this was the first time that Bai Aoxue felt life so closely.
Listening to this heartbeat, she felt relieved, Bai Aoxue slowly closed her eyes, feeling this moment of tranquility.
Jun Dire looked at Bai Aoxue who was so obedient, and smiled, but he didn't forget Bai Aoxue's trembling.
"Ah Xue, just eat this, just eat it. Jun Dire put a milky white pill on Bai Aoxue's lips, waiting for Bai Aoxue to open his mouth.
Bai Aoxue knew what it was when she smelled it, and shook her head lightly and said, "Why didn't you eat it?" ”
Jun Dire listened to Bai Aoxue's words, and said with a faint smile: "I want to wait for you to detoxify me, so I don't want to eat it." ”
Bai Aoxue heard this, knowing that Jun Dire was saying this for the sake of letting her eat it, and her heart was both uncomfortable and happy.
"The poison in your body is chaotic enough, and now any little poison will kill you!" Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Dire seriously.
Jun Dire looked at Bai Aoxue's serious appearance, and said with a smile: "My life is hard, don't worry about me, you have to be healthy to detoxify me." ”
"You—" Bai Aoxue opened her mouth to speak, but Jun Dire was one step ahead of her and stuffed the pill into her mouth.
The melt-in-your-mouth pill made Bai Aoxue unable to spit it out if she wanted to, and glared at Jun Dire with resentment.
"Jun Dire, if I don't save you, then this pill won't be a loss for me. Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Dire teasingly.
Jun Dire listened to Bai Aoxue's words, and said with a faint smile: "Even so, I still don't want you to suffer. ”
Bai Aoxue, who was originally a little angry, was stunned when she heard Jun Dire's words, she was very special to Jun Dire, she knew that Jun Dire always had a way, leading her step by step, into the trap he had prepared for her.
And she seemed willing. Jun Dire treated her like this, she was afraid that she would no longer be able to strengthen the belief in her heart, she was afraid that she, who was originally fearless, would have weaknesses and flaws.
Thinking of this, Bai Aoxue held on to her weak body and wanted to struggle to leave Jun Dire's embrace, but Jun Dire seemed to know, and hugged Bai Aoxue even harder, preventing Bai Aoxue from leaving.
And Bai Aoxue was originally weak because of the pain, but now that Jun Dire hugged her so strongly, she also knew that Jun Dire would not allow her to leave.
Jun Dire looked at Bai Aoxue who wanted to escape, reached out and touched her head and said, "Ah Xue, don't move." I'll tell you stories. ”
Bai Aoxue listened to Jun Dire's words, rolled her eyes indecently, but did not struggle anymore, obediently snuggled in Jun Dire's arms, waiting for Jun Dire's story.
Jun Nightmare saw that Bai Aoxue was so well-behaved, and his originally gloomy state of mind was much clearer, this time, he wouldn't hurt her again!
"In fact, the poison on my body was given to me by my mother, who was originally a child of the Jianghu sect, but because of my father's private visit, I met my father, and I fell in love with my father, and my mother happened to look similar to my father's beloved woman, so my father took my mother back to the palace. Jun Dire seemed to be really telling a story, watching Bai Aoxue tell a story.
"At the beginning, as everyone thought, my father spoiled my mother, and then my mother was pregnant with me, and my father loved my mother even more, I was born in the expectation of my mother, and my mother loved me very much, but then maybe my father saw it through, and he became more and more indifferent to his mother, and my mother hit me with the idea in order to win my father's love. ”
When Jun Dire said these words, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Dire silently, but felt that he must have been heartbroken at that time.
Although she has no parents to love and no family, she has not experienced the suffering of Jun Dire, and she is used as a bargaining chip to exchange love by her loving mother.
hurt him like this, maybe he didn't understand it when he was young, but as he grew up, how could he not understand.
Jun Dire looked at Bai Aoxue's worried gaze, hooked his lips and smiled, "I'm fine." ”
"If you don't go crazy, just keep talking. Bai Aoxue said teasingly, hoping to ease the atmosphere.
"The mother concubine is a master of using poison, feeding me all kinds of toxins, although those toxins will not attack quickly, but will slowly corrode my body, I am getting thinner and weaker, and the mother concubine sent someone to tell her father and queen, the father did not take any action, but became more and more indifferent to the mother, and the mother went crazy about it. Jun Dire recalled that past, although sad, because of the white Aoxue in his arms, he was able to sober up.
"Later, when my mother saw that this trick did not work, she transferred the resentment in her heart to me, she thought that I should not come to this world, because of my arrival, my father no longer loved her, and my mother sent me out of the palace and went to the Jianghu sect where she had stayed, when I was thirteen years old. Jun Dire held Bai Aoxue's hand, with a slight force, revealing his mood at this time.
Bai Aoxue felt Jun Dire's emotions, put down and raised his hand, and finally put his hand on Jun Dire's palm.
Jun Dire felt Bai Aoxue's cold palm, clinging to his palm, and the originally fluctuating emotions gradually calmed down.
"I lived in that sect for two years, but it was the two years that I will never forget, during those two years I practiced martial arts desperately, gritted my teeth and survived, and the people who insisted on my survival at that time were the people of that sect!"
"Two years later, my mother took me back, and the sect was destroyed overnight. The day after I returned to the palace, my mother loved me as much as she had been a child, but she didn't think it was a precursor to her dragging me into hell. Jun Nightmare said that the cloud was light and light, but Nalan Youhong, who had been beside him, was a little excited.
Bai Aoxue looked at Nalan Youhong suspiciously: "What's wrong?"
Nalan Youhong shook his head slowly and did not speak.
Jun Dire knew Nalan Youhong's thoughts, but he still wanted to tell Bai Aoxue that this time with Bai Aoxue in his arms, he could feel the irritability and fluctuating emotions, and he could be as still as water.
"That day, I ate the pastries made for me by my mother and fell into a coma, I woke up, and when I looked, there was only an ocean of fire, covering the sky and the sun, and only the light blue skirt of the mother was flying, in fact, I knew at that time that the mother finally lost her father, and she decided to use death to make her father regret it, and I, a person who should not have come to the world, should also follow her and leave, so that everything can return to the original point. ”
Listening to Jun Dire's low and intoxicating voice, Bai Aoxue knew that Jun Dire was actually trying to endure it.
"That day, the fire of the Ziyuan Hall soared into the sky, I was the first person to arrive at the scene, we vaguely saw the dancing figure from the firelight, I rushed into the fire in order to save the nightmare, desperately rushed into the sea of fire, I saw the concubine Niangniang with a sharp knife, fiercely inserted into the heart of the nightmare, when I pulled the nightmare out of the fire, the blood on the nightmare body was like a winding stream, how many people's eyes were red. This time it was Nalan Youhong, who had been silent, who spoke.
That memory was something he didn't want to face in his life, he didn't know how Concubine Xuan was so ruthless and killed her own flesh and blood, but Jun Dire's boundless eyes were extremely desolate.
Bai Aoxue listened to Nalan Youhong's answer, she didn't expect that Concubine Xuan's ending would be like this, and she didn't expect that in the end, she even died, and she felt that Jun Dire should not come to this world!
Such a woman is not worthy of being a mother at all!
"Later, I survived, but unfortunately disfigured because of the fire, my father loved me a lot, but I was hated and scrupled by all parties, so the assassination continued, in fact, it was just my father's plan, he originally wanted Jun Wuxian to sit on the throne, but he was afraid that he would be exposed for a while, and Jun Wuxian was assassinated, so I became Jun Wuxi's stand-in, and Jun Wuxian was able to ascend the throne safely. Jun Dire continued Nalan Youhong's words.
Bai Aoxue listened to Jun Dire's memories, and only felt a heart-wrenching pain, if Jun Dire's mother was still alive, maybe she would give the woman a ride first.
All of the things that Jun Dire has suffered are because of her ridiculous love!
Bai Aoxue also knew in his heart that it was no wonder that when Jun Dire saw the sculpture, he had monstrous hatred and endless sadness, when he was young, he didn't have a love for his mother, but he wiped out his attachment in the cruel treatment of Concubine Xuan again and again.