Chapter 150: Who Cares
Now the trend of premarital cohabitation is rampant, Qin Guanglin even had classmates get pregnant and have abortions when he was in college, but he himself is still very traditional, and he never thought about sleeping before marriage when they were first together.
Regarding the matter of getting on the bus first and then buying a ticket, he has always been unsupportive and unopposed before falling in love.
Qin Guanglin doesn't care what others do, he will definitely keep it until he gets married.
But now, he was shaken.
Two adults, staying together every day.
In the morning, it is natural to go in and out of the room when she is not awake, and at night when she sleeps, turn off the lights and lock the door.
On weekends, the two of them hugged each other and stayed in bed for a day.
We've even slept together for several nights before......
Sooner or later, he was extremely sure of this, even if he got married now.
Since marriage is a matter of time......
"We really can't ......?" Qin Guanglin hugged him a little bit and was a little nervous.
He wanted to be a little more intimate.
Why don't you look up and see his eyes, your heartbeat can't help but pound faster, and the words you were about to say were held in your mouth without making a sound.
After being silent for a moment, she saw Qin Guanglin bow her head and kiss him, and then she reached out to his forehead, "Do you really think so?" ”
"Is that okay?" Qin Guanglin looked into her eyes and looked at her.
“……”
He pursed his lips and sat up suddenly, "I can help you ......"
"No, forget it." He reached out to stop him, took her back into his arms, and sighed, "I just want to be closer to you." ”
Since she doesn't want to, forget it.
"You ......"
Why didn't he stop talking, watching him struggle for a moment, exhaling a breath, lying in his arms quietly without making a sound.
No way to be 100% safe.
"Let's watch a movie." Qin Guanglin kissed her on the forehead, "When we get married, you won't be able to run if you want to." ”
“…… I'm sorry. ”
"Why are you sorry?" He was a little surprised, and hugged him tightly, "It's nothing...... I was just impulsive. ”
Of course, this kind of thing is two people, you and I are willing, it is best to come naturally, Qin Guanglin doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with refusing when he doesn't want to.
After all, the most important thing for girls can't be lost so casually, he understands it very well.
It's just a bit of a disappointment.
Why didn't you speak, watching the movie and not knowing what you were thinking.
"Don't you care, I just saw the movie and suddenly ...... Actually, it's nothing, you don't want to be normal, although the curtains are drawn in broad daylight, but it's not appropriate. Qin Guanglin felt that his mood was not high, so he leaned in her ear and whispered comfort, "It's me who is wrong......
"Let's watch a movie." Why don't you turn your head and kiss him, "Don't say it." ”
“……”
Eh, a little surprised.
Looking at the flood on the computer screen, the atmosphere that should have been tense suddenly became relaxed, although Qin Guanglin's eyes were staring at the screen, his mind was not on it at all.
"Listen, Rose, you're going to get out of danger, you're going to live, have a lot of children, and watch them grow up. You're going to live in peace, in a warm bed, not here, not tonight, not like that, you know?"
Immersed in the icy water, with his arms propped up on the plank, Jack spoke to Rose weakly, cheering her on, trying to arouse her desire to survive.
"Is this love?"
"Yes, that's love." Why don't you touch the back of his hand through your clothes, "Is it touching?" ”
"It's a little touching, but not to the point of being moved to cry, those comments are too exaggerated." Qin Guanglin shook his head.
"Yes, they still have time to say goodbye, and many people don't even have a chance to say goodbye, and suddenly it's gone."
Why don't you look at the countless corpses in the sea water on the screen and sigh a little, "Just like these people, most of them have become cold corpses without even having a chance to talk to their relatives, the two of them have only known each other for a few days, compared to these people, these people feel more sympathetic." ”
"It's normal, who cares about the life or death of ordinary people?"
"Their loved ones will care."
"Okay."
Before the movie ended, Rose's memories ended, and she turned back into the wrinkled old lady, who slipped out of the room alone in the middle of the night, climbed onto the railing next to the boat, looked at the priceless Heart of the Ocean, and then opened her hand easily, and the Heart of the Ocean slowly sank to the bottom of the sea like the beautiful love in the past.
Qin Guanglin looked at the end of the film and sighed, "This ending is a little more touching than the previous one." ”
In his opinion, this scene was more touching than the scene on the deck.
"Huh?"
"She's obviously alive for that promise, or she'd probably been dead when she's on the board, with Jack."
Qin Guanglin lay flat and moved his palms, relieved with satisfaction, this movie is not lost, "The living are always more tired than the dead, and when she is dead, she doesn't know anything, she still has to live in painful memories for decades, and she was relieved when she finally threw the gem." ”
Why didn't he close his eyes and didn't speak, and after a long time, Qin Guanglin almost thought she was asleep, so he said, "Kiss me." ”
As soon as Qin Guanglin stood up, she had already leaned back and leaned over, hugging him and rolling around.
"Don't ...... Tap. Qin Guanglin was taken aback, for fear that his mouth would swell again.
"I love you." She raised her head and looked at Qin Guanglin and said, without waiting for Qin Guanglin to respond, she leaned in again.
Qin Guanglin was a little stunned, he didn't know what was going on, and he was suddenly startled until his shirt was removed, and he couldn't help but say, "You ......"
Why didn't she snort lightly and looked at him blankly, the two were quiet for a moment, she took a deep breath and turned around and got out of bed and ran out.
"I'll go to the bathroom."
“……”
Qin Guanglin looked down at the broken line on his short sleeve next to him, and then looked at the bedroom door, still a little confused.
What just happened?
After sitting for a while and couldn't figure it out, he picked up his short sleeves and put them on, straightened his clothes, and suddenly stopped moving.
There was an extra dark mark the size of a coin on the trouser leg.
……
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Why don't you come back when you come back, the flush on your face has not completely subsided, and seeing that Qin Guanglin's eyes are wrong, you can't help but feel a little embarrassed.
"It's nothing...... Qin Guanglin lifted the corner of the quilt casually, "Come in and hug it." ”
This matter cannot be debunked, otherwise it will definitely kill someone.
He didn't want to die young.
"Just ......" why not nest in the quilt and be held by him to speak.
"Were you moved by the movie just now?"
"Well, I was moved by the movie." She nodded, thought for a moment and asked, "Do you think the female protagonist is more pitiful than the dead male protagonist?" ”
"Don't you think so?"
Qin Guanglin took it for granted, "For decades, it's uncomfortable when I think about it, how can I boil it?" ”
"I don't think so."
"And what do you think?"
"The dead have no choice, and the living have one chance to choose freely." Why don't you raise your face and say seriously.
"To live or to die, she can choose for herself after the event, but the other person has no other choice under the circumstances."
"It's equivalent to Jack using his life to give Rose a chance to choose."