"I didn't..."

"You have it!" Lu Hanting directly interrupted her words, "Xia Xiwan, you are too selfish and cruel, let me ask you, why did you send Yiyi to my side, don't you want Yiyi to want me, you abandoned our father and son outside your world, you only raised Pippi and the stars, and didn't even let me know their existence, in a blink of an eye, the eyelids and stars are so big, the time is so fast that I haven't watched them grow up little by little, and you are also to Yiyi, three years, how many days, days and months, he is also a piece of meat that fell off your body, You never came back! ”

Lu Hanting sat up, his slender chest rose and fell, and his narrow eyes were quickly covered with a layer of blood-red pain.

Time is really the most hurtful thing, three years ago on the bank of the Forbidden River, she stabbed him in the heart, and then took Su Xi away, completely turning her back on him and discarding him.

At that time, he watched her and Suxi disappear to the end of the world, disappearing into his life, and he naively thought that it should have hurt to the extreme.

But, no.

In the next three years, how many days, months, months, and months, when he stood alone on the street, the little Lu Chenyi, who was only a few months old in his arms, babbled and called "Mom" for the first time, when he began to wander among different women looking for her shadow, he found that she only stabbed him on the bank of the forbidden river, and in the next three years, the knife was rotting little by little, rotting so that he was full of holes and unrecognizable.

Looking at his painful appearance, Xia Xiwan sat up with her, her clear pupils quickly turned red, and she wanted to explain, "Lu Hanting, listen to me, I'll be in those three years..."

"What other rhetoric are you trying to trick me?" Lu Hanting directly interrupted her words, he rudely ripped open the shirt on his body, and pointed to the scar on his heart, "Xia Xiwan, you can see clearly, here is where you stabbed down, you know how I survived three years ago, the doctor said that as long as your hand is a few millimeters more accurate, I will have no chance of survival!" ”

"I think I should hate you, it's ridiculous... I had exhausted all my strength to hate you, and when I swore that I wanted to forget you, I began to find that the women around me in the past three years had begun to look more or less like you, and I was looking for your shadow in different women. ”

"Sometimes I'm tired, tired, and lonely, and I've thought about really being with a woman, let her fill your place, and let her take care of Yiyi, I should tell myself that I don't have to be you, but it's a pity that I failed, and my body always can't lift any sexual interest to them."

"As I grew older, I also got to the point where I had a strong blood and a desire to do so. When I was in abundance, those women were not sexually interested, but when you came into my dreams at midnight and I woke up in the heat of the room, and reached down in the darkness of the room to soothe myself, you know how powerless and desperate I was at that time. ”

Saying that, Lu Hanting stretched out his hand, held her moist fragrant shoulder, pinched it hard, pinched it hard, and pinched his palm so much that his muscles jumped, "Xia Xiwan, I have never understood a question, I have always wanted to ask you in person, three years ago... What exactly am I doing wrong? ”

Lu Hanting had always wanted to ask what he had done wrong, and now he finally asked this question.

Although he knew that he had already lost when he asked the question, he once again let go of all his pride and dignity.