The morning sun had just risen, and the golden light was shining through the window onto the bed in the room.

Why don't you turn over lazily, habitually reach out to the person next to the pillow, ready to smell your husband's smell and lie on bed for a while.

I closed my eyes and touched it twice, but I felt empty.

She opened her eyes and froze for a moment, then withdrew her hand in a daze, her body slowly curled up, opened her mouth and bit the corners of the quilt, wrapping herself tightly.

That person is gone......

After a while, the alarm clock rang, and the person on the bed quietly looked at the noisy panda alarm clock, and saw that it was about to stop automatically in three minutes, so he reached out and pressed it.

"Xiaoya, get up." Why don't you pull your slippers and go to the small bedroom next to you and knock on the door, then turn around and go into the bathroom to freshen up.

The person in the mirror was a little haggard, and the dark circles under his eyes were as thick as smoky makeup...... She couldn't help but rub her eyes, and the insomnia was getting worse.

You have to hold on......

"Why hasn't there been any movement yet?!"

With foaming at the mouth, he brushed his teeth and walked out of the bathroom, kicked the door of the small bedroom again, and shouted indistinctly, "I'll be late for a while." ”

Squeak.

The door opened.

"I'm not going to school today."

Little Anya rubbed her eyes and looked up at her, "Mom, you forgot that today is the weekend again." ”

"Oh......"

He was stunned, pulled his slippers back to the bathroom, drank saliva twice and squirted out again, wiped his mouth and returned to the living room, took out two eggs from the refrigerator and went into the kitchen.

"Don't sleep in, I'll take you to grandma's after breakfast."

"Grandma said yesterday that she would come to us in the afternoon." Little Anya slammed the kitchen door, "Mom, can I skip eggs?" ”

"And what do you want to eat?"

"I want fried chicken wings."

"No, you can't." Why don't you turn your head and smile at her, "You can't eat something so greasy in the morning." ”

"What about fried chicken thighs?"

"No, either."

"That ......"

"Only eggs." Why don't you take the egg and knock it on the edge of the pot, and as soon as you break it with both hands, the egg liquid will flow into the pot and turn into a beautiful circle, "You can only eat chicken thighs at night." ”

"Okay then." Little Anya sat back on the couch sullenly and turned on the TV to find out what her favorite cartoon looked like.

"Eat eggs to grow up faster." Why don't you come out with two fried eggs, "One for each person, you wait and I'll give you a hot box of milk." ”

Putting the plate on the table, she turned back to the kitchen.

What was supposed to be a pleasant breakfast time completely changed after one less person, and no one was clamoring for her to squeeze carrot juice anymore.

It's a lot quieter.

After cooking everything for breakfast, watching little Anya obediently finish the omelette, why not take the tableware back to the kitchen, wash it carefully and put it on the cupboard.

It's been a few months, and the furnishings of the house haven't changed in the slightest under her careful maintenance, and everything has remained the same.

I went to the studio next to me to clean up, and it was too easy to clean up without that fool, just sweep the dust, and there were no more messy sketches thrown around, and there was no paint everywhere.

Looks like there's nothing to do again...... The job has been resigned, and the novel has been written worse and worse because of the mood, and it has not been touched for a long time.

Why don't you sit at your desk and be stunned for a while, why do you have nothing to do?

There is a Doraemon little doll on the table, which he spent more than 200 yuan to catch from the crane machine when he was dating, and she was so angry that she jumped to her feet, and she honestly admitted that she didn't want to give up and keep catching it, and stubbornly let her wait on the side to see him catch it.

Pinching Doraemon's belly, she liked this doll that could actually be bought from a stall for only twenty dollars, and that fool, like it, always fulfilled her wishes.

There are thick waste drafts piled up under the doll, which she specially left for Qin Guanglin, every time he looks at the previous waste manuscript after improving his painting skills a lot, it will be easier to see the previous shortcomings, and then learn from experience to improve himself.

Looking through the past one by one, the posture of him sitting in front of the drawing board easily appeared in front of him.

He took her to paint this sunset on a hillside on the outskirts of the city, and he went for several days to see which time was perfect before he began to paint.

The painting of the fisherman hired a boatman on the Luo River and asked the family to go to the middle of the river to fish for two days, which was enough for one day, but it rained a little at that time, and the good painting was wet by the rain, so he had to paint it again.

There is also this Mid-Autumn Festival full moon, in order to tease her, he drew a small figure on the moon, but the ink used was too thick and directly ruined.

Where did you get so much to do before? It's like you can't finish it all day...... Now I'm suddenly idle.

Oh, and one less garbage-maker, of course, there won't be so much to do.

"Mom, this one is so beautiful, I want to be a painter like my father in the future." Little Anya ran in from the outside and stood on tiptoe to look at the painting in her hand.

"Okay, you'll definitely be better than him in the future." Why don't you touch your daughter's head, "Why don't you watch TV?" ”

"I'm hungry." Little Anya touched her stomach.

"Can't you get enough eggs?" She was stunned, when did her daughter's appetite become so big?

"It's time for lunch!" Little Anya reminded her.

“……”

Why don't you turn your head and look at your watch, it's already past twelve o'clock...... But just look at the paintings, why is it already noon?

"What do you want to eat?"

"Fried chicken thighs!"

"You can't eat too much fried, I said I can only eat it at night."

Little Anya bit her finger and thought about it, "That'...... Let's go vegetarian. ”

"It's the same taste as your dad." Why don't you touch her head, "Go write your homework for a while, and then you'll be done." ”

"Hmm."

I got up and went over to open the refrigerator to take a look, it was empty, only a few carrots and eggs left, and I couldn't make lunch.

Go back to the bedroom and take off your home clothes, why not prepare to change your clothes and go out to buy groceries, it's best to buy more back, so you don't have to run out all the time.

When I opened the wardrobe, I saw a bunch of dirty plaid shirts, she complained a lot about him for these plaid shirts, he didn't have any aesthetics at all, he was wearing rustic, but he still felt good about himself.

Tears suddenly fell, why not curl up on the ground and cover your face and cry.

"Mom, why are you crying?" Little Anya ran over on her short legs.

"No, Mom didn't cry." Why don't you stand up and wipe away a handful of tears, and take a coat from the closet and put it on your body, "You stay at home well, mom will come back soon when she goes grocery shopping." ”

The vegetable market is very close, and the shortest road can be reached by just passing two traffic lights, but she hasn't taken that road for a long time, and every time she subconsciously spends ten minutes more than ten minutes going around another road to buy vegetables.

Why don't you stand downstairs in a trance, feeling that everything is so unfamiliar.

After settling down, she decided to take the nearest road, just two traffic lights, what is there to be afraid of.

The music in the roadside shops is so loud that you can hear the male singers even from a distance.

Standing in front of the traffic light, why not listen quietly to the singing in the distance.

"If I had known that day would be our last"

"I'll never waste time talking to you about trivial matters"

"A seemingly accidental but inevitable farewell in life"

"No one is immune"

It seems that her high school table mate and she discussed which season is more suitable for death, what do you say?

Oh yes, the table said it was summer, summer was the best, open the door, the moldy instant noodle bucket was on the table, the flies were buzzing, the host and guests on the TV were chattering, the dim lights, the fan was spinning, a stool, a rope, a corpse with corpse spots and a foul smell.

It's beautiful.

It turns out that death sometimes has such a great temptation, and that scene is like candy that makes it feel sweet just thinking about it, and she can't help but swallow it.

Who would have imagined that a person who had been at home all day would have so much strength, as if she had just pushed her hand and flew out lightly.

"There was a familiar scene"

"At that moment, I suddenly sensed that you were beside me"

The music in the distance came into her ears, why not turn her head to look around blankly, and suddenly a spirit came to her senses, one of her feet had stretched out of the zebra crossing, and quickly retracted it.

There are still old people to support at home, Anya hasn't grown up yet, she has to live.

You have to hold on......

When I returned home after carefully buying vegetables, why not still echo the song just now in my ears.

He should still be by his side, right? I just can't see it.

"Mom, the flowers are blooming." When little Anya saw her coming back, she immediately ran over and called her, "You come and see, it's so beautiful." ”

Flower?

Why don't you put down the food in your hand, follow your daughter to the balcony, and see the red and bright flower at a glance.

After raising it for more than ten years, this is the first time I have seen it bloom.

The fool made a bet with her that the flower wouldn't bloom, and now she won, right?

I crouched down and cautiously looked at the flower, why not think of that legend.

"Can you bring him back? Please. ”

Like a fool, she muttered to herself to a flower.

"I'm really tired."