Chapter 57: Memories of the Rabbit
"It doesn't matter. ”
I was lying on a grass, looking at the sky that was already a little gray, and my heart had long lost the previous intention of winning, maybe for others, I came to the ancient battlefield just for those inheritances and heaven and earth treasures, spiritual treasures, and those for me, but I didn't pay so much attention to them.
I'm a person who is unrestrained, unconcerned, I don't know why I became stronger, I don't know why I became an immortal, instead of tangling with those, it is better to be a bystander on the long road of cultivating immortals.
Strength, just cultivate for a long time, spirit baby medicine, you can get it if you can get it, and if you can't get it, there's no way, right?
To put it nicely, I am Buddha nature, I don't care about everything in front of me, everything is empty, and I look down on my strength.
To put it mildly, I'm just a salted fish with no talent and no fighting spirit, and no direction in my heart.
The rabbit raised his eyes and looked into the distance, a line of the morning sun, sighed, and said: "My family Haohao, I was also like you, I looked at an emotion very seriously, at that time we were about the same age as you, I was also a generation of Tianjiao, no one in my eyes, He was arrogant and arrogant, and Haohao was just a waste who had not even broken through the Cave Heaven Realm several times, for this reason, I had also laughed at him, he still smiled stupidly and said that he would work hard, but I couldn't see it at all, what I saw was just a waste in everyone's eyes. ”
"At that time, I didn't really like Hao Hao, I just wanted to have fun, but I didn't expect Hao Hao to take it seriously, I have been working hard, and even breaking through the Cave Heaven Realm took hundreds of times to break through, and I succeeded in this for a while I also look down on Hao Hao, often make fun of him, often don't take into account his feelings, and quarrel and make trouble, but he is very tolerant of me, every time I come back, I don't explain a lot, he accepts me, I don't think about it, I just want to have fun, the more tolerant he is, the more I look down on him. Gradually, my strength became more and more beautiful and strong, and Hao Hao was just a person in the late stage of the Cave Heaven Realm. ”
Shentu said that there was also a pause here, his eyes were a little gloomy, and he even said with some regret: "Later, I began to dislike Haohao, and even said, even if it is a person who has nothing to do with me, but I have seen a few times that the person who has met is not in a good mood, I am sad, and bluntly said, saying that it is sadder than leaving him, Haohao also smirked, didn't say anything, I thought that he didn't dare to contradict it." ”
"Later, I really left Haohao, I left proudly, I don't want such a weak husband, I can't even care about me, what do I want him to do? Haohao tried to keep me, but I was indifferent, and arrogantly refused, Haohao didn't say anything, just left sadly. ”
Speaking of which, the Divine Rabbit couldn't say any more, and it seemed that the rest was not a very good memory for her.
I was silent for a moment and asked, "What about then?"
"yes, later, I really regretted dying. ”
Tears fell from the smart eyes of the rabbit, and his voice was a little choked: "At that time, I thought that I would be gone without him, anyway, I didn't approach him because of my feelings, what I was looking for was the best man in the world." But it's only been two months, I regret it, the thoughts in my heart burst out, no matter how I lie to myself, I can't forget this person, I can't forget his kindness to me, my favor, I always want to give me the best, I can't forget, his empty eyes, everything is because of me!"
Later, I went to look for him, and he didn't ask me much, he reconciled with me, and he always doted on me, took care of me, and was happy like a child, and I felt guilty with him in my heart, and wanted to grow old with him. But the reality is always so cruel, one day, my people discovered the existence of Hao Hao, and found his special physique, my people issued an order, asking me to kill Hao Hao, take his heart, to let my patriarch break through the shackles, and to please my people's predicament. ”
"It's a painful choice for me, on the one hand, because I have been a member of my clan that I have vowed to protect since I was a child, and on the other hand, because of the other half of my life. Our people have reached a point of dire straits, and there is no room for delay. If I told Hao Hao, then he would definitely be very willing to show his heart, I know him too well, he will definitely be desperate for my good, dare to risk his life to love my person, how can he be afraid of this? This is unfair to him! In fact, I have also tried and asked him, and he replied very firmly, which made me even more hesitant and painful. ”
"But the teachings of the greater heavens in the small clan are too unforgettable, and in the end, I still chose to kill Haohao to save my clansmen. ”
"One night, I came to Hao Hao's room, and with a knife in my hand, I was about to kill Hao Hao, who was asleep, and take his heart, so that my people could be safe. ”
Hearing this, I frowned, this is indeed an extremely difficult choice, but the answer of the rabbit did not surprise me, many times, loyalty and filial piety are indeed difficult, especially those who are of great power and power.
Although, this answer, I am very unhappy.
"Then did you kill him?" It seems that I asked a very idiotic question, if she killed, how could she keep talking about her Haohao?
But the rabbit nodded first, shook his head again, and said: "Yes, I also started, but when I saw the sleeping Haohao, who was still chanting my name, I softened, but it was too late, my knife had fallen, I tried my best to stop it, but I could only let the knife deviate a little, and that one, only one inch, stabbed Haohao's heart." ”
"Hao Hao woke up crying in disbelief and asked me loudly, that was the first time I saw Hao Hao cry. I was also extremely sad in my heart, but the responsibility and burden on my body almost overwhelmed me. That time, I made the most correct decision, but I said the most wrong thing, I wanted to say the original reason, but for some reason, I said something that hurt Haohao's heart. ”
The eyes of the rabbit became more and more dim: "In the end, I fought with the grief-stricken Hao Hao, this battle was the only battle that Hao Hao used all his strength against me, and it was also that battle that I realized that Hao Hao's actual strength was very terrifying, far above me, he just didn't want to show his edge by my side, he gave me the most dazzling position, and he was willing to make a green leaf silently, he really spoiled me to the extreme." In that battle, I lost, Hao Hao's stick almost killed me, I know, Hao Hao deliberately did not kill me, with his strength, it was easy to kill me, he still kept his hand...... The moment I closed my eyes, I still saw Haohao's desperate but somewhat reluctant gaze, at that moment, I knew that I myself would also have a heartache! I would also be sad, I lost not my people, but him, in the clan and his choice, I lost him, and I also crushed his heart. His feelings are too single-minded, and when he dies, he still expects me to come back. ”
Shentu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, shook his little head, patted me on the shoulder and said: "So, love, it's best to meet someone you like, not only to like yourself, but also to like the other party, a person who doesn't even want to tell you by name, do you really like it?
I nodded a little confused, and shook my head again: "I used to like it very much, but now I ...... I don't feel that way anymore, I used to forgive her when she touched my bottom line, telling her not to do that, but she didn't seem to listen, and my heart gradually cooled and I didn't like it. And I, just when I reached her bottom line, she sent her anger, even if I begged for mercy in a low voice, she never came back...... I once made a bet with God, but unfortunately, I lost, so, I think about her again, I don't want to be with her again, it's too tiring, it's too bitter......"
"Isn't that it, since it's pointless, why wait? Forget it, boy, if you want to open some, you will meet good ones in the future, at least I will like you." "The rabbit who was still sad just now comforted me at this time.
I looked at the sky, my eyes were empty and a little sour, as if I was muttering to myself: "It's good to have it, who wants to be a madman who has wandered with me all my life?"
"Yes, as long as you don't meet someone like my mother, you won't be able to bear it!"
The Divine Rabbit bared her teeth, revealing two white front teeth, she seemed to be a lazy waist, and said a little lazily: "Okay, I remember what was unpleasant before, and I'm not happy either, don't you want to learn how to control the power of Shura? Then I'll teach you." ”