Chapter 58: No More Evasion
Girls are naturally much more meticulous about their feelings than boys. This is usually reflected in the fact that they are easy to think too much.
Last time in the mall, Du Zonglin saw a strange girl he didn't know and blurted out that she looked like Shen Yun. The interpretation of this sentence in Lin Wanqing's heart is: The person you think of is her.
You know a lot of girls, and you meet a lot of girls on the street, don't you think they look like others, but like Shen Yun, doesn't this show that you care about her very much, so you will feel like her when you see one?
Those present, except for Du Zonglin and Yu Jun, who have never been in love, may have been a little depressed by this embarrassing scene.
Jiang Wan kept poking Li Peiting's waist behind her back, signaling him to hurry up and find a way to help him get through the difficulty. But Li Peiting could only shake his head at this time, saying that he could not do anything.
It's not that he doesn't want to help, but he really can't help.
As a person who has come before, can he not understand this simple truth? When a girl thinks you're wrong, it's useless to say anything. It is precisely because he understands this principle that he chooses silence is golden.
Lin Wanqing looked at him and smiled bitterly, and her eyes were as bleak as the performance of the hero and heroine when they were deceived by their most beloved in a TV series and movie clip.
"Qingqing ......" Shen Yun wanted to persuade her not to think about it, but in fact it was too late.
"Yuna...... Is it okay if I want to sing it myself......"
When she said this, she was not asking for Shen Yun's consent, but more like a warning. Tell her not to rub salt on her wounds again.
Looking around the room, she counted the number of people in the room, as if she had not made up an even number if she hadn't been herself.
I get it......
I guess it's the superfluous one......
She remembered the last time Du Zonglin sang a few songs of singer Aaron in a row, and thought it was his favorite singer. So, she wants to take this as their beginning, and this is their end, so that this relationship that lives in her heart, which is not emotional, can be said to be emotional, starts and ends.
She ordered a song from Allen's "How Long Is It", and the lyrics of this song are simply a true portrayal of her inner thoughts now:
First love is like a movie
The screen shows you and me meeting
But I only watched half the game
Fear of grief is the end
Didn't wait to express emotions
Sing the songs you love
The traffic lights have turned green
But where are you
How long will it take
Only then can there be a time machine
Can come back to our encounter
How long will it take
can play the piano and write lyrics
I'll finish this preface for you
Now I regret it
But it's too late
If you can next time
I'll say it at the beginning
The phrase "love you".
After singing, Lin Wanqing was full of regret and reluctance. She thought that her relationship, which was not a secret crush, was about to come to an end and end without a problem.
"Qingqing ......" Shen Yun's eyes were full of shame, and she regretted it. I knew that things would develop like this, so what she said, she wouldn't have brought Lin Wanqing here.
Lin Wanqing put down the microphone gently, and the emotions on her face just now were swept away with the end of the song.
She is still like that, even if she is unhappy, she doesn't want others to know, and she doesn't want others to see it.
Then, she walked off the small stage gracefully and slowly and walked towards where Li Peiting was.
"Brother Peiting, I'm a little tired, so I'll go first."
Although Li Peiting wanted to reach out and keep it, he didn't know what kind of identity and what reason he should do it.
But when he looked at Lin Wanqing again, her face was already full of determination at this time, and he knew that it was impossible to keep her again.
"Okay...... Be careful on the road. ”
"Hmm."
Perhaps, such a result can allow both sides to retain decency.
Everyone in the box was silent. In this way, Lin Wanqing was about to leave under the gaze of everyone.
She bypassed Shen Yun and didn't even look at her when she went out.
Since Du Zonglin met her, Lin Wanqing's attitude towards her has become a little complicated.
She couldn't say whether she hated her or not, whether she hated her or not, and she didn't even know whether the other party was her rival in love or an imaginary enemy. Maybe she only knew that if they didn't know each other, she and Du Zonglin might really have a future.
As the box door was pushed open, the noise outside, the clash of cheers, and the singing of the resident band all poured in. The silence of the box also disappeared.
Shen Yun didn't chase after it, because she was afraid that something bad would happen next.
Li Peiting didn't chase after him, because he had no identity and no reason.
Others, Jiang Wan, Liang Xintong and others did not chase after them. At this moment, everyone looked at the same person as if they had discussed it in advance.
If there is one person who should be chased at this time, then I am afraid that there is no second suitable candidate except for Du Zonglin.
"Sixth son, I'm afraid that no one can really help you anymore this time......" Li Peiting looked at him, if Du Zonglin didn't understand it anymore, it really could only mean that there was a fate between them, and they were made to make people.
……
Thankfully, Du Zonglin really understood this time.
Seeing this, he picked up the car keys on the glass coffee table and rushed out the door.
"Hey, what do you say, ......" Jiang Wan wanted to ask Li Peiting whether Du Zonglin could save this situation on the verge of collapse, but halfway through the words, she couldn't bear to continue asking.
But after all, the two have been together for so many years, although these words are only average, but in Li Peiting's heart, she has already guessed what she wants to say.
He smiled and said to Jiang Wan, "Who knows." ”
……
On the other side, Du Zonglin had just chased out of the bar a few steps when he saw Lin Wanqing waiting for a taxi on the street. He rushed forward and asked, "Qingqing, am I ...... What did you do wrong again......"
Fortunately, he remembered it this time, and didn't call her senior sister, otherwise it could really only be described as "adding fuel to the fire".
Lin Wanqing avoided him, said expressionlessly: "No", and then motioned for him to get out of the way and not delay himself in taking a taxi.
"Senior sister, are you angry?" Du Zonglin still didn't give up and blocked in front of her again.
"No, please get out of the way." At this time, she didn't want to say a word to him again.
"Then what's wrong with you, why are you leaving?"
"I told you because I'm tired."
Hearing this, Du Zonglin didn't continue to speak. He took Lin Wanqing's hand and walked in the direction of his car.
"Okay, then I'll take you home." Du Zonglin said.
Lin Wanqing was stunned for a second, and then gave up struggling.
From unlocking the lock to starting the car, from starting to finally reaching the destination, everything happened to the two of them. There was no talking, no eye contact, no physical contact, and even coughing.
One can imagine how difficult it was along the way.
Du Zonglin just drove the car and didn't want it to stop. He didn't know where to go or what to do next, he just drove the car aimlessly, making the scenery outside the window change and never repeat.
drove and drove, and before the two of them knew it, the car drove to the seaside road. The time is exactly at the time of high tide.
"That's it." Du Zonglin thought about it, and on the side of a road with few people, pulled over, turned off the engine, and stopped the car.
Lin Wanqing didn't ask what kind of place this was or why she came here, she just sat quietly in the co-pilot's seat, admiring the starry sky outside the window, listening to the tide surging, and watching the waves crash on the nearby rocky cliffs.
It's all too quiet......
Du Zonglin rolled down the window and wanted to blow the sea breeze. His grandfather's house was nearby, and when he was a child, he was a frequent visitor to this beach. Whenever he is in a bad mood, he always likes to go to the beach alone to play. Listening to the sound of the waves and looking at the passers-by always calmed him again.
To describe a person's generosity, it will always be said that this person's heart is as broad as the sea, and when you dive into the sea, the silence of isolation will make you forget all your troubles for a while.
Du Zonglin and Lin Wanqing both got out of the car, and stood silently beside each other and watched the sea together.
It's already night, and the gusts of sea breeze are getting a little cooler. Seeing that Lin Wanqing was only wearing a black sleeveless long skirt, which was a little thin, he was afraid that she would catch a cold, Du Zonglin went back to the car and took a coat and wanted to put it on her.
After all, she is a girl, and she is at an age when she is easily moved, Du Zonglin's last move completely broke her last psychological defense.
Why, obviously he thinks that he cares more about others, Shen Yun, but he is so good to himself?
Why, can't he really feel me?
Why, did he give me hope when I was about to give up......
Lin Wanqing lowered her head with a gloomy face, she didn't know why the boy in front of her always made her feel like a deer bumping. I had just made up my mind not to think about it again, but after only a few minutes, I changed my mind again.
Why, why do you do this to me......
Grievances, sadness, and loss, Lin Wanqing can't say what kind of emotions occupy all of her now. But no matter what it is, it makes her feel like a knife at this time.
There are too many emotional backlogs that need to be released, too many things to say but haven't said yet, and finally, Lin Wanqing couldn't hold back herself anymore and broke down and cried.
It's not because girls are hypocritical, but really because they pay attention to things that are different from boys.
And Du Zonglin, the big wave next to her, he was still blowing the sea breeze alone, looking at the sea view, until he heard Lin Wanqing's sobs, he found that she was crying.
"No, senior sister, why are you crying, don't cry."
Seeing this scene, Du Zonglin, who couldn't see anyone crying, panicked all of a sudden. He was in a hurry, not knowing what to do or what to say.
He was in a hurry, so anxious that he couldn't comfort.
He was so messy, he didn't know what to do.
Lin Wanqing's crying pear blossoms brought rain, and after a while, he became a lovable tearful man. She dragged her crying voice and trembled slightly, as if she was coquettish: "Why do you always bully me......"