Chapter 845: Despair
"After hearing you say this, I said that I can understand it very much, but I really don't know how to describe it to you, because the truth is a little too complicated, because I really didn't expect you to face such a thing, obviously told you to be careful and careful, I didn't expect you to fall into Miao Miao's mother and fall into a trap, but now it's already a fact, so I don't know how to tell you."
Yuhu immediately said such a thing to me, I heard Yuhu say to me like this, I really feel that I am a waste, so I really feel very ashamed, I don't know how to face it, and I don't dare to tell Miao Miao the news, if I tell Miao Miao, then the consequences will be really unimaginable, because in order to avoid such consequences, so now I have to hide it for the time being.
Thinking about it, my heart felt more and more sad after that, and now I really don't know how to tell you, I just want to pour out my inner emotions to Yuhu, so I'll talk to Yuhu right away.
"Now I don't know how to tell you, anyway, my mood is too complicated, I don't know how to face Miao Miao next, and I don't dare to tell Miao Miao about this, I think I really feel very guilty in my heart now, I think I'm a waste, I can fall into Miao Miao's mother's trap so easily, so I really don't know what I should do."
When Yuhu heard me say this, he also said that he was very able to understand me, and he also knew that I couldn't do anything, so this matter was not voluntary at all, it was just because I accidentally fell into the trap of Miao Miao's mother, but now it is already a fact, so it is no longer useful for Yuhu to say this, so Yuhu did not continue to stay on this matter, because it would only waste his time.
After a while, Yuhu immediately spoke to me, because he can now understand my current situation very well, and it is indeed a dilemma on both sides, so he doesn't want to continue and chooses me, because if he continues to say this, my words will no longer have any meaning, and the most important thing now is to solve the matter in front of him.
"After hearing you say this, I also said that I can understand you very much, but I really don't know how to tell you, because my body is too complicated, so now the two of us should not worry about this matter, I think what you just said is quite right, it is better to hide this matter for the time being, don't tell Miao Miao, this matter is only known to us, so this time I have to solve this matter." Miko replied to me.
After I heard Yuhu say this to me, I felt that what Yuhu said was very reasonable, so at this time I immediately agreed to Yuhu's idea, but then something unexpected suddenly happened, but the two of us didn't know about it, Miao Miao suddenly overheard my conversation with Yuhu outside the room.
When Miao Miao learned the news outside the room, he was really shocked in his heart, but he didn't hear the reason for the matter at all, so he only heard it clearly, I couldn't help but have a relationship with his own mother, this sentence, Miao Miao heard it, and really felt very angry in his heart, but at this time he didn't rush into the room to stop me.
After Miao Miao knew the news now, he was immediately in such despair, because he really didn't expect that since I had promised him before, but I still couldn't do it, and then I had such a relationship with his mother, and he had a relationship with other women, he was already numb, but the object was actually her mother, so Miao Miao really couldn't accept this reality.
Miao Miao really didn't know how she should face it now, so she had to hold back her tears, ran to her room, and lay on the bed, but he was destined to have a sleepless night all night today, so tears soaked her pillow, and she didn't know why she cared about me so much, anyway, he now knew that he was deeply in love with my love and couldn't extricate himself, and now Miao Miao's heart really felt very uncomfortable.
But he has been hiding the lost emotions in his heart for so long, and has not told anyone, because she doesn't want anyone to know what he thinks in his heart, so he has to bear all this silently by himself.
Miao Miao is now living a life of self-depravity every day, but the two of us don't know it, after all, he has a calm face when he faces me and Yuhu, it seems that his acting skills are too awesome, we didn't find anything wrong at all, Miao Miao deliberately pretended to be very calm, as if nothing happened, and he laughed, but these effects are all fake.
But then Miao Miao couldn't help it, and then he was ready to secretly try to commit suicide, because he felt that there was no hope now, and he was very confused in the future, he didn't know how he should go on in the future, and now I have developed like this, so there is no need for Miao Miao to continue.
But now he has to bear it silently alone, and he can only say everything, after all, it has long been a reality, if God wants to treat him like this, what can he do? There is no way to deal with him at all, and now the strength of a person is too insignificant, so he has suppressed the desperate emotions in his heart for so long.
But after all, he is a living human being, he can only withstand so much, if he is a robot without any vitality, then he will be able to withstand any blow from life, but now he is not this kind of robot without any vitality, this is already a reality, so Miao Miao is really in despair, without any courage to live.
Miao Miao became more and more sad after thinking of this, and tears couldn't help soaking his clothes, like beads with broken threads, falling one by one, as if it was pouring rain.
This time, because Miao Miao no longer had any confidence to live, he was ready to try suicide, he took out a knife in the bedside table, and he took the knife in the best period when I was out with Yuhu.
His left hand holding the knife was trembling slightly, because he really didn't expect that he would face such a situation in front of him, and the more he thought about it, the more desperate he became, and he couldn't help it, so he cut directly into his right hand one by one.
The blood flowed immediately, but Miao Miao was already numb to all this in front of him, and he didn't feel any pain at all.