Chapter 193 Chapter 272 The Last Folding Fan
Di Renjie was stunned when he heard Shangguan Wan'er's question. Shangguan Wan'er sincerely talked to him a lot, but he really didn't know how to answer this question. What it was for, his memory was indeed chaotic, and he couldn't remember it. If he knew, he would have told the truth.
Di Renjie frowned, he didn't know how to answer. If he didn't know, this answer would definitely make Shangguan Wan'er sad, but he didn't want to deceive Shangguan Wan'er.
"How... Don't want to say? Do you trust me? Shangguan Wan'er's eyes suddenly revealed a trace of loss.
"I'm sorry, I don't really know what it is, I don't want to talk nonsense." Di Renjie replied in a deep voice. He felt that this answer sounded perfunctory, and Shangguan Wan'er probably wouldn't believe him.
"Also, most of the people who know are dead." Shangguan Wan'er's face was solemn, and the blood on her pale face gradually disappeared, maybe... Di Renjie really didn't know.
"If you want to live, never seek the truth about the East Wind Altar. The Shangguan family, the Lu family, and even the Su family have all suffered because of this, and the power behind them is not something you can compete with. Promise me to give up investigating the Dongfeng Altar and the Cloud Breaking Temple. I want you to live. ”
Shangguan Wan'er's chest was tight, she didn't breathe, she couldn't help coughing a few times, and her mouth was full of blood.
"If you don't find out the truth of the year, you, Su Lie and the Lu family will be wronged forever, and you can't be wronged! I'm sorry, Miss Wan'er, I can't do it! ”
Di Renjie shook his head stubbornly. He will never give up the search for the truth! With so many unjust deaths and so much tragic blood, don't you deserve the truth?
Before Su Lie died, that expectant and sad gaze stung him deeply. If you can't find out the truth and return the Su family to innocence, what face will you have to live in the world.
What's more, the matter of the Dongfeng Altar is also involved in the current matter of the Cloud Breaking Palace, and he can't stay out of it. He hated himself for being blinded and loyal to those he shouldn't have been loyal to.
"Really? It's all this time, don't you want to say something to reassure me? As soon as Shangguan Wan'er's words fell, the blood in her mouth continued to overflow, and she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away the dripping blood. Her arms trembled slightly, and her hands and feet became weaker and weaker, and this ethereal feeling seemed as if she would disappear from this world at any moment.
"Are you okay? Shall I take you to the doctor? A trace of self-reproach flashed in Di Renjie's deep eyes, he saw that Shangguan Wan'er's face was getting worse and worse, and the doctor had not come, so he was also anxious.
"I'm fine." Shangguan Wan'er shook her head gently, but her eyes looked at Di Renjie expectantly. She gritted her teeth and held on, as if she wanted to hear something.
"I'm sorry, I... I don't want to lie to you. I must ask for justice from the royal family for General Su and the unjustly killed Lu family! The honor that belongs to your family must be repaid by a lot! Di Renjie lowered his head when he said this, avoiding Wan'er's gaze.
If it weren't for the unjust case back then, these people would not have ended up today, they have been wronged and humiliated like this, now that he knows about it, he must rehabilitate them. This is the fairness and justice he insists on. Even if the opponent is the empress, he is never afraid of power, what he wants is justice in the world!
Shangguan Wan'er was stunned when she heard this, she blinked, and felt warm in her heart. Di Renjie's stubborn and insistent on justice is not the reason why she likes him. Shangguan Wan'er pursed her lips and smiled slightly.
She felt that the end of her life was near, and that time was running out. She really wanted to take advantage of the little time left to show her heart to Di Renjie. wanted to ask Di Renjie if she liked her, but she was afraid that Di Renjie would lie to her because she was going to die. But what she was more afraid of was that Di Renjie didn't lie to her.
"You said you didn't want to lie to me, then I want to know. In the maple cold forest, did you buy that copper bell bracelet for me? Shangguan Wan'er hesitated for a long time and asked nervously. Her watery eyes flicked back and forth over Di Renjie's face, and she was expecting to hear an affirmative answer.
Di Renjie was silent for a long time, and the moonlight outside the window was exceptionally cool. Shangguan Wan'er felt a chill in her heart, and her toes were cold. Her fingers were also cold, and the large area of sword wounds and blood on her back made her back also cold.
"I think you're terrible, let's go to the doctor first." Di Renjie no longer asked for Shangguan Wan'er's opinion, he used a slight force with both hands, and hugged Shangguan Wan'er's whole person around his chest.
Shangguan Wan'er was shocked, she didn't expect Di Renjie to make such a self-assertion. Her face was slightly red, but her hands unconsciously wrapped around his neck, and her head was slightly on the side, leaning against his chest tightly, as if this was the last tenderness she could ask for.
Di Renjie felt that Feng Lenglin should not deceive Shangguan Wan'er, and at this moment he only prayed that Shangguan Wan'er would be fine. Even if Shangguan Wan'er repeatedly said that she would not go to see the doctor, it was obvious that her situation was getting worse and worse, and he felt that he could not delay it any longer.
Unexpectedly, Di Renjie picked up Shangguan Wan'er and got up before taking a step. I heard Shangguan Wan'er snort in pain, she frowned, and spit out a mouthful of blood in pain. A large pool of warm blood dripped on the floor, blinding and bright red.
"Di Renjie... It's too late. The blood stains on Shangguan Wan'er's lips, like crimson azaleas, stained her white skin and delicate eyebrows red.
"How so! Didn't you say it was okay?! Di Renjie was shocked, and his steps were faster. He was so anxious that his eyes were red, he raised his leg and kicked the door open violently, hugged Shangguan Wan'er tightly, and ran out desperately.
"Ahem.." The blood in Shangguan Wan'er's mouth kept spilling out. I don't know why, when she saw Di Renjie's anxious and panicked look, she suddenly felt a little happy. Since she was a child, no one has ever cared about her life or death and her stay, and this is the first time she has seen someone worried about her, and she smiled.
She felt that the wind was cold, blowing through her ears, cool.
"Di Renjie, the folding fan on my waist is actually yours... You can keep it for me in the future," Shangguan Wan'er suddenly opened her mouth and said, as if she was telling her last wish in her heart.
"Miss Wan'er, you hold on, it'll be fine!" Di Renjie had wind under his feet and ran faster. A yellowish rune flew out from his fingertips, clinging to Shangguan Wan'er's body, as if to protect her heart.
"It's useless... Too late... The spiritual power in my meridians has been exhausted..."Shangguan Wan'er's eyes were slightly open when she said this, and she saw that Di Renjie's face was already blurred.
"How so? You were talking to me in the room just now, and you said it well! When Di Renjie heard this, his head buzzed. What is called the dissipation of spiritual power! The dissipation of a practitioner's spiritual power is the same as the clean flow of blood in the meridians of ordinary people, and at the end of the dissipation, it will turn into ash and disappear.
"I lied to you and deliberately delayed time." Shangguan Wan'er said vaguely.
"Why?!" Di Renjie was shocked and puzzled.
"I want you to feel guilty about me..."Shangguan Wan'er didn't finish speaking, and a mouthful of blood spat out of her mouth.
"If it weren't for you in the Maple Cold Forest, you lied to me... I wouldn't do that.. I..."Shangguan Wan'er's nose was sour, and her voice became choked.
"I... I don't want you to forget me! Her infatuated eyes blinked, and two lines of hot tears rolled down.
"Di Renjie. I want you to remember me... Remember me forever.." She knew that the person Di Renjie liked in her heart was not her, but she was so eager to occupy a place in his heart, even if it was a small corner.
"You fool!" When Di Renjie heard this, his heart was like a heavy mountain. He gritted his teeth and ran desperately fast, as if he ran faster, and if he ran faster, he would be able to save Shangguan Wan'er.
"Dali Temple... The Commanding Envoy... Master Di.. On top, on bottom... Shangguan... Wan'er..."Shangguan Wan'er read softly.
She seemed to have seen the past, and saw that when she stepped into Dali Temple for the first time when she was ordered, she was majestic and high-spirited, with her hands on her waist and her head held high, standing in front of Di Renjie and shouting loudly. And Di Renjie was sitting in front of the desk, and when he heard it, he just slowly put down the writing brush in his hand and raised his eyes to look at her.
The corners of her mouth rose slightly, her eyes closed, tears slid down, and her head leaned heavily into Di Renjie's arms, losing her breath.
"Miss Wan'er?! Wan'er?! Wan'er! Di Renjie chuckled in his heart, he shouted twice in a row, and seeing that the person in his arms had no reaction, his eyes gradually reddened, and he hugged the person in his arms tighter.
Di Renjie never thought that Shangguan Wan'er, who was always against him, would die, and she died in his arms. The unspeakable feeling in his heart, the unbearable grief and the inability to help himself, especially the deep self-blame, made him want to slap himself a few times.
He held Shangguan Wan'er's body in his arms, staggered twice, and fell to the ground. He blamed himself for not deceiving Guan Wan'er in the Fengleng Forest, and borrowed Wan'er's body to save people. He blamed himself for misjudging Shangguan Wan'er's injury and not treating it in the first place, it was all his fault that led to this result!
Di Renjie's eyes were red, this kind of self-blame and guilt was even more sad than killing him. He sat on the ground weakly, staring at Shangguan Wan'er's blood-covered green clothes in despair, and his eyes fell on the folding fan on Wan'er's waist.
He slowly reached out and removed the blood-stained folding fan from his waist. He slowly unfolded the fan surface, and the blank space of the bamboo shadow fan was Shangguan Wan'er's beautiful small seal handwriting, a neat line of poems, arranged just right.
"The mountains have trees and branches, and the heart is happy."
When Di Renjie saw this poem at this moment, he pinched the folding fan tightly with red eyes.