Yuan Fang has been recalling the dream she had shortly after she was pregnant with a child, the moment the cute lucky doll disappeared in the dream, did she already predict today's ending?

She looked at the snow-white ceiling, and smiled bitterly, perhaps, these are the dooms in her life! She shouldn't be calm, it's her who harmed the child's life! It was she who caused the child to leave her, perhaps, she had a conflict with him, after so many things, she had to admit that he was right, they were not suitable to be together.

"Fangfang, do you want to eat some porridge?" Mother Yuan asked softly and gently, she looked at Yuan Fang's blank eyes on the top of the ceiling, and her heart was panicked.

"yes, I haven't eaten for a long time, I have to eat something to get in, and my body can get better quickly!" Father Yuan also stood up and agreed.

Yuan Fang tried hard to focus her eyes on Yuan's mother's face, her eyes were red and swollen like a big walnut, her face was gloomy, and her hair was messy.

Turning his eyes to look at Father Yuan, he who had been combing his hair neatly, was now swaying back and forth, and his eyes were full of red bloodshots.

Sweeping over him standing beside the bed, a look of decay appeared on his well-defined face, and a few fingernail scratches on his face were shocking on his fair face, and a circle of stubble appeared on his chin.

Yuan Fang pursed her lips, and her eyes shed a tear with sourness.

"Child, you can't cry!" Mother Yuan stretched out her hand to wipe away Yuan Fang's tears, and hurriedly instructed: "You have to take care of it, ah?" ”

Yuan Fang rubbed Yuan's mother's hand and nodded.

It's time for her to grow up, and she can't always let her parents worry about these things for her, because she, her parents retired early and left the job directly, because she had too many things, which made them sad and sad.

They never blamed her for anything, and that's what made her sadder. But as their only daughter, what right did she have to be sad?

"Dad, Mom, I want to say a few words to Mr. Ji Chongchuan." She said in a hoarse voice.

Yuan's mother paused, looked up at Yuan's father, and wanted to ask his opinion.

Father Yuan nodded at her.

Mother Yuan tucked the corners of the quilt for her, combed the hair on her forehead, touched the bag on her forehead, and said distressedly: "I'm going to sit outside with your father, you call us for something, and your parents are here." ”

"Hmm!"

Yuan's father took the lead in walking out the door, Yuan's mother looked back at Yuan Fang several times, and she stopped talking, she looked at Ji Chongchuan, sighed, and gently closed the door.

Ji Chongchuan pursed the corners of his mouth and looked at Yuan Fang motionlessly.

Yuan Fang pulled a reluctant smile and said in a dumb voice: "I want to talk to you calmly for a while, okay?" ”

He looked at Yuan Fang's smile, and only felt inexplicably dazzling and uncomfortable.

He closed his bloodshot, sore eyes, nodded, and walked up to her.

She looked at him and said calmly: "I'm sorry I lost something like you, and my child!" ”

Her eyes, which were originally black and white, clear and watery, are now covered with red bloodshots, and there is a kind of decisive beauty of ink painting.

She said so leisurely, like a dagger in his heart, stabbing him so painfully that he staggered, he held on to the railing of the hospital bed, his knuckles were white, forcing himself to keep calm, listening to her, she was sad, she needed to find someone to say it, don't hold it in her heart, the child is gone, he is also sad.

In just a few months, he will welcome their two children, and he plans to marry her and form a family of their own, all of which, with the departure of the children, has fallen into a terrible situation.

"Loving you regardless of the consequences is the bravest thing I have ever done, I have always believed that one day you will have me in your heart, I am waiting, waiting, looking forward to.... Perhaps, I feel it, you have a little bit of a temptation for me now, but that doesn't matter anymore, I, don't! ”

She said she didn't want it! Even if he was attracted to her, she didn't feel important anymore. Killing kills blood, and punishing the heart is even worse! He swallowed his saliva so hard that he felt his breath freeze.

She raised her eyes and looked at the few strands of broken hair on her forehead to keep the tears from falling.

Yuan Fang tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled again: "Actually, I don't have any regrets, I like a man for the first time, I have eaten together, I have held hands, hugged and hugged, kissed and kissed, and the most intimate relationship has also happened, in this life, I should marry you, if you want, meet me well in the next life, remember to take me home!" ”

She paused for a moment, and then said: "Scattering is the norm in life, and you and I are no exception, but there is a little bit of unwillingness, and I have not been able to become your preference." Dear Mr. Ji Chongchuan, I wish you no waves in the years to come, respect me, and no joys and sorrows for the rest of your life! ”

She watched him finish speaking word by word, and tears still slipped to her face unexpectedly: Mom said, you can't cry! She stretched out her unhung hand to wipe her tears, tilted her head, raised her smiling face, and laughed a few times.

"Did you ask me? You sentenced me to death like that? He was dumbfounded, his eyes looked at her without blinking, he really wanted to erase the smile from the corner of her mouth, he knew that she was sad, and he had to force himself to smile, he looked even more painful!

He didn't want to! I don't want to pretend to be her in my heart, and she says that she doesn't want him anymore! He had never tried that his heart could hurt like this! It's him, Zhang Ting shouldn't be allowed to get close to him, it's his fault! He was wrong!

"You know what? A woman's anger and disappointment are two different things, and when she is angry, she will make noise. Disappointment is unfazed but fades away to disappear, you think I'm compromising on the treatment you give me like this, you think I love you, so no matter what happens, I will stay with you, in fact, I am really saying goodbye to you! ”

Farewell?!

He grabbed her shoulder: "You can't! He whispered.

A tear snapped down on her face.

"We're just getting started, don't you like me? I agreed, I agreed, I am with you, we can get married soon and form a family for the two of us....."

He whimpered and cried.

Yuan Fang looked at the man who had always been proud in front of her with a complicated expression, crying like this, and her hand was tightly gripping the quilt.

"I once liked an ancient poem very much: white tea Qinghuan has nothing else to do, I am waiting for the wind and waiting for you; The reality has told me again and again: the bitter wine and the willows are separated now, and there is no wind, no moon and no you. I haven't seen the girl you like carefully, I'm glad I lost to a person who has no real face, and I like you in this relationship, you belong to me alone. That's enough! Really, enough is enough! ”

She smiled at the corners of her mouth and spoke softly, just like she looked like every time she told a story to a child.

"My mother once said that the most unpredictable thing is to meet, and I don't know which glance is the beginning; The most difficult thing to guess is parting, I don't know which side, it will be indefinite! Dear Mr. Ji Chongchuan, thank you for everything you have done for my two children, and now, they have returned to their destiny, you and I, you have nothing to do with them, and you don't need to be sad! It was my fault! From the beginning to the present, it was all my fault. ”

Her smile added a touch of helplessness and bitterness, and she couldn't suppress her heartache: "I shouldn't expect things that shouldn't belong to me, you said, we are not suitable, I didn't listen; My cousin also said that you are not suitable for a girl like me, and I didn't listen; It turned out that it was wise to listen to the words of the elders, and I, after hitting the south wall, understood! ”

She touched her deflated lower abdomen, and tears filled her eyes: "It's a painful realization!" ”

"I beg you, don't do this, okay? It's me who hurt you, and I deserve death! Yuan Fang, I beg you, don't give up on me, okay? He looked at her with red eyes.

"No, I'm tired!" She shook her head slightly.

He closed his eyes: "Is it impossible for us in this life?" ”

She hummed softly: "I decided to give up on you, let you go home, let you go to her, let you love her well, this road is too narrow to accommodate three people, I don't want you to be embarrassed, so, I retreat!" Before I knew you and liked you, you had someone else, no matter what happened to you, I would be sad and jealous, and I couldn't care about anything else, but after having me, you are still entangled with others, even if it is a kiss, I will never be contaminated again! It's like I can take many sips of my favorite drink until it's finished, but if my drink is drunk by someone else, I won't want it. ”

She looked at him and continued, her eyes firm and serious: "Ji Chongchuan, goodbye!" ”

The word goodbye floated out gently, but it was like a mountain pressing on the tip of each other's hearts, they looked at each other's tears, and no one made a sound!

Perhaps, from the moment the blood flows, there will be no room for maneuver.

"I'm going to rest." She gave him one last deep look, goodbye! My first love! Bye!

Yuan Fang closed her eyes and shouted outside the door: "Mom! Mother! ”

The voice is hoarse, and the blood is screaming! Suppress the sour pain in her heart!

Yuan's mother entered in response.

"What's wrong, Fangfang?" Mother Yuan only had Yuan Fang in her heart, and looked at her and asked gently.

Yuan Fang squinted her eyes and smiled: "Mom, please let Mr. Ji leave!" I want to rest. ”

Yuan's mother glanced at Yuan Fang, then at Ji Chongchuan, and asked, "Have you talked?" Decided? ”

Knowing her daughter Mo Ruomu, what is Yuan Fang thinking in her heart, how can she, a mother, not know? She sighed and gave Ji Chongchuan an eviction order: "Fangfang is going to rest!" ”

He clung to the railing: "Impossible? ”

Yuan Fang's eyes widened and nodded.

He looked up and roared, "I see." He looked at her gently: "Rest well, I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”

"Don't come!" She said.

"Why?" He frowned, the look on his face was as stiff as ice, she was sad, he could understand, he was hard to win it, she wouldn't be so ruthless! No, it won't!

"I'm leaving!"

He thought to himself: "Where to go!" ”

She smiled and didn't speak again, she just felt that her heart hurt sullenly, and it was really difficult to forget the person she liked. But the empty lower abdomen had already given her the deepest pain and reminder, and she didn't want to make herself and her family sad anymore.

"I ask you, where are you going?" He stared at her, his eyes bloodshot!

Mother Yuan stretched out her hand to cover Yuan Fang's face and didn't let her look at him again: "Mr. Ji, please leave, we have done our best to you, but what pair of parents can treat you so gently when they encounter these things?" Please remember, be kind! Hurry up! ”

Mother Yuan walked up to him and pushed Ji Chongchuan out of the room hard, slamming the door shut.

He crouched on the ground against the wall, looking at the dried blood in his hands, those were his children, his two children!

Covering his face with his hands, he suppressed his voice, and was overwhelmed with grief!

There is something important, he can't grasp it right now, this sense of powerlessness, despair, roars.