Chapter 116: You're really a bastard
"How's that, are you done? After listening to it, you can leave, and don't come to me for trouble in the future, just go your own way. Huang Xiaobei crossed Erlang's legs and whistled at the starry sky above his head.
Carl gently pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose and said softly: "Senior, thank you for talking to me so much tonight, to be honest, I never thought you would have this kind of life before, but fortunately, you can figure it out, you didn't stay in the past, you can't get out." β
"Do people figure it out slowly, and I haven't seen much in other people's hearts in recent years," Huang Xiaobei sighed: "This is probably the reason why I have become cheerful." β
Speaking of this, Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but sigh tiredly, looking up at the silver starry sky above his head, his eyes full of exhaustion.
"Seriously, the human heart, it's really the scariest thing in the world, I don't want to see other people's hearts in my life, you should be able to understand what I mean, after all, you have a magic eye."
Carl nodded, and sighed in agreement.
"Yes, people's hearts, it's really terrifying."
Carl looked at Huang Xiaobei and smiled slightly, "Senior, you may not know, when I was young, I once used my magic eyes to see the depths of a relative's heart, but I can't forget it in this life." Hehe, this is probably why I don't advocate Qianqian to peek into other people's hearts at will. β
"Because there are some things that really don't fit to be known."
"Is the human heart sinister, oops, the ancients really had great wisdom, and the summary is too incisive and in place."
Carl suddenly turned his gaze to Huang Xiaobei and said with a smile: "Senior, to be honest, I hope you don't get angry, your heart was quite dark before." β
Huang Xiaobei picked his nose and said with an indifferent look, "You said that I am so dark now, I don't object, anyway, if you and Lao Wei die one day, I still won't shed tears." β
Carl smiled, "Probably not, haven't you changed your mind now?" Maybe it will change in the future. β
"The devil knows."
"Huh."
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Karl looked at the empty balcony around him, and there was a hint of tiredness on his face, and for the first time he looked lazy in front of outsiders.
Stretching a lazy waist, the heir of the Bren's family, the future leader of the secret party, laughing anytime and anywhere, but Carl Burren, who was tense all the time, suddenly relaxed himself.
Looking at Huang Xiaobei who was squatting on the ground, Carl said with a smile, but this time the smile on his face was not so sunny and looked a lot more casual.
"Senior, having said all that, should we talk about something interesting? After all, hehe, how to say it, it seems that there are some things that you can never understand if you don't experience them personally, and come to think of it, I used to be naΓ―ve in your eyes, right? β
Huang Xiaobei turned his head to the side and said with a sneer, "It's okay, you're a young man, and after reading two broken books, you start to feel bored with the world, how can a flat-headed person like me really see those so-called boring." But who made you a broad Shaoyou, who made you the future leader of the secret party, which grandson dared to say that you were naΓ―ve, hehe, don't dare, don't dare at all. β
Karl smiled, completely ignoring the sarcasm in Huang Xiaobei's tone.
Because in his mouth, he seems to be a boy who is ignorant of the world and only understands the outside world through books and newspapers.
Hehe, I really want to be that kind of person, but unfortunately, the owner of the MONOCULUS, the heir of the Burren family, doesn't allow me to do that at all.
"Anyway, did you just say that you wanted to talk about something else, or is it interesting? What's the topic? Huang Xiaobei asked with some curiosity.
It's no wonder that Huang Xiaobei is so curious, mainly because Carl is interesting, which inadvertently aroused a little of his association.
After all, if the two men say the word funny, they will associate it in that direction.
"Senior, I'll go down and get something, and I'll be back in a while." Carl didn't answer Huang Xiaobei's question, but walked straight to the small door on the rooftop, to get something.
Huang Xiaobei didn't care too much about it, and nodded, "Is it related to what you're going to say next?" Then you'd better hurry, I'm sleepy now. β
"Okay senior, oh yes......"
At this moment, Karl suddenly stopped.
Under Huang Xiaobei's strange gaze, Carl, who was tall, slowly turned around and looked directly into Huang Xiaobei's eyes with his magic eye.
Carl stretched out his finger and tapped at the open space beside Huang Xiaobei, the expression on his face was a little deep, and he said softly.
"Senior, there's a sentence I want to say."
Huang Xiaobei looked at the open space beside him in a daze, "What words?" β
"You should still be kind to your past self, he is not so unbearable."
"You should accept him."
After speaking, Carl walked straight into the small door, leaving Huang Xiaobei alone staring at the open space beside him in a daze.
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Looking at the blank space beside him, looking at the person next to him who was squatting on the ground like himself, but burying his head in his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, then slowly turned his head and pouted and complained.
"Zhen Nyima is numb, and he is a little nicer to his past self, will he say this kind of chicken soup with meat."
Huang Xiaobei looked at the person beside him again.
"Whoever wants to be good to you, look at your dead look, you don't deserve it."
"Still, you have a little bit of an advantage, right? Although I don't even know what good you used to have, because you've done too many things before, brother. β
Huang Xiaobei let out a big breath and shook his head weakly.
"Forget it, Commissioner Ben has a big belly, I don't have the same knowledge as you, the previous things are like that, let's go over there, and I'll sit for a while."
"What's fun, damn, it's really shining for you with a little sunshine, die far away!"
Looking at the guy next to him who was squatting on the ground and holding his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, and nodded thoughtfully.
"I forgot, you're me, and it's impossible to kill me far away in this life, so just continue to sit next to me."
I still don't look down on him, although he is myself, but I just don't look down on him, you have the ability to beat me.
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Carl threw a can of juice cocktail to Huang Xiaobei far away, Huang Xiaobei barely caught it in a hurry, and after scolding Carl's ancestor in his heart, Huang Xiaobei set his eyes on the cocktail in his hand.
Seeing that what Carl threw to himself was actually a can of wine, Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but be a little stupid, and said, "Didn't you say that you don't drink?" So how..... Also, I'm not a big drinker. β
Carl opened the cocktail, took a slight sip of the blue liquid in the can, and chuckled: "Senior, I never said that I don't drink, I just don't drink often, by the way, senior, this brand of wine is very delicious, just like juice, you can try it." β
Huang Xiaobei opened the cocktail suspiciously, and after taking a sip slightly, Huang Xiaobei gave a thumbs up, it was indeed delicious.
"What do you want to talk to me about? I've told you a lot tonight, haven't I? You know me well enough, don't you? Then I'll make it clear to you. β
Huang Xiaobei put on a businesslike look and said: "The reason why I told you so much tonight is that there is nothing else, first, I was too impulsive yesterday, and I should apologize to you as compensation." β
Huang Xiaobei licked the corners of his mouth, "Second, I also want to find a listener to express what I think, no, it's the bitterness in my heart before, just like you just said, some words are really comfortable to say." β
"As for the three ......," Commissioner Huang said as if he was a big brother sparing his life: "I beg you not to use your spirit on me in the future!" Having said that, I'm just a person who follows the crowd, a person who either waits for death or others to save me in a desperate situation, and there is really nothing worth caring about. β
Seeing that Carl ignored himself, Huang Xiaobei sighed.
"Okay, then I'll make it clearer, I'm talking to you so much tonight, just to hope that you can always see a little more clearly, and don't think of me as someone like you who was born to save the world. I really don't have anything, and I'm not afraid to tell you, no, you can think for yourself, if I really use those things every day, I would be as miserable as I am now. β
Commissioner Huang patted Carl on the shoulder, and said righteously: "So, you'd better treat me as a fart, let it go, and then, I'll sweep my ground, you save your world, why don't we disturb each other?" β
Karl, like Huang Xiaobei, sat on the ground with his back against the railing.
He didn't pay attention to Huang Xiaobei's very straightforward telling himself just now, "Don't have any hope for me, I'm really useless at the critical moment, and I will leave you alone to escape at the critical moment", but asked with a smile.
"Senior, have you ever had a girlfriend?"
Huang Xiaobei was stunned when he heard this, then touched his chin, and after careful consideration, he was serious.
"Does it count?"
"Of course,If you don't understand what it means, you can understand it as brain supplement.,I have a lot of brain-made girlfriends.,In addition, I have a lot of girlfriends in anime.,But I usually call them wives.γ
"This, I said, seems, seems to be a human being who really exists in the real world." Carl couldn't help but wipe the cold sweat from his forehead.
Commissioner Huang suddenly looked embarrassed and said, "Oh, it's hard for me to answer you like this, your question is a bit too tricky." β
Carl looked at Huang Xiaobei strangely, "Senior, your appearance should be considered upper-middle among humans, there should be many girls who like you, right?" β
I didn't even ask if I had a girlfriend, and I just jumped to the point that I couldn't find a girlfriend for Mao?! Do I look like a single!!
"It's better for you to speak gradually.....
"What did you say?"
"Ahem, it's nothing, it's just, it's just ......" Huang Xiaobei hesitated for a long time, and finally shook his head with laughter, "It's just that I'm too cold, and I refused all the girls who came to confess to me." β
Huang Xiaobei raised the cocktail in his hand proudly, and laughed: "After all, if you want to be an arrogant and strong man, you can't be affected by the feelings of Shenma, after all, you also know, the strong, the love of children is not suitable for the identity of the strong." β
Carl quietly looked at the smile on Huang Xiaobei's face, looking at his gaze that dodged around when he found himself looking at him again, Carl didn't say anything.
Understandably, this kind of thing is generally not bothered to be mentioned.
Carl drank the wine in the jar and said softly: "Senior, in fact, we are about the same, and I have never had a girlfriend." β
"See, you've had a night of play. Love, if you have enough fun, you will kick, how can you have time to have a girlfriend. β
Carl shook his head with a wry smile, "Senior, you misunderstood, I just couldn't arouse my interest because the girls I met couldn't arouse my interest." β
"Senior, I don't mean anything else when I talk to you about this, I just want to ask you, what good memories you should have in the past, right? Of course, I'm actually similar to you, and I don't see this aspect lightly. β
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head.
"I'm not looking down, I'm not looking at it at all...... What the hell is this for, you ask? β
"It's just a matter of curiosity, or if you want to have a plan to awaken the good memories of the past in your heart, I think it's good to have a female approach."
"Even if a person's past is dark, there should always be a good side of themselves, right? I don't believe that the last 22 years of your life have been shrouded in bleakness. β
"Senior, am I right?"
Carl smiled warmly at Huang Xiaobei.
But all he got in exchange was coldness.
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head, listened to Carl's words, listened to the so-called good memories, Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and didn't say a word.
After half a sound, he slowly raised his head and looked directly at the handsome man in front of him, and a sneer came out of the corner of his mouth.
"Aren't you afraid that you're awakening the last thing a fool wants to remember? Don't you think that for a fool, oh yes, for a good-looking fool, tragedy is tragedy, just like a fool is a fool, and nothing will change. β
Carl stared at Huang Xiaobei with a smile, "Why?" Is it true that the people who like you are also dark inside? β
Huang Xiaobei bowed his head and was silent.
Carl smiled even brighter, "Someone has always liked you, right?" β
Listening to Carl's words, Huang Xiaobei lowered his head, smiled bitterly, and secretly guessed in his heart, "This bastard is here to poke my scar on purpose tonight, right?" He's deliberately trying to make me ashamed and angry to the end tonight, right? Mom, didn't you just press you against the wall once, and I didn't kiss you, so you wouldn't have retaliated against me like this. β
It's just that...... Carl's words really woke up the last thing that the fool in the past wanted to recall.
Awaken some fond memories of your past.
Why? Is it true that the people who like you are also dark inside?
Someone has liked you.
Of course, it's not dark, how can it be dark in your heart when you like someone, and of course someone likes it, but .....
The memories that I least want to think of are pouring out in full swing.
Huang Xiaobei's eyes suddenly became bitter.
Too cold, in order to be an arrogant and strong man, all the girls who confessed were rejected by me.
Hehe, hehehe.
Huang Xiaobei choked and inhaled, then spit out, looking up at the starry sky, his bitter eyes were filled with a little crystal.
If only that were the case.
Turning his head to look at the clearing beside him, at the man crouching beside him, with his head buried in his knees.
Huang Xiaobei unconsciously clenched his teeth, tears had already welled up in his eyes, and he chuckled with tears.
"So, you're really a bastard."