Chapter 53 Vigil
In the dark night, Yuan Fang opened her eyes, struggled to move her body, and supported half of her body.
"What's wrong? Still uncomfortable? ”
The abrupt cold voice startled Yuan Fang, she shook her head, and it took her most of the day to remember why he was next to her. Is he guarding her all the time?
"Can I please turn on the light?"
Ji Chongchuan listened to her calm tone, judged her physical condition, picked up the mobile phone at hand, turned on the flashlight, and groped to find the light of the lamp in the living room.
The brightness of the light made Yuan Fang uncomfortable, and subconsciously raised his hand to cover his eyes.
"Is there anything else that is uncomfortable?"
He looked at her condescendingly, his eyes calm and unwavering. If you smell it carefully, you can still smell the smell of Yunnan Baiyao on his body, the smell of tobacco left on his fingers, and the fragrance of lemon that she used to love.
Yuan Fang rolled his eyes: "It's much better." With that, he gently lifted the quilt, got off the sofa, and put his foot in his shoes.
The lying position was maintained for a long time, and the legs were numb.
Yuan Fang didn't stand up steadily, and her body shook slightly. Nervously, she hurriedly propped her hand on the edge of the sofa and steadied herself.
Yuan Fang inadvertently looked back at the back, only to see Ji Chongchuan looking at her coldly under the incandescent light, cold and emotionless, which reminded her of an animal like a snake, spitting out red letters, cold all over, and looking at it as far as her eyes could see.
Yuan Fang looked at him blankly, and there was lingering sadness in her eyes: his cold expression, at the moment of her vulnerability, stung her pretending to be firm, her coat wrapped in fiery blood was melted by the cold he exuded, and all she had left was his pity and cold eyes on her.
Yuan Fang chuckled lightly and slowly straightened up: "I'm much better, you can go back first." Thank you for keeping me for so long. ”
"Are you still feeling unwell?" Ji Chongchuan said coldly.
Yuan Fang looked at his attitude, didn't know why, and nodded: "It's much better." ”
"If you want to keep the children, don't die, don't think about the west."
Ji Chongchuan's eyes darkened, she was still resisting the pain he brought her that night in her sleep, she shouted bastard, tears fell on his hands, he was uncomfortable, he, felt guilty for his behavior. It was the first time he had taken a deep look at his hooligan behavior and hurt a girl. People are only so sad when they are in great pain, in their dreams.
Ji Chongchuan's eyes flickered: the pain is extreme, people have the instinct to protect themselves, she will learn to forget, what she needs is time to forget all that happened, including him.
Yuan Fang opened her bloodshot eyes, tilted her head, and stared at him suspiciously: Death? Did she do anything?
"What did I do?" Yuan Fang didn't understand.
It seemed that after a few hours of work, he changed back to his original indifferent appearance: "Take care of the fetus, don't think about what you shouldn't think." ”
"What do you mean?" Yuan Fang swallowed her saliva: "You?" I think I'm very measured. ”
A heart that doesn't care, it always takes a process to cover the heat. She doesn't care, she just likes him.
"If you have measure, love yourself a little more. Learn to love yourself before you are qualified to love others. You are like this," Ji Chongchuan raised his eyebrows coldly: "People who like you won't like you either!" ”
"Don't worry. I'm not at the point where I can't figure it out. Yuan Fang turned her head and moved forward.
A small patch of dried blood on her bottoms stung her eyes, and tears fell like beads of broken threads, either they never existed, and if they did, they shouldn't have played such a joke on her.
Yuan Fang sat on the toilet, her hands covering her tearful eyes, she didn't want to know that there was a child in her belly, she planned to keep him, but he had symptoms of leaving her, she didn't like such an out-of-control scene, what did she do?
She will eat well, rest well, lie down well, and think about nothing, as long as he, not separated from him... She is willing, she is willing to do everything that is good for the child. She can think of nothing, as long as the child is well.
Knock knock~
The suppressed cry from the bathroom, he listened to it in his ears, and expressed his grief but could not do anything about it.
If the child is not saved, will he have a lot of worries? For her, it was only a momentary pain. In the long run, the benefits outweigh the disadvantages.
Yuan Fang wiped her tears and got up.
His deep eyes crashed into her red eyes.
Ji Chongchuan opened his mouth, touched her hair, and hugged her into his arms with his big hand: "Calm down, it's okay." You have a good rest first, and I'll accompany you to the doctor at dawn, okay? ”
The sudden movement made Yuan Fang's brain blank, smelling the smell of his body, his heart was pounding, and something called peace of mind rippled.
Ji Chongchuan was secretly annoyed by his unforeseen behavior, what was he doing! It's just that as soon as he saw her red eyes, those wet eyes looking at him, his thinking slowed down, and he himself didn't expect to behave like this in such a state.
Yuan Fang nodded lightly.
"Do you go to sleep on the couch or go to bed?" Ji Chongchuan moved his hand away a little stiffly, afraid that she would lose her center and fall, so he hurriedly straightened her.
Yuan Fang lowered her head and stretched out her finger to point to the sofa.
Ji Chongchuan understood, helped her to the sofa, took care of her to sit down carefully, turned on the light again, clumsily found the quilt and brought her a glass of water, fed her half a cup, and helped her lie down.
Yuan Fang was like his marionette, cooperating with his movements throughout the whole process, with dull eyes.
Ji Chongchuan shook his hand in front of her eyes.
Yuan Fang's divergent gaze focused on Ji Chongchuan's calm eyes: "I'm scared. She hugged the quilt tightly, curled up slightly, and mournfully told her emotions.
"You can tell me, what are you afraid of? Maybe you won't be afraid to say it. ”
"I'm afraid... I'm afraid the child is gone. ”
"You just have to remember that you never took the initiative to give up on him, and did your best to obey the destiny of heaven, even if it is really gone, you can only say that you have no chance with him. Thinking about it from another angle, it's not necessarily a bad thing. Ji Chongchuan looked at Yuan Fang's slightly changing eyes, and quickly added, "Don't think too much." It hasn't happened yet. ”
"Yes, you don't want to see him so much, you don't expect him to come to this world, I understand." Yuan Fang looked at the lamp and said leisurely, her heart was like a stewed knife cutting meat, pinching and aching.
"You can sleep in peace, and it will soon be dawn. I'm here, you can say whatever you need. Ji Chongchuan sat on the sofa some distance from her, avoiding her eyes.
Yuan Fang's eyes darkened, and he nodded with his eyes closed.
She encouraged herself to slow down and think of something happy with the corners of her mouth.
"Can you give me a joke?"
What the? Ji Chongchuan looked at Yuan Fang and was sure that the person who said he wanted him to laugh at it was her.
Ji Chongchuan supported the forehead. In the middle of the night, he guarded her without closing her eyes, and she still had to toss him and let him tell her jokes?! This is a matter of embarrassment.
Yuan Fang asked in a low voice: "I'm not in a good mood, I want to divert my attention." ”
Ji Chongchuan pinched his brows: "I... Won't tell. ”
"There are a lot of jokes on the Internet."
Look, she even gives good advice on the resources for jokes. Ji Chongchuan took a deep breath, is this what people often say about inhaling immortal qi and hanging his life?
Ji Chongchuan opened the browser of his mobile phone and typed: joke.
A large list of web page entries appeared, Ji Chongchuan slid the screen, opened one of them, cleared his throat, and slowly told the jokes that he thought were funny.
After finishing speaking, he looked at Yuan Fang's unchanged expression and frowned: "Isn't it funny?" ”
Yuan Fang looked at him and didn't say anything.
"Then I," Ji Chongchuan lowered his head and looked at the screen: "This, I think this is quite funny." ”
Ji Chongchuan didn't forget to ask, "How about this?" ”
"Okay."
Yuan Fang's fluttering words made Ji Chongchuan breathe a sigh of relief, he was too difficult.