Chapter 389, Time and Life
Seeing Chao Zhen twist her head out of the window without saying a word, Yan An suddenly felt a feeling of anxiety welling up in her heart, and she couldn't help asking, "Aren't you curious at all?"
Chao Zhen still turned his back to her and didn't say a word, Yan An couldn't help but ask again: "I don't really understand, what is the reason why you brought Wang Mulin and Wang Qiantang back together this time? You just have a little confusion in your memory, it's not that you can't tell right from wrong, is it?"
"What is black and white?" Chao Zhen asked her.
"Do you know why you're the way you are?"
"My dad said it was because I was given too much sedative, and he said that the people who injected me with sedatives were Wang Qiantang and Wang Mulin. But the first thing I saw when I woke up was Wang Qiantang, she told me that I was robbed and sedative-injected and then thrown on the side of the road and found by them, and they were the ones who rescued me. ”
Yan An didn't know what words to use to describe the brazenness of the Wang siblings, so she asked Chao Zhen, "What about your judgment now, which one do you believe more?"
"I spoke to the French police and they said I had indeed been robbed. ”
Yan An only felt that her heart fell into the ice cellar in an instant, and she asked urgently: "Don't you even believe what your family says? What reason do your parents have to lie to you?"
"When I found out that you and I were married, I asked them what the reason we were together. They said it was because I loved you......" Chao Zhen showed a cold and confused expression on his face, and said honestly: "I personally don't understand this very well. ”
Yan An's heart was so numb that she could barely feel any other movement, and she asked, "Do you not understand it, or do you not believe it at all?" Is it because you have completely denied this reason in your heart, so you have the same suspicion of your parents' explanation of the cause of your amnesia?"
"My relationship with my parents doesn't seem to be as close as normal family, and I don't think they know anything about me. ”
Yan An suddenly laughed, she said: "When you go back to this house and see the house full of traces of our living together, you still can't accept the fact that we are spouses, right?"
"Will you tell me the truth?" Chao asked.
Yan An looked at him firmly and said, "Yes." ”
"Did Wang Qiantang's foot hurt because he saved me?"
Yan An gritted his teeth and admitted, "Yes!"
"You don't seem to be lying. Chao Zhen leaned against the window and looked at her and said, "I have seen Wang Qiantang's medical records in France, and some of the lists do have my signature on them." ”
"So you trust Wang Qiantang more now, don't you? Because she has your signature on the medical list?" Yan An nodded tearfully and said to him, "You go with me!"
She went straight to the master bedroom next door, opened the safe under the desk, and took out a piece of paper that was strictly packed in a plastic bag, she pointed to the signature at the bottom, and asked him, "Is this your signature?"
After Chao Zhen saw the contents of the paper clearly, a kind of curiosity and wariness of strange things that belonged to children suddenly appeared on his face, he carefully looked at all the contents inside, and asked, "It's far away here, ...... Why should I go here to do this notarization?"
Yan An looked at him with tears in his eyes and said aggrievedly: "How do I know." She held her palm up to show him, pointed to the shiny ring on it and asked him, "Is it pretty?"
"Did I give it to me?" he asked, "did I pick out this ring myself?"
"No!" Yan An took off the ring and handed it to him, pointed to the words engraved in the inner circle to show him, and said, "This ring, from the cutting of the diamond to the polishing and carving, was completed by your own hands." ”
Yan An looked at him and said word by word very solemnly: "When you see this piece of paper and this ring, you still can't accept your love...... You used to love me, didn't you?"
Chao Zhen was still looking at the ring in his palm with strange and wary eyes, Yan An took a deep breath, opened one of the drawers above, and took out a wallet from it.
She asked, "Do you still know this wallet?"
"I've been using it for a long time. He said, "I asked before...... She said that my wallet was lost in the trash can by the robber, found by the police, and then taken away by my family. It turned out to be here. ”
"Open it and take a look!" Yan An pursed his lips tightly and said, "You open it and take a look!"
Chao Zhen opened his wallet and saw the photo in the photo column at a glance, he looked at the photo and was silent for a long time, while Yan An was crying silently next to him. After a long time, she said, "Do you know what you have done to you and what you have done to me before and what you have done to me with the two people you brought back and who have to arrange a place for them to stay? It doesn't matter if you don't believe me, but you can't trust those two people either...... Maybe you think that my relationship with you, Wang Qiantang's relationship with you, is selfish and purposeful, but your parents, they ...... How could they lie to you? You're their only son, the one they care about the most in the world. ”
Chao Zhen closed her wallet and asked her when she was cleaning up the table, "Why didn't I see you in France?"
Yan An had a feeling of being blown up by five thunderbolts, and he asked what he meant by this? At his most dangerous and critical moment, when he was shrouded in rumors of robbery and disappearance, when he was controlled by sedatives, she was not close to him, but thousands of miles away, and she did not appear in front of him with his family at the first moment when he regained his freedom and lost part of his memory. The fact that she loved him and that he loved her, which she had repeatedly emphasized before, suddenly became so pale and weak.
"Something went wrong with my visa, I'm not ......"
In Chao Zhenkongning's eyes, Yan An understood at once that she had missed the best opportunity to build trust in front of him, and now no matter what excuse she used to explain it, it seemed empty and poor.
She asked in a slightly pleading tone, "What are your thoughts now?" I know you've only lost part of your memory, and that doesn't affect the calm and rational judgment you've always held, does it?"
"I'll go to the doctor first. Until then, I will have a grain of salt about everything. ”
"What if modern medicine has not been able to fill in your missing memories?" Yan An asked, "What if you can't remember what happened all the time?"
"Time is moving, and life has to be lived. ”
"Of course I know that time is going to go by in life, but what about things outside of life? What about me? What about us? Look at all this in this room, look at all this in front of you, can you still deny me from the beginning according to your heart?"