It's night.

After sending Conan back, Qing Feng went home to the study and pulled out the newspaper from a thick dictionary.

There was no spiritual power for her to infuse, and she didn't plan to infuse it, just watched quietly.

There is a trace of anxiety in my heart, a trace of small lightness, I want to capture and disappear.

It's not just about gin, it's ......

BOSS？

She couldn't recall the other party at all, and the more she thought about it, the less she had the slightest impression, but there was always a weird and indescribable ...... Sense of connection?

This inexplicable feeling is simply obsessive-compulsive.

……

There was another person who was in a worse mood.

Gin looked at the "dating" in the email on his mobile phone, and his fingers gradually tightened.

Amusing.

It wasn't her, just a similar person, but he still felt angry.

Something like?

It's not just the eyes and the long hair, but also the demagogic ability.

Especially when you laugh!

In my ears, it seemed that the girl's immature voice sounded again.

"GIN, GIN, CAN'T YOU SLEEP? Shall I tell you a story?

The big rabbit eats with the little rabbit.

The little rabbit held the rice bowl and said, 'I miss you.' ’

'Am I not right next to you?' The big rabbit said.

'But I still miss you,' the little rabbit smashes his mouth, 'and I think about you every time I take a bite, so my rice is fragrant and sweet, even if it's my least favorite cabbage.' ’

The big rabbit doesn't speak, just eats with his head down.

Big rabbit and baby rabbit walking together.

The little rabbit jumped up and down and said to the big rabbit, 'I miss you. ’

'Am I not right next to you?' The big rabbit said.

'But I still miss you,' said the little rabbit, standing on tiptoe, 'I have to think of you every step of the way, so that no matter how long it is, it will be easy, even if it is muddy. ’

The big rabbit doesn't speak, just walks slowly.

The big rabbit and the little rabbit sit together and look at the moon.

The little rabbit held his chin and said to the big rabbit, 'I miss you.' ’

'Am I not right next to you?' The big rabbit said.

'But I still miss you,' the little rabbit tilted his head, 'and I think of you every time I look at the moon, so the moon looks so beautiful, even if the clouds obscure its light. ’

The big rabbit didn't speak, just raised his head and continued to look at the moon.

It's time for the big rabbit and the little rabbit to sleep.

The little rabbit covered the quilt and said to the big rabbit, 'I miss you'.

'Am I not right next to you?' The big rabbit said.

"But I still miss you," the little rabbit closed his eyes, "I have to think about you every time I have a dream, so every dream is so warm that even if there is a monster in the dream, I will not be afraid." ’

The big rabbit didn't speak and lay down on the bed.

GIN, you say, what is the big rabbit thinking? ”

He lay on his side, closed his eyes, was silent, and pretended to be asleep.

What is the big rabbit thinking?

The big rabbit thought it was funny, he was actually bewitched by a five-year-old rabbit.

I feel crazy just thinking about it.

In the dark, a small hand reached out and tried to make a fuss in his hair.

He grabbed the hand and opened his eyes, "The big rabbit wants to sleep." ”

"Alright, alright, let's go to sleep...... But GIN, you admit you're a rabbit......"

“……”

She always had a way to make him so angry that she couldn't speak, and tried to throw her out countless times, but countless times she dispelled the idea in 0.1 seconds.

But since when did the little rabbit stop thinking about the big rabbit......

That night, she stood in the doorway, looking at him and the woman in a daze, her eyes flustered, stunned, and confused.

The ambiguous and fiery atmosphere in the room seemed to have become cold in an instant.

His mood was probably ...... Angry?

“get out！”

“sorry……”

She bowed her head and apologized and exited the room.

He didn't see the expression on her face, obscured by her long hanging hair.

It's just that......

The moment before the door closed, the corners of her mouth drooped downward, and two tear streaks slid down her cheeks.

He was in a worse mood than ever.

It seems that from that day on, she never said 'like GIN' to him again.

Obviously, no matter what happened before, she would have said it......

'I'...... I like GIN the most! ’

……

'Hate me? ’

'Love GIN ......'

……

'You don't like it? ’

'I don't like games, but I like GIN. ’

……

'Why are you here?' ’

'Help, because ...... I like the small array the most. ’

'What do you call me?' ’

'Small array ......'

……

Wait. ’

'Sugar gourd? How do you know I want it, sure enough, I like Xiaojin the most! ’

'It's called GIN. ’

'Small array. ’

‘GIN。 ’

'Small array. ’

‘……’

……

'Small array? ’

‘……’

‘GIN？ ’

'Hmm. ’

'Tell you a secret......'

'What? ’

'I like the little formation. ’

……

'Small array ......'

‘……’

'Small array ......'

‘……’

'Small array ......'

'Hmmm......'

He answered, and when he raised his eyes, she was some distance away.

When she slowed down, and waited for him to follow, she said in a very soft voice:

Anyway, I like GIN the most. ’

……

'GIN, LOOK...... Like you? ’

‘……’

He refused to drink the cup of coffee with the funny pattern on it.

She silently took the coffee aside and drank it all.

'I like GIN ......'

The next day, he suddenly felt a little craving for coffee.

She laughed, 'I like GIN the most.' ’

……

That day, he was drinking.

She sat next to her, looking at the deep and shallow scar on her arm by the dim light of the bar.

‘GIN？ ’

'What's wrong?' ’

'I'...... Isn't it ugly? ’

He was tempted to say something like 'It's better to ...... than to think about such a boring thing,' but when he looked up, he saw her peeking at the smooth arm of the barmaid at the table in front of him, and the words came to his lips and turned into ......

'Not ugly. ’

She laughed brightly again, 'I like GIN the most!' ’

……

‘GIN…… I knew you were going to pick me up, so ...... Well...... I love GIN now. ’

'I like GIN the most. ’

'I like it, GIN ......'

'It's okay, who made me like GIN......'

'Love GIN! ’

……

He thought it was the same this time.

It's not like there hasn't been a time when I didn't want to talk to him, and it wasn't a time when I lost my temper.

But that night, she went back to the information office of country M overnight.

She really hasn't said it since that night......

Never said 'love GIN' again.

One day, two days, ten days, one month......

She didn't even reach out to him again.

He asked from someone else, and she had sent someone to her side as an assistant, a man.

'What a bad vision!' ’

That's what he said when he saw her.

'GIN, DON'T THINK EVERYBODY IS AS DIRTY AS YOU ARE! ’

She was annoyed.

His heart burned with anger, she had never said such a serious thing to him before.

Or because of a man!

Yes, he's such a double standard.

It was an unpleasant time, and the result was ......

After that, when she smiled at him, with a layer of reluctance.

He saw her smile at the male assistant, at the Scotch whisky, at Curacao who couldn't remember her, at Belmode.

Even...... For vodka, she can smile heartily.

There was a bit of sincerity in her smile, and he could tell it.

Not only that, but she began to resist his contact.

It was true that she didn't like to interact with other people, especially men, but he was no one else.

And after that day, even if he got closer, she would subconsciously retreat.

It's maddening!

It all seemed to have started that night, like a piece of glass that had been knocked out, and once it cracked, it couldn't be stopped.

She always had a way of making him remember all the boring things, as if she would have to remind him again until she died.

That night, July 13th, after 11 p.m., maybe it was July 14th.

Some of the details in the memories also became extremely clear.

She stepped out of the door, her left hand, her head bowed deeply, the corners of her mouth drooping, the tears that dripped down her cheeks and shattered on the ground......

He thought she wouldn't leave.

It's been four years.

A traitor, who actually sang a strange song to tease him with a strange voice, heard the recording from Belmode, and was so angry that he crushed his phone.

But after 0.1 seconds, he was not so angry again.

She was as angry with him as she had been in those years, as if she had never been alienated.

No......

It's not that he's not angry, it's just that he's not angry about this kind of thing, he has a lot of accounts to settle with her.

He hated her stubbornness, hated her for leaving first, gritted his teeth with hatred, wanted to tear her apart little by little, wanted to wear out her pride little by little.

Just seeing each other again, although she was still smiling, she had a strange relief.

Without the pride and spirit of the past, he couldn't take revenge if he wanted to.

He couldn't tell if he was a little more angry or a little more emotional, until he was suddenly splattered with blood.

From hair to clothes, blood red......

Even death had to remind him that she was dead, dead on July 14th.

He suddenly understood that her pride had always been there.

Even if you don't say it, you have to tell him with a bloody red body-

Look, that's the price you forget!

Again and again, as before, he tried to make her understand what this place was, what it was like here, and again and again he tried to dispel her ridiculous sense of empathy or responsibility, and she ...... again and again Refuses to bow their heads.

The two are like the two sides in a tug-of-war, he has always had the advantage, but the time she left four years ago and this time, her counterattack was particularly fierce.

He also admits that she succeeded.

He also succeeded in avenging his unscrupulous control over the years.

He even wondered if she already knew, knew that he deliberately let her go to meet the person who forgot her, that he deliberately killed the peripheral member who talked about how well he got along with her, he knew...... He wouldn't even tell anyone about her.

But since he became a little rabbit that bewitched him, he should bear it!

"I'm tired...... Really tired...... Xiaozhen, the last time, I'm the last wayward...... After knowing each other for 16 years, I forcibly drew it, and the two were cleared, okay?"

Turns out she gets tired too......

Yes, he thought about eliminating this feeling that would become a flaw for himself, and he wanted her to die more than once, he couldn't do it, but he could ignore it, didn't he?

It was indeed a good idea for her to end her own life this time, but he suddenly found out...... I am even more unwilling!

Gin stared at the photo on the phone screen, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, his fingers holding the phone tightened, and he suddenly sneered, "Liangqing? ”

The phone screen flashed, and the photo of the girl smiling brightly on it went black.

When she said it willfully, she didn't ask him if he agreed!

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