Yuan Fang slept from about 3 o'clock in the afternoon to more than 12 o'clock in the evening, and when she came home from work in the past few years, everyone had a tacit understanding, and she would always be fed and drunk, washed and slept comfortably.

I smoothed my hair with my hands, put on my wool slippers, and walked down the stairs with a light step.

The house was quiet, and the grandparents, uncles, aunts and others had already gone home.

Yuan's father and Yuan's mother's door was closed, and most of them fell asleep at this point.

Yuan Fang turned on the light in the living room, the home was still the same as in her memory, and it was still warm and pleasant, and she didn't dare to sit on it and step on it, for fear that she would accidentally destroy the cleanliness in front of her.

An ordinary vase in the corner can no longer be ordinary, but also painted by Yuan's mother with unique personal characteristics, a pot of inconspicuous green plants, unique shapes, all reveal Yuan's mother's careful design and layout, such skillful hands and her mother's personality is incompatible, she can't imagine that her mother loves life to the point of this, while urging her life events, irritable and uneducated middle-aged women. Mother Yuan is like two extremes, beautiful and demure, brilliant and brilliant, and she is the exquisite life, taking care of all the trivial things in the family in an ordinary and ordinary way, and she is so pungent that people are awe-inspiring and dare not provoke.

Yuan Fang poured herself a glass of warm boiled water and drank it slowly, in a daze.

When I put the cup down, the bottom of the cup bumped into the mobile phone at hand, and I picked up the phone boredly, opened it, and there were 3 unread messages displayed on WeChat.

King's message at 9:25 p.m.: "Slept? Do I want to play a game with you today? ”

Yuan Fang couldn't help but complain, is she an Internet addict girl? What else can you do with her other than playing games with her? Obviously said that the two were not suitable, why did he always come to provoke her? makes her deeply suspicious that he is sometimes, active in her WeChat as if he is not himself. Was he hanging her in such a way that he wanted to get away with her?

Prepare her as a fish that has just bitten the hook, let her spit out the bait and feel 10,000 reluctant in her heart, and the pain is unbearable if she doesn't spit out the bait?

King's message at 10:10 p.m.: "Isn't it online today?" ”

At that time, she was still making an appointment with Zhou Gong.

King sent a message at 12:05: "I met her. ”

Just sent a message? She?

Yuan Fang bit her lip: "Oh." I just woke up. She didn't want to hear about "her" in his mouth.

King: "Did I get you argued?" ”

"It's fine. Sleep until you wake up naturally. Is she your girlfriend? "The curiosity in my heart, with a little thing called jealousy, came out.

"Ex-girlfriend."

"Oh. Do you have a girlfriend now? Yuan Fang pressed the tension and pain in her heart, and finally asked this sentence. He's not the one who has a girlfriend!

"Back to being single."

Single, single? At least she still has a chance to fight for it.

"So, why can't I be your girlfriend?" Die or die, say it first, and always work hard for what you want.

"Didn't we say we'd stop talking about it? We are really not suitable. ”

"Then you, why did you do that to me?" It had been a long time since she had mentioned this nightmare-like thing, and Yuan Fang felt a little chill in her heart.

“....”

After a string of ellipses, Yuan Fang's heart had died.

She left her self-esteem to say those words, which she didn't even recognize.

Yuan Fang took a deep breath and crackled on the screen of her phone: "You don't want to talk about this issue, doesn't it exist?" Do you know my pain? My first time was ruined like this by you. And you use three words: unsuitable, denying your responsibility, completely unreasonable for my pain. If I don't say it, if you ignore it, will these sadnesss be gone? If so, it will save trouble. By the way, for you, it's just playing with a girl after a certain drunken time. What about me? What am I doing wrong? To make you so bad? If you have a girlfriend, I will be bitten by a dog, and I will swallow the bitter water myself. However, you don't have a girlfriend, and you did something to me that you shouldn't do when you were a friend, you shouldn't...."Tears splashed on the screen of your phone, blurring the handwriting on the screen a little bit. Pressing the enter key, looking at the typed paragraph, it quickly disappeared.

Yuan Fang was extremely helpless.

"Ding-" When the news came in, Yuan Fang looked at the screen with crying confused eyes, and wiped the tears on it with her thumb.

"Let's stop talking about that, shall we? I have someone in my heart who is not fair to you. It's me, I'm sorry for you. I can do my best to compensate you. ”

Yuan Fang wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "My compensation, can't it be you?" Why, can't it be you? ”

"Except for this."

"Get out!"

Tears flowed more and more cheerfully on her cheeks, and Yuan Fang covered her mouth, curled up in her chair and cried lowly.

Yuan Fang didn't want to wake up her sleeping parents with crying, she sniffed, and couldn't help but continue to cry.

Grabbing his phone, he walked upstairs with heavy steps, locked the door of his room, and turned on the voice call with King.

"I'm sad." Yuan Fang cried and told about his inner feelings, whether he listened or not.

After connecting to the voice call, King did not squeak.

"You're a bastard. Originally, I could not have liked you, but you made me have no other way or choice but to like you. You're a demon, and you trample my heart without any pity. Why, why am I still playing games with demons like you? I'm sick, and I'm not sick. ”

Letting tears rag on her face, Yuan Fang's high-pitched voice turned sad: "Do you think I'm a little annoyed?" Do you think that I am not self-respecting and reserved? I don't want to. You are so cruel to me, I don't want to pay attention to you, I don't want to see you, you appear in front of me again and again, I feel provoked when I look at you, what can you tell me to do? ”

"If," King's cold, unwavering voice came, "if you don't want to see me again, I can disappear." ”

The heart was suddenly twisted into a ball, and she finally understood what her second cousin Tang Man said: In a relationship, the person who is the first to move her heart dies miserably.

She's damned because she touched a snack on him.

"Perhaps, in this world, without my interference, it won't bother you anymore." Yuan Fang pinched off the voice call, and said the words that made her most collapsed to the extreme.

It turned out that if she didn't mention it or think about it during this time, it was just the appearance, and inside, she was actually broken and tired.

She shouldn't have been like this, she shouldn't have lived like this.

She has not yet tasted the sweetness of love, only discomfort, pain, boundless darkness.

The voice call began to ring, and Yuan Fang pinched it off without hesitation.

Ringing again, pinching off again.

"Don't do anything stupid! Your life has just begun. ”

After Yuan Fang read King's message, she cleared the chat history and blocked him.

That's it, she gave up.

Whether it was the original idea or the plan, she gave it all up and never saw him again.

It's just that the feeling of being stifled just after being tempted hurts.