Episode 254 It's a hard thing to be alive

Two days after Yun Chang and Bai Yun left, Shi Yi was bored and wandered around outside the Aurora Palace, feeling that this place seemed to be a little bigger than before. On his previous trip to the North Pole, he had experienced too much, and the Aurora Palace that he was once familiar with had become unfamiliar.

"Why...... Why are you being so nice to me......? No one has ever been so kind to me before......"

"What why, aren't we friends?"

"I've wanted to be friends with you for a long time, but for some reason I always feel that you're a little unapproachable......"

"Although you can communicate normally with the people around you, but the relationship is like a separation, and you don't have any deep friends, at least in my opinion, you have been closing the door of your heart. ”

"What wish do I have to make? It's not really a wish, I just want to be with them, I want to be with my friends all the time......"

"What do you want to do, it's obviously self-deception......"

"What are you doing?" asked September when he saw Shikichi and stepped forward.

"It's you," Shiichi replied hurriedly after his thoughts were interrupted, "I'm just wandering around......"

"But you don't seem to have any energy at all......," Jiu Jiu said, "In that case, why didn't you go with the chief of staff and Bai Yun in the first place?"

"I'm finally coming back, and I'm leaving right away, and the commander will definitely not agree......" Shiki felt that something was wrong as soon as he said it, and said unhappily, "Hey, what do you mean? ”

"I didn't say that......" September laughed.

"But that's not wrong...... "Really, I'm still so emotional and immature." ”

"What is this?" said September, "after all, people are still emotional creatures, and there will still be joys, sorrows, and sorrows. I have taught you the way of Zen, so that you can face everything calmly, not suppressing yourself, but only when you understand these joys, sorrows, and sorrows, you will grow up and mature. ”

"You're right, it's just ......" Shikichi choked up as he said, "If I could, I still hope time can be turned back......"

"Don't say those useless words......" Shikiichi and September were shocked when they heard this voice, and saw that the person was Dorothy.

"Is that you? Are you alright?" Shikichi exclaimed.

"It's all right, the spell that woman cast on me has long since been removed by the Commander-in-Chief......" Dorothy said.

"I didn't mean that......" Shikiichi was concerned, but he didn't dare to ask directly, feeling very embarrassed, "I mean you haven't shown up lately, and it seems that you have a heavy psychological burden......"

"That's all in the past, look ahead, don't you?" said Dorothy coldly.

Shi Yi was stunned one by one, and said: "That's right, but it always feels weird when this comes out of your mouth......"

"If nothing else, I'll go first......" Dorothy walked away.

"Aren't you good at that?" said Shikiyi and September anxiously.

"I'm sorry, I'm not good at working with women......" September said with a nervous expression.

"Ahh

"But you should also see that she has not yet come out of the shadows," said September, "and her sorcery, I have heard a little, and her tarot cards can not only detect intelligence, but also predict the future, worthy of Mrs. Bright's master...... However, you may have heard that learning witchcraft involves considerable risk. ”

"You know, when you learn witchcraft, you will make a contract, although this contract can be known through divination, but I heard that there is a lot of randomness," Shiyi, "After making a contract, you must keep the contract for life, otherwise you will lose your witchcraft at least and lose your life at worst." I don't learn that kind of dangerous thing. ”

"I heard from Admiral Popova that Dorothy stopped growing because she was so gifted that she learned sorcery at a young age, so that her physical development was affected," said September, "I also heard that she made a contract that she could not shed tears, and I can probably imagine that once she broke the contract, even if she didn't die, she would age instantly......

"That'...... Isn't her current situation terrible?" Shiichi said with a shudder.

"Let her be alone for a while, it may be counterproductive for us to get involved......," September shook her head, "She still has to force a smile when she doesn't feel good a lot of the time." This time, I have told her many times, she is not at fault, she is also a victim, on the surface she seems to have listened to it, but only she knows if it is like this in her heart. I hope she doesn't do anything stupid......"

Dorothy walked alone.

"I was called into her room by that woman that day, and then I saw her appearance and was controlled by her......," she said to herself, "Of course I know that the culprit is that woman, and she asked me to follow those people to the North Hells for another purpose, if I hadn't followed, I wouldn't have become her accomplice, why did I go anyway?"

"You seem to care a lot about the ...... named Bai Yun" At this time, she suddenly remembered what Xi Shi said to herself that day, "The concubine knows, you want to say that he saved your life once, so you are grateful, aren't you? But it should be more than that, right? When you see him, don't you think of your dead brother? If he is still alive, it is almost Bai Yun's age...... Having said that, he has a lot of friends, will you feel worried that you can't monopolize his heart? Haha, the concubine was just joking, don't take it seriously! But the concubine heard that he is going to the North Underworld to investigate this time, and he probably won't be able to come back in a few years, and if he doesn't do well, his life will be gone, will you feel that your brother is away from you again? But if you go, you can protect him secretly, and maybe you can make him remember you......

"What do you want to repay him for saving his life, but you don't want to monopolize his heart? In the end, I killed Pingxing, I must be really selfish! I want to cry, but what if I don't die and see myself old and ugly? It's really a problem to live......

Before she knew it, she was on the edge of a cliff.

"Strange, how did I get to this place?" she said secretly, "yes, this must be God's arrangement, if you die happily, you don't have to worry so much, you don't have to bear so much pain......"

"I really misread you!"

"Who!" Suddenly she heard a low voice, startled.

I saw a hunchback standing not far away, and he was none other than Quasimodowski.

"Senior brother, is that you?" Dorothy exclaimed, "So you can speak!"