Article 892

Qin Yi didn't have any serious family members since he was a child, he basically came alone, and he didn't have the opportunity to bless with any more important person during the festival.

No one saw him on a sunny day, no one missed him on a rainy day, he was alone, and the track of his life never intersected with anyone else.

However, this is no longer the case.

Not only did he have new friends, but now there were people calling to greet him, which made him feel a feeling that he had never felt before, was it touched, he couldn't say well.

"Happy New Year" Xu Ya let out a pleasant laugh and seemed to be very happy.

"What are you laughing at?" Qin Yi felt that his phrase "Happy New Year" should not be funny, so he couldn't help but be a little puzzled.

"Ah, it's nothing, it's just that I'm making dumplings now, it's so ugly." Xu Ya said, "Like a bulky dead mouse......"

"Bulky dead rats?" Qin Yi knew that the New Year was to make dumplings, although he had never made dumplings or had the Spring Festival, but there were still some restaurants where dumplings were eaten, and Xu Ya was an adjective, Qin Yi felt that the sense of picture was indeed very strong.

"Are you home now?" Xu Ya asked.

"Ah, no, out there." Qin Yi answered truthfully, he felt that for Xu Ya, who was willing to call him for greetings during the Chinese New Year, he lied to her and said that she was at home, which was very good or something, not very good.

Qin Yi knows that the Spring Festival is a very important festival for ordinary people, someone can think of you on this festival, even if it is just a group text message, it is already a good thing, maybe some people think that sending group blessings or something is very perfunctory, but in fact, even if it is just a group message, when people send it in groups, they will choose you, which is enough to show that you have a certain status in the other party's heart.

"What are you doing outside, don't you go home to accompany the family ......" Xu Ya didn't say the last sentence of "person", so she immediately changed her words, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stimulate you like this, it's too cold outside, go back quickly." ”

"It's fine." Qin Yi shook his head, "I'll go back in a while." ”

"Okay."

Xu Ya chatted with Qin Yi for a while, and when she said that she wanted to make dumplings, she hung up the phone first.

Qin Yi didn't know why he had a sense of loss, he had been lonely for a long time, but one day he was not so lonely, he suddenly found that he was actually used to it, it didn't mean that he liked it, he was used to being lonely, but he suddenly found that he actually hated loneliness.

"Don't ...... alone," he thought, but life can always make people feel powerless, and now is the day when thousands of homes are lit up and the family is reunited, and he feels that he has no reason to ruin the reunion of any acquaintance, even if in their opinion, his own joining is just a matter of more pairs of chopsticks and multiple bowls.

But Qin Yi didn't want to be that incongruous melody, he felt that it was difficult for him to casually integrate into a whole, whether it was a small group when he was in school or a small gang at work.

Except for those few intimate friends who came later, Qin Yi felt that getting along with people was a very uncomfortable thing, on the one hand, he was not good at it, and on the other hand, he was used to only dealing with himself.

In the end, Qin Yi thought about it, very similar to himself, he likes to be alone, although Qin Yi usually doesn't look so lonely, but his lonely heart is the most lonely.

"Xiao Qi, I'm sorry I didn't bother you, right?" Qi Fang's phone was quickly connected.

"It's fine." Qi Fang, "Brother Qin, do you have anything to do?" Qi Fang's deep voice came, but Qin Yi seemed to hear some different emotions from inside.

"It's nothing, it's just the New Year, I wish you a happy new year." Qin Yi's tone was a little awkward, but he could hear that he was sincere.

There was silence on the other end of the line.

After a moment, Qi Fang said thank you in a very serious tone, and Qin Yi felt that he seemed to have some resemblance to himself.

Qin Yi originally asked, Qi Fang, "Is it a person?" Why don't you come to my house to celebrate the New Year together", but soon felt that this idea was not suitable, after all, even if the other party celebrated the New Year alone, but the two big men, the relationship is not very familiar, so they celebrate the New Year together, and they are busy in the kitchen, which always feels weird.

In the end, after a brief chat with Qi Fang, Qin Yi hung up the phone and sent Su Ran a happy New Year's message, he didn't have Su Ran's phone, the other party's reaction was even bigger than he imagined, Qin Yi didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

The reason why he contacted these friends who were not so close first was mainly because he felt that the two of them should be quite lonely in this day when their families should be reunited, just like himself, there is nothing wrong with blessings, as for the others, they should be reunited with their families, and Qin Yi didn't want to disturb them.

At this time, it was not yet eight o'clock, the air was full of cold, Qin Yi walked aimlessly, in fact, he ran out suddenly like this, walking in the streets with no one around, in addition to being a little bored to stay at home alone, but also for the number of steps of the WeChat message exercise.

Weixin has a sports function, which can record the user's daily steps, Qin Yi plans to brush to 10,000 steps first, a dead house like him, even if there are few friends in Weixi, but the ranking of his Weixin sports is basically the bottom.

Of course, when he came out for a walk, it also had something to do with today's day.

Qin Yi glanced at the watch, this dial was very large, revealing a watch with the same loose temperament as Qin Yi, maybe it was the most advanced thing in Qin Yi's body.

"It's not even eight o'clock, and the number of steps is only five thousand......" Qin Yi groaned and continued to walk aimlessly.

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Xu Ya is making dumplings for the first time, although she went home to surprise her father a little, and was very happy, but Xu Ya felt that she went home for the New Year, in fact, it was not as good as she imagined, her relationship with her father was a little awkward, her father was not only not good at expressing emotions, but also did not seem to have too deep love for Xu Ya.

Although Xu Ya thought it was just her own crankiness, she saw a strange woman at home, talking and laughing with her father, and her father just received her with a more warm attitude, and continued to chat with the woman.

Xu Ya didn't have much impression of her mother, she was a ruthless woman, although it was nothing for her father to find another woman, it was also something that made her happy for Xu Ya, but Xu Ya felt that she had fallen out of favor, although her father did not favor her much, she suddenly found that her guess all along seemed to be right, in short, her position in her father's heart should not be the first.