"In the twenty years I've been Morrihe, I can remember every day, but I've only fainted for fifteen minutes." Ronaldo said: "Zhuo Yang, I don't know what these fifteen minutes have to do with those twenty years, but what I have experienced is so unbelievable. ”

"In those 20 years, I never found myself to be Ronaldo. So, I can't be sure which one is real. Am I Mori Hei or Ronaldo? Were those twenty years a fantasy or are they now an illusion? ”

"Zhuo Yang, I can't be sure, because I haven't been able to find myself."

"When I woke up, I lost myself, even though I was still the best striker in the world, and then I won the World Cup again, but I was lost. I don't know who I am. ”

"I was lost in love, Suzanne left me, and later Milani left me. I was also lost in my life, football was not making me happy more and more, I didn't know what I wanted, and my life started to be a mess. ”

"Actually, since that fainting, I'm no longer Ronaldo, I've lost myself."

After listening to Ronaldo's story, Zhuo Yang can no longer be described as 'fantasy', and Ronnie's fantasy experience is completely beyond Zhuo Yang's understanding of the world. All this will only happen in the story of the online article, but it was solemnly told by Ronaldo, but Zhuo Yang couldn't help but believe it.

Ronaldo didn't come today to find answers, he didn't want them from the moment he joined the army. Ronaldo just wanted to tell Zhuo Yang his story, perhaps because the 'one kidney' and 'one sheep' in his story are both yellow-skinned, black-haired, and shallow-eyed Orientals, just like Zhuo Yang.

In that fantasy twenty years, Mori Hei and Yang Yi searched together for ten years, and Yang Yi healed Morihei's old wounds, and also taught him a lot of magical kung fu, bows, knives, stone horses, and swords. Yang Yi searched for hundreds of years, but he did not find who he was, and when Mori Black died, Yang Yi still did not give up.

Zhuo Yang also doesn't know where Ronaldo went this 'crossing', and in his memory of reading Chinese historical stories, there are no two names: 'a pair of waists' and 'sheep one'. Based on the limited details in Ronaldo's story, he can only approximate the equivalent of the European Middle Ages and the Sui and Tang dynasties in China, but this is completely uncertain.

Ten years have passed since Morihei returned to Ronaldo, and Ronnie's memory of many things has been blurred, and the stories he tells are also fragmented.

"Perhaps, Morihei shouldn't give up." Ronaldo said: "He should heed the advice of the sheep and continue to look for himself." ”

Before saying goodbye, Ronaldo said: "I actually want to know most about whether the sheep master succeeded in the end, whether he found himself." ”

Ronaldo is gone, he said goodbye to Zhuo Yang and farewell to Europe, he is 33 years old and scarred, it is difficult for him to have the opportunity to return to European football, just like in the story as soon as Morriblack and Yang went from Europa to the East, Morielhei never returned to his hometown.

Zhuo Yang heard his regret from Ronaldo's stories and words, and Ronnie regretted that he had lost himself in the good years. In 1998, at the age of 22, Ronaldo was omnipotent in the forward line, but he was also the pinnacle of his football, and he has not advanced an inch since.

The growth of professional players generally lasts until the age of twenty-six or seventeen, and the age of twenty-eight or so will be the peak period of the player. After thirty, it will slowly go downhill, the difference is that some people walk slowly and late, and some people walk fast and early.

But Ronaldo reached the pinnacle of competition at the World Cup in France in '98, and although he shone to lead Brazil to victory four years later, in terms of football ability, he actually regressed. Otherwise, with his previous growth trend, he will reach the peak of the next two World Cups, and he will become the only god in football in ancient and modern times, and he will definitely surpass Pele and Maradona. But it all came to a halt in the summer of 1998.

And in 1998, Ronaldo's private life began to become a mess, he didn't know what he loved, he didn't know who he loved. As Ronaldo said: I am lost, I have not found myself.

Because Mori Black didn't find out who he was, Ronaldo lost himself.

The world is so bizarre, so difficult and bumpy, and very few people can hold on to themselves in the red dust and mud, but people always don't know that they are lost, and they can't remember to look for themselves.

For the Lost, which is the illusion? Which is real! Which is the real Mori Hei or Ronaldo? None of this is known, and it has become irrelevant.

Can you be sure that the world around you is real?

Can you be sure that you are not in a fantasy where you need to find yourself?

Do you know who you are?

Ronaldo is gone, but he leaves an absurd story to Zhuo Yang. Zhuo Yang may hate Ronaldo, because such an unbelievable story, but he can't tell it to others, Da Luo Jinxian told him to keep his mouth shut, he doesn't want people to think that he is a psychopath.

Zhuo Yang is a person who keeps his promises, and since he promised to keep it secret, he naturally won't tell it to others. But such a fantasy story is really uncomfortable to hold in the stomach, maybe Ronaldo told it to Zhuo Yang because he was uncomfortable, and he felt a lot more comfortable after talking about it.

Fortunately, Zhuo Yang is a man of many talents, and he spent the whole night composing the absurd and grotesque feelings in the story into a poem "Absurd Mazuka" (9). In the dance music, Zhuo Yang uses a lot of strange and abrupt key changes, as well as many illogical chords, which give the key a sense of ingenuity and creativity. At first glance, it may sound a bit deviant, but the grotesque and absurdity in it have a unique charm that makes the listener fall into the bizarre.

The whole dance music is like the story, it's complete and colorful, you can understand the story, but you can't figure out the causal cycle. You know what it's talking about, but you can't believe everything it's talking about.

After Zhuo Yang poured out this story to the music, he finally felt much more relaxed, he didn't have to work hard to keep it a secret for Ronaldo, Zhuo Yang told the story to the world in another way.

A month later, on Christmas Eve, Ronaldo announced the signing of Brazilian giants Corinthians. After the New Year, Ronaldo returned from injury and then played.

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