"The third regret."

Kitagawa Temple's death-like voice made Tamako Sehara squeeze her shoulders stiffly.

"When you were about five years old, the world changed completely. The shirt that had been holding on to his body all this time collapsed, and he passed away shortly after being admitted to the hospital. ”

Kitagawaji's gaze became calmer, and he continued: "That's your favorite person, the favorite person in this world, but she left like this... This left the biggest scar on your heart - the death of your mother, so to speak, is the most important reason why you are the way you are. ”

"Every time you enter the world of your heart, the constant noise is actually your mother's voice, and the voices overlap and overlap... It gradually became a murmur. ”

"This is your third heart image, the image of your mother."

Kitagawa Temple raised his hand.

His fingertips radiated with brilliance, and a woman who looked about seventy percent similar to Tamako Sewara was slowly sketched in the air.

It may be that Tamako is too shaken now, and he can use the power of the world to a certain extent.

"Riko's mother..."Tamako Sehara looked at the woman who was gently smiling at herself in the air, her eyes blank.

"The death of your mother means that you are completely cut off from your childhood, no matter how beautiful your childhood is, you can't go back."

"After that, my father's political party career gradually took off, and at his request, you began to learn all kinds of things that you didn't like, because you were the daughter of a famous family, so you had to learn a lot of things... There's a sentence you should have the impression of—"

Kitagawa Temple was about to continue, but was interrupted by Tamako Sehara in an extremely difficult tone: "What my father often says, he often looks at me and shows great disappointment... Said this with an extraordinarily sad expression—"

"If it's Riko."

Tears couldn't stop popping up from her eyes, and her voice choked: "I really worked hard, but my mother is so good." I couldn't catch up with her at all. ”

Yes, Tamako Sushihara's mother, Tamako Sushihara, was an excellent woman, versatile, kind-hearted, and elegantly behaved.

Sugi Loggi looked at Tamako Yuhara, who was very similar to the principle of the shirt, and naturally remembered the original scene.

And this sentence he often said became a haze that could not be swept away in the heart of Yuko Yuhara when he was a child.

"This is your fourth regret, your fourth heart, your father's harshness. Your father's harshness is a sign of the family's high pressure, which is why you choose to rent an apartment outside and only come home on Saturdays and Sundays. ”

Beichuan Temple picked up what she didn't finish, and then said:

"Under this kind of high-pressure education, you have learned a lot, but the mental state that has been scarred makes you forget how to show other feelings at some point, which is the source of what you call strange talk, the clown who loves to laugh."

"The clown who loves to laugh represents that you have given up your personal feelings, and for the sake of your father's career, you try to disguise yourself and smile at others. This is the fifth image of the heart, and it is also the aspect that you can't let go. ”

The topic came to the sixth portrait.

This time, the language of Kitagawa Temple is unusually concise:

"Under this compulsive pressure, your mental state, which is already on the verge of collapse, is finally about to collapse. And at this time, there is a person who you think is your savior, but you don't expect that he will push you deeper into the abyss. ”

"Piano Lesson Teacher, Aikawahara... This is a scumbag who has whitewashed his resume, but you don't know it, and he takes care of you, making you feel the feeling of being needed again, and on the afternoon of January 24, you..."

Beichuan Temple paused at this point, he looked at Yuzi Suhara, his eyes flickered slightly: "You know what I mean." ”

"You made a pact with him to expose all the inverted realities... You don't want to continue to live in misery, but Aikawahara, who played with you, abandoned you and took over the apartment you rented out..."

This is the sixth heart image... The sixth regret.

"Until now, Miss Sushihara still has a smile on her face." Kitagawa Temple looked at Tamako Seihara.

Why is the smile on her face glaring?

Because that's the smile she forced herself to make.

This smile is completely different from Kamiya Miku, Kamiya's smile is unpretentious, and there seems to be a starry sky in his eyes.

But the smile on Tamako Sushihara's face was like a ripe apple, almost on the verge of rotting.

"The roof that can't be climbed is the last powerless struggle of the accomplice to break the contract, and now this situation also happens to correspond to this last mental image."

Kitagawa Temple's gaze swept around.

Like Ulysses, Tamako Sehara has experienced the sinful side of all kinds of human beings, and she has made all kinds of mistakes herself, the world she envisioned.

The piece of meat symbolizes the desire of the flesh.

The inverse pentagram in the playground symbolizes hell.

The old tree symbolizes her memories of the school.

The empty rooftop represents a place of peace of mind.

These actually have references.

Maki-e looked at Tamako Sehara, and her eyes unconsciously brought a look of sympathy.

Although she is not like Kitagawa Temple, she can think of so many things, but she can also express her kindness through this expression.

"I... That's the kind of person you are. Tamako Sushihara tugged at her hair: "Strange gentleman... Leave me alone, I just want to say goodbye to the previous ones now... Say goodbye to everything..."

Her eyes were glazed over, and she had an unchanged smile on her face:

"Let me... Say goodbye to it all. ”

Kitagawa Temple looked at Tamako Seihara.

To be honest, if a person has no desire to survive at all, no matter how hard Beichuan Temple tries, it will be useless in the end.

And Kitagawa Temple also hates this kind of person who completely gives up on himself the most.

I don't know how to save myself, so why do I need others to help me?

He said slowly: "For a person who has no desire to live, no matter how hard he tries, it is useless. ”

Kitagawa Temple's words were so clear that the gods next to him, Makie opened their mouths: "Wait a while... Kitagawa, what do you want to do? Aren't you going to save her? ”

Beichuan is saying this kind of thing now, could it be that he wants to take off the burden and quit?

That's right, it's in line with the character of Kitagawa Temple.

He is such a person.

If a person does not save himself, how can he ask others to help him?

But... I really want the god to stay in Makie and watch Yuko Sushihara die like this-

"Who told you that Tamako Sehara has no desire to ask for help?" Kitagawa Temple slanted his gaze at Maki-e, his gaze subtle, and he was now worried about this girl's ability to understand.

Obviously, Ma Gong is so reliable for eternity, how did she become like this after becoming her sister?

"But you just knew—"

Kitagawa Temple interrupted Maki-e's words: "I just said that people who have no desire to survive, but Tamako Sewara is obviously not among them. ”

As soon as these words were spoken, not only the gods were stationed in Maki-e, but even the Yuhara Tamako on the other side cast a stunned gaze.

Beichuan Temple's words seem to be saying that her current will to die is false.

What does it feel like to be denied even the idea of dying?

"But it's true."

Kitagawa Temple carried his bag and walked towards Yuko Sushihara step by step.

"If you really want to die, why are you showing me this book?"

The book in the bag was taken out by Kitagawa Temple.

His clear, cold gaze attracted Tamako Sushihara's gaze.

With all eyes watching, he turned the last page of the book on the angel falling to hell.

"This book is the last image of your heart."

Kitagawa Temple glanced at the scene on the last page and handed it to Tamako Sewara.

It was a very peculiar page.

There's nothing on it, just a blank space.

"It's because of the blank space that there is a need to write."

Kitagawa Temple looked at Yuko Yuhara: "Maybe you don't notice it now, but you still have the desire to survive in your heart, and that faint desire to survive was discovered by me as a mental image of this book." ”

"That's the last image of your heart."

I want to live.

It's something that everyone subconsciously comes to mind.

People who really have the will to die do not exist in this world.

But there are too few of them.

Don't most people who want to kill themselves want to survive?

It's not because life itself can't go on.

Thinking so, Kitagawa Temple put his hand on the shoulder of Tamako Sushihara, he recalled the words in Yuko's diary, and said slowly in her tone:

"Tamako. People always pass away, and so do animals. ”

"Tamako. After I am gone, you must also grow up healthy. ”

"Tamako..."

"I'm sorry... Forgive Mom... Mom... I really love you. ”

These are the words that the shirt has said.

"Mom..."Tamako Sehara looked in a trance.

Under this trance-like look, memories of the past flashed through my heart.

What if it were a mother who saw herself begging for death?

Tamako Sushihara clutched the book in her arms, her smile fading from her face, and she cried sadly.

The mournful voice shook the entire campus.

With this burst of crying, Beichuan Temple clearly sensed that this mental world was changing.

His whole body was pulled backwards at a rapid pace.

This familiar sense of expulsion made Kitagawa Temple look at Tamako Seihara who was leaning against the bottom of the tree.

Either way, he did his best.

If this can't be completely unraveled, then there is nothing Beichuan Temple can do.

The limit of his ability is like this, and maybe it will improve in the future, but it is still a fact that he can't save the other party at this stage.

After a trance, there is a familiar view of the ward.

The curtain cloth, the monotonous sound of the ECG, and the smell of disinfectant in the air.

Kitagawa got up from the bed and checked his belongings.

Nishikujo is pitiful and back, and the god resident Makie is also floating around and shouting.

He stood up and pulled back the curtains.

I don't know when, it's dawn.

The long night is over.

Whether it's for Kitagawa Temple or for Tamako Seihara.

Kitagawa Temple turned his face sideways and looked at Tamako Sehara who was lying on the bed.

He looked at each other with deep eyes.

Looking deeply-

Under such a gaze, Yuko Sewara seemed to shake her body a little uncomfortably, and then opened her eyes and greeted Beichuan Temple in a dry voice: "Hello..."

"Hello." Kitagawa Temple nodded.

She looked in a trance, and it took a while for her to reluctantly come back to her senses:

"May I ask where it is?"

"Hospital." Kitagawa Temple took the trouble to answer each other's questions.

"Why am I in the hospital?"

"I don't know." Kitagawa Temple replied calmly.

The other party doesn't seem to remember himself, as if everything just happened in a dream.

"It's possible...", as if he could see Kitagawaji's thoughts, he explained, "After the treatment of the jade destruction disease, it was like a long dream for these patients. ”

The next moment-

Yuko Yuhara said with a somewhat embarrassed expression:

"Excuse me... Have I seen it somewhere, sir? ”

"For you, this should be the first time we've officially met." Kitagawa Temple looked directly at each other.

Hearing this, Yuko Sehara's eyes flashed with visible disappointment, and she nodded lightly: "Is that so?" ”

"Your body still needs to rest, so I won't bother you for the time being."

Kitagawa Temple picked up his backpack and planned to leave.

He had already repaired the hideous scars on Tamako's body before.

Scars, cigarette butt burns...

Maybe Beichuan Temple can't repair the scars on other people's hearts, but it's just an external scar, and he can still easily erase it.

However, at the moment when he pushed the door and wanted to leave-

Tamako Sushihara suddenly shouted behind her back:

"Wait!"

"Anything else?" Kitagawa Temple asked impatiently.

"The name... Can you tell me your name? Yuko Shihara looked at Kitagawa Temple, she has always been skilled in this kind of communication, but today is the first time she is stuck.

"Kitagawa Temple."

It's just a name, not an information that can't be told to others.

He simply gave his name and walked out.

After listening to Kitagawa Temple's words, Yuko Yuhara never kept it anymore.

She leaned back on the pillow of the hospital bed and rested her hands on her chest.

Tears rolled down in big drops.

"Kitagawa Temple... Kitagawa Temple... Beichuan..."She couldn't stop her tears as she recited the name.

Actually, she remembers, she remembers everything.

The heart is like what is happening in the world, the face of Kitagawa Temple.

She never forgot it.

She remembers, she remembers them all.

But what if you don't forget?

She sobbed under her breath, like an ordinary little girl, crying sadly.

No more fake smiles on faces.

The other side.

"That girl shouldn't have forgotten me." Kitagawa Temple, which has already walked out of the hospital, simply defined.

"Huh?! Will it? I'm totally... Can't tell. ”

"What else can you see besides playing with your phone?" Kitagawa Temple squints at a look of eyes and stays in maki-e.

This sentence directly blocked her, she stammered, her eyes wandered, and she didn't know how to refute Beichuan Temple for a moment.

"Her eyes, her gaze, and her initial reaction actually show that she has not lost her memory in the world of mental images."

"Then why don't you debunk...?" Kamiju Makie opened her mouth.

"Because of trouble."

Beichuan Temple recalled the things that happened in the world of mental images, and couldn't help but touch his head and add:

"This kind of little girl in the period of adolescent rebellion is really troublesome."