He was fourteen years old when he left home.

Although he has no long things, he can still rely on all kinds of long and short odd jobs to survive, but he is only engaged in complicated and hard work, so he will inevitably show his head.

Girls are not pampered people, and although they are tired from work due to their age, they are not unbearable.

is even single, without the trepidation of the past, and he is in charge of household affairs all year round, so he is more comfortable.

Occasionally, if you are too busy, you can find a random ramen shop and refresh yourself with a meal of oily ramen.

Due to the working environment, the natural cultivation of the people in contact with is not very high, and the posture is difficult to hide, and the repetition of the evil things in the past is not once or twice, but the girl has also practiced simple self-defense techniques by herself, and she always has sharp weapons on her body to defend herself, and every time this kind of thing happens, she leaves the place as soon as possible, so there is no more situation of being forced into a desperate situation.

After a year of tossing and turning, she was safe, but after a long time of similar things, she finally lost her hand.

There's not much to go into detail, it's just that the thugs are amazingly skilled, and they don't have enough strength, so they just missed.

But because the place she chose to act would not be too remote, coupled with the cries for help, she was still discovered in the end, but she was also hit hard in anger, and was even left in the abdomen with her own self-defense weapon.

I couldn't see who was coming, but I heard him say something loudly, and I tried to wait until I heard the sound of an ambulance nearby, and finally allowed my already starved consciousness to fall into a deep sleep.

When I opened my eyes again, I was greeted by the smell of a white room and disinfectant water.

She felt a little relieved, because the number of times she went to the hospital was not small, but it was indeed the first time that she had been injured so badly.

The nurse said that it was good that it didn't hurt too many internal organs, but it would leave a scar, and I was afraid it wouldn't be able to get rid of it.

The nurse seemed to feel a little sorry for her, but she just nodded and said thank you, and there was no other reaction.

Unlike previous minor injuries, this hospitalization took a while.

About four or five hours after waking up, the guy who was supposed to have saved her and called an ambulance came to see him.

He was a rather gentle man, about thirty years old, and bookish.

Then I first introduced myself.

Iruma Aoyama.

I asked her if she had any family.

Naturally, there is none.

The girl only politely thanked her, and then politely declined the man's offer to take care of her.

The detachment of guard was quite obvious, and Iruma didn't insist, just put down the fruit, smiled and left.

But she was not left alone as the girl wished, and the next day, a middle-aged female nurse came to take care of her.

I wanted to refuse, but it was inconvenient to be alone, so I decided to pay for it myself.

You don't have a lot of savings, but you can still support it for a few days, and you don't need it as long as the most difficult time has passed.

The nurse refused the girl's commission, telling her that someone had already paid it in advance.

She insisted, and even told the caregiver that it didn't matter if she received two copies, but she would pay for it herself.

The caregiver just smiled bitterly and refused.

Iruma told her what was forbidden.,That's one of them.,Even if the girl insists repeatedly.,She didn't take it.,Just hope the girl won't embarrass her.。

The girl eventually gave up on dwelling on the nurse because she found out that Iruma just didn't come the next day, and would come to see her every other day or so.

So she told Iruma about it directly.

Iruma smiled and agreed to her offer and accepted the commission she offered.

After two weeks in the hospital, the girl decided to be discharged.

She didn't know exactly how much the caregiver's commission was, but she knew by feeling that the commission she was giving was definitely not going to last two weeks.

In fact, after five days in the hospital, she began to want to do everything on her own, but in the end, she was still stopped by the doctor.

The nurse didn't leave, even if she was able to do things on her own—at best, she could endure the pain, but it wouldn't involve the wound healing.

Naturally, she told Iruma, but the elegant man just pushed the matter on the nurse, saying that he liked her and stayed to help.

The lie is obvious, but she can't be tough and drive people out, so she can only acquiesce, but she still insists on doing most of the things herself.

Silently raised the vigilance in my heart.

After all, she doesn't believe in good intentions for no reason.

When she was discharged from the hospital, Iruma said to come and pick her up, she didn't refuse, and she also had something to say.

Iruma told her that the wounder had been arrested and imprisoned, and she just nodded her head to indicate that she knew, and that she had no intention of retaliating or recovering it.

Then tell Iruma that the hospitalization fee and commission will be returned to him.

The man groaned, did not refuse, and offered her a job.

The girl did not refuse, although she was discharged from the hospital, she could not do a lot of work for a while, and there was no money around her.

She had no confidence to refuse, so she could only redouble her vigilance.

Her new job is a librarian, and she was not surprised to hear that Iruma seemed to be a university teacher during casual conversation.

The curator is a spirited old man.,And Iruma is very familiar with each other.,So after hearing Iruma's inquiry.,After learning about the girl's situation, I readily agreed.。

The adolescent girl is literate and, in fact, she has maintained excellent grades throughout her school years.

There were not many people coming and going to the library, and her job was not easy, but it was much better than the chores she had done before.

She also carried out her work quite seriously, without any perfunctory, and even quickly wrote down the location of most of the books, whether it was organizing, guiding or cleaning after closing.

If the curator hadn't forced her to rest, I'm afraid she would have worked every day.

The residence is close to the university, and Iruma said that it was his unused room, and he lent it to her for the time being.

The girl insisted on paying the rent, and Iruma had already understood the girl's character, and she didn't refuse, but just lowered the rent on a case-by-case basis, on the grounds that she helped him take care of the room, after all, she didn't plan to rent it before, but it was just idle.

In the past three months, according to the nurse's commission and hospitalization fees that the girl learned, she has paid it off.

Iruma also told her that it had been paid off.

But the work did not end.

The curator was very satisfied with her diligence and initiative, and also gave her a salary increase, and they got along well.

The stability that the girl hadn't felt for a long time came unconsciously.

Iruma seems to be writing an article, and the girl doesn't know where to use it, but she just notices that the other party spends more time in the library.

After getting along for a long time, she let down her guard against Iruma, and even felt a lot of guilt and gratitude.

So I took the initiative to read a lot of books related to the scope of Iruma Consulting.

She seemed to have an excellent aptitude for this, and soon followed the footsteps of books to figure out a possible path for Iruma, and every time he came to look for them, he inadvertently placed the helpful books she had put together in his hand.

It doesn't matter how much knowledge you have, it's just that Iruma can't know all the books, but she writes down all the books in the library.

If it's just once or twice, it can be called an accident.,But during the time Iruma finished his own article,I don't know how many times this kind of accident happened.。

After that, Iruma invited the girl to a meal in the name of gratitude.

The girl tried her best to dress up without spending too much money.

It was the first time she wished someone would lose their minds because of her makeup.

Iruma lost her mind as she had hoped, but only for a moment, and then she regained her usual warm smile.

The girl couldn't tell whether she was happy or disappointed, as if she was relieved or as if she was lost.

Iruma immediately came up with the idea of letting the girl continue her studies.

The girl was stunned, then refused.

Iruma had already told her that the curator had agreed to let her work.

The girl still hesitated.

Iruma babbled a lot of words to persuade her, and she just listened silently, but her heart was not touched too much.

Except for one sentence, she couldn't avoid it.

"It would be nice to see you standing next to me one day."

Of course, she understood, not to walk beside him.

After such a long period of contact, coupled with deliberate inquiry, she already knew what kind of status this gentle man had.

Although he is quite young, he has been praised by many literary circles, praised by newspapers and media as "the last literary pine of the Shang Wei period", and even among many young people who do not like literary works.

Think about it, where do ordinary university professors go to get acquainted with the director of the National Library?

His life can be called a spring breeze, but the girl feels that under his warm smile is a hundred times more indifferent and alienated than hers.

When reading his works, one will see the dismembered fibers beneath the flesh of the text.

It's scary.

She sometimes wondered why such people were so concerned about her affairs.

But I couldn't figure it out, and I can only judge by the favor I have received so far.

She didn't feel like she could understand Iruma Aoyama's loneliness or stand beside him, she just couldn't help but want to get closer.

Even if it's just a little.

So she agreed to Iruma Aoyama's proposal, even if she knew that she would only owe more favors that would be difficult to repay.

So she entered the high school with the help of Iruma and the curator.

Schoolwork was not difficult for her, and she spent more time reading literature in the hope of understanding Iruma Aoyama a little more.

But the more she read, the more she felt lost, and even the sense of devastation she felt when she first read his works faded from time to time.

She was horrified to find that she seemed to be doing the opposite.

Iruma noticed it, and didn't comment on her intentions, but just suggested, "Keep a diary." ”

The girl was a little hesitant, but she tried to write anyway.

She reads a lot of books and has her own understanding, but her expression is fragmented, and it is all irreconcilable and disconnected.

But this is the first time she has written a diary, recording her mood and trivia, and she forcibly holds it out to Iruma with shyness.

Iruma refused with a smile: "This is your treasure, if you need to dig it out one day, it must be your own need." ”

Just wrote like this for three years.