Cheng Xing sat on the ground, took her hand, disinfected her, and wrapped it in bandages.

During the whole process, Yu Shubai didn't say a word, not even a word. She sat there like this, not crying or making a fuss, as if the person who was almost out of control just now was just the imagination of Lu Xing.

Lu Xing wrapped the bandage and helped her pull down her sleeve.

"Go to sleep, I'm fine," Yu Shubai's voice was very hoarse, and he didn't look at him: "Otherwise, I won't be able to get up tomorrow." ”

The tone was flat, as if nothing had just happened.

Cheng Xing opened his mouth, and finally said, "I'll sleep with you." ”

If it were in normal times, Yu Shubai would still be shy, and he would guess whether there was any other meaning in Cheng Xing's words. But at this moment she had no strength, she slowly stood up against the wall, and smoothly walked around the broken glass to the side of the bed and lay down, having exhausted all her strength.

Lu Xing went to the balcony and got a broom, and after cleaning the glass on the ground, he lay down on the empty space left by Yu Shubai.

As soon as Cheng Xing stretched out his hand, he touched the entrance at the head of the bed and turned off the light.

The room was silent and dark again.

But no one could sleep.

After a long time, Yu Shubai suddenly said: "I look like this...... I can't help it. ”

Cheng Xing was stunned, turned around and faced her, but Yu Shubai was facing the wall, leaving him with a trace of his back: "If I can't get out, we ......"

"Then I'll be with you, all the time in hell."

Yu Shubai blinked, and tears fell uncontrollably.

"Brother Lu, it's different. I can't even accept myself like this...... But it's so hard, it's really hard. I'm tired, tired...... I used to wonder why, why is it the way it is. But I don't want to ask now, probably, that's how I am, no why. ”

Yu Shubai said, and couldn't help but smile: "Actually, I don't have a home for a long time, but I don't want to admit it." ”

Cheng Xing didn't speak, and a hand gently hugged her from behind Yu Shubai.

After a while, Cheng Xingcai said: "The first month you joined MTL, I knew that you ...... You're sick. ”

Yu Subai's body stiffened with these words.

"But I didn't dislike you, but I was thinking, such a good girl, I have to love her well, no matter what the reason, I just can't let go of her anyway."

"You...... How do you know? ”

Yu Shubai felt that the corners of his eyes were a little hot.

Even his face was burning.

"Speaking of which, it was really accidental. You didn't come to practice the pressure gun that day, and you didn't tell me. I'll look for you in your room...... You went to the hospital that day, right? I found clonazepam in the trash can in your room. ”

"Of course I don't know what it is, and after checking the information, I sent a message to Xu Ningmo...... I never dreamed that I would know such a psychiatrist, but it was such a coincidence that I came across it. ”

After that, there is no need to talk about the journey.

Yu Shubai closed his eyes, and then asked, "Do they know about Brother Duan?" ”

"I don't know," the strength in Lu Xing's hand tightened a little: "I didn't tell anyone." ”

Yu Shubai breathed a sigh of relief.

This night, Yu Shubai was destined to sleep badly.

Even if Lu Xing was by her side, there was only endless nightmares left in her dreams.

It was as if there was a net around her.

The line is Jiang Ming, and she looked at the mouth she touched, and what she couldn't break free from was the fear of losing Liang Shu.