Chapter 6 Reminiscences
A crack cracked on one side of the heavenly traces, and the bright glow overflowed from it, gradually covering the thousands of miles of clouds and seeping into the tiles and eaves in the Cangzhou evening street.
As time passed, the sky became like a drop of ink dripping into boiled water, gradually spreading a trace of twilight.
The number of pedestrians on the street is weaving, and it is increasing instead of decreasing. The boiling voice made the silent Xia Xin and the two seem out of place, but no one paid attention.
To be precise, no one paid attention to Xia Xin.
However, Xia Xin didn't care, after all kinds of experiences, he knew that this was an era of looking at faces.
"That, I'll get it for you." Xia Xin took the initiative to ask Ying, play the duties of a man, and help the woman carry things.
"Don't, don't be courteous for nothing, either traitor or thief." Leng Xue's pupils glanced at Xia Xin and unceremoniously refused.
"Please, I'm carrying forward the traditional Chinese virtues and helping each other, isn't this thanking the landlord for your kindness of staying at home for dinner?"
This familiar mantra seemed to touch something in Leng Xuetong's heart, and he paused and said, "No, you can just pick up the food later." ”
"How can this work?" Xia Xin was stunned, looking like 'generosity and righteousness'.
"You..."
"I must be helping you carry your clothes before picking up the food, this is a better and perfect embodiment of traditional virtues, isn't it?" Xia Xin smiled cheaply after speaking.
Leng Xuetong thought that Xia Xin wanted her to lift some heavier dishes, and wanted to confront Xia Xin, but after listening to it, she was amused by his fake seriousness.
Of course, just smiling in my heart.
Then, Leng Xuetong angrily threw the bag to Xia Xin.
This made Leng Xuetong have a new definition of Xia Xin, the person is quite good, but it is too ... Irritating? I want to hit him inexplicably.,Well.,It looks like the piece of the eye looks like he hates it.。
I was a little nervous.
Leng Xuetong couldn't define exactly what this thing was, she only felt that this person was always making herself angry, but she didn't... Damn it.
obviously looks so ordinary, not like a ruffian person, but he always says some unknown jokes, which makes people feel approachable and amiable.
Of course, Xia Xin didn't know what Leng Xuetong was thinking, and after taking the bag, he pillowed his hands and looked at the sky thoughtfully, accompanied by the unique collision sound of wood and clothes, so that the memories of the past gradually drifted into his mind.
Thoughts inexplicably returned to high school, it was the days when Xia Xin's brothers and sisters were living in poverty, relying on Xia Xin to make a single job, doing handymen to make money to support his family, and the only motivation was his cutest sister.
At that time, I had been working hard and struggling to treat my sister's 'illness'.
If you are tired of making a list, you will stand on the balcony and blow the evening breeze, thinking that the slightly cold wind breath of this night can make people wake up.
At the same time, I also want to try my luck and see if I can sneak a glimpse, the figure that can make my heart suddenly excited in adolescence.
Xia Xin was originally a late bloomer, and he was still quite interested in things between men and women, but at that time, he could only look at it secretly, or put it on a disk in the computer to read it.
I don't know if it's because the two of them have a heart, or if there is another reason, whenever Xia Xin walks to the balcony after settling down in the summer night, he can find that the shadow of faint expectation in his heart has stood quietly in that familiar position.
"Good evening." Out of politeness, Xia Xin spoke first.
When Leng Xuetong heard this, her eyes that were as cold as snow glanced at it lightly, as if a cool breeze swept by, and her mouth opened lightly, "Good evening." After speaking, he put his eyes on the dark night that had never been cut off for eternity, as if thinking about something.
At that time, only the side near the road, that is, by the door, had the dim light of the street lamp, and on the opposite side of the balcony, there was almost nothing to see, and the only light was the hazy white light from the incandescent lamp in the living room, and the cool moonlight from the sky.
At that time, the night was like ink, the moonlight was like silver, the faint insects chirped, the rustling of trees, and the snow-white shadows that were completely opposite to the darkness.
The faint moonlight gently sprinkled on Leng Xuetong's body, which looked more and more beautiful and holy, and the whole person seemed to be using the moonlight, like a firefly, exuding a misty faint light.
It was difficult for Xia Xin to pay attention if he didn't want to, especially since there was still a unique cold smell of cold snow pupils wafting in the air, and he couldn't help but take a few more breaths.
However, Xia Xin only dared to peek out of the corner of his eye. Heart, Leng Xuetong is not particularly unkind, is it not easy to get along with...... Thinking about it, he also peeked at it.
I saw that a snow-white long skirt wrapped in a long skirt, leaving a graceful figure on the ground by the moonlight, the skirt as light as a feather swayed gently with the wind, as if in line with a certain rhythm, the black and soft waterfall-like hair and the white skirt formed the most obvious contrast, the thin lips as small as petals pursed a trace of seductive arc, and the brilliant star-like pupils seemed to condense all the light in the world, encompassing everything, hiding Qian Kun, not panicking, with a beautiful little face with the initial potential. One hand is not hung around the waist, and the other hand gently strokes the hair released by the breeze and pulls it behind the ear.
In Xia Xin's view, Leng Xuetong's inadvertent movements are not teasing his hair, but like inadvertently provoking Xia Xin's ignorant young heartstrings, the slender hand is teasing, and the throbbing pure notes rise between the tones and verses, beating and converging into a song of the beginning of love in adolescence, attracting, tinkering with Xia Xin's heart, and can't help but make people's hearts beat faster.
But after the brain clears up, there is a feeling of 'rejecting people for a thousand miles', or a feeling of not being able to bear to approach.
At that time, Xia Xin thought that Leng Xuetong was synonymous with the kind of person who could only look from afar and could not be blasphemed, which made it difficult for people to have bad intentions.
This made Xia Xin look a little fascinated, and he didn't care whether he peeked or not, he just stared directly at the cold snow pupils on the balcony next door. He felt that at this time, if Leng Xue's pupil feathered into an immortal, it would not be an exaggeration to fly to the fascinating, beautiful and mysterious Guanghan Palace.
"Brother Ge, where are you..."
Summer Night always gets up to find Xia Xin before she sleeps for long, she has the habit of sleeping with Xia Xin, and she feels that the smell of her brother makes her feel at ease.
The immature and delicate voice slowly pulled Xia Xin back to reality, and he realized that it was late at night and it was time to sleep.
This made him shy and grateful, either his sister called him, or Leng Xuetong called him, Xia Xin didn't want Leng Xuetong to see his sluggish appearance, and then leave an impression of 'voyeurism' in his heart.
My thoughts came to the days of studying at Jiangnan University (overhead) later, due to various coincidences, Leng Xuetong, who was in the same school in the past, became a classmate, and met Yisha, who taught English.
But the most important thing is the time to eat with Yeye, Yisha, Xuetong, and four people at a table, Leng Xuetong didn't speak at that time, Yeye and Yisha were not on the right path, and they didn't speak, Xia Xin still exerted his spare strength and took the initiative to provoke the topic, although it would be cold, but this was the first time Xia Xin had eaten with more than two people.
This made Xia Xin, who grew up alone with his sister since he was a child, feel at home for the first time, and feel that he has always been like this... All right.
This is what Xia Xin pursues after experiencing all kinds of hardships in life.
There is quite a kind of meaning that a little wealth is safe, and a big love is full.
However, life always backfires.
The power vortex of the Hidden Family-Xia Family gradually approached Xia Xin, telling him that your real sister had died a long time ago, and this was just a product of artificial genes, and the result was that she was forcibly taken away every night.
Then Yisha suddenly left Britain (overhead), and Leng Xuetong was recalled by the Leng family.
The backs that left one by one shattered this beautiful and warm picture.
Xia Xin couldn't figure out how to think about it, the sister he had supported for more than ten years was not real, and the real sister had already died!? This is something that Xia Xin can't accept no matter what.
However, when I saw the tombstone with my own eyes, it was real, which was all hitting Xia Xin's psychological defense line, until he recovered his memory and recognized the truth, this psychological defense line completely fell.
Xia Xin covered himself in the quilt, he wanted to escape from this world, escape from this reality.
He really didn't want to believe it, and he didn't want to face this fact, remembering the scene of being carried away every night, the howling face, the sad and desolate voice......
There was only a corner of light shining in the depths of his heart, Xia Xin squatted on the side of the corner, holding his head with both hands, roaring desperately and weakly, his body trembling from being too excited.
The light is faint little by little, and the darkness is eroding little by little.
Finally, the dark and lightless environment enveloped all of Xia Xin, smoking and drinking to dispel sorrows, drunkenness, and confusion, maybe it was a relief, right?
In the past, when there was no money, there was still the motivation to make money to treat diseases night and night, but after having money, they left one by one, what is the use of the money?
What an irony.
Xia Xin pondered, this day of self-depravity is not bad, the mind dances with the abyss, the flesh and the woman......
"Bang!" (Chapter 1207)
Until a door, or Xia Xin's heart door, was kicked open, the dark and lightless world suddenly shone into a ray of dawn, although it was only an inch in size, but it was bright enough, like a warm spring day, holy and bathing people's hearts, dispelling the haze in Xia Xin's heart.
A weak but firm force wanted to pull Xia Xin up from the abyss without any scruples.
A drop of bright red and fiery blood fell on Xia Xin's face, which made Xia Xin regather his gaze, regain his clear and bright eyes, and see clearly the face that changed Xia Xin's life.
What a beautiful face that is! Delicate as porcelain, smooth as jade, white and tender as snow. There is also a bit of anxiety, worry, and hope and expectation in his eyes. It's just that at this moment, a blood mark that is not deep or long is particularly shocking, which makes Xia Xin come back to his senses and use his strength to climb up.
"If one person can't be strong, then two people, try, two people are strong, I can accompany you."
"Don't say it easily, 'It's good if I'm dead', don't give up on yourself easily, as long as you don't give up, no matter what the difficulty, there will always be a time to overcome, if one person can't do it, just two people, no matter how many times, no matter how far, no matter where you fall, I will pull you up, as long as you need, I can lend you my hand, so, you must not give up on yourself......"
Recalling the time of the day, the autumn wind, the night when the cold moon hung at night, the affirmative words of the cold snow pupils, the tearful eyes, the moving smile, the skirt swaying with the wind, and the long hair fluttering slightly, are still vivid.
Although I still often have nightmares, after coming back from Leng Xue Hitomi, I don't seem so panicked and scared.
Thanks to Leng Xuetong, Xia Xin survived that period of bleak days. It's also a loss to Leng Xuetong.,Let me have the motivation to get back to the night.,Even if it's not a real sister.,It's also a sister who has been supporting herself for more than ten years.,No matter how it changes.,The feelings that spent the hard time together won't change.。
"It's so good, it's good to have you!" Xia Xin smiled at the sky and couldn't help but sigh.
"Snow pupils, snow ...... Pupil of eye? Xia Xin called softly, but the more he said it, the more wrong it became.
Turning his head and taking a look, Leng Xue's pupils were gone?
This made Xia Xin subconsciously think of something.
"Lost!?"