Chapter 182. Benevolence (4000 words)
However, it is obvious that Natsuki Sasahara could not have predicted what happened to Oeshi and Sasahara Yuki in Yasawa Town later.
Oe Zi was plotted by the townspeople of Yasawa and was directly unconscious for more than half a year.
So that she also lay on the bed like a wooden pestle for half a year.
This caused all her plans to dive in the future, and even her plan to transfer her soul to Sasahara Yuki was frustrated.
Being attacked by a group of ordinary people and making it look like this is so unlucky that she has nothing to say.
And recently she just woke up from the hospital bed, and the first thing she saw was the person she knew best-
Xicheng style.
This man served as a co-facilitator of the soul transfer of the year.
Natsuki Sasahara was so nervous when she saw him that she couldn't speak.
Because Xicheng Shi knew that she was hiding in Dajiang Zi's body now.
And he used him ruthlessly before, tricking him into opening the seal of some of the Hetori family's resentful spirits.
Therefore, even if Xicheng Shi immediately took action to pull her out of Dajiang Zi's body, she would not feel the slightest surprise.
But soon Natsuki Sasahara found out that his doubts were suspicious.
She found that the Xicheng style in front of her didn't seem to know her, and even asked herself about her own body.
This made Natsuki Sasahara understand instantly.
The resentful spirit of the Hetori family may not have killed Nishigi, but it may have taken a toll on his memory, causing him to forget many things, including himself...
This time, Natsuki Sasahara started to think crookedly again.
From the conversation, she knew that Nishiro was looking for his own origins.
And he's definitely going back to Xicheng's house next...
Natsuki Sasahara had an idea at once.
Let Sasawara follow the Nishijo-style.
As long as Nishijo agrees to leave with Sasahara, then she will carry out the secret method of soul transfer at night and transfer this part of her soul to Sasahara Yuki.
At that time, she will be able to follow the Xicheng style and return to the Xicheng family.
And as long as Nishiro Shiki returns to Nishijo's house, she will have the opportunity to come into contact with the Nitori Shrine again.
When the time comes, he will borrow Sasahara's body and release the resentful spirits of the two hundred people of the Nitori family!
That's all she was going to do.
But Natsuki Sasahara missed a little.
That is the relationship between Oe Murasaki and Sasahara Yuki.
Sasahara Yuki is actually willing to let go of her biological mother and live with Oe Zi!
This made Natsuki Sasahara feel extremely complicated at that time...
After all, Sasahara Yuki is her daughter, and as a mother, no matter how cruel she is, she more or less hopes that she will notice her.
But now—
"Looks like there's no chance."
Natsuki Sasahara looked up and looked at the Nishigi-style and Kitagawa Temple in front of him.
She understood that the young man brought over by Xicheng was the insurance she had prepared in case she struggled to the death and bottomed out.
His situation is like a dead fish crucified, unable to move at all.
And the Xicheng-style plan is not difficult to guess-
Drag yourself out of the body of Dae Zi.
And the soul that loses its physical dependence will either become a good spirit or a corrupt spirit... Ordinary geists can only disappear in the end...
Natsuki Sasahara doesn't think she can be a good spirit because she's essentially a wicked person.
She also knew that even if she begged for mercy now, it would be impossible for Xicheng Style and Beichuan Temple to let her go so easily.
And in fact... If the position is reversed, it is Xicheng style who is now driven to a dead end, and she will not listen to whether the other party begs for mercy.
But—
"Ayuki is the last descendant of the Natori family."
Natsuki Sasahara looked at Nishijo and said word by word.
"I don't expect you to take care of Ah Xing, but I hope you don't embarrass her in the rest of your life. Just let her live an ordinary life. ”
Hatred is delivered.
Nishijo-shiki, who has regained his memory, will inevitably be angry with Sasahara Yuki.
In the final analysis, there is already a hatred between the Xicheng family and the Hetori family.
Nishijo-style didn't speak.
Natsuki Sasahara felt that he had poked him in the sore spot: "Ayuki is only eight years old, Nishijo, are you really willing to involve her in the hatred of our two families?" ”
When she said this, she was actually a little lacking in confidence.
If she had released the resentful spirit of the Hetori family back then, and the things of the Yellow Spring poured into the present world, the casualties would not only be the people of the Xicheng family.
Men and women, young and old... All will die.
Now use this to persuade the West Side style... To be honest, she herself found it funny.
"West Side..."
Natsuki Sasahara intends to open his mouth and continue to convince Nishigi.
But it was soon interrupted by the Westside-style hand-waving movement.
Natsuki Sasahara's face collapsed suddenly.
Her face changed very exaggeratedly, and the serious expression of wanting to reason with you one second, the next moment her face revealed a little despair.
Natsuki Sasahara snapped and fell to his knees.
A lot of things in the movie aren't deceiving.
For example, human strength can really be drained in an instant.
"You're you, Sasahara Yuki is Sasahara Yuki, she has nothing to do with this matter, even if you don't say these words, I won't target her either."
Xicheng Shiji said the latter sentence.
"Hey... Ay? ”
Natsuki Sasahara, who originally thought that the Nishijo-style would throw out some cruel words, was stunned.
She raised her head a little confused and looked at the young man in front of her.
His eyes were calm and his expression was serious.
The Xicheng style has no meaning of jokes.
It's that he really thinks so.
What kind of revenge, cutting the grass and eradicating the roots... Those are the plots of the movie.
Who would actually do that in reality?
People are tired enough to live, who is okay and adds weight to themselves?
In addition, Sasahara Yuki didn't know anything about the Lotus family.
The West Side style is even less likely to go against a small child.
The so-called revenge, cutting the grass and eradicating the roots, is nothing more than wishful thinking on the part of Natsuki Sasahara.
As if sensing the seriousness in Nishijo-shiki's eyes, Natsuki Sasahara gradually regained his strength.
She staggered to her feet.
"It's just that I didn't get it." Xicheng Shi stared at her and spoke: "As the last descendant of the Hetori family, you shouldn't care too much about this kind of thing except for revenge." Including Sasahara Yuki's matter, even if she really died at my hands, you shouldn't be surprised. ”
Oh, yes.
If it is really like in the movie, even if Yuki Sasahara really dies because of the grievances between the two families, Natsuki Sasahara, the active avenger, should not have any regrets.
After all, it was she who failed.
"......" Natsuki Sasahara.
"Perhaps... It's because I'm her mother. ”
Natsuki Sasahara muttered to herself.
"You haven't taken care of Yuki Sasahara's mother for a year?"
"Huh." Natsuki Sasahara couldn't refute it.
The corners of her mouth were curved upward, but the corners of her eyebrows hung listlessly, and the smile she showed was more ugly than crying.
This is probably the so-called 'wry smile'.
Bad people have bad places.
But there are also places where conscience is not extinguished.
You can't deny what he's good because he's simply bad, but you can't deny what he's bad because he's done good.
That's human nature.
It's complicated.
Looking at Natsuki Sasahara in front of him, Nishiro Shiki spoke again: "I still have a question. ”
“... You ask. ”
At this point, Natsuki Sasahara has no hope of turning the tables.
"Why did you risk exposing yourself and come to this study?"
Yes.
Natsuki Sasahara coming to this study will only increase the risk of his exposure in vain.
"......" Natsuki Sasahara was silent again.
After a while, she sighed and took out a wooden jar from her shoulder bag.
Natsuki Sasahara stared at the wooden jar and took a long time before he spoke:
"Inside is my husband's soul."
"Maybe you won't believe that a person like me, who lives only for the revenge of the Hetori family, does like someone."
"At first, I did have the idea of using Koji, but I soon got unimaginable happiness from him."
Nishijo Shiki glanced at Natsuki Sasahara.
This woman, who was only for revenge, looked at the wooden pot in a daze at this time.
"The years I lived with Koji were my happiest years, and I thought about stopping halfway through, but-"
Natsuki Sasahara put the wooden jar down, and a look of extreme trepidation appeared in his eyes.
"But every time I try to stop, there are always a lot of undead behind me... Not only my parents, but many, many people I don't know. In my dreams, they didn't speak, they just looked at me with extra resentful eyes. ”
"So I can't stop."
The Japanese believe that the resentment of the deceased forms a curse.
The curse will chase after the living, causing the living to fall into the curse.
It's like an infectious disease.
Even if he knew that revenge against the current Nishijo family would not have any effect, the 'undead' of the Natsutori family would still push Natsuki Sasahara.
"I left Koji's soul behind in the hope that one day, I could bring him back to life, but too much time has passed."
Natsuki Sasahara picked up the jar again.
Koji Sasahara's soul is not like that of someone who has power.
As an ordinary person, he simply could not maintain his consciousness.
Even if this mass of souls is transferred to other people's bodies, Koji Sasahara will never be able to come back.
"Xicheng, you called the young man behind you, presumably when I resisted, let him work together to subdue me... Right? ”
Natsuki Sasahara picked up the jar again while looking at Kitagawa Temple behind Nishijo-shiki.
"Hmm."
The West Side did not fail to admit it.
That's what he thought.
Even now he hasn't changed his mind.
After all, although Natsuki Sasahara's experience is indeed touching, she is also the culprit who led to the unsealing of the resentment spirit of the Natsutori family.
And the person whose soul is parasitic is still Dajiang Zi.
Oe Zi didn't do anything wrong, she didn't have any reason to be occupied by Natsuki Sasahara.
"I see."
Natsuki Sasahara nodded.
She didn't say much, just closed her eyes.
Soul...
Coming out of the flesh –
"She took the initiative to withdraw her soul from Da Jiang Zi's body."
The Kitagawa Temple behind him spoke.
His eyes were vicious, and he could see at a glance what Natsuki Sasahara was doing.
"Rather than let you pull it hard, I should take the initiative to get out of her body... At this time, I would like to say one last word. ”
Natsuki Sasahara, who had already left Oe's body, spoke.
That's right.
There is no chance of a comeback.
It's better to leave on your own.
Her soul is not like Nishijo-style and Nishijo Kaichi, there are things like Nishizawa Baoyu that are closely connected with Oe Zi, so it is not so difficult to leave Oe Zi's body.
Her voice was full of loneliness.
"I know that Yuki may hate me very much, complaining about why I didn't raise her as an adult... But that's the only thing I want to tell her. I actually love her very much, really love her. ”
The brilliance of the soul rises upward.
This was also the first time that the Nishijo-style had seen the shape of a human soul.
There was a feeling of light in mid-air.
Its surface is littered with magnificent and eerie particles of light.
Just by looking at it, it seems that you can see all the memories of Natsuki Sasahara in it.
Since childhood, he has accepted the idea of revenge from the Hotori family.
to grow up and marry Koji Sasahara.
Crying for the unexpected death of Koji Sasahara...
Eventually, the body was destroyed in an ancient shrine.
It's like a horse's eye.
Scene after scene rises and disappears...
"I've come to see you, Koji."
Natsuki Sasahara let out a long final sigh.
As if relieved, he crashed into the wooden jar -
With a crisp sound.
Soul grains fly!
Natsuki Sasahara wrapped Sasahara's soul and soared into the air.
Xicheng Shiji and Beichuan Temple walked out of the door and raised their heads.
On the edge of the sky, the souls of Natsuki Sasahara and Koji Sasahara slowly faded.
At the same time, Sasahara Yuki, who was still staying in his room, seemed to have a sense.
She pulled back the curtains, climbed onto the table, poked her head out, and looked out the window.
Then he raised his hand and shouted hoarsely at the light:
"Goodbye! Good bye! ”
She didn't know why she was doing this.
But she always felt that something important seemed to have left her.
Went to a far place.
......
The Nishijo style and the Kitagawa Temple glanced at each other.
The two didn't expect such an ending in the end.
Natsuki Sasahara is undoubtedly complicated.
While she is determined to take revenge, she is also obsessed with her daughter and Koji Sasahara.
Similarly, Natsuki Sasahara's last sentence of 'I actually love her very much' should not be disguised.
She really loves Yuki Sasahara.
After all, Xicheng style has been away for so many days.
During these days, there is always a chance that she can transfer her soul to Yuki Sasahara.
But she didn't do it.
I guess I can't make up my mind to do it to my own child.
Perhaps the purpose of her coming to this study was not just to take out the soul of Koji Sasahara.
It may also be nostalgic for the time when I lived here with Koji Sasahara.
As a tool of revenge for the Lotus family, all the warmth she can feel is obtained from Sasahara Koji.
If Koji Sasahara hadn't died in an accident, maybe she would have given up on her plans.
Maybe they will marry and teach children, so that Sasahara Yuki can receive a better education, right?
But there are never so many possibilities in this world.
One way or another, it's over.
Those who have passed away will not come back.
And the so-called secret method of soul transfer is actually just an ethereal thought bound by the dead.
Those who have transferred souls... Or the person you're missing?
This is where the benevolent see the benevolent, and the wise see the wise.