Chapter 135: The Underground Exchange [2] The Night is Dark

Shen Cang nodded, turned around and closed the door with his backhand.

Isolated from the inside and outside.

At least on the surface, this small space is safe.

He didn't go any further, but leaned against the door with his arms folded, quietly watching into the darkness.

Xu Xia then turned back to Lin Mu, and did not go over to stop him, but kept this safe distance.

It's unusual.

"Alright, don't pretend, there's no one else here."

The voice with a smile was a little hoarse, and there was also some helpless ridicule.

was pierced by a word, and Lin Mu's action of smashing his head with his hand stopped.

Slowly looked up at Xu Xia, his eyes were a little confused.

"How do you see that?"

He thinks that his acting skills are still relatively good, and Chen Jiexin, who has been getting along day and night for the past two days, didn't realize that he was pretending to be sick.

Why did Xu Xia see through himself at a glance?

Suddenly, I felt that life was so gloomy and boring.

Xu Xia smiled, didn't hide it, and explained directly: "I have to admit that your acting skills are really good, and I was almost deceived by you." ”

She smiled, and then changed her words, "However, I still believe in my own ability, plus, you still have a little bit of love for yourself, you are not a professional actor, and you don't actually want to really cause irreversible damage to yourself in order to make this play real." ”

"So, even if it's acting, you still have three points."

"For example, just now, you kept hitting yourself on the head, but in fact, if you really play this way, you don't have to wait for me to come, you will already have a concussion."

"But you obviously don't, although your expression looks painful and bruised."

"But it's not the kind of pain that I can't control, and the performance traces are very heavy."

Hearing this, Lin Mu chuckled, "Oh, if you don't say it, I'm still feeling good about myself, I really didn't expect that there would be so many flaws." ”

Xu Xia also smiled, "We are engaged in psychology, and we like to study people's behaviors and expressions the most. ”

Lin Mu laughed, "I can understand that you are showing off in disguise?" ”

Xu Xia raised his eyebrows, generously admitted this statement, spread his palms, and said, "I don't deny it." ”

She has always been very self-aware of her excellence.

Occasionally narcissistic and boasting about yourself, there is nothing to be ashamed of.

Born as a human being, it is instinct to show off.

Shen Cang made a roll of his eyes, but there was a smile overflowing under his eyes.

Look a little spoiled.

Tsundere, narcissistic, black-bellied, dramatic, all kinds of labels are her, all of them are cute.

Then, Xu Xia returned to business, "How are you feeling now?" ”

Of course, the onset of the disease at this moment is faked, but it does not mean that he is already well.

Lin Mu pursed the corners of his lips, "Most of the time, as long as you empty your mind, it's still fine, but sometimes you can't help but think, at that time, your brain seems to be stuck in a dead loop, and it will take a long time to get out." ”

He thought about it for a moment and put his feelings into words as much as he could.

Xu Xia nodded, these are classic symptoms of bipolar.

Excessive pessimism alternates with excessive optimism, slow behavior, sluggish thinking, and difficulty controlling one's emotions.

Again, this is the most difficult point of this disease to grasp.

She didn't speak for a while, lost in thought.

Lin Mu didn't disturb him, he sat there quietly, and the breath of the whole person seemed to melt into the darkness, as if there was nothing.

In the end, Xu Xia spoke: "I still say the same sentence, many things need you to think through yourself, the only thing I can help you is to support your decision." ”

Lin Mu smiled, "I'm much better, it's going to get better, right?" ”

He has also been exposed to psychology and knows what is going on with him.

Compared with monophasic, it is difficult for bipolar to be completely cured, and it is very likely that some aspects of the treatment process will lead to biphasic monophasic, or even more severe.

Without medication, it is even more difficult.

Returning to the way he is now, giving him a little time to think about what he wants to think about is already a good phenomenon for him.

It's like being in the dark, seeing a beam of light, and this light is getting bigger and brighter, as if it really is hope.

That's it, that's enough.

Xu Xia frowned, "Your thoughts are still negative, you never believed that you could really get better, right?" ”

Lin Mu was stunned for a moment, then smiled and smiled bitterly.

Indeed, Xu Xia didn't mention it, he really didn't find out.

The idea in his mind now is not to be satisfied with the status quo or to harbor hope, but to go with the flow and get by.

It never occurred to him that he could be cured.

You can go back to your old life.

Such negative thoughts are imperceptibly draining his willpower, and little by little, without his knowledge, they are pulling him down into the abyss.

Wake up.

The light in his eyes became firm.

"I know what you mean, I'll pay more attention."

Xu Xia shook his head, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, sometimes it's good to be at peace with what happens." ”

Lin Mu smiled and nodded.

Then he reached out and pressed the switch somewhere, and the room suddenly lit up.

"Okay, don't worry, I know what to do, you have one more things to do today, so you don't have to continue to delay with me."

Xu Xia nodded, he didn't deny that he was going to do something else, and he wasn't curious about how Lin Mu knew.

Waving your hand is a farewell.

Shen Cang immediately opened the door knowingly, and behind the door, Chen Jiexin's ears had not had time to close.

The scene was a bit awkward.

"Chen Jiexin, let's talk?" Lin Mu suddenly spoke.

Chen Jiexin's eyes flashed with surprise and nodded.

Then he laughed out with two big white teeth, "Two brothers, remember that the night is dark and the wind is high, so be careful on the road." ”

He deliberately kept his voice very low, which seemed a little eerie, and there was something in his words, as if.

Xu Xia's eyes flashed slightly, and then smiled, "You are the same little brother with yellow hair, you often walk by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet, do things, or take it easy, stay a line, and only then will we see each other in the future." ”

patted Chen Jiexin on the shoulder, and spoke seriously.

Shen Cang couldn't hold back and laughed.

If you want to talk about black, it's really black but Brother Xia.

It's a bad stomach.

Xu Xia glared at him, but only saw his smiling peach blossom eyes and undisguised thumbs.

Smiled helplessly and turned back.

It's true, it's still on other people's turf! He showed the schadenfreude so obviously, did he really want to have a smooth ride, and then be missing halfway?

(To be continued)

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