Chapter 82: The Secret of New Fourth Street [3]
Hearing this, Xu Xia pursed his lips suddenly.
"Lock it up, why lock it up?" Shen Cang asked, vaguely guessing something, but felt impossible.
Chen Jiexin didn't answer, standing there, his figure looked a little gloomy.
The chains were louder.
They saw that the forest tree was turning its wheels with difficulty, and turned around, and was faced with an extremely tired face.
"There are restraint clothes in mental hospitals, but it is not easy for ordinary people to buy them, so they use iron chains."
Xu Xia's face was ugly, "What happened?" ”
Although she expected that Lin Mu would not be in good shape today, it would not be to the point where he needed to be chained up.
He must have been stimulated by something else.
"My father, who died in front of me, is still smiling at me until he dies in order to protect me." Just when Xu Xia thought that Lin Mu would not answer, he spoke.
The voice was calm, unusually calm.
"Uncle Lin is not dead!" Chen Jiexin suddenly became excited, and his eyes turned red.
Clenched his fists and endured.
Lin Mu smiled faintly, "I know." ”
Shen Cang was confused for a moment and looked at Xu Xia.
only to see her brows locked even tighter.
"What do you mean?" He asked in a low voice.
Xu Xia sank his breath and asked Lin Mu, "When did you find out?" ”
Lin Mu smiled palely, raised his fingers a little weakly, and nodded on his eyebrows, "I'll notice it when I wake up." ”
"What the hell are you talking about?" Shen Cang was extremely depressed.
Xu Xia slowly spoke, "Traumatic stress disorder, the intensification of secondary trauma, forming a heavy psychological suggestion of self-condemnation and guilt. ”
Hearing this, although Shen Cang didn't understand these professional terms, his consciousness was still able to understand.
He asked: "You mean that Uncle Lin is not actually dead, but Senior Lin subconsciously believes that he is dead, and constantly recalls and blames himself for this, causing emotional breakdowns and even loss of control, right?" ”
Xu Xia nodded, "This is a very dangerous state, in this case, because there is a huge divergence between reality and the ideal state of subconscious reason, or even a pair of paradoxes, the ego and the superego will be disconnected, which is most likely to cause a split in personality and form multiple personalities." ”
"Hey, shouldn't you avoid me as a party when discussing these things?" Lin Mu spoke helplessly, and the tone of his speech could be heard, and he was a little lacking.
Xu Xia smiled, "But for those who have weak psychological qualities, there shouldn't be a need for someone like you who is so powerful that it is perverted!" ”
"I'm a patient." Lin Mu smiled lightly.
Then he pulled his lungs and coughed, and it sounded like he could cough up his breath when he followed.
"So, you should look like a little patient," Xu Xia sighed and stepped forward to smooth him out, but he didn't know where it came from, and a few silver needles pierced a hedgehog on the top of his head.
"I know you're strong, and you want to be strong, but this kind of strength is not needed at every moment, for example, at this time, even if you are weak, no one will say anything about you."
"In the face of misfortune, you are the one who lost your father, so what's the use of you being so strong? You can't change what has happened. ”
Lin Mu was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Then you tell me, what should I do?" Pulling you to hug your head and crying? Or take a knife and wipe your neck, a hundred? ”
"You see, your statement is very extreme, there are thousands of ways to vent bad emotions that have accumulated in your heart, and the one you choose is the stupidest one, and the worst one." Xu Xia's tone was very light, but every word could hit Lin Mu's heart very heavily.
"But I can't think of any other way, and as soon as I close my eyes, it's a picture like this."
"It's like a nightmare, haunting me all the time, the kind that won't stop until it destroys me." He spoke with some difficulty.
"No, it's not it that haunts you, it's that you haunt it." Looking deeply at his painful eyes, Xu Xia spoke.
Lin Mu was shocked and smiled bitterly, "Is that so?" ”
Xu Xia nodded, "You also heard it just now, your current situation is because you are too scared and too self-blaming, so your subconscious has deviated from reality, but you are unable to solve such a disagreement, so you are very irritable, you want to vent, but you feel depressed, forming a vicious circle." ”
"But, in fact, if you want to get out of such a strange circle, it is very simple, you just need to relax, don't blindly recall that moment, blindly blame yourself, you have to learn to accept, accept what has happened, accept your incompetence, and accept your powerlessness, and then slowly become stronger, make up for these shortcomings one by one, you have to believe that all that knocks you down will become a stepping stone for you to become stronger."
Hearing these words, Lin Mu suddenly hugged his head, and the whole person curled up together, his body trembled slightly, and even those chains trembled together, constantly overlapping and colliding together, making a clattering and clattering sound, endless and chaotic.
"What's wrong with him?" Chen Jiexin looked at Lin Mu and Xu Xia in a little panic, he was very worried, and wanted to go forward to check, but he was scared.
Afraid that something would be ruined by this, he hesitated, stood in place, anxious like an ant on a hot pot, and could not do anything but turn around.
Xu Xia pursed his lips, "I can't help him too much, he needs to come out by himself, the first trauma is already difficult to solve, and now in a short period of time, when I just stimulated his first trauma to a critical point, he immediately met the second trauma, and even hit it bigger and more serious." ”
"Therefore, if he wants to return to normal, he will have to go through more difficulties, and I can't help him, I can only show him a way, as for how to go, how far he can go, he can only rely on himself."
Chen Jiexin's face was very heavy, and his tone was a little rushed, and the words he said were naturally not very good.
He yelled at Xu Xia, who had a calm face: "Then do you want to watch him suffer so much?" And are we just standing here doing nothing? ”
"You can only watch, you can only stand still, I have already done what I should do, and I can't do anything else." For a while, Xu Xia was also a little annoyed.
Originally, treating Lin Mu was a promise she made, and Xu Xia didn't mind explaining a few more words.
But in the face of Chen Jiexin's doubts, she was still inevitable, and she was very unhappy in her heart.
(To be continued)