Chapter 140: Zhizhi's Life Value
Everyone gathered together, and under the enthusiasm, Dou Dagang still drank some wine, and after eating and drinking, everyone looked for entertainment activities.
Children gather to discuss topics of interest to them, and the elders pair up, and soon the sound of mahjong crashing is heard.
The young people are in formation and ready to take a small gamble. In the end, most of the year-end bonuses went into the pocket of Bai Qi, the European emperor, but then went into Ke'er's small treasury.
Dou Dagang called the elders in the family with his pocket, the elders with the nine surnames, as well as the grandparents, and the old man, of course, the call with his parents was indispensable.
Chu Liangyu also called the elders in the family, and asked her why she was not at home during the New Year, she was also shy to tell the truth, and after a period of silence, she said: "Next year, bring him to us for the New Year!" ”
In the end, he called Yun Yifan and Zhang Pingping, and Dou Dagang breathed a sigh of relief.
These etiquettes, although a little troublesome, but if you don't do it, once or twice, it will gradually be forgotten, when everyone forgets, maybe the Chinese civilization will really disappear in the long river of history.
Dou Dagang saw Chu Liangyu standing at the door, and he was stunned at this time, looking into the distance in a daze; He hugged her from behind, kissed her on the cheek, and whispered.
"Homesick?"
Chu Liangyu pouted slightly and nodded slightly, "It's the first time I haven't spent the New Year at home, it feels weird." ”
Dou Dagang understood the inevitable melancholy emotion, and then hugged her a little harder, and said in her ear: "Tomorrow, I will take you to see Grandma." ”
"She's an old man, and the weather is cold, so I didn't pick her up today, and I'll go to grandma's place for dinner tomorrow, she will definitely like you very much, grandma has been urging me to find a girlfriend."
Dou Dagang turned Chu Liangyu around, looked at each other, and said with a smile, just like Chu Liangyu took him through the place where he grew up, Dou Dagang also wanted to bring her a sense of security.
Chu Liangyu suddenly felt extremely stable in her heart, not only because Dou Dagang was by her side, but also because, in her dream that night, she heard him say about Grandma.
It can be seen that this old man, in his mind, the thought of going to see her tomorrow, can't help but be a little nervous.
Dou Dagang smiled so hard that his eyes narrowed, and said, "Don't be nervous, grandma is very easy-going, and she is the kindest old man I have ever seen." ”
"Hmm...... Hmm~" Chu Liangyu was looking down and thinking, how to behave tomorrow and what kind of clothes he should wear, when he was suddenly attacked by Dou Dagang and kissed him.
After a long time, the lips were reluctant to part, her originally cold little face was a little hot at this time, and Dou Dagang was also panting slightly, perhaps due to the effect of alcohol.
Although the two have confirmed their relationship and there are no secrets, they will still be a little ashamed of them when they are in love.
The two were too focused, they only had each other in their eyes, and they didn't notice at all that at the junction of dim and bright lights, Su Zhizhi had cried into tears.
Maybe it was the sound of sobbing coming over, or maybe they both felt their gaze and looked at it at the same time.
Although the environment is vague, it is still possible to tell who the crying girl is.
Chu Liangyu sighed lightly, so is Dou Dagang, who should come or will come.
"Let's have a good chat, try not to hurt her......" Chu Liangyu hugged Dou Dagang and said softly.
For Su Zhizhi, she still feels nervous and pressure, in the end, she is still not confident enough, but what qualifications does she have to say, after all, there is still a Niu Jingsheng who is chasing after her.
Dou Dagang was entangled in his heart at the moment, and he didn't know how to deal with it, but he couldn't let Zhizhi stay outside all the time, he was already weak.
He was worried that Su Zhizhi would make an awkward scene, so he directly stepped forward and grabbed her little hand, didn't say anything, and pulled him into his office domineeringly.
put her on the sofa, she still lowered her head, covered her face and cried, Dou Dagang was helpless, made a cup of hot tea and pushed it in front of her.
When Su Zhizhi saw her beloved brother, hugging and kissing others, she only felt that her heart was pinched, as if it would be broken at any time, she tried to control it, she didn't want her heart to break, she was afraid, afraid that once it was broken, it would be completely lost.
She raised her head, tears wet her long eyelashes, her face was full of tears, she was sobbing and choking, she looked at Dou Dagang with great grievance, and said in a trembling voice: "Brother... Elder brother... Is it not... Zhizhi..."
Dou Dagang didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, inexplicably guilty and flustered in his heart, when he clearly distinguished, after the special relationship between men and women, Zhizhi was gentle with him, like shackles and mountains.
Taking a deep breath, Dou Dagang still had to face her, but when he saw Zhizhi's little face that was crying uncontrollably, and his eyes gradually darkened, he swallowed the words he was about to say again.
In the end, he could only say softly: "How come, you will always be my sister." ”
I, Dou Dagang, am not a stone, no matter how ruthless I am, I really can't say it to Zhizhi......
"But I don't want to be just your sister......"
Su Zhizhi forcibly stopped her tears and choked up, and took a big sip of hot tea, regardless of whether it would burn or not.
Fortunately, Dou Dagang understood her rough nerves, and the water prepared was warm.
She wiped her tears, ran to Dou Dagang, grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly with her little hands, and said slowly.
"From the first time I saw you when I was a child, I liked my brother, maybe I was young at that time, I didn't know what it meant to like, maybe I admired and envied more."
"I can't let go of martial arts, so I'm very envious of others, envious of Doudou, I can practice with my brother all the time, and I'm always watching from the sidelines."
"But brother, you will never forget Zhizhi, every day you will patiently teach me, how to breathe, how to walk, how to sleep, how to regulate the body when the qi is weak, I remember these clearly, Zhizhi has not forgotten at all......"
The little girl counted with her fingers, and finally raised her head to open Dou Dagang, and tears poured out uncontrollably again.
"Such a brother is both gentle and so powerful, Zhizhi has never seen her brother lose, whether it is a competition or a challenge."
"Zhizhi remembers every appearance of my brother, so I keep telling myself to eat well, take medicine obediently, and grow up quickly; I want to study hard, study hard, become a useful person, and finally marry you beautifully......"
"But why...... Why ......"
"I shouldn't have gone back, I shouldn't have gone back! If I don't go back, my brother won't be snatched away! ”
Su Zhizhi's body began to tremble, her breathing became more and more rapid, with less air in and more air out; The mental blow made her mood fluctuate too much, resulting in problems with her physical functions.
Oops! The little girl drilled the horns of the cow, thinking too extremely, and the qi failure actually attacked.
Dou Dagang's frightened forehead broke out in cold sweat, and he quickly picked her up, put her on the sofa, and kept helping her to breathe, and kept saying in his mouth: "Silly girl, don't drill the horns, didn't you say that you remember what your brother said, and how to breathe at such a time, do what I say." ”
He kept caressing Zhizhi's back, and his mouth was constantly chattering and comforting, and finally his breathing gradually stabilized, which was considered to be in danger.
Dou Dagang was a little flustered, Zhizhi's feelings for him, when he was unconscious, he didn't feel anything, and when he thought about it carefully, he realized how much effort the little girl had made.
Although Zhizhi's words were a little confusing, they just showed the violent fluctuations in her heart.
It can be said that for Zhizhi, Dou Dagang is the light in her life and the goal of progress.
Since she was a child, she was born in the Su family, this is a tragic thing, maybe in the eyes of others, she will be a princess who is loved by thousands of people, but in her own opinion, she is like an isolated waste.
At this time, in addition to her parents and elders, among the same age, only Dou Dagang did not treat her differently, and when she should be strict, she was not polite at all, and her teaching was also extremely strict.
But it was because of this that Zhizhi recognized him from the bottom of her heart.
In addition, Dou Dagang's talent is outstanding, whether it is IQ or martial arts, it can be said that he is both civil and military.
Such a person lived in her young heart, became the guiding light of her life, and even became her all under the nourishment of Zhizhi's love.
Everything she did and all the efforts she put in were almost for Dou Dagang, and even she herself was subconsciously, constantly telling herself that her existence was because of Dou Dagang's existence.
Once there is no him, then the value of one's existence in this world will also be lost.
The world of the mind will begin to gradually collapse, and it is impossible to predict what the outcome will be in the end.
Dou Dagang figured it all out in an instant, he gritted his teeth, hating himself for not finding out earlier, if he had been conscious and guided in advance, maybe it would have been much better.
Perhaps, the old man of the Su family just noticed that something was wrong, so he agreed to Su Zhizhi to live in his house.
Dou Dagang blamed himself incomparably, he looked at Su Zhizhi who had fallen asleep distressedly, and said softly: "Silly girl, how can people rely on others for their own value, isn't this called love......"
There is no better way at the moment, he can't be sorry for Chu Liangyu, but he is also unwilling to hurt Su Zhizhi, not to mention that now, if he can't guide him well, once Zhizhi is born with a will to die, a slight attack of qi failure may kill her.
With a huge headache, he wanted to rub his temples, but found that his hand was firmly grasped by Su Zhizhi and held in his heart.
Although the little girl fell asleep, she frowned and was full of panic, as if she was afraid that her beloved things would be snatched away.
Dou Dagang exhaled a long breath, constantly thinking about how to deal with it in his mind, and considering whether to notify Old Man Su.
In the end, I decided to say it and ask the old man what he thought.
Picking up the phone, he hesitated for a long time, but still dialed the ......
[This chapter is written so much that I am worried about ......]