"But..."Although he felt that what Zhang Xueyi said was reasonable, Lin Jingtong still insisted: "I think his wives are very happy." ”

"It's just that they've been deceived." Zhang Xueyi said categorically: "I said that I admit that he is very good, but can being excellent become a reason for being a scumbag to step on a lot of boats?" They're just caught up in their fantasies now. After a long time, they know that they regret it.

Tongtong, Auntie is also in her forties, not to mention that she has eaten more salt than you, but in terms of feelings, Auntie can still boast that she has experienced more than you. After more than two years of getting along, to be honest, I really treat you like a daughter, I really don't want you to be deceived! ”

Listening to Zhang Xueyi's persuasion, Lin Jingtong couldn't help but feel a little confused, she kept asking herself in her heart, should she try the feeling of heartbeat for the first time in 20 years, or listen to Aunt Yi to avoid being fooled! After all, Aunt Yi has been really good to her in the past two years, otherwise she would not be able to protect herself as a person who has just entered the circle and has no background, and she has not been bullied for more than two years.

Seeing that Lin Jingtong was a little hesitant, Zhang Xueyi knew that her emotional card was played correctly, and immediately hit the railway while it was hot: "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, Aunt Yi also experienced several failed relationships when she was young." ”

Hearing that Zhang Xueyi was going to talk about his past, Lin Jingtong couldn't help but cheer up and listened carefully. She still remembers the first time she saw Aunt Yi, her smile was so happy, as if it came from the bottom of her heart. Later, after a long time, I knew that Aunt Yi was a senior who retired from the entertainment industry, and she had been in that circle for 20 years. But she never refused to say the specifics of the question, but kept telling her that the showbiz is a big dye vat, there is no white in it, and some are just bottomless black!

"My hometown is in a small remote mountain village near the city of DL, and even the nearest town is a three-hour walk away. When I was a child, I didn't call Zhang Xueyi, this was later given to myself, at that time I had five brothers and sisters in my family, and I was the fourth, so my nickname was Siya.

I also have a younger brother underneath me. We were twins, but I was born a second before him, so I became an older sister. ”

Thinking of the memories of her childhood, Zhang Xueyi's face showed a happy glow, but there was some hatred in her eyes. Two diametrically opposed expressions appeared on her face, which made Lin Jingtong even more curious about Aunt Yi's past.

At that time, his parents loved him very much, after all, he was a son and an elder. So since I was a child, I was the first to give him any good things, as for me, I can only check the rest of his play, and even these leftovers he often comes to rob me, I don't give it to him and cry, and then my parents will come and beat me. Then when I was fighting, he always protected me and said not to beat Siya. He never called me sister because he thought I was only a second older than him. Can't be counted as a sister. ”

Speaking of her younger brother, Zhang Xueyi's tone seemed to be much lighter, and it could be seen that she still thought her brother was good. Or that the relationship between them when they were young was still very good.

"Although my younger brother was always naughty at that time, he always came to steal my things, and then he cried again, causing my parents to beat me. But every time my parents beat me, he directly protected me and didn't want my parents to beat me. Then my parents won't hit me.

Then he would tell me every time after that, Siya, don't cry. We're just playing, and these toys are yours. He would also give me all the toys he had. Although he will snatch it back after a while.

At that time, I didn't have the money to buy toys, so they were all small objects made of bamboo by my parents or paper cranes made by my brothers and sisters. The only thing that could be called a toy was a plastic sword that his father bought him in the town when he won first place in the final exam when he was in the second grade. That sword was the most precious treasure among the children in our village at that time. I also had a lot of fights with my brother about this. ”

It seems to remember the joy of that time, although it was poor at that time, a sword made of plastic was considered a treasure. But at that time, the days were joyful, because everyone lived in ignorance and did not have some messy ideas. Because of ignorance, it's easy to be satisfied, so happy!

"In this way, I stayed in the village until I was thirteen years old, and in '79 I was reformed and opened up. I went out to work with some of my second brothers, who were 9 years older than me and married. And a three-year-old nephew. As for my eldest sister and third sister, they are already married, so they are no longer considered members of the family.

As for my younger brother, he was still studying at home, and as the youngest boy always had special treatment, so I didn't go to the second grade and then went out to work to support myself.

My first relationship was with a restaurateur when I was 15 years old and working as a waiter in a restaurant. The owner was about 28 years old at the time, and he opened a restaurant there by himself, working as a chef himself, and hired me as a waiter.

I worked there for a few months, and because the boss was very nice to me, I was happy to do it. Until the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, the boss saw that I didn't go home, bought me mooncakes, and then made a table of good dishes with his own hands, and accompanied me through the first and best Mid-Autumn Festival in my life!

Later, the boss bought me things every once in a while, clothes and shoes, etc., and always shouted at me, the children of poor families are always precocious, although I have not been in love at that time, but I am not stupid in this regard, but can you imagine a girl who has lived a very poor life since she was a child, and her salary for two years of part-time work was taken away by the family as her younger brother's tuition, and she was reluctant to buy anything when she barely lived, and suddenly there was a person with good conditions who cared for you and bought all kinds of feelings?

I didn't think about it that much at the time, such as whether the boss was married or not, and I also asked him how he opened a shop here alone, and he told me that my parents had my brother to take care of them, so I could be at ease alone. If I am at ease and enjoy all kinds of care from the boss. Originally, I thought that I would have a husband and children with him and live my whole life. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Xueyi's tone was only hatred, and there was deep helplessness.

"After 3 months, about the ninth month of the lunar calendar, the relationship was determined, and then on the first day of the new year, a woman came to the door, and the boss saw that her face changed immediately, and I saw that the woman's expression was very angry when she saw my intimacy with the boss, and I also felt that something was wrong, so I asked her who she was. Unexpectedly, the woman said that she was the boss's wife. ”

Zhang Xueyi smiled bitterly: "You should be able to guess the next plot." Anyway, I left that city and bought a train ticket alone and went to another city to continue working. As for what happened to the boss's home, I didn't know, and I didn't bother to ask.

Maybe my parents found that my part-time job could reduce the cost of many of their younger brothers' education, so they never urged me to get married. Occasionally, when I correspond, I say how much tuition my brother needs and so on, so I hope that I will work for a few more years and not need to come back if I have nothing to do. Reading between the lines is full of flavors that have always made me pay for my brother, but I have never considered my situation. ”