The World of Sheng Nan III. resume
Lu Xiyi was like a fox with her tail stepped on, of course she knew that the head teacher had called her brother to complain. But it's a miracle, Lu Renfan, who has been at home for nearly a year, actually went out for this matter!
"Uh...... I admit my mistakes and will not make the same mistakes next time. She was going to get out of the way she faced the school teacher so that she could change the subject.
"......" Lu Renfan was silent.
"There are also places where the work is a little bit excessive......"
"Xiyi......" Lu Renfan interrupted her with a soft call, "The incident I talked to you about last time, you can take a look at this." ”
After that, Lu Renfan took out a stack of documents from the drawer, on which were printed five neat simplified characters: Adoption Agreement.
"That family is quite good, has a rich material base, and is still related to your mother."
The sudden adoption of "this ......" made Lu Xiyi suddenly feel that her brain was buzzing, and she couldn't come back to her senses. Lu Renfan mentioned this matter to her before, and she thought it was her brother's momentary drinking talk.
"Impossible! I would definitely not agree! ”
Are you kidding? I am still a year away from reaching adulthood, and I can be self-reliant, why should I be sent to the fence? Besides, her parents were divorced back then, and they had nothing to do with the so-called relatives! Let her be adopted in the past, so that she can be sold for a good price as a marriage tool in the future?
Lu Xiyi threw the agreement on the table with a direct snap, raising a burst of fluttering cigarette ash, a little choking.
"Brother! Are you drinking too much and getting confused? ”
"Lu Xiyi!" Ren Fan shouted at his hoarse throat caused by too much cigarette and alcohol, "What's going on with your hands?" Ha? ”
Just when Lu Xiyi threw the agreement, Ren Fan inadvertently caught a glimpse of the tattoo on her hand.
"Nothing!" Lu Xiyi retracted her right hand as if she had been electrocuted, hiding behind her back.
"What is this!?"
Lu Renfan couldn't help her dodge, pulled her right hand hard, rolled up her sleeves, and the tattoo on her forearm was exposed.
"What the hell do you want to do? Skipping class and going to an Internet café to play games in three days, don't you say, look at what you look like now? Like what! ”
"Did you really go to a nightclub? Or are you going to fool around with those so-called families? ”
Lu Renfan was full of the smell of wine, with a burning cigarette between his fingers, half of the silver-white ash was crumbling, and his hoarse voice was like a crowing rooster, and the tone of his speech was very stiff.
He went to Lu Xiyi's school and came back, he was really angry, the absenteeism record shown to him by the head teacher, and the size of the punishment on a page, the school has reached the edge of tolerance after accumulation, and it is a matter of time before he is expelled. But these punishment records and this adoption agreement, just these few pieces of broken paper, were like knives that pierced Lu Renfan's already broken heart.
It's his fault! It's all his fault! All because of his incompetence and cowardice! It's all because of his decadence! Why? Why are your hands and feet so slow, and your body and mind so fragile? It's too late to protect what you want to protect every time, yes! It's yourself who is wrong, and it's yourself who deserves to die.
Lu Xiyi's eyes were red, tears swirled around the edges, and her eyes became more crystal clear under the reflection of the light, staring at Lu Renfan, who was physically and mentally exhausted.
"I didn't! I'll admit that I skipped school to go online, but I didn't go to a nightclub like that! She retorted, "Is that just because you're going to send me for adoption?" ”
"It's also for your own good...... I can't help you, and you don't have to be dragged down by me anymore. Lu Renfan's tone was a little lighter.
He silently turned to the desk, but accidentally knocked over the half-open drawer, this computer desk was he bought from the second-hand market, and after using it for a while, there were frequent problems. Fortunately, the drawer was held by Lu Renfan's legs, but it was tilted, and it didn't fall to the ground entirely, but the things in the drawer fell to the ground in a loud voice.
Among them were many empty capsule shells and a pill box, with a plate of unopened capsules remaining.
"This is ......" Lu Xiyi picked up the medicine box from the ground, and the box was printed with cefradine capsules.
She is a student at a health school, and of course knows the consequences of taking cephalosporin after drinking, which is a kind of death-seeking behavior.
"No, it's nothing......" Lu Renfan took back the pill box, but Lu Xiyi picked up the trophy he had just poured the wine.
Sure enough, there are many fine white particles suspended in the transparent liquor, and there is a layer of powder floating on the surface, which exudes the mixed smell of alcohol and drugs.
It is obvious that Lu Renfan wants to commit suicide.
"Are you crazy?" Lu Xiyi began to choke up a little when she spoke, "I know that Uncle's death hit you hard, but because of this, we have to live better!" ”
Like her, Lu Renfan has always been a single-parent family, but the difference is that she is related by blood, and Lu Renfan is a child who was adopted, and Lu Renfan's father has not been in good health for many years, and he never survived Lu Renfan to come back to see him for the last time...... He went west.
"What do you know? You'd better take care of yourself first! I'm a dead man who doesn't need your care! Seeing that you have a home, I left quietly by myself...... Very good......"
Ren Fan seemed to be babbling, saying this kind of thing completely disregarding the brother-sister friendship for many years, and wanted to leave her irresponsibly and choose to die.
"You! Lu Renfan! Lu Xiyi called his name and threw the trophy in his hand to the ground, and the wine was immediately scattered on the ground.
"Aren't you just your father's death! What did I say, an orphan who no one hurts and no one wants! You're going to be so irresponsible to leave me alone and go ......"
Syllable!
Lu Renfan got up violently, and slapped Lu Xiyi on the side of the face. After so many years, Lu Renfan hit her for the first time and the first to hit her, because Xiyi's actions and words completely angered Ren Fan, who was already drunk and impulsive.
I don't know if it's because of the pain, the tears in Lu Xiyi's eyes can no longer be suppressed, flowing out like a dam burst, her legs are weak, she slowly slumps on the ground, forming a W sitting position, her hands pull Lu Renfan's T-shirt that has not been washed for a few days, bow her head and whimper and cry.
"Brother...... Don't leave me ......"
Lu Renfan had just recovered from his slap, and the wine was already a little sober, and Lu Xiyi's crying words were like bullets piercing into his rock-like heart, touching the softest place.
At that time, this girl had just come to his family, and when she heard her father announce that she would be a member of the family and let herself protect her, Lu Renfan took over this important task very solemnly. Since then, he has also cared for this sister meticulously.
I remember once when I was a child, Xi Yi snatched a girl's lollipop, and the three older children surrounded her and Lu Renfan to snatch it back, Xi Yi always refused to give it, so they wanted to do it, Lu Renfan saw this and hugged Xi Yi directly, blocked a punch and kick with his body, and kicked one person to the sky, and saw that they stepped back slightly and got up and scuffled with each other......
As the sun set, Lu Renfan held his sister who was eating the "trophy" lollipop in his mouth with his right hand, his face was blue and purple, but he still had a bright smile.
"Brother, I'm sorry, you were beaten because I robbed her of her sugar."
"What a big deal, I don't care! I don't know if you robbed me, they just can't bully my sister! ”
At that time, Xi Yi blinked her big watery eyes, looked at her brother who looked particularly majestic in the glow, and was sure that her brother was the greatest person besides her father! He is the bravest man in the world!
How? Have I forgotten all this? What the hell am I doing stupid idiot? Without her brother, she is really alone, and she will be wronged and bullied in the future, who can detect her character of suffocating and not opening her mouth? Who can understand her? Who should she cry to, and who should she turn to for help?
Lu Renfan knelt down on one knee, hugged Xiyi, who was crying with pear blossoms and rain, into his arms, and said in a gentle tone that he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Brother is here, he will always be there, he won't go, he won't go......" Lu Renfan repeated that he wouldn't leave.
Nothing? It's not like you don't have nothing!