The train passed Wuquan, and then walked half an hour to the west, and it was Nande.

There was not even a moonlight in the sky when I drove through Nande, and my vision passed through the dark shadows of Nanmeng Mountain, and I struggled to see some sporadic lights in the distance, and the sparse lights made me see that this was not a prosperous city. Whether the city is prosperous or not, the night is the real sign, no matter how deserted the city will be activated by the sun during the day, and the night will be dying again. Nande's silent vista shows the gloom of its night, its beauty and its ugliness, all hidden in the thick of the night, which makes the night particularly mysterious and bottomless, as if it can hide all the complex causes and ends.

Emotionally speaking, I especially want to get off here and take a good look at this unfathomable little city and the courtyard of the anti-narcotics brigade. The courtyard had been enlarged again and again in my imagination, as large as an illusory castle. I also wanted to see the stilted building on the opposite side of the courtyard, only a street away, where I lived by the cliff and the water. I even want to go and see the old site of the Mao family, the courtyard where the family died after that late-night fight. I don't know if the courtyard was confiscated and demolished later, or when it was built as a new house.

But I didn't get out of the car, my destination was still ahead, and I had to keep going. According to the train timetable, I will arrive at Cheongmian before dawn.

Mao Jie's case was basically solved after the battle of the Mao family ended. Mao Jie's mother was arrested in accordance with the law, and his father was shot dead on the spot. Although Mao Jie's elder brother Mao Jie's whereabouts are unknown, it is no longer possible for this drug trafficking stronghold with Mao Jie's parents as the main backbone. Therefore, it can be said that the drug line that the anti-narcotics brigade has been painstakingly looking for in Nande's old nest has basically been destroyed in one fell swoop.

Mao Jie's elder brother Mao Fang, known as the hairy monkey, is an authentic ruthless man according to the masses, and the surrounding neighbors have always been very afraid. The hairy monkey was the nickname of Mao Fang when he was a child, and he must have been a malnourished child. According to the photos that can be seen from the public security organs' search of Mao's family, the adult Mao Fang is a strong man with a thick body and a murderous face, and there is almost no resemblance to his younger brother Mao Jie's appearance. Maybe one of them was picked up by his parents. Later, the anti-narcotics brigade did a lot of investigation and investigation work around the clue of Mao Fang, but never found sufficient evidence that he was also involved in drug trafficking, so it has not been officially deployed as a fugitive criminal suspect.

After the investigation of this case came to an end, Anxin asked for leave and returned to Qingmian's hometown with Tie Jun on the grounds that he was ill. She lived in her hometown for more than a week, and there was nothing actually going on, and it wasn't for the sake of recuperation, she just wanted to adjust her chaotic mood. Before leaving, she had a long private conversation with Captain Pan, and confessed to Captain Pan the detailed process of her and Mao Jie from knowing the relationship to breaking up, as well as the secret hesitations and thoughts she had after Mao Jie was arrested. Confession is also a kind of confiding, and she needs to confide. She had always regarded Lao Pan as her brother, as a brother like her father, and he was the only person she could fully open up with. Including those things that even Tiejun must hide, she can tell Lao Pan. Even if Lao Pan scolded her, scolding her for not being like the kind of excellent girl in his mind, she has a clear position and is as guarded as a jade in life. Lao Pan was right, he said peace of mind, peace of mind, how can you do such a ridiculous thing with such a good education. He scolded and cried with peace of mind. He finished scolding, and Anxin finished crying. Then he was granted peace of mind. Although Anxin did not explicitly ask him, they had actually reached a tacit agreement when they ended the conversation, that is, Anxin and Mao Jie, Lao Pan would not tell Tie Jun.

Anxin went back to Qingmian. Tie Jun was very much in favor of her stopping work like this and going to rest for a while. He knew that Anxin often worked overtime, he really didn't expect that working in a grassroots unit of public security would be so hard, even a lesbian like Anxin could not be an exception, even if she was pregnant, what is this called! Therefore, when Anxin proposed the idea of going home to see his parents and taking a rest at the same time, he agreed with one hundred times, and took the initiative to ask the newspaper for personal leave, and accompanied Anxin back to Qingmian.

Qingmian is a small place, but it has the most beautiful and classic peaks and lakes in southwest China, but this is not the real allure of Qingmian, the most distinctive thing about Qingmian is its quietness, the kind of twists and turns and remoteness that is isolated from the world. It's the best place to heal your wounds.

They stayed in Qingmian for nearly ten days, the longest time Anxin had returned since leaving home. Every day, she rowed a small boat with Tie Jun, drifting from the high mountain flat lake near her home to the opposite shore. On the opposite bank is a large untouched lawn, and at the end of the lawn, an ancient primeval forest is connected. Almost every day, the sun is shining here, and the wind on the face is soft. The gentle wind also has its special power, it can blow away the dirt and faint burning on your heart.

Enjoying the breeze and sun, they rowed home again. Anxin's mother will make some delicious food every day, such as snacks such as carved plums, water tempeh, cauliflower pickled vegetables and bee stalks, etc., to treat them. The water bean drum is a unique delicacy of Qingmian, which is very suitable for Tiejun's appetite, but he can't stand it anymore for people like him who grew up in Guangping City. This is a relatively wild way to eat Qingmian, that is, the pupae of the grass bees and gourd bees in the mountains are washed and scalded with boiling water, the skin and impurities are removed, and the chili oil and pepper powder are mixed into the pickled vegetables and eaten. Tiejun is still used to eating pickled vegetables, but he doesn't dare to put down chopsticks for the white, tender and fresh bee chrysalis in the dish. Anxin likes to eat bee cubs since he was a child, and he is just happy to eat it alone. Eating what your mother makes and chatting with your mother is what Anxin usually craves the most. And at this time when she was physically and mentally exhausted, her mother used these foods and conversations that she had been familiar with since childhood, as well as the warm fire in the hall, to make An An feel that every curled corner of her heart had been gently ironed.

Her mother talked to her about many stories when she was a child, about her future child, and about the hard work and fun of bringing up the child little by little. These are the most tender topics, and they are all topics that make people happy. Especially when talking about this with Tiejun.

When she said goodbye to her parents and left Qingmian, she returned to her old happiness. Her body and mind have been effectively adjusted, and she has the ability to get rid of and forget those shadows of the past. When she returned to Nande, she was very attentive to her work as usual. Captain Pan consciously stopped letting her participate in the sweeping of Mao Jie's case. The case team was busy preparing to submit the materials for prosecution to the procuratorate, and as an internal officer, she played an important role in the investigation of this case, and should have participated. But Captain Pan didn't let her participate, and assigned her to do something else. She went to do something else, and she didn't mention it to Captain Pan, and the two of them knew it. Later, the case was reported to the procuratorate in accordance with the legal procedures, and it was the procuratorate's business to file a lawsuit with the court. So slowly, the word Mao Jie was almost never mentioned in the anti-drug brigade again.

What happened next was that Anxin's belly was getting bigger and bigger, and the team's care for her was becoming more and more specific. For example, no longer let her work overtime, and try to let the car on the way to her house every day to pick up and drop off. Mao Jie is gone, and Anxin dares to go back to the dormitory. She and Tie Jun often live in her dormitory, saving them from running back and forth, in case they mess up the fetal position and upside down the child's gains. Besides, I'm embarrassed to always let the team pick up and drop off by car seems to have a special impact, if it is a dormitory, she is five minutes away from work, and she is just a turn away. It's just that the iron army has to go a little farther back and forth to the newspaper office, which is more difficult. Fortunately, they don't work every day as journalists.

It can be seen that Tie Jun is looking forward to this child, and the most talked about between them in those days is about this child. Is it a boy or a girl? What's the name? What should I prepare for my child in advance? When the child is born, do you bring it yourself or give it to your grandmother or grandmother? …… In short, looking forward to the birth of this child, that period has become the most important thought in the life of Tie Jun and Anxin.

Therefore, Tie Jun is quite grateful to Lao Pan for taking care of Anxin. In China, the relationship between people is interconnected, if you give me a bag of rice today, I will return you a bunch of meat tomorrow. But what can Tie Jun come up with to repay Captain Pan and the anti-drug brigade? Some! He is a journalist, and a journalist has the skills of a journalist. Now the news unit is also a remarkable organization, and all the people in this organization are uncrowned kings, and they belong to the category of power in their hands. What power does a journalist have in his hands, the power in his hands is called the right to speak, that is, he has the right to say that you are good, and he also has the right to say that you are bad. Saying that you are good will make you benefit, and saying that you are bad will damage your interests or even destroy you, which is very fatal. What the Iron Army can repay the anti-narcotics brigade is that the anti-narcotics brigade is good. The anti-narcotics brigade is described as a heroic collective that is brave and good at fighting, not afraid of sacrifice, who has served the country and the people, and who can sing and cry. Of course, it is not an exaggeration to say this about the anti-drug brigade and the captain Pan, at least I feel that this is the case, which is more touching than this. Those touching things in the anti-narcotics brigade are all things that seem to be very common, but if you think about it carefully and summarize it at a certain theoretical level, it is all deeds, and you can take it out on newspapers and television.

Tie Jun first found an acquaintance on South German TV and facilitated an interview. It was mainly an interview with Mao Jie about the investigation of this case, which was later broadcast on a special program on a local TV station, and Lao Pan and Lao Qian were both on TV. However, according to the principle of protection, their faces were covered on the screen by technical means, and their voices were also processed. Mao Jie's home—the scene of the battle—was also captured in the camera, and Mao Jie and his mother also walked in front of the camera, very short, not much rendering. Even Mao Jie's father's corpse was given a long shot, and it was only a shake to avoid letting the blood pollute the audience's ears and eyes. When the TV replay was played, Anxin and Tie Jun watched it at home, Tie Jun was very excited, and said that he would have to thank his friends from the TV station in the future. Anxin watched silently and said nothing.

The incident was broadcast on the TV program, which was two minutes long, and the publicity effect was mainly based on the event, and Tie Jun later felt that it was not enjoyable enough to reflect his gratitude to the anti-drug brigade. So he found a columnist who was good at writing reportage through his buddies in the "Nande Daily", and it was said that he was a local celebrity, so he asked him to come to interview the anti-narcotics brigade, mainly writing about people, and writing about the dedication of the contemporary public security policemen who are not afraid of hardship and death. This spirit is rarely mentioned now, and it feels outdated, but many outdated things have become fresh after many years. The leaders of the Nande City Political and Legal Committee and the Public Security Bureau attached great importance to this matter, and instructed the anti-narcotics brigade to conscientiously cooperate with and assist the daily newspaper in doing a good job in propaganda work. Propaganda work is also very important to the building of the public security anti-narcotics cause.

Captain Pan gave this matter to the vice captain Lao Qian. He is not so much ungood at receiving such interviews with reporters. Lao Qian is actually not good at it, he is completely like a political task, accompanying reporters all day long to introduce the situation, telling him cases, and telling him about the deeds of some comrades who sacrificed in the past. The living people mainly talked about Lao Pan. However, Lao Pan has just been transferred from the Shamao area for less than two years, and Lao Qian didn't know him in the past, so he couldn't talk too much. The reporter felt that the material was not enough, and asked him to talk about others. Let him not just say adjectives, what is diligent, hardworking, not afraid of sacrifice or something, needless to say, we all know how to describe it. You just talk about things, give more examples, examples, I'll ask for examples!

Captain Qian gave some examples, and as he spoke, he talked about peace of mind. As soon as the reporter heard that Anxin was a young lesbian and a college student, she was born and died with these men in such a remote place, and became interested. According to the jargon of their reporters: there is news point, there is news value. So I focused on asking about peace of mind. Lao Qian said it all the time, of course, it is nothing more than diligence, hard work, overtime and the like. The reporter still asked him to give an example - is there an example of going deep into the tiger's den, fighting wits and courage, and not being afraid of righteousness and awe-inspiring danger? Lao Qian understood that he wanted something with a strong story and something that could attract readers. So he talked about Mao Jie's case, and when it came to the Wuquan joint, the big scene on the ship, it was very colorful, and the reporter's eyebrows danced. Moreover, what really surprised the reporter in the end was the previous relationship between Anxin and Mao Jie. Old money can be regarded as completely satisfying the reporter's thirst for drama - what? She and he turned out to be friends? What kind of friend? Oh, that kind of friend. Hey, didn't you just say she's married? Oh, a former friend, oh, yes! But that's also very interesting, and it's not easy to kill relatives in righteousness. Lesbians are generally more emotionally attached and nostalgic, especially for such young lesbians, it is indeed a test. This is a very serious subject, and it is a question of whether feelings prevail over justice, or whether justice prevails over feelings, and whether national interests or personal interests are important. In the fifties and sixties, this question was easy to answer, not a big deal, but at the end of the twentieth century, when the twenty-first century was about to begin, it was indeed a problem. The young generation of today, what is just or unjust, what country is not national, it has nothing to do with me, today's young people put their personal feelings and personal interests first. Over the years, small truths have always made more sense than big ones, so you have explained this example well, it is typical, and it is educational.

The reporter returned with a full load, Lao Qian also completed the task, and everyone got their place. Later, the reporter devoted a full page to the Nande Zeitung and published his interview. When the report was submitted to the public security department for examination and approval before publication, according to the requirements of the public security department, all the real names of the personnel involved in the article were withheld and replaced with fake names. This is of course necessary in areas where the anti-drug struggle is relatively brutal. Once the manuscript was published, it is said that its authenticity and shocking power moved many readers, especially among the veteran cadres and ordinary people in southern Germany, and it was particularly well received. At present, the party and government leaders will encourage everything that the "two elders" say is good, so this report has been in the limelight for a while in southern Germany, and many administrative organs, enterprises, institutions, and school party organizations have been ordered to organize cadres, workers, students, party members, and activists to read and study. However, at that time, Anxin was no longer in Nande, and she returned to Guangping on leave accompanied by Tie Jun, preparing to give birth to their child. How true, exciting, and touching that report was, she and Tie Jun didn't know, and they didn't care anymore. At that time, Anxin and Tiejun, as well as Anxin's mother-in-law who was about to retire as a grandmother, all paid all their attention to the little life in Anxin's belly. When Tie Jun accompanied Anxin back to Guangping, he officially ended his devolved exercise in the "Nande Daily" and returned to the Propaganda Department of the Guangping Municipal Party Committee. Taking advantage of the adjustment break time that he has put down, he and his mother are at home to take care of his wife and the child in his wife's womb, which is becoming more and more inconvenient.

Tie Jun's mother is actually not yet of retirement age, and she may have been in a bad mood at work because of the personnel conflicts in the unit. As soon as Anxin returned to Guangping, she made up her mind to retire early. She is eligible for early retirement, and the Women's Federation is also streamlining its staff and organization. The most direct reason for her decision was that her bulging belly suddenly gave her the desire to be a grandmother. And the feeling of being a grandmother holding her grandson and enjoying the joy of family is often associated with reconciliation and returning to the field.

For a family, the process of welcoming the birth of a newborn is the happiest and most peaceful, and its allure is that every member of the family and every detail of life will be impregnated in the fantasy of the future because of this little life. Children are also the future of society and the hope of mankind, so this fantasy is both the instinct of parents and the noble. They prepared a lot of small clothes, toys and supplies for the children, and bought and borrowed a lot of books and magazines about young child feeding and intellectual development. Tie Jun also bought a lot of photos of handsome men and beautiful women, flowers and other things, and hung them in places where they could be seen everywhere, saying that this is one of the modern prenatal education - when you are pregnant, you often look at beautiful things, and you will be cheerful and beautiful when you give birth to a child.

What to name your child is the most frequently discussed question in the family, and the pre-conceived name can fill almost several baskets. There are a lot of male and female names, and there are some names that are neither male nor female, or male or female, are also ranked in the shortlist one by one. It is said that it is now popular for boys to give their names to their daughters and for girls to give them their male names, or to give them a gender-neutral name. In fact, preparing a name for a child is also a kind of fantasy and an expression of some kind of expectation, after all, I want to use the meaning of the name to express the hope and positioning of adults for future generations.

Anxin has always wanted to have a girl, and the names she chose for her children are poetic, romantic and elegant, such as: Hongyun, Caimeng, Xiaozhou, Yuanting, Xiao Xiao, Sunu, and so on.

Tie Jun and his mother wanted to have a boy, and from the names they chose for their children, it can be seen that they gave their offspring too much of the mission of stabilizing the country and the task of helping the world. They hope that this child will have extraordinary achievements in his career, although in the name of the revolution, but in his bones it is the idea of Yaozu Guangzong. Such as: Jimin, Chengxiang, Yaohua, Zhenhua, governance, Jianwei and so on.

Anxin thought, in the end, it was Tie Jun who had the final say, and Tie Jun must have listened to the fuck in the end.

During this period of pregnancy, Anxin was the most cared for member of the family. Morning and dusk life, eating and traveling, all surrounded by all kinds of caring measures and cumbersome reminders. Although she knew that this was for the descendants of the Zhang family, the direct object of care was herself after all, so she couldn't help but feel the kindness of her mother-in-law and the affection of her husband.

Anxin has always paid more attention to his words and deeds in his in-law's family, and after pregnancy, he did not dare to act like a young grandmother with a child. Her mother reminded her of this time and again. She has been influenced by her mother since she was a child, she is a relatively low-key person, she doesn't care about small things, she never flies short and long when she chats with people, she never asks for favors easily in her daily life, and she never accepts favors from others casually. It's not easy for a woman to do that, and that's what she admires most about her mother. She chalked it up to her mom being literate. The influence of a literate mother on peace of mind is much greater than that of a taciturn father who only knows how to practice medicine and sell medicine.

Although she is pregnant, she still rushes to do the daily housework at her in-law's house. Some of the tasks that I never did in my own home when I was a child now have to be done in a hurry. She washes her mother-in-law's clothes and her husband's clothes. Whenever the mother-in-law complains about her son, she must first stand in the mother-in-law's position and denounce her husband, and then euphemistically defend the iron army when the mother-in-law is gone. Wherever you can't get used to seeing your mother-in-law, you only digest it in your own heart, never hang it on your face and mouth, and never chew your tongue in front of your husband. There is a saying that her mother has told her more than once: a good daughter-in-law hides it from both ends, and a bad daughter-in-law passes it on from both ends. Right and wrong are spread more and more. Her mother also reminded her: Don't talk about other people's disadvantages behind your back, saying that other people's disadvantages are not good for yourself! She really remembered those words.

In addition to working more and doing less right and wrong, what is the most likely dispute in the average family? It's money. Bad handling of financial matters is the most troublesome. The so-called family has a difficult scripture, and in Anxin's view, the main difficulty is the issue of economic interests. She is a trainee police officer with a low salary, who has just graduated from college and has no savings, so she mainly spends her mother-in-law's family and her husband's salary to live in her mother-in-law's family. My mother-in-law's family also earns a salary, and their lives are not easy. The mother-in-law is in the Women's Federation, and the Tie Jun is in the Propaganda Department of the Municipal Party Committee, and they are basically Qingshui Yamen. Tie Jun went to South Germany to work as a reporter for half a year, and he didn't make too much extra money, and paid news is not as open as before. Therefore, Anxin tries to be frugal at her mother-in-law's house, and she doesn't spend money or care about it. Her parents came to Guangping to see her once, and brought a lot of local products to her mother. Qingmian is a place of Chinese herbal medicine, there is a saying that "one butt can sit on three medicines", and the father of peace of mind is a medicinal material workshop, so he brought some precious deer antler tablets and some Chinese patent medicines to his in-laws, all of which are famous in Yunnan, what ginseng rebuilding pills, pearl dragon pills and the like. However, this is not a product of Anxin's father's workshop, but a gift box bought separately in a state-run pharmacy, otherwise it would not be possible. When they left, they stuffed another 5,000 yuan to Anxin, and as soon as they left, Anxin handed it over to her mother-in-law. This is also what her mother asked her to. Her mother is not afraid of being picked by her in-laws, but mainly wants to let Anxin not be too angry when she is a daughter-in-law in others. Five thousand yuan was a lot of money for Anxin's family, and it used up almost all the cash they could take out at that time. An Xin just knew at that time that her father's workshop called the Chinese medicine processing factory had already lost money, and it had been closed for more than half a year, and it was also entangled in an inexplicable triangular debt. The second-hand dealers can't pay their money, and they can't pay the money of the medicine farmers, and they fight with the creditors and debtors all day long, and they have to go to court. Her mother said to Anxin: Your father doesn't know how to do business, and this outcome is also expected. I'll help your dad deal with this, so don't worry about it, and don't tell Tie Jun and your mother-in-law.

Of course, peace of mind will not be said, Yunnan people want face the most, even a well-informed person like her mother is no exception.

In fact, Anxin's parents don't come to give gifts and money, and Anxin will not be treated badly in her mother-in-law's family, firstly, she has already won the love of her mother-in-law, and secondly, she is pregnant with no one else, but a descendant of the Zhang family. Older people, including those who have been Communist Party cadres for many years like Tie Jun's mother, have a very deep concept of inheriting their ancestors by blood and blood. I don't say it on my lips, but I actually have it in my bones.

Thankfully, when the Torch Festival was approaching, Anxin gave birth to her baby as she wished. The children are healthy, the adults are safe, and even the production process is smoother than the average person.

It's a boy. The large number of names they originally gave were all invalidated, and in the end, Tie Jun's mother specially asked the deputy director of the city ***** who had been a witness to Anxin Tiejun's marriage to give him a name, named Zhang Jizhi. This name sounds a little too popular at first glance, but for the children of the Iron Army, it has another meaning.

Because Tie Jun's father is named Zhang Zhi, the deputy director of the National People's Congress said: Comrade Zhang Zhi has been a revolutionary all his life, has a high style and a bright temperament, and is a teacher, and his children and grandchildren should live and work like him and be tough guys like him! Tie Jun's mother almost burst into tears, she had not heard others, especially high-level leading comrades, mention and evaluate her deceased husband for a long time, so she was a little emotional, full of thoughts, and full of emotion. Okay, it's called Zhang Jizhi, which is not only to inherit Zhang Zhi's blood, but also to inherit his legacy, this name is too good for the old leader.

The child was observed in the hospital for four days, and everything could not have been better. On the afternoon of the fourth day, Tie Jun got a car and took the mother and son home. The confinement is extremely happy, and you can even take the initiative to drink to your mother-in-law. It was her mother-in-law who asked her to drink it. As soon as she wanted to do something, her mother-in-law ran over and shouted, don't move, don't move, I'll get what you want. A month later, she looked in the mirror and was shocked, she didn't expect that her little face could be as translucent and round as the sister-in-law next door.

On the day of the full moon, they originally wanted to go out and find a restaurant to set up a table, but they still calculated it again and again from the economic point of view. Anxin persuaded her mother-in-law, who wanted to save face, to put this table at home. The range of people invited at home can be a little smaller and a little more refined. As soon as I came to Anxin, I felt that there was no need to be so extravagant, the family was not so wealthy, and if I was not rich, I would not be able to stand up for face and show off. Second, with her fat face now, she didn't want to go to the exhibition in public. She thought, no matter what, she has to hurry up to lose weight, and in the future, her mother-in-law will force her to eat those chicken soup, fish soup, and milk soup, and she will definitely not be able to eat it anymore.

The people invited that day were all close relatives and old friends of the Zhang family, and the most courteous ones were, of course, the old comrades-in-arms of Tiejun's father, led by Deputy Director Xing of the Municipal People's Congress. Everyone praised the boy. This child is only a month old, but the white and fat energy is like three months, and several female guests like to take turns to hug them, and they can't put it down. The men commented on the child's appearance, almost unanimously saying that he looked like Tie Jun, and even said that he looked like Tie Jun's father Zhang Zhi. In fact, a one-month-old child can't tell who he looks like or doesn't look like, everyone is just saying an auspicious word. Of course, that child's chubby and honest appearance is indeed a bit like the Iron Army. Tie Jun likes to hear them say that children are like him, and he can't stop smiling from ear to ear. Only one female guest said that the child's silhouette is like a father, but his eyebrows and eyes are like a mother, you see how delicate his eyebrows and eyes are, but not too many people echo her. People say that girls are generally like their fathers, and boys are generally like their mothers, which is the law. Anxin doesn't look like her mother, she looks like her father. However, girls' mannerisms and temperaments generally follow their mothers, and boys follow their fathers, which is also a rule.

At this stage of the wife's confinement, it is the time when every man who is a husband can show the most sense of responsibility. At that time, Tiejun went home early after work every day, and never delayed outside. Washing clothes, washing diapers, boiling milk and cooking, it's all his business. It is also his business to change the child's diaper at night and put the child to sleep. During the day, Anxin and his mother took the child for a day, and his mother couldn't stand tossing at night, and Anxin also needed to ensure sleep. Ensuring sleep also ensures milk. Therefore, the work at night is all the business of the Iron Army. Fortunately, he can take a nap in class during the day, and the organs of the Propaganda Department are not strictly controlled in this regard. Even so, when the child is less than three months old, the milk of peace of mind still can't keep up. The person also lost a lot of weight. She went to the doctor, who said she was fine, just a little nervous. This child who is always crying and the child's grandmother are worried about the child's every detail, which makes Anxin's mental pressure too great. The milk was first sluggish, and then depleted, so we had to rely on milk and then some baby supplements to ensure adequate and balanced nutrition. Now there are countless supplements for making baby money in this shape, and adults look at those boastful product descriptions and take out the silver and then pour it into the child's mouth, and they don't know if it works. She has very little right to decide what to eat and how much this child eats, and most of them have to obey the opinions and commands of Tiejun's mother.

When the child was almost four months old, Captain Pan came to Guangping on behalf of the team to see Anxin, and took some comrades in the team to pool money to buy supplements for Anxin (again, supplements, oral liquids that cure all diseases, etc.) and a few simple toys bought for the child, and found Anxin's mother-in-law's home. Anxin was very touched, and people from the team came to see her and brought things, which reminded her of the profession and collective she had almost forgotten. Although there are not many things, she knows the economic conditions of the policemen in the anti-narcotics brigade best, and it is not easy to raise some money.

Anxin was very happy to see Captain Pan, to be honest, she missed Lao Pan a lot. She pulled Lao Pan to sit down in the living room, made tea and poured water, and took out the child's photo to show Lao Pan. It happened to be Tie Jun's father's birthday that day, Tie Jun's mother took the child and the nanny to the revolutionary cemetery to send sacrifices to his wife, and also let his wife see his offspring. Anxin didn't go with him when he caught a cold, otherwise Captain Pan would have to hit the lock when he came.

In front of Captain Pan, the words of peace of mind became more - about the work of the team, how everyone was doing, etc., there were too many things she wanted to know. She asked one question after another, so fast that she couldn't even wait for Captain Pan's answer, and almost everyone in the team who had a good relationship with her asked. Lao Pan answered her questions and asked her some questions, such as how is her body, how is her sleep, and how is it okay to get along with her mother-in-law. Half an hour later, Lao Pan looked at the watch on his wrist, Anxin thought that he was going to leave, and before he could say the words of retention, Lao Pan's tone suddenly took a turn of the moment, although it was not obvious, but Anxin still felt it.

"I'm here today to see how well you and your child are doing, and I'm relieved. However, there is one more thing that I also want to discuss with you, that is, Mao Jie's case, I am afraid that you will have to go back to Nande in the next two days. ”

Anxin realized that Captain Pan came to Guangping, not just to see her and send her something, he came to see her and had business. The childlike happy expression on her face immediately retracted, and the smile that Captain Pan couldn't stop as soon as he entered the room also stopped, and replaced it with a question:

"Mao Jie? Isn't that case already closed? ”

Lao Pan didn't answer, or rather, he didn't know how to answer for a while. He looked at Anxin in silence and shook his head with a heavy heart.